Lao Gong is a deep sea mermaid

Ming Yuan stretched out his hand and covered Gu Zhou's eyes, with a stern look on his face that he would not normally show to him, "If you mean when we first met, I really miss it. If you mean after a year, I also really want it. But now, don't want to."

Even though he was blindfolded, Gu Zhou could hear the anger hidden in Ming Yuan's voice.

Ming Yuan was indeed extremely angry.

This was also the first time he was really angry with Gu Zhou.

What made him angry was Gu Zhou's attitude of belittling himself.

In order to save a human cub, his partner exchanged his body with him!

Ming Yuan's anger was almost turned into substance, but the hand covering Gu Zhou's eyes was still very gentle.

His hand was lowered gently.

When Gu Zhou looked at Ming Yuan again, Ming Yuan's expression had returned to calm.

"Don't underestimate yourself, and don't underestimate my feelings for you, Gu Zhou." Ming Yuan tried his best to maintain his calm, turned and left Gu Zhou, and walked towards his room.

Gu Zhou who was left in place was a little at a loss.

Gu Zhou returned to the room in dismay, and fell down on the sofa.

Maybe it was because Ming Yuan was always easy to talk to him, Gu Zhou almost forgot that this mighty god in the ocean would also be angry.

You are spoiled, Gu Zhou.

This ridiculous idea flooded into Gu Zhou's mind.

Spoiled?

This word has never been used on Gu Zhou before.

Because apart from Ming Yuan, in the past 23 years of his life, he has never been favored by anyone.

Fate has never favored him.

Gu Zhou has developed an inherent thinking, that is, no one will favor himself without asking for anything in return.

Even though Ming Yuan has been proving his love for Gu Zhou with his actions, Gu Zhou's subconscious mind has always held that the other party has another purpose.

The most stubborn person has never been Ming Yuan, but Gu Zhou.

Gu Zhou sat blankly for a while, and finally realized that his actions just now hurt Ming Yuan.

Obtaining a person's body is just a by-product of falling in love.

Getting the other person's body when the other person doesn't love you may not be a kind of happiness, but an insult and a kind of torture.

If Ming Yuan regards the natural first mating between the two as a very precious thing, then Gu Zhou's behavior is undoubtedly treating Ming Yuan's most cherished thing as a trade item.

The purpose is to save a human being who has no sense of the abyss.

After putting himself in Ming Yuan's shoes and thinking about it, Gu Zhou covered his face and began to regret.

What he said just now neither cherished himself nor respected Ming Yuan.

No wonder Ming Yuan said that before leaving, no wonder his back looks so stiff.

Gu Zhou picked up the phone, but he was not sure whether he should disturb Ming Yuan at this time.

He knew that Ming Yuan must be very angry—although the other party was very considerate and didn't show it on his face.

Gu Zhou went into the bathroom sullenly, curled up in the bathtub filled with salt water, and checked his mobile phone every few minutes.

It's a pity that the screen is always black, and there is no new notification.

……

On the other side, the illusion of calm that he tried his best to maintain was completely shattered after Ming Yuan returned to the room.

Ming Yuan had nowhere to vent his anger, so everything in the room suffered.

At the same time, on the golden beach, the sea suddenly became rough, and the waves hit the reef hard, making a shocking sound.

Fortunately, it is night at this time, and no tourists will go swimming in the sea at this time.

But people who live by the sea are still taken aback.

"Does the weather forecast say there will be a typhoon recently?"

"no!"

"Then what's going on? It's not going to be a tsunami!"

"Don't make wild guesses. Disaster predictions are very accurate now. If there is a tsunami, someone will definitely notify you."

At the same time, similar conversations took place many times in the houses along the coast.

At the observatory, Ming Yuan's room is already in a mess.

Ming Yuan himself is no longer at the observation station.

He temporarily returned to the bottom of the sea, submerging himself in the deepest part of the underwater palace, wanting to get a moment of peace.

