Uninvited Rebirth
Work related
It's like a different person.
"Did you see the email I sent?" Xiang Yuan took the initiative.
Qin Wenyan nodded, "You said you wanted to resign."
"That's what I planned, don't worry, even if I resign, if you have any difficulties, just tell me and I'll come to help you." Xiang Yuan patted his chest, extremely generous.
Qin Wenyan's interest obviously shifted from Xiang Yuan's resignation letter to Xiang Yuan. He leaned on the back of his chair and looked at Xiang Yuan with some interest. Xiang Yuan was looked at unnaturally, "What are you looking at?"
"You seem to have changed a lot." After Qin Wenyan finished speaking, he wanted to laugh. Normally, these words were used on old friends who had been reunited after a long absence, but Xiang Yuan, seeing each other every day, only for one night, felt like being separated for a long time.
"People can change!" Xiang Yuan smiled. He died once, was reborn three years ago, and learned from the past. People are not stupid, so of course they will change. .
Qin Wenyan watched Xiang Yuan's back disappear at the door, and suddenly wanted to call him to stop, but he didn't know what to call him for. This kind of sudden impulse only appeared once a long time ago.That was the most difficult time for the company. Not only was there a shortage of funds, but the branch in a big city had a serious problem. All his cronies were busy raising funds, so he sent Xiang Yuan to the branch to deal with the problem.Three months later, the company improved a lot. On a sunny morning, as soon as he entered the company gate, he saw Xiang Yuan dozing off on the sofa in the lobby.For some reason, when he was just walking towards the sofa, Xiang Yuan woke up suddenly, stood up, with a relaxed smile on his lips, and handed him the document bag, "Wen Yan, I've taken care of the branch office."
At that moment, Qin Wenyan looked at Xiang Yuan, who was much thinner and had a heavy and tired face, and suddenly felt an impulse in his heart, wanting to hold Xiang Yuan in his arms, pat him on the back, and hug him The hair that had covered his eyes was pushed aside, allowing him to rest in peace.But that is just a trace, just like a seed, agitated in the heart, but there is not enough nutrients for it to break through the soil and grow vigorously into a big tree, so it gradually becomes silent, either dormant or dead .
As soon as Xiang Yuan went out, he bumped into Shu Ya who was holding the document and facing the future. Shu Ya squinted at him first, and said, "Why did you give up?"
"No." Xiang Yuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I just want to change my way of life."
Shu Ya straightened the hair in front of her forehead, suddenly something complicated appeared in her eyes, "I said it earlier..." After saying three words, Shu Ya sighed, "Forget it, as long as you feel good. "
These two people have been entangled for seven years, or they can't be said to be entangled. They get along like good brothers. The only difference is Xiang Yuan's affection for Qin Wenyan beyond brotherhood. Shu Ya watched them for seven years, and Xiang Yuan She was moved by Qin Wenyan's devotion to everything she did. There was a time when she secretly hated Qin Wenyan's cold-bloodedness, why couldn't she try with Xiang Yuan?Until one day, when she came back late at night to pick up the documents, she saw Qin Wenyan smoking a cigarette in front of Xiang Yuan's photo, and the ashtray was filled with ash. She suddenly understood the bitterness on Qin Wenyan's face, not indifference but powerlessness.
Xiang Yuan scratched his head, "Shu Ya, I'm leaving, help me watch Wen Yan more, let him smoke less, work less overtime, and eat on time."
"Okay" Shu Ya nodded, "You don't need to say, after all, I have known him for seven years." Xiang Yuan, how much do you love Qin Wenyan?
"Then I don't worry, I'll go first, if Zhao Yu sees it, I'll probably be scolded." Xiang Yuan grinned, made a scared expression, then waved at Shu Ya and left.
"You also take care of yourself. If you have a stomach problem, don't mess around." Shu Ya worried.
"I know." Xiang Yuan waved his back to Shu Ya, "I love myself the most now."
Shu Ya looked at Xiang Yuan's back, noncommittal, loving someone for too long will become a habit, and if she can't quit, she will be trapped by it for the rest of her life.
"Did you take the wrong medicine?" As soon as Xiang Yuan turned a corner, he ran into Zhao Yu, who was leaning on the corridor, obviously waiting for him, and frowned when he saw Xiang Yuan.
Xiang Yuan was helpless, "Why did I take the wrong medicine?"
Zhao Yu stood up straight and looked him up and down, "You still smile like a flower after you resigned. Did you take the wrong medicine? Or did you not take the medicine?"
The mouth is really poisonous!Xiang Yuan pointed his middle finger at Zhao Yu, but Zhao Yu snapped it off, "Come on, go to my office, I want to chat with you."
really!Xiang Yuan sighed, knowing that Zhao Yu would definitely ask for his sudden resignation.Just after closing the office door, Xiang Yuan took the initiative to get straight to the point, "I resigned after careful consideration, not on a whim."
"Is it related to Wen Yan?" Zhao Yu sat opposite Xiang Yuan with a serious face.
Xiang Yuan touched his nose, "Yes"
"what do you think?"
Xiang Yuan looked up at Zhao Yu and smiled, "I think it's very simple, I just want to change to another life, so that I can live a simpler and happier life."
Zhao Yu was silent for a while before speaking, "Have you figured it out?"
"It's not something you can't figure out." Xiang Yuan spread his hands, "You have also seen that the relationship between Wen Yan and I seems to be very deep, but in fact it becomes precarious because of me, maybe one day we won't even be friends. "
"So, you are going to give up." Zhao Yu looked at Xiang Yuan, who had loved Wen Yan with all his heart for seven years. He also persuaded Xiang Yuan to give up, but when Xiang Yuan really gave up, he just felt sorrow.A few years ago, when they discovered that Xiang Yuan had other thoughts about Qin Wenyan, Qin Wenyan found him and said, "Zhao Yu, go and persuade Xiang Yuan for me."
When Zhao Yu persuaded Xiang Yuan to give up, Xiang Yuan was only a sophomore at that time, his hair was too long to cover one side of his eyebrows, and he was so cold and serious that he looked straight at him with cruel intent, " Zhao Yu, don't tell me about this, I like Qin Wenyan, this will not change."
Zhao Yu frowned and wanted to say something, but Xiang Yuan grinned suddenly, with a gloomy look in his eyes, "I only have Qin Wenyan, Zhao Yu, the only meaning of my life is him, don't force me .”
These words frightened Zhao Yu, who was only a junior at the time, and ran back to tell Qin Wenyan. Qin Wenyan was silent for a while, and finally only sighed deeply, and never refused Xiang Yuan again.A few years have passed like this, Xiang Yuan is much better than then, at least he and Shu Ya are considered good friends.It's just that the two of them looked at the crazier affection in Xiang Yuan's eyes and secretly became anxious, but they didn't expect that one day, Xiang Yuan, who regarded Qin Wenyan as his only concern in life, would give up.
"No." Xiang Yuan shook his head, "Love is not something that can be given up just by giving up. I just suddenly realized that I was too paranoid. I only wanted to make Wen Yan fall in love with me and push each other to a dead end. I define love Wrong, now I resign, one is for myself, and the other is for Wen Yan, that's it."
Zhao Yu looked at Xiang Yuanyun and said these words calmly, and he was relieved that this kid didn't hit the wall with a single tendon, "Then what are you going to do after resigning? If you join the company, I can help You recommend."
"Don't..." Xiang Yuan withdrew from his serious and deep thoughts, and quickly refused, "I just resigned, and I haven't been relaxed for two days, and you want me to join the company, isn't it too cruel?"
"Then tell me when you want to join the company."
"Then you can't help me with this job." Xiang Yuan smiled, "I'm going to open my own shop and be the owner, and I won't be a small employee for others."
"Small employee?" Zhao Yu yelled, "The big supervisor is still called a small employee? He will really be humble. Okay, let's go, I still have a lot of things waiting to be done!" After understanding Xiang Yuan's thoughts, Zhao Yu didn't worry anymore, so he hurried away.
Xiang Yuan grinned and went out. What this brother did, he kicked him out before he stayed half an hour!Zhao Yu suddenly laughed after sitting for a while, this kid, every change in the past was for Wen Yan, this time he finally thought of himself.
