The Joy of Her Two Worlds [Rebirth]

After the physical education class, Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao returned to the classroom. It was early spring, the weather was warm, and the heating in the classroom was turned off.

Qin Sishao took out a notebook from the desk, it was lavender, and on it were circles of flowers whose names they didn't know. The middle pattern was a street lamp, a bench, and two brown bears sitting in a row.

This is the notebook given to her by the school, in addition to the pencil case and pens, gel pens, and refills.

Qin Sishao looked around, Jiang Chi didn't lack anything.

She put the notebook on Jiang Chi's desk, Jiang Chi turned his head to look over, she raised her eyebrows, her almond eyes were full of puzzlement: "Why?"

Jiang Chi had an impression of this notebook.

In the previous life, not long after the two became tablemates, Qin Sishao gave it to her.

After she was reborn, she waited for a few days, waiting for Qin Sishao to give her the notebook again, but Qin Sishao never gave it to her. Jiang Chi thought that her rebirth would change many things, and this notebook would no longer exist.

Unexpectedly, Qin Sishao still gave her the notebook, but it was a few months late.

Jiang Chi thought about those years abroad. When she went abroad, she couldn't take many things with her. She brought some books and clothes. When she was packing, she saw this notebook from Qin Sishao, and she took it out.

She doesn't remember when she developed the habit of keeping a diary, but she just did. She likes to write some daily life and mood in the notebook instead of writing on social platforms. This writing has been for ten years.

After returning to China ten years later, she looked through the diary she wrote many years ago. Jiang Chi found that many things just happened to her, and she was at a loss for what to do.

Afterwards, it has been a long time.

If she hadn't written it in the diary, she wouldn't have remembered it.

So, it's no big deal, we'll get through it.

Qin Sishao pursed her lips and smiled, she smiled happily: "Take notes for you."

Jiang Chi's mind was full that this was her diary. She didn't hear what Qin Sishao said, so she murmured: "Who wrote the diary?"

Qin Sishao explained: "It's not a diary, it's taking notes."

Well, Jiang Chi stopped talking.

She has a very thick notebook for each homework, and it is too scattered to record in other notebooks.

Jiang Chi brought the notebook over, she opened it, wrote her name on the first page, and declared ownership of the notebook. After writing the name, Jiang Chi looked at the notebook in a daze, wondering what to do with it.

It is impossible to keep a diary in this life. In her previous life, her diary should have been burned to ashes along with her, if someone saw it.

Jiang Chi thought, what a shame.

She will be pissed to death, and she will die with regret.

The class bell rang, it was political class.

Jiang Chi wrote a note to Qin Sishao while listening to the class, and when he took the draft notebook, Jiang Chi thought of the notebook Qin Sishao gave him.

She opened it and wrote on the first page.

[I finally know what the notebook is for. ]

She put the notebook on Qin Sishao's desk.

When the teacher asked everyone to read the book, Qin Sishao glanced at it.

She replied: [Are you taking political notes? ]

Jiang Chi: [Write a note. ]

Jiang Chi brought over the draft book where the two of them wrote the note before, and she saw the little coal ball that Qin Sishao blacked out at a glance. After all, this little coal ball made her worry about it for a long time, and she was very angry. That word, she It turns out she still remembers it now.

Qin Sishao scolded her.

Qin Sishao thought she was annoying.

Qin Sishao has changed.

Qin Sishao didn't want to talk to her.

Jiang Chi felt baffled. They had just become tablemates at that time, and it was normal for Qin Sishao not to talk to her. Just like her, she would be annoyed if a stranger interrupted her study.

Reason told her not to worry about it.

But emotion told Jiang Chi that he was going to do it.

If she is sensible, no one will feel sorry for her, so she will tell Qin Sishao about her discomfort.

Jiang Chi wrote in his notebook.

[I just flipped through the notebook where I wrote the note last year, hehe, I saw what you scolded me. ]

[Don't think that I don't know what it is after a few months, hum, I don't want to argue with you. ]

Qin Sishao: […? ? ? ]

Jiang Chi ignored her and stared at the blackboard intently.

After class, Qin Sishao came over. She imitated Jiang Chi's appearance, put her head on the desk, faced Jiang Chi, blinked her big eyes, and asked in a low voice: "When did I scold you? Can not remember."

She looked distressed and rubbed her hair: "I really don't remember."

Jiang Chi snorted coldly: "Think about it for yourself. I have evidence for what you wrote when we were at the same table last year. There are all witnesses and material evidence."

Qin Sishao thought about it seriously, Jiang Chi was at the same table with her, she was so happy, but she didn't show it, she secretly laughed in her heart.