Ming Yuan sometimes feels frustrated.

Gu Zhou's performance made him feel like he was facing someone who couldn't communicate.

Otherwise, why did Ming Yuan speak human language, and kept fulfilling his promise, but Gu Zhou didn't want to believe it at all?

This is the point that Ming Yuan can't figure out the most.

But no matter what, it is impossible for Ming Yuan to give up.

At around three o'clock in the morning, there was a knock on the door of Xiaobao's room.

"Who is it..." Xiaobao ran out sleepily and opened the door, and Ming Yuan's depressed face came into view.

"Can I help you?"

packet:"……"

How do you feel that you can't be beaten to death?

"Yes, yes!" Xiao Bao said timidly.

Soon, several newcomers who ate together last time came to Ming Yuan's room together with Xiao Bao.

A group of people couldn't believe their eyes.

"You... what happened in this room?" Xiaobao asked suspiciously.

As far as Xiao Bao looked, there were shards of glass, broken wooden boards, deformed metal table legs... almost nothing in the room was intact.

The most outrageous thing is that the bottom of a pan is almost shaped into a horse spoon...

Ming Yuan touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment, and explained insincerely, "I accidentally made it like this."

"Ah... this is too careless..." Xiao Bao muttered, feeling his head was getting bigger.

But to help people to the end, since I have already agreed, I can only bite the bullet.

"Don't let Gu Zhou see it."

After Ming Yuan ordered, a group of big men, like little rats stealing oil, carried garbage bags and sent the discarded things in the room to the garbage collection place.

On the way, Xiao Bao looked at Ming Yuan several times, hesitant to speak, and finally said: "Ming Yuan, as a friend, I have to advise you, no matter what the other party is, domestic violence is wrong."

"Domestic violence?" This time it was Ming Yuan's turn to be puzzled.

"Look at this pan." Taking advantage of the others in front, Xiao Bao took a step behind, untied the garbage bag, pointed to the pan and asked, "Why do I see some fist marks on it?"

Ming Yuan thought about it for a while, it seemed that after returning to the room last night, he kicked the coffee table, and after the coffee table was broken, the things on it naturally flew around, and then... the whole room was flying around... …

It is very likely that this pan was beaten like this when it flew near Ming Yuan.

"You can't explain it!" Xiaobao said a little nervously and a little angry: "You have too much temper. If you keep like this, who would dare to live with you?"

Xiao Bao glanced at the frying pan again, "With so many punches, people are going to die."

"How could I hit him?" Ming Yuan's face softened a lot when he thought of Gu Zhou, "I just can't get into his world."

Xiaobao recalled what Ming Yuan said earlier, "Don't let Gu Zhou see it", and said again: "It's true that Gu Zhou is not easy to get close to, but I think he has been much closer recently than before."

"before?"

"You hadn't come here at that time, Gu Zhou and I were admitted in the same year." Xiao Bao asked Ming Yuan, "Do you know what Gu Zhou said most often at that time?"

"what?"

Xiao Bao imitated Gu Zhou's cold look.

"no thank you."

"I still have something to do, so I won't participate, you guys talk."

After learning these two sentences, Xiaobao said: "At that time, Gu Zhou was like an expert, how can he be as human as he is now? In the end, it was you who changed him. You only knew each other for three months, and he just It has changed so much, and life is so different, so don't be too impatient."

Xiao Bao didn't know that Ming Yuan only had one year, but his words let Ming Yuan see Gu Zhou's change from the perspective of a bystander.

A group of people worked hard for several hours, and Xiao Bao took Ming Yuan to re-apply for daily necessities.

When I went back, it was past seven o'clock.

"The more anxious you are, the more you can't find it! Where's my foundation?"

"Your powder puff doesn't work well, wait a minute, I'll go back to my room and get a sponge egg!"

In the residential area, the door of Xiao Lin's room was ajar, and there were bustling sounds from inside.