"Hey, um, I'm still in Yunnan." "I'll go back to my hometown in a few days, um, okay." "Hey, look at the photos I uploaded later, they are beautiful."
"Okay, hang up." Xiang Yuan hung up the phone with Zhao Yu, and posted a few photos on Weibo with the corners of his lips in a good mood. He put his backpack on his back. This time has already missed the meal, no matter what people do Everything has a price, or it can be said that it is a result. Many people exchanged health for money, but in the end they found that money could not exchange for health. Xiang Yuan rubbed his aching stomach and grinned. He once wanted to exchange health In exchange for love, it's a pity that even a handful of people didn't get it.
As soon as he walked around the corner, Xiang Yuan saw two men approaching, with ordinary faces like ordinary pedestrians, what made Xiang Yuan stop was their tightly holding hands, the two were talking and laughing, and walked freely Crossing the street, regardless of people's surprised or unusual eyesight, the two talked and laughed and walked by Xiang Yuan, a man said: "The restaurant on the corner of the street tastes really good, and the food is really enjoyable."
Another man's voice changed from loud to soft as the footsteps moved away, "Then let's go again before we leave."
Subconsciously, Xiang Yuan picked up his mobile phone and took a photo of the two people's backs, wanting to post it on Weibo. This kind of happiness is what he envied and longed for. The good text has been deleted, forget it, let's go to eat quickly, let's just go to a restaurant on the corner of the street.
Qin Wenyan stared at the photos of Xiang Yuan on the computer in a daze. Most of Xiang Yuan's photos were landscapes. This one was a selfie of him. The background was the flow of people coming and going. His hair was blown up by the wind, covering the corner of one eye. Yuan raised his lips to the camera, Qin Wenyan could tell that Xiang Yuan was really happy.Qin Wenyan twirled the pen and laughed too.
Standing beside Qin Wenyan, Shu Ya could tell whether Qin Wenyan's smile was real or not. As the boss of a company, Qin Wenyan always had a smile on his face, gentle, elegant, and close to each other. Ke Shuya knows that to Qin Wenyan, a smile is just an expression, or a mask, without emotion. She has always compared Qin Wenyan to a smiling tiger. No matter how kind the face is, you can move your hands , resolute, ruthless and decisive, but at this moment, Shu Ya knew very clearly that this smile was full of sincerity.
When Xiang Yuan bid farewell to Yunnan with his backpack on his back, he felt quite reluctant. Over the past month or so, he met many friends who traveled in the same way, and everyone laughed together. When he went out, he ran back completely drenched in the sudden rain. , clumsily paddling a boat on the mirror-clear lake, staying overnight with kind locals, and picking local souvenirs in the streets full of ancient styles.Xiang Yuan clearly felt the changes in himself, whether it was state of mind or habits, his path was moving forward step by step according to his plan.
After getting off the plane, boarding the passenger car, and taking a small motorbike in the country, Xiang Yuan returned to his hometown - a small backward village.The village is very small, lying quietly in the arms of a group of hills, someone recognized him and greeted him from a distance, "Xiang Yuan is back?"
Xiang Yuan was traveling around with a bag on his back, grinning happily, and greeted fellow villagers one by one, "Uncle Li, Uncle Chen, Grandma Li, are you all right?"
"Xiang Yuan, are you back?" An uncle in his 50s came over with a smile on his face, obviously very happy to see Xiang Yuan.
"Uncle, I'm back." Xiang Yuan was very respectful to the principal of this rural primary school. When he was a child and his grandmother depended on each other, this principal helped them a lot.
"Come on, don't stand here, let's talk in the house"
"Xiang Yuan, you bought so many books for the school, the whole village is grateful to you, and I'm here to thank you on behalf of them." The principal held Xiang Yuan's hand, his eyes full of gratitude.
Xiang Yuan waved his hands again and again, "Uncle, you can't say that. Everyone helped me a lot when I was young. Now that I am capable, I should repay the village. Thank you." A large number of children's books purchased by the school.
"By the way, let's go, I'll take you to see the school." The principal was very happy, "Nowadays, children love to study."
Xiang Yuan followed the principal and walked out. When he passed a simple yard, there was a child sitting at the gate of the yard. He looked like he was three or four years old. He was disheveled, but he was wearing clean clothes. Live in front of the gate.The headmaster frowned, "Doudou, why are you sitting here? Did you sneak back again?"
The child raised his head, only then did Xiang Yuan see tears in the child's eyes, sobbing, "I miss my grandpa."
Xiang Yuan stepped forward to wipe the child's tears, but the child had never seen Xiang Yuan, and shrank back in fear, the principal sighed, pulled him up, and wiped his tears, "Let's go, I'll see you off" Go back to aunt's house."
Sending the child to a yard not far away, the principal explained to Xiang Yuan as he walked, "This child was picked up by Old Li. You also know that Old Li has been alone for decades, so he picked up a child as a treasure to take care of." After a few years, hey, not long ago, Old Li suddenly left, and the child has no relatives. The village discussed that he should be raised at Xiao Wang's house for a few days. If no one is willing to adopt him, he will be sent to an orphanage in the city. "
Xiang Yuan listened silently. He understood the situation in the village. This village is too backward, and it is not easy for every household. It is indeed a heavy burden to raise another child. Thinking of the little figure crying, Xiang Yuan suddenly said, " Uncle, how about I adopt it?"
The principal was taken aback for a moment, then frowned, "Xiang Yuan, you have to think about it, you are not married yet, it is hard to find a partner with a child."
Xiang Yuan shook his head, "Uncle, it's okay, the child is pitiful enough, besides, the girls in the city don't care about children so much now, let me take it with me." Xiang Yuan said so but shook his head secretly in his heart: He probably never Will find a girl to marry.
"Then I'll discuss it with the village committee later." The headmaster nodded and sighed again, "You have a good heart, kid!"
Xiang Yuan smiled and said nothing. In his last life, he thought about adopting a child with Qin Wenyan, two big and one small like a normal family, but Qin Wenyan didn't want to.In this life, the life after resignation has deviated from the route of the previous life, and God sent another child to him, just to fulfill the wish of the previous life.
Looking at the enlarged school, Xiang Yuan smiled with relief at the children who were serious about writing. More than ten years ago, when his father died of alcoholism and his mother left without remembrance, the little Xiang Yuan and his grandma depended on each other. With the help of the villagers, Xiang Yuan studied all the way in a difficult environment, and finally walked from this small mountain village to the city.
At night, in the principal's yard, the lights were dim and not very bright. There were more than a dozen people inside. Doudou was also there, and Xiang Yuan was sitting in the front. The principal said he was discussing with everyone, but in fact it was just to inform everyone It was just a sound, after all, everyone knew that it was the best arrangement for Doudou to follow Xiang Yuan.
"Leave the child to Xiang Yuan, we don't worry." "Yes, Xiang Yuan's conditions are good. The child will suffer less suffering if he follows him, and he can go to school in the city in the future." "This child Xiang Yuan has a good heart."
The people in the yard were talking one by one, and Xiang Yuan occasionally responded. Most of the time, their eyes fell on Doudou. The child was huddled in the principal's arms. Maybe he didn't understand what happened, and his face was full of children's. Ignorant, the black eyeballs occasionally looked up and far away but quickly moved away.
"Xiang Yuan, you sleep with me tonight, and Doudou sleeps with you. You have to raise him. Now let's cultivate your relationship." Finally, the principal stood up and made a final summary.
People slowly dispersed, the principal packed up a room and left, leaving him and Doudou staring at each other, Xiang Yuan quickly searched for ways to deal with children in his mind, but he had never been close to children before, So much so that I racked my brains and couldn't think of anything. In the end, I could only say dryly, "That, Doudou..."
"Are you going to be my father?" Xiang Yuan was interrupted by Doudou in the middle of his sentence. Doudou looked up at his little face and looked at Xiang Yuan with big black eyes. Maybe he didn't understand what adoption meant, but he was smart. I guessed what the adults meant.
"Ah", Xiang Yuan was taken aback for a moment, then nodded, Doudou's dirty little face was washed clean during the day, it can be seen that he is a cute-looking child, but he is a little thin, and his little face is yellow with lack of nutrition, " Would you like to?"
