My villain cub is the protagonist [Quick Transmigration]

When he was sober, Xianqin didn't dare to ask, for fear that his father would be upset if he heard it. Now, taking advantage of the impulsiveness of drinking too much wine, and maintaining a bit of reason, he spoke out the doubts that had been buried deep in his heart.

Xianyu brought out the boiled hangover soup, and told him to sit on the sofa after drinking it, and seriously thought about how he should explain it to him.

"Qinqin, this incident has been going on for many years, and it is not worth caring about for me. Time can really dilute a lot of things."

"It's like when you were a child and cried because you broke your knee. Now that you think about it, is it normal? Just remember the crying self and forget the specific feeling of pain?"

The pain is the most painful only when things happen, and only a shallow memory is left in the past period of time.

Even if it is really painful to the extreme, it may not be able to empathize with it.

"Speaking of resentment or something, I always feel that there is no need to worry about her so much after she is dead. The resentment hurts myself."

"What's more, I want to thank your mother for bringing you to my side."

Xianqin is an adult, after listening to what his father said and drinking alcohol, his mind is not very clear, so he leaned on the sofa and burst into tears.

He always knew that his father cared about him very much, but he never thought that his father would care enough to ignore so many things his mother had done because of him.

Taking advantage of this time, Xianqin vented all the doubts and dissatisfaction in his heart, and the loud crying even woke up the sleeping Fanfan. Touched his leg.

"Meow?"

Usually, Xianqin would restrain herself a bit when she saw Fanfan, she was really too old, and several of her friends had already gone to Planet Meow.

But today, when Fanfan came over, he hugged Fanfan into his arms, just like when his father said he would take him to the hospital when he was a child, he was so angry that he hugged the cat and said he was going to run away from home.

"Food woo woo."

Fanfan couldn't get away, so he could only turn his attention to the other master, hoping that he could come and save him.

"Qinqin, everyone is an old cat now, don't be like this."

"Woo Dad, I'll just hug you for a while."

On the second day, the father and son tacitly did not mention what happened last night, just like Xianqin once met that brother when he was in college.

As Xianqin took over his father's position for longer and longer, the more he understood how deep he had misunderstood his father.

Originally, he always thought that uncle was looking at the old relationship, and his father had shares in the company, so he tolerated so many bad habits of his father.

But later he discovered that his father is really good. When he encountered many things he didn't understand at work, he would turn around and ask his father.

I even thought that if I were the boss of the company, I would smile without hesitation when I saw how capable the employees were, not to mention going to work late every day, taking a nap at noon, and leaving early in the afternoon. just give it to him.

Fanfan left this world in the third year when Qinqin went to work. At that time, he was already very old. Even though it only took 5 minutes for Xianqin to send him to the hospital in the middle of the night, the pet doctor still told them the news with regret. .

In the end, Xianqin watched Fanfan lying there struggling to breathe through a layer of glass, took a deep breath and chose to compromise.

He wanted to keep Fanfan by his side, but now Fanfan seemed to have exhausted all his strength even to breathe, and it was very difficult to even breathe, he really couldn't bear it.

After signing his name on the document agreeing to euthanasia, Xianqin walked in and gently touched Fanfan's head.

The veterinarian said that because Fanfan was too old, the disease he got could not be treated at all, and his body could not bear too much medicine.

Fanfan seemed to know this too, and lightly rubbed against his master, raising his paw to help him wipe his wet eyes.

Xianyu originally wanted to find a pet cemetery for Fanfan in this city, but Qinqin chose to take it back to his hometown, and buried it with several of his good brothers, all on the mountain of their home.

The company Xianqin works for is developing very well, and the boss is really good, catching up with the rapid economic development.

Now he is not as stingy as he was when he was in school. He is free to buy anything he wants to spend money on, but occasionally he still feels a little confused when he sees his father and uncle buying some ingredients together.

They seem to enjoy doing things that save a few hundred dollars.

For so many years, someone has always introduced someone to Xianqin. He is good-looking and handsome, graduated from a prestigious university, and has a first-class job.

Xianqin himself couldn't tell what it was like, but he had seen it at first, but later found that he didn't seem to feel anything at all.

I even doubted my sexual orientation, and felt that I had no special feelings towards men and women.

In the end, I can only comfort myself there, maybe I am really not interested in feelings, and force myself to put all my energy on my career.