Several male colleagues passed by carrying new furniture, and couldn't help but listen with their ears pricked up.

At this time, in Xiao Lin's room, a female colleague rushed out at a speed of sprinting [-] meters, and quickly rushed back to Xiao Lin's room with a drop-shaped sponge egg.

"My mother will be here in a while, and she will definitely urge me to fall in love again. If I don't dress up, she can read it for a month after seeing me!"

Xiao Lin's complaining voice came out through the door that was not closed tightly.

"It's all like this, but it's not so easy to fall in love. There are only so many people in the observatory, how could they all see each other right? When I was in school, there were four or 50 people in a class, and I didn't see a few couples, let alone the office. It's..."

The female colleague said it well, and suddenly exclaimed, "Wait for me! The sponge egg is not wet yet. If you don't let it absorb water, it will absorb your liquid foundation in a while. Use it when it is dry. , there is a mine at home!"

"What is a sponge egg?"

Several male colleagues looked at each other.

"It's a kind of powder puff that girls use to put on makeup. I saw my sister use it." Xiaobao said, "It seems to say that after the sponge absorbs water, it won't absorb other messy things. Makeup looks good and won't be wasted. "

Another male colleague said incomprehensibly, "Wouldn't your face be covered in water?"

"You're so stupid! It must be put in the water first, and then wrung out after it's all wet! A sponge like this won't get wet in the middle." Xiao Bao obviously heard something from his sister.

Ming Yuan listened to Xiao Bao and the others, showing a thoughtful expression.

……

At 08:30, Gu Zhou opened the door and glanced around.

It's a pity that Ming Yuan, who was waiting here every day, didn't show up today.

Gu Zhou felt a little flustered in his heart.

Before he knew it, he had gotten used to the days when Ming Yuan was by his side.

Only one day was an exception, and he began to worry about gains and losses.

Gu Zhou suppressed the thoughts in his heart and walked towards the elevator.

When he walked into the main control room, Ming Yuan had already been sitting at the workstation for a while.

There is a tablet in front of Ming Yuan, looking at something seriously.

Gu Zhou glanced in Ming Yuan's direction, but finally said nothing, and sat in his seat with a heavy heart.

In fact, Gu Zhou didn't know how to apologize to others. Of course he would say "I'm sorry" in a polite manner, but it would inevitably appear insincere.

Before meeting Ming Yuan, Gu Zhou had no chance to apologize.

At that time, he wouldn't interact with others too much, and most people were just acquaintances with him, so naturally there couldn't be too many conflicts.

Besides, these people are dispensable in Gu Zhou's heart, and Gu Zhou rarely thinks about whether they have been hurt.

When it comes to apologizing, the more you think about the other party, the harder it is to open your mouth.

Because Gu Zhou convicted himself, the more he thought about it from Ming Yuan's point of view, the more serious the crime he condemned himself.

How can I apologize?

Just saying sorry is not enough.

Gu Zhou thought hard for a whole day in his seat, but finally found out in astonishment.

He didn't know what Ming Yuan liked.

Because when the two are together, Ming Yuan hardly thinks about his own affairs.

Gu Zhou didn't know that Ming Yuan would secretly observe him when he was in a daze.

Ming Yuan is reading a book about psychology.

The book mentions that many people with severe psychological trauma will gain short-term peace by hurting themselves.

This harm is not limited to physical visible harm, but also mental self-mutilation.

For example, obsessive-compulsive disorder, cleanliness, extreme abstinence, etc., may all be a person destroying his own spirit.

Such people often lack love and care all year round, so they lack a sense of security.

So they often have the idea that they don't deserve the best.

Seeing this, Ming Yuan felt unspeakable sourness in his heart.

Rather than saying that Gu Zhou is underestimating this relationship, it is better to say that Gu Zhou regards this relationship as too high and unattainable.

That's why he thinks that all good things should be "exchanged" with things, not something he can get at his fingertips.