Doudou sat on the bed, Xiang Yuan sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Doudou nervously, Doudou lowered his head and did not speak, clasped the mat under his body with his little hands, Xiang Yuan did not rush him, only after a while did he hear Doudou whisper :"I have no idea."
Xiang Yuan looked at Doudou's dark head facing him, the hair was very smooth, he reached out to touch it, Doudou raised his head, and Xiang Yuan smiled gently, "Don't be afraid, I will stay in the village for a few days before leaving , you are with me during this time, if you think I can be your father, you can come with me again, okay?"
Doudou nodded and said nothing, Xiang Yuan glanced at the watch on his wrist, "It's late now, go to bed first?"
Probably because he had never slept with a stranger before, the lights had been off for a long time, Doudou was not asleep, Xiang Yuan closed his eyes and did not move, Doudou thought he had fallen asleep, sat up, and seemed to send a message to him. The child is very caring, the wooden bed in the farmhouse creaks when it is moved, Doudou is careful when turning over, Xiang Yuan can hear the child's slightly held breath when the movement is made, and the corners of the mouth are slightly raised.
As the night deepened, Doudou couldn't resist the drowsiness, and finally fell asleep beside Xiang Yuan. When Xiang Yuan opened his eyes, the moonlight shone through the window next to him. At this moment, some regrets suddenly arose in his heart. Doudou's impulsiveness, but because he has never had experience in raising children, so he adopted Doudou rashly, not knowing whether he could take good care of him.
After thinking for a while, Xiang Yuan turned over and looked at Doudou by the moonlight, the moonlight was hazy, not to mention that he was still in the house, and he could only see the outline of the child in the misty darkness, probably due to malnutrition , Doudou’s height only reached his thigh, I don’t know if it’s normal, Xiang Yuan thought a little bit about his plan to raise Doudou, life, going to school, having fun, thinking about it, Xiang Yuan’s expectations swelled to an uncontrollable level The smile in his eyes carries expectations, and there will be another figure in his room in the future, although it is not the tall figure in his heart, but think about it, there will be a simple, ignorant and cute doll in that room. How beautiful life will be with laughter and laughter in every corner of the house?
Wen Yan, I have gradually escaped from the swamp of paranoia at that time, will you be happy for me too?Xiang Yuan closed his phone, playing back the smile of Qin Wenyan in the photo when he looked up in his mind, um, he should be happy.
When Qin Wenyan returned to the villa, the lights in the surrounding villas leaked from the quietly hanging curtains, dimly and unreal, but separated the warmth of a home from the darkness or glitz of the outside world, opened the door, After washing up and lying on the big white bed, Qin Wenyan turned over, sighed into the darkness of the room, rubbed the center of his brows, his thoughts suddenly shifted from business to Xiang Yuan, holding emotions he didn't know well.
Qin Wenyan was a little confused, obviously he should feel relaxed, let go of the burden in his heart, but when he thought of that person when he calmed down, Qin Wenyan sat up all of a sudden, he couldn't help but feel confused when his thoughts were always clear. Is it because the seeds that Xiang Yuan planted in his heart did not die, or did he just feel unwilling to Xiang Yuan's sudden departure?
"Wen Yan, why did you call me so early in the morning?" Zhao Yu pushed open the door of Qin Wenyan's office, and sat down across from Qin Wenyan.
Qin Wenyan looked at Zhao Yu, frowning slightly, "Xiang Yuan resigned with me."
"What?" Zhao Yu was surprised, "Why did he resign suddenly? When did he say that?"
"As soon as I opened the mailbox this morning, I saw the resignation letter from him." Qin Wenyan was a little puzzled, "It was sent at six o'clock in the morning."
"What is this kid thinking?" Zhao Yu was a little annoyed, "If you say resign, you will resign without discussing it with us. Do you just resign casually?"
Qin Wenyan leaned back in the armchair, relaxed his brows and did not speak again.After a long time, Zhao Yu let out a long sigh and pulled his hair down, "That's fine, the two of you are in a deadlock, and Xiang Yuan's resignation is good for him, but I don't know what he thinks, I'll talk to him today. "
After Zhao Yu left, Qin Wenyan called up the resignation letter again, with two simple sentences: Wen Yan, I plan to resign, and you arrange someone to take over my position, and we will discuss specific matters when we meet.
Qin Wenyan was dumbfounded at these two sentences, and couldn't tell whether he felt more relaxed or more guilty. Xiang Yuan has already wasted seven years on himself, this time, Xiang Yuan should be fine. ?
Waking up, full of energy, Xiang Yuan stretched, kicked the quilt away, glanced at the alarm clock, it was almost three o'clock in the afternoon.He looked up to the sky and yawned. After washing, he opened the refrigerator, and there was nothing but beer in his sight.Xiang Yuan rubbed his aching stomach, and heaved a long sigh, he actually did this before!If you have a stomach problem, you should take good care of it, right?After being together with Qin Wenyan in the previous life, although he didn't know how to cook, there was a lot of milk, bread, and biscuits in the refrigerator, so it was not difficult to get full.
After a full meal at the roadside restaurant, Xiang Yuan went straight to Qin Wenyan's company. It was the afternoon tea time, and many people in the company gathered to eat dessert. Xiang Yuan passed by, and some enthusiastic colleagues called him , "Boss Xiang, come and eat egg tarts, the ones you just bought are still warm."
Xiang Yuan strolled over, his stomach was full, so he took a bite, nodded affirmatively, "It tastes good."
"Really?" The colleague laughed, "This is made in a shop that just opened next door. Don't be polite to the boss, eat more."
Xiang Yuan waved his hands to his enthusiastic colleagues, "No, I'll go to Wen Yan's, I have something to talk about." Speaking of Qin Wenyan, Xiang Yuan rubbed his chin and took another egg tart.
"dong dong"
Qin Wenyan looked up, "Come in."
Xiang Yuan pushed the door open and said with a smile, "Wen Yan."
It seems that Xiang Yuan has never smiled like this before. Xiang Yuan's smiles are serious, fake, bitter, sunny, and occasionally happy, but never such a relaxed one.Hiding the surprise in his heart, Qin Wenyan asked with a smile, "In a good mood?"
"En." Xiang Yuan nodded, and put the egg tart in his hand on Qin Wenyan's desk, "Try it, I got it from someone else, it tastes right."
Qin Wenyan became more and more surprised, took the egg tart and ate it while looking at Xiang Yuan, and found many differences. The two buttons above the collar of the shirt were not buttoned as usual, the cuffs were loosely tied to the wrists, and the hair was not. Comb to the back of the head but let it hang down naturally, the corner of the mouth has always been faintly smiling, from yesterday to today, it is like a different person.
"Did you see the email I sent?" Xiang Yuan took the initiative.
Qin Wenyan nodded, "You said you wanted to resign."
"That's what I planned, don't worry, even if I resign, if you have any difficulties, just tell me and I'll come to help you." Xiang Yuan patted his chest, extremely generous.
Qin Wenyan's interest obviously shifted from Xiang Yuan's resignation letter to Xiang Yuan. He leaned on the back of his chair and looked at Xiang Yuan with some interest. Xiang Yuan was looked at unnaturally, "What are you looking at?"
"You seem to have changed a lot." After Qin Wenyan finished speaking, he wanted to laugh. Normally, these words were used on old friends who had been reunited after a long absence, but Xiang Yuan, seeing each other every day, only for one night, felt like being separated for a long time.
"People can change!" Xiang Yuan smiled. He died once, was reborn three years ago, and learned from the past. People are not stupid, so of course they will change. .
Qin Wenyan watched Xiang Yuan's back disappear at the door, and suddenly wanted to call him to stop, but he didn't know what to call him for. This kind of sudden impulse only appeared once a long time ago.That was the most difficult time for the company. Not only was there a shortage of funds, but the branch in a big city had a serious problem. All his cronies were busy raising funds, so he sent Xiang Yuan to the branch to deal with the problem.Three months later, the company improved a lot. On a sunny morning, as soon as he entered the company gate, he saw Xiang Yuan dozing off on the sofa in the lobby.For some reason, when he was just walking towards the sofa, Xiang Yuan woke up suddenly, stood up, with a relaxed smile on his lips, and handed him the document bag, "Wen Yan, I've taken care of the branch office."
