kind of when i'm a man

The movement of picking rice into the mouth.

Looking at it contemptuously, Xiao Huan, who was sitting next to him and had only eaten half of the first bowl of rice: "When will you dare to eat more?"

"People who can't get fat no matter how much you feed them, don't have the right to say that it's right for people who drink cold water to gain weight without eating." Xiao Huan put down his rice bowl, leaving half a bowl of rice and didn't plan to move again, "I But people who need to maintain their figure." Xiao Huan stood up, tidying up the dishes on the table as if he was hardworking, "I heard that you were robbed halfway last night? Who is that?"

"Oh, I don't know him. I probably recognized the wrong person." Lange said in a muffled voice, as if he didn't intend to continue the chat. "By the way, where is that Mr. Jiang?"

"Your ability to change the topic is terrible." Xiao Huan snorted twice, and walked to the kitchen with his rice bowl, "It's nothing, we meet by chance, each takes what he needs."

Lange glanced contemptuously at the man standing in front of the sink bent over to wash the dishes. The baggy clothes were put on Xiao Huan's body, it was really funny, it was as empty as a bed sheet.

The movie was in an exciting place, and Lan Ge's eyes were attracted by the special effects on the screen, so he naturally didn't prepare to continue the conversation with Xiao Huan.

But Lange never expected that Xu Lianyao would persevere in finding his own place, and it was obvious that he came here just after get off work.He was still wearing a suit, and his hair was even more neatly combed. The appearance of an elite man was really not suitable for this slum-like place.

It was Ren Xiaohuan who opened the door for Xu Lianyao, and Lange was taking a shower at the moment.

"Who are you? Who are you looking for?" Xiao Huan didn't open the door completely, and looked at the man outside through the iron gate. After thinking about it, he confirmed that he didn't know this man, "Are you looking for Xiao Ge?"

"Xiaoge?" Xu Lianyao looked up and down the person hiding in the crack of the door, frowning slightly, "What's your relationship with Xiaoge?"

Listening to Xu Lianyao's words, Xiao Huan could probably understand who this person is, and raised his eyebrows provocatively, but he didn't intend to open the door: "The relationship between me and Xiao Gezi has nothing to do with you, but you, this one It’s more important who comes uninvited.”

Seeing Xiao Huan's smug look, Lan Ge, who was hiding behind the door, choked back his laughter and felt extremely uncomfortable.He heard the voice, and hurriedly washed it out, and before he could show up, he heard Xu Lianyao's voice.So, I hurriedly hid behind, out of sight of the people standing outside the door.

"I'm Xiaoge's older brother." Xu Lianyao spoke to Xiaohuan patiently, "Excuse me, does Xiaoge live here?"

"Xiaoge said he doesn't live here, let's go." Xiao Huan pretended to close the door mercilessly, but then he let out a scream, and in an instant there was a voice that sounded like a fury, "Ou Fuck, Xiaoge, why are you screwing me!"

"It's you idiot who screwed up!" Lange cursed depressedly for a while, and finally appeared in front of Xu Lianyao.

The person in the pajamas that had been washed until they were whitish was more inclined to the appearance in memory than the meeting last night.

Lange frowned slightly, looking at the people outside the fence gate: "Is there anything you want from me?"

Xu Lianyao couldn't tell why he came to him, but his intuition told him that he was the one who came to him.

"Come back with me." When he said it, even Xu Lianyao felt a little baffled by the words.Why did I ask him to go back with me? It was clear that the two of them would be strangers if they got rid of the bond they had eight years ago.

"You are an engineer of a multinational company, and I am just a waiter serving tea and water in a bar. What kind of intersection can there be between the two of us?" People can't answer.

Xu Lianyao made Lange so aggressive that he didn't know what to do.Lange was right. After so many years, he didn't even know why Lange worked in the bar, why he lived in such a humble place, and where his parents went.He didn't know anything about Lange during the years he was missing. To put it simply, the two of them were strangers at all.

Xiao Huan felt that there was definitely a problem between these two people, but he couldn't tell what the problem was, since that was the case, there was no need for him to be some kind of Pikachu here and release [-] volts.

Xiao Huan's departure made Lan Ge even more stressed for a moment. He was sure that Xu Lianyao would never dare to do anything because there were others around.