Qin Sishao went to look through the draft book. The two of them wrote a lot of notes on it. The conversation was very ordinary, occasionally there were some steps to solve problems, and there were also some gossip shared by Jiang Chi and her, where the food was delicious, etc.

Qin Sishao flipped through it quickly, her long eyelashes were fluttering, she pulled Jiang Chi's arm: "I didn't find it."

Jiang Chi raised her head, and her slender white fingertips rested on the small briquette: "That's it, don't think you blacked it out, I can't guess what it means."

She pointed to her head: "I have a good memory, I remember everything here, and I also remember it after more than ten years."

When Qin Sishao looked at the little briquette, she didn't react at all. She thought about it for a few minutes, filtering the events of that day in her mind.

Qin Sishao finally remembered what that word was.

It was the first time Jiang Chi came to school for evening self-study, but she didn't do well and was making trouble with her. It was evening self-study, and she was afraid that the noise they made would affect others, so she told Jiang Chi that there would be trouble after class .

Jiang Chi didn't bother her anymore, she got angry.

It turned out that Jiang Chi was angry because of this word.

Qin Sishao smiled, and Jiang Chi became even angrier when she saw her laughing. No matter how beautiful her smile is, she can't laugh when her friend is unhappy.

She simply didn't look at Qin Sishao.

Qin Sishao picked up a ballpoint pen, tugged at Jiang Chi's spring school uniform, and said softly, "That's the word."

She blushed slightly: "At the beginning, I thought we were unfamiliar, and writing this word was not very good, so I blacked it out."

Jiang Chi closed his eyes and moaned, but she refused to read: "What word? Treasure."

Qin Sishao blushed so much that she was about to bleed: "It's not that word."

She wrote a darling under the small briquettes.

Jiang Chi took a look: "Coax the puppy."

Qin Sishao smiled softly: "No."

"Your tone is there." Jiang Chi said confidently: "I said you have it."

Qin Sishao still smiled: "It's coaxing the kitten."

Jiang Chi was so angry that he pinched Qin Sishao's face, and pinched her face twice before giving up. She withdrew her hand: "From now on, just cross out the typo. Don't paint coal balls, it's a waste of ink."

It made her feel a little sour every time she thought about it, thinking that when the two first met, Qin Sishao hated her very much.

Qin Sishao nodded: "Okay."

next second.

"Is there anything else that makes you angry?" Qin Sishao was worried. If she was dissatisfied with Jiang Chi's character, she said it directly.

But this matter, she held back for several months before saying it.

Jiang Chi thought about it, of course there are, but there are many.

She sighed, Qin Sishao was not reborn again.

She said yes, but Qin Sishao didn't know either.

Jiang Chi shook his head: "Not yet, but if you fall in love or have someone you like in the future, you have to tell me, and I'll chase it for you."

Qin Sishao: "..." She ignored Jiang Chi too late.

After the eighth class ended, Jiang Chi and Qin Sishao went to the women's bathroom after eating in the cafeteria. Qin Sishao wanted to take a bath, and Jiang Chi waited outside. There were many girls outside washing clothes and turning on the water.

Jiang Chi was so bored, he found a corner and squatted down to look at his phone.

She saw the message Zhao Changning sent her.

The last time the two chatted was during Chinese New Year, they sent each other Happy New Year and small red envelopes, they were polite and alienated, and they didn't chat after that.

Jiang Chi also accepted the fact that the three of them were estranged, and even more accepted the fact that Zhao Changning and Su Banxia had a better relationship.

It is said that the triangle is the strongest, but Jiang Chi found out that the triangle is placed in the relationship, and it will be broken without the wind blowing gently. In addition, each of them has noticed it and is deliberately alienating. I thought about communicating and staying.

Zhao Changning: "Ban Xia said that she wants to transfer to Hong Kong Island, do you know?"

Zhao Changning: "Jiang Chi, you have changed, and Ban Xia and I have also changed. Why can't we go back to the past."

Zhao Changning: "It would be great if we could never grow up for the rest of our lives. I really hope that we will always be elementary school students."

Zhao Changning thought of what Su Banxia told her. She never thought about love. Her parents divorced when she was young, and her father remarried soon. Her mother never married and took her to live.

Her mother kept telling her that men are unreliable and that love is not important.

It is enough for a woman to have a child, and only with children can she rely on and care about her.

Zhao Changning discovered that Xu was influenced by her mother's thinking, and she thought the same way.

She never thought about getting married, nor about falling in love.

What she thinks is that when her mother says she wants to have a grandchild, she will find a way to have a child, and then her mother can help take care of the child.