At that moment, Qin Wenyan looked at Xiang Yuan, who was much thinner and had a heavy and tired face, and suddenly felt an impulse in his heart, wanting to hold Xiang Yuan in his arms, pat him on the back, and hug him The hair that had covered his eyes was pushed aside, allowing him to rest in peace.But that is just a trace, just like a seed, agitated in the heart, but there is not enough nutrients for it to break through the soil and grow vigorously into a big tree, so it gradually becomes silent, either dormant or dead .
As soon as Xiang Yuan went out, he bumped into Shu Ya who was holding the document and facing the future. Shu Ya squinted at him first, and said, "Why did you give up?"
"No." Xiang Yuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I just want to change my way of life."
Shu Ya straightened the hair in front of her forehead, suddenly something complicated appeared in her eyes, "I said it earlier..." After saying three words, Shu Ya sighed, "Forget it, as long as you feel good. "
These two people have been entangled for seven years, or they can't be said to be entangled. They get along like good brothers. The only difference is Xiang Yuan's affection for Qin Wenyan beyond brotherhood. Shu Ya watched them for seven years, and Xiang Yuan She was moved by Qin Wenyan's devotion to everything she did. There was a time when she secretly hated Qin Wenyan's cold-bloodedness, why couldn't she try with Xiang Yuan?Until one day, when she came back late at night to pick up the documents, she saw Qin Wenyan smoking a cigarette in front of Xiang Yuan's photo, and the ashtray was filled with ash. She suddenly understood the bitterness on Qin Wenyan's face, not indifference but powerlessness.
Xiang Yuan scratched his head, "Shu Ya, I'm leaving, help me watch Wen Yan more, let him smoke less, work less overtime, and eat on time."
"Okay" Shu Ya nodded, "You don't need to say, after all, I have known him for seven years." Xiang Yuan, how much do you love Qin Wenyan?
"Then I don't worry, I'll go first, if Zhao Yu sees it, I'll probably be scolded." Xiang Yuan grinned, made a scared expression, then waved at Shu Ya and left.
"You also take care of yourself. If you have a stomach problem, don't mess around." Shu Ya worried.
"I know." Xiang Yuan waved his back to Shu Ya, "I love myself the most now."
Shu Ya looked at Xiang Yuan's back, noncommittal, loving someone for too long will become a habit, and if she can't quit, she will be trapped by it for the rest of her life.
"Did you take the wrong medicine?" As soon as Xiang Yuan turned a corner, he ran into Zhao Yu, who was leaning on the corridor, obviously waiting for him, and frowned when he saw Xiang Yuan.
Xiang Yuan was helpless, "Why did I take the wrong medicine?"
Zhao Yu stood up straight and looked him up and down, "You still smile like a flower after you resigned. Did you take the wrong medicine? Or did you not take the medicine?"
The mouth is really poisonous!Xiang Yuan pointed his middle finger at Zhao Yu, but Zhao Yu snapped it off, "Come on, go to my office, I want to chat with you."
really!Xiang Yuan sighed, knowing that Zhao Yu would definitely ask for his sudden resignation.Just after closing the office door, Xiang Yuan took the initiative to get straight to the point, "I resigned after careful consideration, not on a whim."
"Is it related to Wen Yan?" Zhao Yu sat opposite Xiang Yuan with a serious face.
Xiang Yuan touched his nose, "Yes"
"what do you think?"
Xiang Yuan looked up at Zhao Yu and smiled, "I think it's very simple, I just want to change to another life, so that I can live a simpler and happier life."
Zhao Yu was silent for a while before speaking, "Have you figured it out?"
"It's not something you can't figure out." Xiang Yuan spread his hands, "You have also seen that the relationship between Wen Yan and I seems to be very deep, but in fact it becomes precarious because of me, maybe one day we won't even be friends. "
"So, you are going to give up." Zhao Yu looked at Xiang Yuan, who had loved Wen Yan with all his heart for seven years. He also persuaded Xiang Yuan to give up, but when Xiang Yuan really gave up, he just felt sorrow.A few years ago, when they discovered that Xiang Yuan had other thoughts about Qin Wenyan, Qin Wenyan found him and said, "Zhao Yu, go and persuade Xiang Yuan for me."
When Zhao Yu persuaded Xiang Yuan to give up, Xiang Yuan was only a sophomore at that time, his hair was too long to cover one side of his eyebrows, and he was so cold and serious that he looked straight at him with cruel intent, " Zhao Yu, don't tell me about this, I like Qin Wenyan, this will not change."
Zhao Yu frowned and wanted to say something, but Xiang Yuan grinned suddenly, with a gloomy look in his eyes, "I only have Qin Wenyan, Zhao Yu, the only meaning of my life is him, don't force me .”
These words frightened Zhao Yu, who was only a junior at the time, and ran back to tell Qin Wenyan. Qin Wenyan was silent for a while, and finally only sighed deeply, and never refused Xiang Yuan again.A few years have passed like this, Xiang Yuan is much better than then, at least he and Shu Ya are considered good friends.It's just that the two of them looked at the crazier affection in Xiang Yuan's eyes and secretly became anxious, but they didn't expect that one day, Xiang Yuan, who regarded Qin Wenyan as his only concern in life, would give up.
"No." Xiang Yuan shook his head, "Love is not something that can be given up just by giving up. I just suddenly realized that I was too paranoid. I only wanted to make Wen Yan fall in love with me and push each other to a dead end. I define love Wrong, now I resign, one is for myself, and the other is for Wen Yan, that's it."
Zhao Yu looked at Xiang Yuanyun and said these words calmly, and he was relieved that this kid didn't hit the wall with a single tendon, "Then what are you going to do after resigning? If you join the company, I can help You recommend."
"Don't..." Xiang Yuan withdrew from his serious and deep thoughts, and quickly refused, "I just resigned, and I haven't been relaxed for two days, and you want me to join the company, isn't it too cruel?"
"Then tell me when you want to join the company."
"Then you can't help me with this job." Xiang Yuan smiled, "I'm going to open my own shop and be the owner, and I won't be a small employee for others."
"Small employee?" Zhao Yu yelled, "The big supervisor is still called a small employee? He will really be humble. Okay, let's go, I still have a lot of things waiting to be done!" After understanding Xiang Yuan's thoughts, Zhao Yu didn't worry anymore, so he hurried away.
Xiang Yuan grinned and went out. What this brother did, he kicked him out before he stayed half an hour!Zhao Yu suddenly laughed after sitting for a while, this kid, every change in the past was for Wen Yan, this time he finally thought of himself.
"Hey, um, I'm still in Yunnan." "I'll go back to my hometown in a few days, um, okay." "Hey, look at the photos I uploaded later, they are beautiful."
"Okay, hang up." Xiang Yuan hung up the phone with Zhao Yu, and posted a few photos on Weibo with the corners of his lips in a good mood. He put his backpack on his back. This time has already missed the meal, no matter what people do Everything has a price, or it can be said that it is a result. Many people exchanged health for money, but in the end they found that money could not exchange for health. Xiang Yuan rubbed his aching stomach and grinned. He once wanted to exchange health In exchange for love, it's a pity that even a handful of people didn't get it.
As soon as he walked around the corner, Xiang Yuan saw two men approaching, with ordinary faces like ordinary pedestrians, what made Xiang Yuan stop was their tightly holding hands, the two were talking and laughing, and walked freely Crossing the street, regardless of people's surprised or unusual eyesight, the two talked and laughed and walked by Xiang Yuan, a man said: "The restaurant on the corner of the street tastes really good, and the food is really enjoyable."
Another man's voice changed from loud to soft as the footsteps moved away, "Then let's go again before we leave."
Subconsciously, Xiang Yuan picked up his mobile phone and took a photo of the two people's backs, wanting to post it on Weibo. This kind of happiness is what he envied and longed for. The good text has been deleted, forget it, let's go to eat quickly, let's just go to a restaurant on the corner of the street.
Qin Wenyan stared at the photos of Xiang Yuan on the computer in a daze. Most of Xiang Yuan's photos were landscapes. This one was a selfie of him, with the background of people passing by. His hair was blown up by the wind, covering one eye
"Did you see the email I sent?" Xiang Yuan took the initiative.