Inside the hard and stubborn clam shell lives a soft and inferior creature.

At night, Ming Yuan came to the desolate beach outside the observation station alone.

Halfway through, his phone vibrated.

It was Gu Zhou who mustered up the courage to send a message.

"Where are you now? I want to talk to you."

Before Ming Yuan could reply, another message came.

"I was at the door of your room, and no one responded inside."

In the corridor of the residential area, Gu Zhou held his mobile phone in both hands, with a worried expression on his face.

This is his first initiative.

Seeing "The other party is typing..." on the screen, Gu Zhou took a deep breath.

"I was out."

Gu Zhou is not quite sure what Ming Yuan's reply means.

Is it "I'm out so I don't want to talk today"?

Or "I'm outside, you have to wait"?

Soon, he got the answer.

Ming Yuan's door opened and closed quickly, and then Ming Yuan opened the door from the inside.

With the naked eyes of ordinary people, I am afraid that there is no way to detect that Ming Yuan just came back from the outside.

But Gu Zhou can see Ming Yuan's trajectory.

Ming Yuan gave him the answer:

I'm outside, I'll be right back to see you.

Just like the previous few months, Ming Yuan's attitude remained the same.

Gu Zhou walked in and closed the door with his own hands.

Even before he apologized, Gu Zhou's nose started to feel sore.

I don't know why, knowing that he was the one who made the mistake first, when he really faced Ming Yuan, Gu Zhou still felt a little wronged for no reason.

"I……"

I'm here to apologize.

Gu Zhou didn't have time to say this at all, tears fell down his cheeks in vain.

A few shiny pearls fell to the floor with a crisp sound.

Ming Yuan panicked completely.

The mighty Lord Seagod didn't know how to resist his partner's tears.

When Gu Zhou shed tears, he was not like others, either sobbing or crying loudly.

He just stood there quietly, weeping silently, like a beautiful and fragile statue.

Gu Zhou stared at the few pearls bouncing around on the floor, and realized how poorly he performed.

Where is such an apology?

What a shame!

He turned around and wanted to escape from this room.

But before he had time to touch the doorknob, Gu Zhou's waist suddenly tightened.

He could feel a reassuring chest against his back.

Ming Yuan hugged him tightly, wrapping him in his arms like a koala.

"It's my fault." Ming Yuan sighed, and said resignedly: "I shouldn't make you sad, I didn't mean to ignore you on purpose, I was just afraid of saying something that would hurt you."

Gu Zhou felt his cheek being rubbed against another cheek, and Ming Yuan's voice came from his ear again.

"I don't want to hurt you."

All this is like a dream, Gu Zhou still can't believe it.

Fate made a joke with him, leaving him unloved for 23 years, but after 23 years, a person was suddenly sent and told him that this person was reluctant to even say a word that hurt him.

"sorry."

Two more pearls fell to the ground.

Gu Zhou's body was turned around.

He finally plucked up the courage, hugged Ming Yuan's neck, raised his head and kissed Ming Yuan.

Mr. Mermaid's partner seems to be extra tear-prone today.

When it is pushed against the door panel, it will cry.

When you lack oxygen, you will cry.

When fingers are interlocked, tears will also flow.

Ming Yuan's chin rested on the hollow of Gu Zhou's shoulder, and when he saw the pearls falling on the floor at the door, he lightly bit Gu Zhou's earlobe.

"Little crying bag."

Gu Zhou's face turned red all of a sudden, and he quickly raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes.

He didn't know why he couldn't stop crying today.

It is clear that over the past 23 years, the number of tears shed can be counted on the fingers.

At this time, Ming Yuan had already squatted down, and began to pick up the pearls on the ground.

Pearls filled Ming Yuan's palm.

Ming Yuan straightened his body, leaned into Gu Zhou's ear, and said, "I want to treasure them."

collection?