She didn't think about anything else.

As for girls falling in love with girls, there will be love, she never thought about it at all.

But she didn't expect that Su Banxia's feelings for her were different from Jiang Chi's feelings.

Su Banxia not only treats Jiang Chi as a friend.

After they came back from the lake, Su Banxia also told her that she liked Jiang Chi, the kind of person who wanted to be with her for the rest of her life, wanted to marry her, and wanted to be close to her.

Zhao Changning didn't react all afternoon.

She substituted her feelings for Jiang Chi and Su Banxia, ​​and Zhao Changning found out that she was willing to stay with them for the rest of her life, but to get married.

Zhao Changning had goose bumps all over his body.

It was at this moment that Zhao Changning finally realized that he couldn't be straighter anymore.

Even if she doesn't like men, she won't fall in love with and marry him.

But she is straight and never bends.

Jiang Chi looked at Zhao Changning's news with complicated emotions. They are not yet 16 years old, and when they are in a good relationship, their thoughts are not complicated yet, and they don't think about things that adults care about at all.

Jiang Chi: "I don't know."

Jiang Chi: "Hong Kong Island is pretty good too. Living with mother is better than living with a nanny."

Zhao Changning replied quickly.

"Where are you?"

Jiang Chi: "At school."

Zhao Changning: "I'll be waiting for you on the playground."

Jiang Chi: "Which place?"

Zhao Changning: "Let's go under the willow tree by the lake."

Jiang Chi: "Okay."

She looked at the bathroom door, girls were coming in and out, but she didn't see Qin Sishao.

Jiang Chi sent Qin Sishao a message on WeChat.

She went to the lake.

Zhao Changning hasn't come yet.

There were ducks raised by the teacher swimming around in the lake. Jiang Chi squatted by the side and watched the ducks for a while, then found a big rock and sat down. She looked at her phone.

Zhao Changning came running over. Seeing Jiang Chi, she felt a little uncomfortable, and sat down next to Jiang Chi.

Jiang Chi put the phone away, she tilted her head, her eyes moved slowly, staying on Zhao Changning's short black hair, she glanced at Zhao Changning several times, her thoughts gradually drifted away, thinking of Zhao Changning ten years later.

Zhao Changning hasn't changed much, she has always had short hair, she said she is too lazy to take care of it, and she is used to it.

But people's appearance has not changed, but their thinking has changed.

Jiang Chi thought about dying again.

She smoothed her hair with her fingers, pushed the hair on her cheeks to the back of her head, and then said, "What's wrong?"

Zhao Changning didn't look at her. She put her hands behind her back, her palms resting on the big silver-white rock, her shoulders resting on Jiang Chi's, and her eyes looked at the basketball court opposite.

"Banxia, ​​she..." Zhao Changning didn't know what to say, Su Banxia liked Jiang Chi, but Jiang Chi liked Qin Sishao.

Zhao Changning shook his hair: "It's okay, it's just you and Qin Sishao."

Jiang Chi's eyebrows were cold: "What's the matter with her?"

Speaking of Qin Sishao, Jiang Chi's heart beat faster.

That kind of little secret that only I have known all along, seems to be discovered by someone, and it will be exposed in the next second.

Jiang Chi put this uneasy emotion aside.

Zhao Changning still didn't look at Jiang Chi, her eyes were still on the boys playing on the basketball court.

What is she thinking about?

"It's just that I found out that you seem to be gay." Zhao Changning narrowed his eyes: "Are you?"

Jiang Chi chuckled, she tilted her head, rested her chin with one hand, and brushed Zhao Changning's short hair with the other.

"Are you sure?"

Zhao Changning hesitated, and she nodded.

What Ban Xia said, she cried so sadly.

Although there are many words, she can't understand.

But Banxia likes Ah Chi, and Ah Chi likes Qin Sishao, she understands.

She also understood that Qin Sishao didn't like Ah Chi.

With Ah Chi's character, he would definitely grab it directly.

Jiang Chi laughed out loud: "Can you see this too? What do you think? Pull a classmate over and ask, and everyone will definitely say that you are gay."

She rubbed Zhao Changning's hair: "After all, you look pretty Yujie."

Obviously, Zhao Changning didn't understand.

She didn't search the Internet either.

The only thing I know comes from Su Banxia's words, and a small amount of information that I accidentally glanced at when surfing the Internet before and jumped over.

Zhao Changning was taken aback, she opened her mouth wide.

Jiang Chi pulled his hand back.

Just when Zhao Changning felt that she must have thought too much, Jiang Chi sighed and said, "It seems so."