Qin Wenyan nodded, "You said you wanted to resign."
"That's what I planned, don't worry, even if I resign, if you have any difficulties, just tell me and I'll come to help you." Xiang Yuan patted his chest, extremely generous.
Qin Wenyan's interest obviously shifted from Xiang Yuan's resignation letter to Xiang Yuan. He leaned on the back of his chair and looked at Xiang Yuan with some interest. Xiang Yuan was looked at unnaturally, "What are you looking at?"
"You seem to have changed a lot." After Qin Wenyan finished speaking, he wanted to laugh. Normally, these words were used on old friends who had been reunited after a long absence, but Xiang Yuan, seeing each other every day, only for one night, felt like being separated for a long time.
"People can change!" Xiang Yuan smiled. He died once, was reborn three years ago, and learned from the past. People are not stupid, so of course they will change. .
Qin Wenyan watched Xiang Yuan's back disappear at the door, and suddenly wanted to call him to stop, but he didn't know what to call him for. This kind of sudden impulse only appeared once a long time ago.That was the most difficult time for the company. Not only was there a shortage of funds, but the branch in a big city had a serious problem. All his cronies were busy raising funds, so he sent Xiang Yuan to the branch to deal with the problem.Three months later, the company improved a lot. On a sunny morning, as soon as he entered the company gate, he saw Xiang Yuan dozing off on the sofa in the lobby.For some reason, when he was just walking towards the sofa, Xiang Yuan woke up suddenly, stood up, with a relaxed smile on his lips, and handed him the document bag, "Wen Yan, I've taken care of the branch office."
At that moment, Qin Wenyan looked at Xiang Yuan, who was much thinner and had a heavy and tired face, and suddenly felt an impulse in his heart, wanting to hold Xiang Yuan in his arms, pat him on the back, and hug him The hair that had covered his eyes was pushed aside, allowing him to rest in peace.But that is just a trace, just like a seed, agitated in the heart, but there is not enough nutrients for it to break through the soil and grow vigorously into a big tree, so it gradually becomes silent, either dormant or dead .
As soon as Xiang Yuan went out, he bumped into Shu Ya who was holding the document and facing the future. Shu Ya squinted at him first, and said, "Why did you give up?"
"No." Xiang Yuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I just want to change my way of life."
Shu Ya straightened the hair in front of her forehead, suddenly something complicated appeared in her eyes, "I said it earlier..." After saying three words, Shu Ya sighed, "Forget it, as long as you feel good. "
These two people have been entangled for seven years, or they can't be said to be entangled. They get along like good brothers. The only difference is Xiang Yuan's affection for Qin Wenyan beyond brotherhood. Shu Ya watched them for seven years, and Xiang Yuan She was moved by Qin Wenyan's devotion to everything she did. There was a time when she secretly hated Qin Wenyan's cold-bloodedness, why couldn't she try with Xiang Yuan?Until one day, when she came back late at night to pick up the documents, she saw Qin Wenyan smoking a cigarette in front of Xiang Yuan's photo, and the ashtray was filled with ash. She suddenly understood the bitterness on Qin Wenyan's face, not indifference but powerlessness.
Xiang Yuan scratched his head, "Shu Ya, I'm leaving, help me watch Wen Yan more, let him smoke less, work less overtime, and eat on time."
"Okay" Shu Ya nodded, "You don't need to say, after all, I have known him for seven years." Xiang Yuan, how much do you love Qin Wenyan?
"Then I don't worry, I'll go first, if Zhao Yu sees it, I'll probably be scolded." Xiang Yuan grinned, made a scared expression, then waved at Shu Ya and left.
"You also take care of yourself. If you have a stomach problem, don't mess around." Shu Ya worried.
"I know." Xiang Yuan waved his back to Shu Ya, "I love myself the most now."
Shu Ya looked at Xiang Yuan's back, noncommittal, loving someone for too long will become a habit, and if she can't quit, she will be trapped by it for the rest of her life.
"Did you take the wrong medicine?" As soon as Xiang Yuan turned a corner, he ran into Zhao Yu, who was leaning on the corridor, obviously waiting for him, and frowned when he saw Xiang Yuan.
Xiang Yuan was helpless, "Why did I take the wrong medicine?"
Zhao Yu stood up straight and looked him up and down, "You still smile like a flower after you resigned. Did you take the wrong medicine? Or did you not take the medicine?"
The mouth is really poisonous!Xiang Yuan pointed his middle finger at Zhao Yu, but Zhao Yu snapped it off, "Come on, go to my office, I want to chat with you."
really!Xiang Yuan sighed, knowing that Zhao Yu would definitely ask for his sudden resignation.Just after closing the office door, Xiang Yuan took the initiative to get straight to the point, "I resigned after careful consideration, not on a whim."
"Is it related to Wen Yan?" Zhao Yu sat opposite Xiang Yuan with a serious face.
Xiang Yuan touched his nose, "Yes"
"what do you think?"
Xiang Yuan looked up at Zhao Yu and smiled, "I think it's very simple, I just want to change to another life, so that I can live a simpler and happier life."
Zhao Yu was silent for a while before speaking, "Have you figured it out?"
"It's not something you can't figure out." Xiang Yuan spread his hands, "You have also seen that the relationship between Wen Yan and I seems to be very deep, but in fact it becomes precarious because of me, maybe one day we won't even be friends. "
"So, you are going to give up." Zhao Yu looked at Xiang Yuan, who had loved Wen Yan with all his heart for seven years. He also persuaded Xiang Yuan to give up, but when Xiang Yuan really gave up, he just felt sorrow.A few years ago, when they discovered that Xiang Yuan had other thoughts about Qin Wenyan, Qin Wenyan found him and said, "Zhao Yu, go and persuade Xiang Yuan for me."
When Zhao Yu persuaded Xiang Yuan to give up, Xiang Yuan was only a sophomore at that time, his hair was too long to cover one side of his eyebrows, and he was so cold and serious that he looked straight at him with cruel intent, " Zhao Yu, don't tell me about this, I like Qin Wenyan, this will not change."
Zhao Yu frowned and wanted to say something, but Xiang Yuan grinned suddenly, with a gloomy look in his eyes, "I only have Qin Wenyan, Zhao Yu, the only meaning of my life is him, don't force me .”
These words frightened Zhao Yu, who was only a junior at the time, and ran back to tell Qin Wenyan. Qin Wenyan was silent for a while, and finally only sighed deeply, and never refused Xiang Yuan again.A few years have passed like this, Xiang Yuan is much better than then, at least he and Shu Ya are considered good friends.It's just that the two of them looked at the crazier affection in Xiang Yuan's eyes and secretly became anxious, but they didn't expect that one day, Xiang Yuan, who regarded Qin Wenyan as his only concern in life, would give up.
"No." Xiang Yuan shook his head, "Love is not something that can be given up just by giving up. I just suddenly realized that I was too paranoid. I only wanted to make Wen Yan fall in love with me and push each other to a dead end. I define love Wrong, now I resign, one is for myself, and the other is for Wen Yan, that's it."
Zhao Yu looked at Xiang Yuanyun and said these words calmly, and he was relieved that this kid didn't hit the wall with a single tendon, "Then what are you going to do after resigning? If you join the company, I can help You recommend."
"Don't..." Xiang Yuan withdrew from his serious and deep thoughts, and quickly refused, "I just resigned, and I haven't been relaxed for two days, and you want me to join the company, isn't it too cruel?"
"Then tell me when you want to join the company."
"Then you can't help me with this job." Xiang Yuan smiled, "I'm going to open my own shop and be the owner, and I won't be a small employee for others."
"Small employee?" Zhao Yu yelled, "The big supervisor is still called a small employee? He will really be humble. Okay, let's go, I still have a lot of things waiting to be done!" After understanding Xiang Yuan's thoughts, Zhao Yu didn't worry anymore, so he hurried away.
Xiang Yuan grinned and went out. What this brother did, he kicked him out before he stayed half an hour!Zhao Yu suddenly laughed after sitting for a while, this kid, every change in the past was for Wen Yan, this time he finally thought of himself.