The only thing I need to worry about is whether his father will urge the marriage.

Fortunately, until he reached middle age, his father still had no intention of urging him to get married. Every day, his father happily went out fishing with his things, and his elder brother seemed to be in better health than him.

Xianqin also slowly grew gray hair on his forehead. His father was lying in the hospital after getting old, and the doctor issued several critical illness notices.

Even if their family conditions are good, even if they live in the best hospital, there is still no way to save them.

Seeing his son staying in the ward for almost 24 hours out of [-] hours a day, Xianyu forced himself to sit up and touched his son's head with his hand, just like Qinqin was still a child.

"Don't be sad, I will be your father in the next life."

"I am so troublesome, are you still willing in your next life?"

Xianqin was a little choked up when he said this, he vaguely guessed that his father was like this, but he was not willing to accept this fact at all.

At this moment, he vaguely realized that his father was going to leave him, and endless guilt and remorse filled his heart.

There are still many things that he plans to do with his father. He originally thought that there would be a long time in the future, but who would have thought that it would come so suddenly.

"Yes, and in the next life."

After Xianyu finished saying this, his consciousness began to slacken, and Liu Xianqin stood there in a daze for a long time.

He put his hand on his heart in confusion, strangely, he didn't feel any special feeling, and he didn't seem to feel any pain in his heart.

He took his father back to his hometown and buried him in a place he had already hoped for, not far from the graves of his grandparents.

In their hometown, couples would usually be buried together when they left. When Xianqin heard the new village head mention this matter, she froze for a moment, then shook her head and refused.

Many familiar people came to the funeral, and the retired uncle from the company also came to the scene with a cane, wiping his tears and scolding his father with a smile.

"This old man, he said he was coming to eat at my table, but he left first."

As a son, Xianqin didn't take time off during the whole funeral. After the funeral was over, he sent people away one after another. He stayed in the empty yard, and his only thought was to be quiet.

From the death of his father to the end of May [-]th, Xianqin was still like this. One of his friends was worried that he was too stimulated.

Then he worked for a few months, and when he returned to his hometown during Chinese New Year, there was no one to help when cleaning the house, and the little old man would not come over even if he shouted, and complained that he was annoying, and asked him to come for everything.

When making glutinous rice cakes, I subconsciously made a portion for two people, and I couldn't finish it after leaving it there for a long time.

A relative in the village slaughtered the Nian pig and sent a piece of meat over. Xianqin remembered that his father had said that this kind of meat was the best for making meatball soup.

Staying in the kitchen, holding the kitchen knife that his father has always used, cutting fresh lean meat into small pieces, thinking of the way his father taught him to cook this dish in his memory, his eyes suddenly turned red.

The cooked broth was brought to the table, and I took a sip with the spoon tightly. The taste was both familiar and strange.

After only chewing for a few times, big drops of tears came out, I stretched out my hand to wipe it casually, there was a pain in my heart, and my vision gradually became blurred, as if I was about to lose my breath.

Xianqin had just finished eating, and rushed to his father's cemetery, staring at the words and photos on the tombstone, leaned there sniffing, frowned and said in distaste: "Stingy old man, didn't he mean to take you with me?" I went to see if the national flag was raised, and as for holding grudges until now..."

"I've been away for such a long time, and I never came back to see me, even in my dream, you said a few words to me, scolded me..."

When Xianqin talked about this, he couldn't go on anymore. Anyway, no one would pass by this place, so he hugged his father's tombstone and cried hard without fear of embarrassment.

In the system space, Xianyu saw this scene and sat there silent for a long time.

He didn't know if he left in every world, his little tiger would be like this now, death seemed to be more cruel to the living.

Vaguely, he even understood why some parents would urge their children to start a family. If they had a partner by their side, it would be much easier to face this situation.

Xianyu waited until Xianqin in that world left, and then he turned around and asked the system about things in the next world.

"Host, your cub is just a little villain in the next world."

"Let me listen."

In the next world, there is a youthful and ignorant secret love story. The heroine and Xian Wen grew up together as childhood sweethearts, and the two families lived together.

When the heroine didn't see her heart clearly in the early stage, she disliked the hero as just a little bastard, facing his confession, she pulled her bamboo horse brother Xianwen as a shield.

Volume Ten