She said in a distressed tone, "Is that why you came to me?"

Zhao Changning's eyes were about to pop out.

The impact of Jiang Chi's words was no less than what Su Banxia said today.

After a long while, she licked her lips and looked at Jiang Chi: "Qin Sishao?"

Zhao Changning thought of Su Banxia.

Jiang Chi admits that he is gay.

But what she likes is not Su Banxia, ​​so what about Su Banxia?

Zhao Changning thought, what if Jiang Chi liked Su Banxia?

They can be the same as before.

How wonderful it is for her two little green plums to fall in love.

The three of them will never change.

However, Jiang Chi likes Qin Sishao.

Jiang Chi smiled, she lowered her head and looked at the shoes she was wearing.

She said softly, "well, am I so obvious?"

Jiang Chi spread his hands, with an indifferent smile on his face: "I didn't expect you to see it."

Zhao Changning's lips moved, and she also lowered her head.

She didn't know what to say.

Jiang Chi likes Qin Sishao.

What about Qin Sishao?She doesn't like Jiang Chi.

There are homosexuals, but the mainstream is still more heterosexual.

"Does Qin Sishao like you?" Zhao Changning's nose turned sore: "It's too painful to like someone."

She thought of Su Banxia, ​​her voice choked up, she really wanted to tell Jiang Chi that Banxia likes you.

So don't like Qin Sishao, like Pinellia.

But Zhao Changning knew that she could only think about this, she couldn't say it.

She promised Ban Xia.

If you like someone, how can someone not like it just by saying a few words.

Jiang Chi looked up at the sky, her voice was very soft: "She probably only considers me as a friend. Sometimes it's painful to like someone, and sometimes it's sweet. Thinking of her, I can't help laughing."

The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and her eyes became gentle: "Especially when she talks to you, she will never get tired of it, just want her to talk to me all the time, want to be nice to her, and also want to lose her temper with her, let her Coax me more, so that I can feel safe."

"It's too much, I can't tell myself." Jiang Chi's eyes were sour and uncomfortable: "If it is possible, I hope that I will never have someone I like, so that I can play in the world and play casually."

Zhao Changning looked at her, and she found that Jiang Chi had matured a lot.

It was no longer the Jiang Chi in her memory.

In the past six months or so, she seems to have experienced many things.

Zhao Changning's throat was so bitter, she coughed a few times before her voice returned to normal: "If Qin Sishao only regards you as a friend, what will you do?"

If only Qin Sishao only regarded her as a friend.

Just thinking of this possibility made Jiang Chi feel sad.

A heart is sore and swollen, and it looks like someone is holding a needle and pricking it fiercely. It hurts once, twitches, hurts again, hurts again...

What can she do?

I forced Qin Sishao once, should I force her a second time?

Jiang Chi bowed her head, she smiled: "I don't know."

She thought about a lot of things, and when she quarreled with Qin Sishao, she lost her temper hysterically, Qin Sishao would either ignore her, or she would cry.

She thought of Qin Sishao's tears.

Zhao Changning: "Steal it?"

She paused for a few seconds: "Your personality is just like this. You have been domineering and assertive since you were a child. Ban Xia and I listen to you. In the future, Qin Sishao will have someone he likes. If she gets married, you will definitely grab her."

Jiang Chi turned his head to look at Zhao Changning and smiled: "I'm so bad."

There was a faint mockery in her eyes: "I seem to be so bad. My aunt always said that I don't care about anything, and I don't fight or grab it. In fact, it's just that I don't care. It doesn't matter. If others give it to me, I will take it. If I don't give it to me, it will be fine." gone."

"I really care, I might grab it." Jiang Chi's thoughts gradually drifted away: "But Chang Ning, crushing on someone is a matter of one person, and liking someone is also a matter of one person, but wanting to be with her is a matter of two people. How can I rob personal matters? If I rob her, she won't like me, so I'll just be a person in the future. "

Zhao Changning asked her, "Are you willing?"

Jiang Chi was silent for a moment: "I'm not reconciled, so I'm working hard now, trying to let Qin Sishao find out that I'm good and like me, one day she told me that she has a boy she likes, and as a good friend, I will come up with an idea to help her catch up with me." chant."

Jiang Chi's voice became lower and lower: "I can't hurt her anymore. If you don't like me, don't like me. If you can be a friend for a lifetime, then be a lifetime friend. Someday I can't bear to see her with others. Just leave."

Zhao Changning looked at Jiang Chi as if he were a stranger. She didn't expect Jiang Chi to think so far.

Her mind is full of Su Banxia, ​​what should she do?

In the future, when Qin Sishao fell in love and was about to get married, what would Jiang Chi do?