"Hey, um, I'm still in Yunnan." "I'll go back to my hometown in a few days, um, okay." "Hey, look at the photos I uploaded later, they are beautiful."
"Okay, hang up." Xiang Yuan hung up the phone with Zhao Yu, and posted a few photos on Weibo with the corners of his lips in a good mood. He put his backpack on his back. This time has already missed the meal, no matter what people do Everything has a price, or it can be said that it is a result. Many people exchanged health for money, but in the end they found that money could not exchange for health. Xiang Yuan rubbed his aching stomach and grinned. He once wanted to exchange health In exchange for love, it's a pity that even a handful of people didn't get it.
As soon as he walked around the corner, Xiang Yuan saw two men approaching, with ordinary faces like ordinary pedestrians, what made Xiang Yuan stop was their tightly holding hands, the two were talking and laughing, and walked freely Crossing the street, regardless of people's surprised or unusual eyesight, the two talked and laughed and walked by Xiang Yuan, a man said: "The restaurant on the corner of the street tastes really good, and the food is really enjoyable."
Another man's voice changed from loud to soft as the footsteps moved away, "Then let's go again before we leave."
Subconsciously, Xiang Yuan picked up his mobile phone and took a photo of the two people's backs, wanting to post it on Weibo. This kind of happiness is what he envied and longed for. The good text has been deleted, forget it, let's go to eat quickly, let's just go to a restaurant on the corner of the street.
Qin Wenyan stared at the photos of Xiang Yuan on the computer in a daze. Most of Xiang Yuan's photos were landscapes. This one was a selfie of him. The background was the flow of people coming and going. His hair was blown up by the wind, covering the corner of one eye. Yuan raised his lips to the camera, Qin Wenyan could tell that Xiang Yuan was really happy.Qin Wenyan twirled the pen and laughed too.
Standing beside Qin Wenyan, Shu Ya could tell whether Qin Wenyan's smile was real or not. As the boss of a company, Qin Wenyan always had a smile on his face, gentle, elegant, and close to each other. Ke Shuya knows that to Qin Wenyan, a smile is just an expression, or a mask, without emotion. She has always compared Qin Wenyan to a smiling tiger. No matter how kind the face is, you can move your hands , resolute, ruthless and decisive, but at this moment, Shu Ya knew very clearly that this smile was full of sincerity.
When Xiang Yuan bid farewell to Yunnan with his backpack on his back, he felt quite reluctant. Over the past month or so, he met many friends who traveled in the same way, and everyone laughed together. When he went out, he ran back completely drenched in the sudden rain. , clumsily paddling a boat on the mirror-clear lake, staying overnight with kind locals, and picking local souvenirs in the streets full of ancient styles.Xiang Yuan clearly felt the changes in himself, whether it was state of mind or habits, his path was moving forward step by step according to his plan.
After getting off the plane, boarding the passenger car, and taking a small motorbike in the country, Xiang Yuan returned to his hometown - a small backward village.The village is very small, lying quietly in the arms of a group of hills, someone recognized him and greeted him from a distance, "Xiang Yuan is back?"
Xiang Yuan was traveling around with a bag on his back, grinning happily, and greeted fellow villagers one by one, "Uncle Li, Uncle Chen, Grandma Li, are you all right?"
"Xiang Yuan, are you back?" An uncle in his 50s came over with a smile on his face, obviously very happy to see Xiang Yuan.
"Uncle, I'm back." Xiang Yuan was very respectful to the principal of this rural primary school. When he was a child and his grandmother depended on each other, this principal helped them a lot.
"Come on, don't stand here, let's talk in the house"
"Xiang Yuan, you bought so many books for the school, the whole village is grateful to you, and I'm here to thank you on behalf of them." The principal held Xiang Yuan's hand, his eyes full of gratitude.
Xiang Yuan waved his hands again and again, "Uncle, you can't say that. Everyone helped me a lot when I was young. Now that I am capable, I should repay the village. Thank you." A large number of children's books purchased by the school.
"By the way, let's go, I'll take you to see the school." The principal was very happy, "Nowadays, children love to study."
Xiang Yuan followed the principal and walked out. When he passed a simple yard, there was a child sitting at the gate of the yard. He looked like he was three or four years old. He was disheveled, but he was wearing clean clothes. Live in front of the gate.The headmaster frowned, "Doudou, why are you sitting here? Did you sneak back again?"
The child raised his head, only then did Xiang Yuan see tears in the child's eyes, sobbing, "I miss my grandpa."
Xiang Yuan stepped forward to wipe the child's tears, but the child had never seen Xiang Yuan, and shrank back in fear, the principal sighed, pulled him up, and wiped his tears, "Let's go, I'll see you off" Go back to aunt's house."
Sending the child to a yard not far away, the principal explained to Xiang Yuan as he walked, "This child was picked up by Old Li. You also know that Old Li has been alone for decades, so he picked up a child as a treasure to take care of." After a few years, hey, not long ago, Old Li suddenly left, and the child has no relatives. The village discussed that he should be raised at Xiao Wang's house for a few days. If no one is willing to adopt him, he will be sent to an orphanage in the city. "
Xiang Yuan listened silently. He understood the situation in the village. This village is too backward, and it is not easy for every household. It is indeed a heavy burden to raise another child. Thinking of the little figure crying, Xiang Yuan suddenly said, " Uncle, how about I adopt it?"
The principal was taken aback for a moment, then frowned, "Xiang Yuan, you have to think about it, you are not married yet, it is hard to find a partner with a child."
Xiang Yuan shook his head, "Uncle, it's okay, the child is pitiful enough, besides, the girls in the city don't care about children so much now, let me take it with me." Xiang Yuan said so but shook his head secretly in his heart: He probably never Will find a girl to marry.
"Then I'll discuss it with the village committee later." The headmaster nodded and sighed again, "You have a good heart, kid!"
Xiang Yuan smiled and said nothing. In his last life, he thought about adopting a child with Qin Wenyan, two big and one small like a normal family, but Qin Wenyan didn't want to.In this life, the life after resignation has deviated from the route of the previous life, and God sent another child to him, just to fulfill the wish of the previous life.
Looking at the enlarged school, Xiang Yuan smiled with relief at the children who were serious about writing. More than ten years ago, when his father died of alcoholism and his mother left without remembrance, the little Xiang Yuan and his grandma depended on each other. With the help of the villagers, Xiang Yuan studied all the way in a difficult environment, and finally walked from this small mountain village to the city.
At night, in the principal's yard, the lights were dim and not very bright. There were more than a dozen people inside. Doudou was also there, and Xiang Yuan was sitting in the front. The principal said he was discussing with everyone, but in fact it was just to inform everyone It was just a sound, after all, everyone knew that it was the best arrangement for Doudou to follow Xiang Yuan.
"Leave the child to Xiang Yuan, we don't worry." "Yes, Xiang Yuan's conditions are good. The child will suffer less suffering if he follows him, and he can go to school in the city in the future." "This child Xiang Yuan has a good heart."
The people in the yard were talking one by one, and Xiang Yuan occasionally responded. Most of the time, their eyes fell on Doudou. The child was huddled in the principal's arms. Maybe he didn't understand what happened, and his face was full of children's. Ignorant, the black eyeballs occasionally looked up and far away but quickly moved away.
"Xiang Yuan, you sleep with me tonight, and Doudou sleeps with you. You have to raise him. Now let's cultivate your relationship." Finally, the principal stood up and made a final summary.
People slowly dispersed, the principal packed up a room and left, leaving him and Doudou staring at each other, Xiang Yuan quickly searched for ways to deal with children in his mind, but he had never been close to children before, So much so that I racked my brains and couldn't think of anything. In the end, I could only say dryly, "That, Doudou..."
"Are you going to be my father?" Xiang Yuan was interrupted by Doudou in the middle of his sentence. Doudou looked up at his little face and looked at Xiang Yuan with big black eyes. Maybe he didn't understand what adoption meant, but he was smart. I guessed what the adults meant.
"Ah", Xiang Yuan was taken aback for a moment, then nodded, Doudou's dirty little face was washed clean during the day, it can be seen that he is a cute-looking child, but he is a little thin, and his little face is yellow with lack of nutrition, " Would you like to?"
