[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

As the wind blows through my ears, my mind gradually clears up, and I even begin to regret what I just said to Darcy.Everything he told me was just his own words, and he didn't say how the vampire wizards needed my blood, or wanted my life in the end.So I can't just tell him everything.

"Tammy, what do you need from me?"

I froze for a moment, and then pulled out a stiff smile, "Darcy, you know I'm not in good health, so I need your help, I don't want this mistake to become the focus of everyone's attention, and I don't want to be caught by the school Is it okay to fire?" I didn't feel guilty anymore as I was talking, because this worry did exist, but it was nothing to do, so my attitude became more and more natural, so I also saw Darcy's eyes change from From initial doubts to later clarity.

Finally, I gave a big smile to show my sincerity.Darcy's sullen face finally collapsed under my attack, he smiled softly, "You don't have to worry."

Sending me to the door of the house, Darcy politely did not ask to enter the house, I was also relieved, I opened the door, turned around and saw Darcy still standing at the entrance of the yard and staring at me, I smiled and waved goodbye, seeing me enter The house turned on the light before Darcy turned and left.

After being delayed at home for half an hour, I took medicine, ate some bread to cushion my stomach, and then turned around in my mind what I was about to say. After cheering myself up, I picked up my bag and went to the door.

Because of something on my mind, I walked a little faster than usual.Hearing the sound of knocking on the door, she opened the door. The orange light in the room made her look quiet. She was happy and hesitant about my arrival, "Tammy, please come in."

When I entered Bonnie's house, I didn't look too much, I went straight to the sofa and sat down, watching her hand me water.I hold the steaming glass with both hands cramped, the temperature in the water is transmitted to my heart bit by bit through my palm, and my courage is getting stronger and stronger. Beat, "Bonnie, I need you to help me."

Seeing me so grand, Bonnie's expression became more serious, "Tammy, what happened?"

"Damon, I want to leave him, I don't want him to control me anymore." My hand holding the water glass is getting harder and harder, as if I want to crush it.She looked at my nervousness, and when she heard what I said, her expression was a little excited. She sat next to me, "What do you want me to do for you?"

The anger that Damon gave me today made me not want to get entangled with him any more. I have a feeling that if I continue like this with him, not only my life will be threatened. "Bonnie, you know Damon announced we're a couple" Bonnie nodded, and I continued, "But it's all just to get me to give him blood, I don't know why he's lying like that , but what he wants from me is not just blood." She heard my words getting more and more excited, and I could see that Bonnie hated Damon, it was a confrontation between justice and evil. "What does he want you to do?"

"Bonnie, I don't know, but he threatened me with Lexi, Lexi is very important to me, just like Elena and Caroline are important to you, so I don't want to put her in the slightest danger, although now Damon is not Do any real harm to her, but I don't want to live in fear all the time, I'm not afraid of death, but I can't stand people who care because of me..." My voice slowly choked, as if Lexi was about to Sad like being bullied by villains.

"Tammy, I understand, I understand how you feel", Bonnie touched my shoulder and comforted me.I sucked my nose, "Damon is too cloudy, I don't want to live so tired, in fact, all of this has nothing to do with me, doesn't it? Even though my blood is special, I'm still just an ordinary human being, In addition to delaying Damon's death, I will die naturally, so Bonnie, please help me." I looked at her with hope in my eyes, I couldn't believe Darcy, but I believed in Bonnie, because She has no plans for me, and her sense of justice and responsibility will drive her to stand on the side of human beings. I am not using her. I just know enough about all these things. If I don’t say a lot of things, it doesn’t mean I don’t Know.

"So, aren't you going to give Damon blood?" Because of Elena as a friend, Bonnie doesn't dislike Damon enough to want him dead, he thinks I want to do it.But I'm very confused now, I only know that I want to get rid of Damon, but I haven't thought about whether I want him to die, in fact, I will die soon, so unless Damon can find the antidote, then I will always die Yes, but I can't tell Bonnie about my hesitation, "That depends on Damon's attitude, if he doesn't hurt me anymore, and doesn't force me against my will, then I won't really let him die like that .”

Bonnie nodded, satisfied with the answer, "So what do you want me to do?" she asked.

"The reason why Damon can do whatever he wants to me is because he has the weight to deal with me, but I also have it, and it is even fatal to him, so I decided to suspend the supply of blood to him, and in the meantime I hope you can help me protect Lexi" , this is the only counterattack I can do so far.

"Okay, you can stay at home during this period, I will cast a spell to keep him from entering your house, and I will make arrangements on Lexi's side. But you have to understand that I can't protect Lexi forever, as long as the protection is removed , then Damon can easily deal with him, are you sure you want to annoy him?" I know Bonnie didn't want to discourage me, she just told me all the possibilities in advance, so that I was mentally prepared.

I nodded firmly, "Bonnie, I've thought about all of this." I also thought about it, if he had any extra thoughts, for Lexi's sake, I'm not sure if I would do all the unthinkable things.And Damon, he needs me, then he will compromise, at least if he is sensible enough, then he will.Moreover, no matter what Darcy's intentions are for me, it seems that he will not put my life in danger, but I can't entrust Lexi to him. After all, I am a dying person, but I can't pull my best friend into this right and wrong .

The conversation was over, we seemed to fall into silence, and soon we heard Bonnie say, "Darcy came here because of you?" Said, "Yes, he said he was here to protect me."

"Protect you, why?" Bonnie was clearly puzzled by this move.

"It should be what I need to do." I said with a smile.

"So, will you be in danger?" She was worried about this, and I smiled indifferently, "I don't know, but since he is so powerful, I can't avoid him even if he has any thoughts, so I might as well take one step at a time Let’s do it.” Anyway, I’m going to die, and Darcy’s goal is to make me die anyway, so there’s not much difference.

Maybe my words made sense, and Bonnie really didn’t have much advice, so she just nodded and agreed, “Be careful yourself.” Faced with others’ sincere concern, I was still very moved, so I said gratefully, “Thank you, I Will do."

Bonnie sent me to the door and emphasized again, "I will do my best for your affairs, don't worry."

"By the way, can you keep it a secret? Only the two of us know about this, and I'm worried about Elena." I mean she should understand, if Elena intervenes, none of us can predict how the situation will develop, this is just for Damon A caveat, no need for extra details.

"Don't worry, I know."

I waved again, and walked on my way home.Suddenly, I turned my head and looked back, but there was nothing, but the feeling of being watched was so strong, there was someone behind me just now, definitely, it must not be my hallucination, it's just this person Who is he and what is his purpose.I don't think it's an ordinary criminal. After all, I've lived here for so long, and I won't be targeted until now, so who could it be?

Knowing that there was someone behind me, my heart felt a little fuzzy, I tried my best to pretend I didn't know anything and walked forward, but I still tightened my clothes, retracted my neck, and gradually accelerated my pace.