What should they do?

As a friend, she can't do anything.

Zhao Changning saw the teardrops in Jiang Chi's eyes, his emotions were clear, as if they would fall in the next moment.

……

With a few minutes left for evening self-study, Jiang Chi returned to the classroom, and it was still dark.

The temperature at night is a bit cooler than during the day, and most of the students in the class are here.

Qin Sishao also arrived, sitting upright and writing exercises assigned by the teacher, copying them one by one in the exercise book, and answering them seriously.

Jiang Chi entered the classroom, she sat down, took out a set of math test papers, and started to work on the questions.

After doing a few multiple-choice questions, she lost her mind. She was in a mess and couldn't concentrate.

Jiang Chi thought of what Zhao Changning said, and asked her to chat with Su Banxia.

The friendship of more than ten years, don't care if it's fake.

She spent more time with Su Banxia and Zhao Changning than with her aunt.

Jiang Chi took out her mobile phone, she found Ban Xia in the contacts, she hesitated for a while, and typed.

"I heard from Chang Ning that you are going to study in Hong Kong Island. When are you leaving?"

After a few minutes.

Su Banxia: "After a while, don't give it away."

Jiang Chi looked at this sentence. In his previous life, Su Banxia didn't change schools. He and Zhao Changning finished high school together, went abroad to study together, and they came back after finishing their undergraduate studies abroad, and they stayed together all the time.

Jiang Chi: "I don't know what to say, it seems that everything is superfluous."

Su Banxia: "Then don't say it, Jiang Chi, we are almost 16 years old, and we can't go back."

Su Banxia: "I don't want to be friends with you anymore, thank you for helping me and taking good care of me."

Jiang Chi: "Okay."

Jiang Chi: "Changning her?"

Jiang Chi wanted to ask Su Banxia, ​​even Chang Ning could tell that she liked Qin Sishao, so could Su Banxia tell?

But Jiang Chi felt that he was thinking too much. Girls are not boys. It's normal to hold hands when shopping, and occasionally hug each other. People won't think that this is a couple. Everyone will only think that these two girls are emotional. That's great, must be a good friend.

Su Banxia did not reply.

She received a message from Zhao Changning.

Zhao Changning: "I asked her, and she said she likes Qin Sishao."

Zhao Changning: "But judging from Ah Chi's point of view, Qin Sishao is a straight daughter and doesn't like her."

Su Banxia looked at those words, she smiled, Qin Sishao doesn't like Jiang Chi?

Qin Sishao likes Jiang Chi.

I like her so much that she will stay in Nancheng for the rest of her life waiting for Jiang Chi to come back.

But Su Banxia found out that she didn't want to tell Changning that Qin Sishao also liked Jiang Chi.

She didn't tell Jiang Chi in her previous life, and she doesn't intend to in this life either.

Su Banxia tried very hard to ignore Qin Sishao's affairs, she knew everything, she knew why Qin Sishao stayed in Nancheng, she also knew why Qin Sishao married Jiang Chi, and she knew why Qin Sishao didn't quarrel with Jiang Chi.

But she never told Jiang Chi, she watched them quarrel, and Jiang Chi's misunderstanding of Qin Sishao deepened.

Su Banxia thought, she still has a chance.

She found that she was still not reconciled.

All she can do in this life is to leave, not to get involved in the affairs between them, to push them to be together, she is not that great.

Maybe, since Jiang Chi never left in this life, Qin Sishao's personality will not change.

They have never experienced any harm, and they will finish high school in peace, and maybe they will be together naturally after they get to college.

Su Banxia replied to Zhao Changning's message.

"Forget about it, don't ask about it in the future, and don't worry about it."

Zhao Changning: "Then what do you do?"

Su Banxia: "How many people have you met who married their first love? I'm only 16 years old, maybe I will like someone else in the future?"

Su Banxia: "Changning, sometimes when I think about it, I think, do I like Ah Chi, or is it because of my reluctance over the years."

Zhao Changning didn't understand this sentence.

Su Banxia didn't understand either.

Did she love Jiang Chi so much that she had to, or did she fall in love with her unwillingness.

She thought about it for many years, but she didn't figure it out.

Zhao Changning sent a question mark.

Su Banxia: "Go and study."

At the end of the first evening self-study, Jiang Chi did not receive any news from Su Banxia. Jiang Chi put the phone on the desk, and she looked at Qin Sishao next to her.

Qin Sishao is still working on the questions.

Jiang Chi thought for a while and brought the notebook over. She wrote a note to Qin Sishao, and after she finished writing, she handed over the notebook.