Doudou sat on the bed, Xiang Yuan sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Doudou nervously, Doudou lowered his head and did not speak, clasped the mat under his body with his little hands, Xiang Yuan did not rush him, only after a while did he hear Doudou whisper :"I have no idea."
Xiang Yuan looked at Doudou's dark head facing him, the hair was very smooth, he reached out to touch it, Doudou raised his head, and Xiang Yuan smiled gently, "Don't be afraid, I will stay in the village for a few days before leaving , you are with me during this time, if you think I can be your father, you can come with me again, okay?"
Doudou nodded and said nothing, Xiang Yuan glanced at the watch on his wrist, "It's late now, go to bed first?"
Probably because he had never slept with a stranger before, the lights had been off for a long time, Doudou was not asleep, Xiang Yuan closed his eyes and did not move, Doudou thought he had fallen asleep, sat up, and seemed to send a message to him. The child is very caring, the wooden bed in the farmhouse creaks when it is moved, Doudou is careful when turning over, Xiang Yuan can hear the child's slightly held breath when the movement is made, and the corners of the mouth are slightly raised.
As the night deepened, Doudou couldn't resist the drowsiness, and finally fell asleep beside Xiang Yuan. When Xiang Yuan opened his eyes, the moonlight shone through the window next to him. At this moment, some regrets suddenly arose in his heart. Doudou's impulsiveness, but because he has never had experience in raising children, so he adopted Doudou rashly, not knowing whether he could take good care of him.
After thinking for a while, Xiang Yuan turned over and looked at Doudou by the moonlight, the moonlight was hazy, not to mention that he was still in the house, and he could only see the outline of the child in the misty darkness, probably due to malnutrition , Doudou’s height only reached his thigh, I don’t know if it’s normal, Xiang Yuan thought a little bit about his plan to raise Doudou, life, going to school, having fun, thinking about it, Xiang Yuan’s expectations swelled to an uncontrollable level The smile in his eyes carries expectations, and there will be another figure in his room in the future, although it is not the tall figure in his heart, but think about it, there will be a simple, ignorant and cute doll in that room. How beautiful life will be with laughter and laughter in every corner of the house?
Wen Yan, I have gradually escaped from the swamp of paranoia at that time, will you be happy for me too?Xiang Yuan closed his phone, playing back the smile of Qin Wenyan in the photo when he looked up in his mind, um, he should be happy.
When Qin Wenyan returned to the villa, the lights in the surrounding villas leaked from the quietly hanging curtains, dimly and unreal, but separated the warmth of a home from the darkness or glitz of the outside world, opened the door, After washing up and lying on the big white bed, Qin Wenyan turned over, sighed into the darkness of the room, rubbed the center of his brows, his thoughts suddenly shifted from business to Xiang Yuan, holding emotions he didn't know well.
Qin Wenyan was a little confused, obviously he should feel relaxed, let go of the burden in his heart, but when he thought of that person when he calmed down, Qin Wenyan sat up all of a sudden, he couldn't help but feel confused when his thoughts were always clear. Is it because the seeds that Xiang Yuan planted in his heart did not die, or did he just feel unwilling to Xiang Yuan's sudden departure?
"Wen Yan, why did you call me so early in the morning?" Zhao Yu pushed open the door of Qin Wenyan's office, and sat down across from Qin Wenyan.
Qin Wenyan looked at Zhao Yu, frowning slightly, "Xiang Yuan resigned with me."
"What?" Zhao Yu was surprised, "Why did he resign suddenly? When did he say that?"
"As soon as I opened the mailbox this morning, I saw the resignation letter from him." Qin Wenyan was a little puzzled, "It was sent at six o'clock in the morning."
"What is this kid thinking?" Zhao Yu was a little annoyed, "If you say resign, you will resign without discussing it with us. Do you just resign casually?"
Qin Wenyan leaned back in the armchair, relaxed his brows and did not speak again.After a long time, Zhao Yu let out a long sigh and pulled his hair down, "That's fine, the two of you are in a deadlock, and Xiang Yuan's resignation is good for him, but I don't know what he thinks, I'll talk to him today. "
After Zhao Yu left, Qin Wenyan called up the resignation letter again, with two simple sentences: Wen Yan, I plan to resign, and you arrange someone to take over my position, and we will discuss specific matters when we meet.
Qin Wenyan was dumbfounded at these two sentences, and couldn't tell whether he felt more relaxed or more guilty. Xiang Yuan has already wasted seven years on himself, this time, Xiang Yuan should be fine. ?
Waking up, full of energy, Xiang Yuan stretched, kicked the quilt away, glanced at the alarm clock, it was almost three o'clock in the afternoon.He looked up to the sky and yawned. After washing, he opened the refrigerator, and there was nothing but beer in his sight.Xiang Yuan rubbed his aching stomach, and heaved a long sigh, he actually did this before!If you have a stomach problem, you should take good care of it, right?After being together with Qin Wenyan in the previous life, although he didn't know how to cook, there was a lot of milk, bread, and biscuits in the refrigerator, so it was not difficult to get full.
After a full meal at the roadside restaurant, Xiang Yuan went straight to Qin Wenyan's company. It was the afternoon tea time, and many people in the company gathered to eat dessert. Xiang Yuan passed by, and some enthusiastic colleagues called him , "Boss Xiang, come and eat egg tarts, the ones you just bought are still warm."
Xiang Yuan strolled over, his stomach was full, so he took a bite, nodded affirmatively, "It tastes good."
"Really?" The colleague laughed, "This is made in a shop that just opened next door. Don't be polite to the boss, eat more."
Xiang Yuan waved his hands to his enthusiastic colleagues, "No, I'll go to Wen Yan's, I have something to talk about." Speaking of Qin Wenyan, Xiang Yuan rubbed his chin and took another egg tart.
"dong dong"
Qin Wenyan looked up, "Come in."
Xiang Yuan pushed the door open and said with a smile, "Wen Yan."
It seems that Xiang Yuan has never smiled like this before. Xiang Yuan's smiles are serious, fake, bitter, sunny, and occasionally happy, but never such a relaxed one.Hiding the surprise in his heart, Qin Wenyan asked with a smile, "In a good mood?"
"En." Xiang Yuan nodded, and put the egg tart in his hand on Qin Wenyan's desk, "Try it, I got it from someone else, it tastes right."
Qin Wenyan became more and more surprised, took the egg tart and ate it while looking at Xiang Yuan, and found many differences. The two buttons above the collar of the shirt were not buttoned as usual, the cuffs were loosely tied to the wrists, and the hair was not. Comb to the back of the head but let it hang down naturally, the corner of the mouth has always been faintly smiling, from yesterday to today, it is like a different person.
"Did you see the email I sent?" Xiang Yuan took the initiative.
Qin Wenyan nodded, "You said you wanted to resign."
"That's what I planned, don't worry, even if I resign, if you have any difficulties, just tell me and I'll come to help you." Xiang Yuan patted his chest, extremely generous.
Qin Wenyan's interest obviously shifted from Xiang Yuan's resignation letter to Xiang Yuan. He leaned on the back of his chair and looked at Xiang Yuan with some interest. Xiang Yuan was looked at unnaturally, "What are you looking at?"
"You seem to have changed a lot." After Qin Wenyan finished speaking, he wanted to laugh. Normally, these words were used on old friends who had been reunited after a long absence, but Xiang Yuan, seeing each other every day, only for one night, felt like being separated for a long time.
"People can change!" Xiang Yuan smiled. He died once, was reborn three years ago, and learned from the past. People are not stupid, so of course they will change. .
Qin Wenyan watched Xiang Yuan's back disappear at the door, and suddenly wanted to call him to stop, but he didn't know what to call him for. This kind of sudden impulse only appeared once a long time ago.That was the most difficult time for the company. Not only was there a shortage of funds, but the branch in a big city had a serious problem. All his cronies were busy raising funds, so he sent Xiang Yuan to the branch to deal with the problem.Three months later, the company improved a lot. On a sunny morning, as soon as he entered the company gate, he saw Xiang Yuan dozing off on the sofa in the lobby.For some reason, when he was just walking towards the sofa, Xiang Yuan woke up suddenly, stood up, with a relaxed smile on his lips, and handed him the document bag, "Wen Yan, I've taken care of the branch office."