Thinking that these things were his own tears, Gu Zhou felt ashamed from his toes to the top of his head.

However, Ming Yuan has already hidden the handful of pearls in the bedroom.

Like a schoolboy who loves collecting toys.

Before Gu Zhou could stop him, Ming Yuan had already brought him to the beach.

Ming Yuan wants to show Gu Zhou something, but before that, he also has something to say.

"Actually, you didn't do anything wrong, Gu Zhou." Ming Yuan remembered what he read in the book introducing psychology, "You just haven't understood the meaning of love yet."

No one can say that they fully understand the meaning of love, but Ming Yuan at least has his own opinion.

"Love needs to be reciprocated, but it is not an equal exchange."

Ming Yuan was on the beach, with his hands in his pockets, walking backwards, facing Gu Zhou face to face, "If you find that you can't return the same love to me, that's totally fine."

"But isn't it shameless to blindly ask for it from others?"

"Have you ever asked anyone else for anything besides me?"

Ming Yuan's rhetorical question made Gu Zhou dumbfounded.

"but……"

Gu Zhou felt a hand rubbing the top of his head.

"Because other people can get love from many people, so they have the strength to love others." Ming Yuan helped Gu Zhou tidy up his hair, "So you don't have to blame yourself, you can't treat me like I treat you, It's because your heart isn't filled yet."

Ming Yuan pointed at Gu Zhou's heart, "When it is filled, you will naturally learn how to love. I will always stand where I am, waiting for you."

"It's less than nine months." Gu Zhou was a little depressed.

"Then you have to accept my kindness to you with peace of mind." Ming Yuan said forcefully, "This is the top priority right now."

Those who didn't know, thought it was Gu Zhou who suffered the loss.

At this moment, Gu Zhou raised his head and asked, "Is there anything you really want, Ming Yuan?"

"If you're talking about the present, I want to know about your past." Ming Yuan asked cautiously, "Will you tell me?"

"I can tell you part of it." Gu Zhou felt that his words were not very sincere, so he added: "The only things I can say at the moment are these."

As for why it is telling rather than sharing memories with Ming Yuan.

Gu Zhou's eyes darkened.

Because that would reveal a part of him that he didn't want to say.

"it is good."

Gu Zhou's answer actually exceeded Ming Yuan's expectations.

"I don't know where to start... I actually don't know who my parents are." Gu Zhou recalled that when he was first in the orphanage, he didn't feel much rejection in his heart.

Because he was still very young at that time, he had never seen the sinister world.

"The aunt at the orphanage told me that she found me at the gate of the orphanage. At that time, it seemed that I was only a few days old, and my skin hadn't faded red. I was wrapped in an old sheet and thrown in the welfare home. At the gate of the courtyard..."

Gu Zhou spoke calmly, but Ming Yuan who was listening to him couldn't help clenching his fists.

Ming Yuan knew that human cubs were different from mermaid cubs, when they were first born, they didn't have any ability to survive.

Under such circumstances, throwing the newborn Gu Zhou at the gate of the orphanage was almost to let him fend for himself.

What Gu Zhou told later, almost all happened before the age of ten.

Some trivial things that reveal warmth and a little bitterness in the plain.

If Gu Zhou's past is only what he said, then Gu Zhou shouldn't be what he is now.

But since Ming Yuan agreed to Gu Zhou, he would not continue to ask.

He would wait for Gu Zhou to open his heart and take the initiative to tell him everything.

"I'm going to show you something."

When the two walked near the golden beach station, Ming Yuan stretched out his hand, "Give me your hand, don't be afraid."

The moment Gu Zhou placed his hand on Ming Yuan's palm, the beach in front of him changed.

The author has something to say: Orange Cat: Don’t want to?Know what you're missing?

Ming Yuan: Heh!Short-sighted fluffy creature, I call it a long line to catch big fish!

感谢在2021-07-3114:55:49~2021-08-0113:14:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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