The eldest brother of the Lin family in the Red Chamber

Kong Jingxian lay in Lin Mo's arms, not sure what she was thinking. Just now when the carriage bumped, she was picked up by Lin Mo and placed on his lap. The posture was extremely intimate. To be honest, she was married for a long time, but she still had a headache. Once so intimate.The strict family education made her feel that this posture was particularly bad, but she couldn't tell if there was any etiquette that stipulated that the husband and wife could not hug each other in their own carriage.

Lin Mo's head was resting on her shoulder, swaying with the shaking of the carriage, he looked very tired.

She is also very tired.

Anyone who has to deal with such a thing will be very tired, but Lin Mo buried his head in her shoulder, and said in a particularly dull voice: "I knew since I was a child that you are married. My daughter promised me such a person, and my aunt said, probably because I can’t bully you, but unexpectedly I came to Beijing.” He paused, and then said, “It’s all over—in the future, if you want What, as long as I have it, I will give it to you."

"Does Marquis know what I want?" she said, "Even I don't know what I want. Sister Hui wants a child, elder brother wants his childhood sweetheart cousin as his wife, and third brother wants the princess to beg for him. The title, only I seem to lack everything, and I have nothing. What about you, what do you want?"

Lin Mo thought for a while before saying, "I want the account book for Tianqi's three-year disaster relief in Shanxi."

Kong Jingxian trembled.

"You see, what I want is completely different from what you think. I also chose a difficult path. If the eldest princess knew that I grew up like this, she would definitely not promise you to me. Parents always hope that their children will be safe and successful. Unfortunately, I don’t know how long I can live. It’s just a smooth journey, and people who offend me can’t touch me. You know my body, my sister and my daughter, I don't want them to promise someone like me." He smiled wryly as he spoke, "What right do I have to treat you badly?"

Jing Xian turned her head sideways, looked at him, and suddenly burst into tears.

Her husband has a pretty face, his eyes are very warm when he smiles, and he has a child-like innocence. He is obviously a deep-minded character, but it is easy to make people think he is a bad guy.She thought that he got into this trouble because of fame and Lilu, but she didn't expect to hear the words that he would give up his title in exchange for his innocence, let alone that he came to this officialdom for the sake of his thoughts many years ago.

"Why are you crying? I know you don't like me. I won't live long. Clear up the broken stones in front of you. No one dares to mess with our Lin family. You can hate me less in the future." He seemed like After hesitating for a while, he said, "If you hate me, I have nothing to say. I hate myself. If I'm as selfish as I am, I shouldn't be able to start a family."

He said one by one, Rao Jingxian who didn't like him at all, felt a kind of pity.She wanted to say that Lin Mo is really selfish, have you ever thought about the feelings of a woman who was told that her husband was going to do such a dangerous thing just after she became pregnant? No matter how good the in-law's family is, people will change. When the time comes, there will be no male in the family who will support her.Have you ever thought that Lin Che respects him like a father and a teacher, what would happen without him? Have you ever thought about Lin Bai's feelings? Doesn't he like Prince Jing? Have you ever thought that the other party will be sad and just ignore it? He chose such a dangerous path for himself.

Even if it is really a royal son, there is no danger of such a thing.

But how can she curse? In this world, there are corrupt officials who are rich in private pockets, and there are good officials who are upright and want to eliminate harm for the people. If she asks these questions, she will really feel sorry for those who have read it over the past ten years. Book.

She only felt regretful, why was she so stubborn during those days when she and Lin Mo could be a good husband and wife?

"Does the king of Beijing know that you will do this?" She heard her own voice trembling and weak.

"I'll tell him when I'm crazy. Although he and the other three kings with different surnames are estranged now, after all, it's the friendship of ancestors. Those people come to Beijing to take care of him. Tell him, I think I'm dying too soon." " Lin Mo laughed, "Who told you that I have something with him? In the future, I won't say a word to him, okay?"

His tone was intimate and gentle, just like those playful and smiling boys and brothers in story books she had heard.

The carriage stopped steadily at the second gate, Lin Mo jumped out of the car first, and carried her to the sedan chair: "You go back and rest first, Mr. Zhang will come to help you check your pulse later. I'll go and see Yu'er."

Daiyu was sitting on her bed, Zijuan and Xueyan had heated the room warmly and wrapped her tightly with a thick quilt, but they still couldn't stop her from shivering.Xueyan looked around and saw that there was no one around, and then said softly: "Girl, I should say something that shouldn't be said. If you say that the old man crossed the river and demolished the bridge, then I don't believe it. You still have the account book of the old lady! What's more, I don't care about you at all, how can you be so generous? There are not many biological brothers who can do this."

"Okay, just stop talking." Zijuan said angrily, "If the girl is still cold, I'll make you a pot of ginger tea?"

"Ginger tea warms the stomach, but it's a bit strong. My sister might find it too spicy." Lin Mo leaned against the door with a smile, followed by four or five women with anxious expressions. head to go.

Lin Mo didn't say anything to them, but walked to Daiyu's bed and lay down at the end of the bed.

"Brother?" Daiyu asked worriedly.

With only the strength left to shake his hands, he closed his eyes, rubbed the smooth back of the end of the bed, and smiled comfortably like a cat basking in the sun: "Let me sleep for a while." Daiyu was stunned. After a while, she sat up holding the quilt and covered him with the quilt she was wearing.

"Girl, isn't this... inappropriate?" Wang Momo rubbed her hands and asked.

"This is my own brother, there's no need to be rude." Daiyu looked down and saw Lin Mo's embroidered sachet hanging on her body. She couldn't think about it for a while, so she greeted Wang Momo, "Mom, Xueyan, quickly help brother take off his boots, you are going to catch a cold like this?"

"I'll just squint for a while." Lin Mo muttered, "I haven't dared to sleep well for several days."

Daiyu's fingers trembled, and she said, "Brother, you have worked hard."

"It's hard work for me, I just made trouble for myself." He smiled wryly, and his voice became more and more blurred, "I have to find a good home for Yu'er, someone who is smart, don't be like me, stupid and stupid." It's useless, and it will always cause my family to follow me in fear... You must not be like me."

He was really tired, he lost his tone as he spoke, and even gradually let out a slight snoring sound.

Daiyu covered him with the quilt, supported his head to make him sleep more comfortably, and finally shed tears: "What's the matter with you, brother?"

Ever since her father passed away, her elder brother has been by her side, teaching her to read, teaching her to understand the twists and turns. The young man who is only a few years older than her, who has never seen him before, has become her god, protecting her from hiding. After entering a roof without wind and rain, Lin Baishi and Lin Che also began to get to know her and care about her because of him, as if everything was taken for granted.

In fact, my elder brother is just a young man who lost his father at a young age and supported the family alone.

She suddenly felt distressed.