At that moment, Qin Wenyan looked at Xiang Yuan, who was much thinner and had a heavy and tired face, and suddenly felt an impulse in his heart, wanting to hold Xiang Yuan in his arms, pat him on the back, and hug him The hair that had covered his eyes was pushed aside, allowing him to rest in peace.But that is just a trace, just like a seed, agitated in the heart, but there is not enough nutrients for it to break through the soil and grow vigorously into a big tree, so it gradually becomes silent, either dormant or dead .
As soon as Xiang Yuan went out, he bumped into Shu Ya who was holding the document and facing the future. Shu Ya squinted at him first, and said, "Why did you give up?"
"No." Xiang Yuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I just want to change my way of life."
Shu Ya straightened the hair in front of her forehead, suddenly something complicated appeared in her eyes, "I said it earlier..." After saying three words, Shu Ya sighed, "Forget it, as long as you feel good. "
These two people have been entangled for seven years, or they can't be said to be entangled. They get along like good brothers. The only difference is Xiang Yuan's affection for Qin Wenyan beyond brotherhood. Shu Ya watched them for seven years, and Xiang Yuan She was moved by Qin Wenyan's devotion to everything she did. There was a time when she secretly hated Qin Wenyan's cold-bloodedness, why couldn't she try with Xiang Yuan?Until one day, when she came back late at night to pick up the documents, she saw Qin Wenyan smoking a cigarette in front of Xiang Yuan's photo, and the ashtray was filled with ash. She suddenly understood the bitterness on Qin Wenyan's face, not indifference but powerlessness.
Xiang Yuan scratched his head, "Shu Ya, I'm leaving, help me watch Wen Yan more, let him smoke less, work less overtime, and eat on time."
"Okay" Shu Ya nodded, "You don't need to say, after all, I have known him for seven years." Xiang Yuan, how much do you love Qin Wenyan?
"Then I don't worry, I'll go first, if Zhao Yu sees it, I'll probably be scolded." Xiang Yuan grinned, made a scared expression, then waved at Shu Ya and left.
"You also take care of yourself. If you have a stomach problem, don't mess around." Shu Ya worried.
"I know." Xiang Yuan waved his back to Shu Ya, "I love myself the most now."
Shu Ya looked at Xiang Yuan's back, noncommittal, loving someone for too long will become a habit, and if she can't quit, she will be trapped by it for the rest of her life.
"Did you take the wrong medicine?" As soon as Xiang Yuan turned a corner, he ran into Zhao Yu, who was leaning on the corridor, obviously waiting for him, and frowned when he saw Xiang Yuan.
Xiang Yuan was helpless, "Why did I take the wrong medicine?"
Zhao Yu stood up straight and looked him up and down, "You still smile like a flower after you resigned. Did you take the wrong medicine? Or did you not take the medicine?"
The mouth is really poisonous!Xiang Yuan pointed his middle finger at Zhao Yu, but Zhao Yu snapped it off, "Come on, go to my office, I want to chat with you."
really!Xiang Yuan sighed, knowing that Zhao Yu would definitely ask for his sudden resignation.Just after closing the office door, Xiang Yuan took the initiative to get straight to the point, "I resigned after careful consideration, not on a whim."
"Is it related to Wen Yan?" Zhao Yu sat opposite Xiang Yuan with a serious face.
Xiang Yuan touched his nose, "Yes"
"what do you think?"
Xiang Yuan looked up at Zhao Yu and smiled, "I think it's very simple, I just want to change to another life, so that I can live a simpler and happier life."
Zhao Yu was silent for a while before speaking, "Have you figured it out?"
"It's not something you can't figure out." Xiang Yuan spread his hands, "You have also seen that the relationship between Wen Yan and I seems to be very deep, but in fact it becomes precarious because of me, maybe one day we won't even be friends. "
"So, you are going to give up." Zhao Yu looked at Xiang Yuan, who had loved Wen Yan with all his heart for seven years. He also persuaded Xiang Yuan to give up, but when Xiang Yuan really gave up, he just felt sorrow.A few years ago, when they discovered that Xiang Yuan had other thoughts about Qin Wenyan, Qin Wenyan found him and said, "Zhao Yu, go and persuade Xiang Yuan for me."
When Zhao Yu persuaded Xiang Yuan to give up, Xiang Yuan was only a sophomore at that time, his hair was too long to cover one side of his eyebrows, and he was so cold and serious that he looked straight at him with cruel intent, " Zhao Yu, don't tell me about this, I like Qin Wenyan, this will not change."
Zhao Yu frowned and wanted to say something, but Xiang Yuan grinned suddenly, with a gloomy look in his eyes, "I only have Qin Wenyan, Zhao Yu, the only meaning of my life is him, don't force me .”
These words frightened Zhao Yu, who was only a junior at the time, and ran back to tell Qin Wenyan. Qin Wenyan was silent for a while, and finally only sighed deeply, and never refused Xiang Yuan again.A few years have passed like this, Xiang Yuan is much better than then, at least he and Shu Ya are considered good friends.It's just that the two of them looked at the crazier affection in Xiang Yuan's eyes and secretly became anxious, but they didn't expect that one day, Xiang Yuan, who regarded Qin Wenyan as his only concern in life, would give up.
"No." Xiang Yuan shook his head, "Love is not something that can be given up just by giving up. I just suddenly realized that I was too paranoid. I only wanted to make Wen Yan fall in love with me and push each other to a dead end. I define love Wrong, now I resign, one is for myself, and the other is for Wen Yan, that's it."
Zhao Yu looked at Xiang Yuanyun and said these words calmly, and he was relieved that this kid didn't hit the wall with a single tendon, "Then what are you going to do after resigning? If you join the company, I can help You recommend."
"Don't..." Xiang Yuan withdrew from his serious and deep thoughts, and quickly refused, "I just resigned, and I haven't been relaxed for two days, and you want me to join the company, isn't it too cruel?"
"Then tell me when you want to join the company."
"Then you can't help me with this job." Xiang Yuan smiled, "I'm going to open my own shop and be the owner, and I won't be a small employee for others."
"Small employee?" Zhao Yu yelled, "The big supervisor is still called a small employee? He will really be humble. Okay, let's go, I still have a lot of things waiting to be done!" After understanding Xiang Yuan's thoughts, Zhao Yu didn't worry anymore, so he hurried away.
Xiang Yuan grinned and went out. What this brother did, he kicked him out before he stayed half an hour!Zhao Yu suddenly laughed after sitting for a while, this kid, every change in the past was for Wen Yan, this time he finally thought of himself.
"Hey, um, I'm still in Yunnan." "I'll go back to my hometown in a few days, um, okay." "Hey, look at the photos I uploaded later, they are beautiful."
"Okay, hang up." Xiang Yuan hung up the phone with Zhao Yu, and posted a few photos on Weibo with the corners of his lips in a good mood. He put his backpack on his back. This time has already missed the meal, no matter what people do Everything has a price, or it can be said that it is a result. Many people exchanged health for money, but in the end they found that money could not exchange for health. Xiang Yuan rubbed his aching stomach and grinned. He once wanted to exchange health In exchange for love, it's a pity that even a handful of people didn't get it.
As soon as he walked around the corner, Xiang Yuan saw two men approaching, with ordinary faces like ordinary pedestrians, what made Xiang Yuan stop was their tightly holding hands, the two were talking and laughing, and walked freely Crossing the street, regardless of people's surprised or unusual eyesight, the two talked and laughed and walked by Xiang Yuan, a man said: "The restaurant on the corner of the street tastes really good, and the food is really enjoyable."
Another man's voice changed from loud to soft as the footsteps moved away, "Then let's go again before we leave."
Subconsciously, Xiang Yuan picked up his mobile phone and took a photo of the two people's backs, wanting to post it on Weibo. This kind of happiness is what he envied and longed for. The good text has been deleted, forget it, let's go to eat quickly, let's just go to a restaurant on the corner of the street.
Qin Wenyan stared at the photos of Xiang Yuan on the computer in a daze. Most of Xiang Yuan's photos were landscapes. This one was a selfie of him, with the background of people passing by. His hair was blown up by the wind, covering one eye
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