Well, more importantly, the existence of Xiao Huan can make Lange more courageous to draw a clear line with Xu Lianyao.After all, Lan Ge felt that he and Xiao Huan were people in the same world.

"Xiao Ge, if I'm not mistaken, you should still be in college now. Even if you are a junior college, you should be a junior. Why do you work in a bar?" According to Xu Lianyao's understanding, Lan Ge was more than a year ago Started working in bars, and obviously not part time.

Xu Lianyao always believed that Lange should have studied in school, instead of coming out to work at such a young age.

Lange looked coldly at the man standing outside the door, who seemed to be familiar with him, but actually knew nothing about his past.

"Xu Lianyao, not everyone is qualified to go to school." Lange looked at the person standing outside the door coldly, then closed the door silently, isolating everything about the past from his own world.

Xiao Huan has never seen Lange like this before. Usually, even though life is oppressive, Lange has the courage to face it with a smile, but today's Lange is unexpectedly low-pressure and sub-healthy to the extreme.

If it was on a normal holiday, Lange would definitely go to bed in the middle of the night, but this night he unexpectedly went to bed early in the morning, and there was no movement after a while.

Xiao Huan had to admit that the man named Xu Lianyao had a great influence on Lange, and this man was really stubborn. After being so resolutely isolated by Lange, he would even think of squatting at the door and waiting for rabbits.

The door was opened from the inside, followed by a burst of collision between steel.

Xu Lianyao looked up and looked at the person standing at the door, that unexpectedly thin person, wearing the same style of pajamas as Lange.A childish face, with indifference that doesn't match this face, even those eyes seem to be covered with dust from the experience of this society.

"Come in, don't catch a cold." Xiao Huan took half a step back and invited him in, "But please keep your voice down, Xiaoge is asleep, I have something to talk to you about."

The indifferent words, paired with the indifferent expression, made Xu Lianyao unknowingly a little apprehensive.

004．about liking

Xiao Huan's indifference certainly made Xu Lianyao feel uncomfortable, but it is true that the bigger focus now is on Lange.

He poured a cup of hot water for the man sitting in the living room, looked at the man sitting on the small bench, who seemed to be unable to stretch his legs and feet, and finally sat down as if submissive.

"Xiaoge..."

"I'm just his roommate. I don't know many things. What I can tell you is that a lot of things have happened in these years. Xiaoge is definitely not the Xiaoge you knew back then. He didn't study and graduated from high school. I haven’t read a book since then, and I don’t know what happened.” Xiao Huan didn’t know what to say to this man, but she was so determined in her heart, as if there was only this man in this world who could Save Lange.

"Where are his parents?"

"I've never seen him before, or he's dead, maybe we don't want him anymore, who knows? Most of the people here are parents who don't love their mothers, or don't even know who their parents are. It's the end of the round." Who cares about whose parents?" Xiao Huan held a can of Coke in his arms, which had been chilled, and when the water vapor touched the surface of the can, it would turn into liquid, and then it would slide down when it was unbearable, and finally landed on the wooden can. above the floor.

Of course Xu Lianyao knew that Lange's parents would not want him, but after all, the two had been separated for so many years, and who could guess what happened.

"Xiao Gezi actually told me about you, to be honest, I didn't expect that I could see you." Xiao Huan looked at the man across from him with a smile on his face, "He actually misses you very much, but... now, I'm probably blaming you."

Xu Lianyao can understand what Lange feels about him now. When he was a child, Lange liked to follow behind him, and he liked to be by his side for everything. When something happened, he always thought of looking for his brother... the kind Big dependence, even after so many years, it cannot be changed.Even if it can be covered up, it can't reach the subconscious meaning in your heart after all.

Probably blaming myself.

Xu Lianyao looked down at the cup in his hand, the rim of the cup had been used and there was a hole missing, exposing the inside.

"Mr. Xu, I simply feel that since I can get it, it's better. Why should I be like a mouse, living like a lingering life in this hole-like place."

Xu Lianyao almost understood the meaning of Xiao Huan's words, but there was a gap between understanding and what to do.

"Xiaoge is so stubborn that it's outrageous." The man who gritted his teeth is enough to prove how true his words are, "Sometimes you have to, uh, push him, otherwise he can get along with you It will take most of my life, maybe even my whole life."

Is it the little friend who has been together day and night for so many years? There are so many small illusions about Lange's small flaws.