Immortal Venerable Cubs Manual II [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 51 True and False Gold [V]
Si Xingjian brought Zhaozhao to a place not far from the ruined temple.
He took the initiative to explain: "Mr. Qin is not your biological mother, Mr. Liang is, and I am your biological father. I don't know if Mrs. Qin has told you about your life experience..."
He starts with the experience of Zhaozhao's adoptive mother, Qin Miaoniang.
When Qin Miao was eight years old, because her family was poor and she was good-looking, she was sold by her family.
After she was sold to Gyeongju, she changed her name to Miao Niang. She escaped at the age of 15, and later met Wang Ci who was going to Yuezhou to join the Liang family.
Wang Ci is a younger brother of Liang Shuying's stepmother, the Wang family.
Seeing that Qin Miaoniang was young and beautiful and alone, Wang Ci tricked her.He claimed to be the son of Cangsi Liang's family in Yuezhou, but when he told this lie, he never expected that Miao Niang, a weak woman, would find the Liang family in Yuezhou in the future.
Because Qin Miaoniang was pregnant, she could only find the child's father.
At that time Master Liang was still alive, Wang Ci didn't dare to let Master Liang know that he was secretly doing bad things in the name of the Liang family.
He was also afraid that after Miao Niang was driven away, she would tell these things to the outside world, and Miao Niang might be pregnant with his child, so he could only ask Mrs. Wang to come forward to calm her down temporarily.
Their idea was that if Qin Miaoniang gave birth to a boy and they could confirm that it was his child, then they would stay.
Wang Ci was already in his thirties at that time, but he didn't have a son yet.
It's just that he didn't expect that Master Liang passed away suddenly before the child was born, and Liang's house was in chaos, so he didn't have time to talk to Qin Miaoniang.
When Qin Miaoniang was about to give birth, the entire Liang family was busy with the funeral, and the Wang family, who was supposed to take care of her, didn't have time to take care of her. She paid for it herself and asked someone to find a stable wife, so that the child was born safely.
She gave birth to a girl, so Wang Ci didn't want to admit it - who knows if this child is his seed?And now that his brother-in-law, Mr. Liang, is dead, he doesn't have to worry about it.
As soon as Qin Miaoniang gave birth, she was faced with the problem of how to support herself and a newborn.
Liang Zhaozhao took the initiative to ask: "That girl should be Sister Yue'er, right?"
She had already guessed before, but still wanted to confirm.
Si Xingjian nodded, "Yes."
"Then does she know..." She spoke with some difficulty.
Si Xingjian understood her unfinished words, "She doesn't know, she only knows that her biological mother is someone else, not the Liang family, but she still thinks she is my biological daughter."
After Liang Shuying left the capital with Zhaozhao, the original owner told Si Anyue that she was the child of him and his beloved woman.The original owner was not empty-handed, and showed her the evidence he had prepared in advance.
Not everyone has such a good memory and sharp reaction like Liang Zhaozhao.
When Liang Shuying brought Liang Zhaozhao back to the capital, Si Anyue couldn't remember the details of their meeting.
At that time, the dumb woman who could talk only called her a name with a Yuezhou accent, and she never thought that the mother-in-law called her biological mother's name.
Moreover, in Si Anyue's eyes, his father was a rather indifferent person, how could he raise a child who had no blood relationship with him at all?
Therefore, Si Anyue firmly believed that she was Si Xingjian's child.
"Oh." Liang Zhaozhao lowered his head in response.
She still has a lot of doubts——
If Si Anyue didn't know, then what was the purpose of this man looking for her now?Want to recognize her back?After taking her back, what identity will she be given, and which mother will she recognize?
Why was he unwilling to recognize her when his mother took her to the capital?Could it be that she was just a servant girl before, not as good as a well-raised lady in the boudoir?So her biological father would rather raise other people's children than her.
Mother took her away after leaving, but only recognized her as an adopted daughter. Was it his order?
Does he prefer the unrelated daughter he has raised for many years, fearing that she will take Si Anyue's position and make Si Anyue a concubine?
Then why did he take the initiative to come back to her now?Have you discovered that she is still useful?For example, if you have a pretty good skin, you can marry someone to win over your husband's family?
……
But she couldn't ask any of these.
Saying it like she cares makes her feel sorry for herself.
She suppressed all her emotions, and asked without any ups and downs in her voice: "Why did we get along wrong with her?"
Did you change it on purpose?
The second half of the sentence was on the tip of her tongue for a long time, but she didn't throw it out after all.
At that time, his mother took her to the capital, and his reaction and subsequent actions clearly seemed to have been known for a long time.
He had known for a long time that she was his biological daughter, but he had never cared about her.
Si Xingjian asked: "You were in the Liang family when you were young, do you still remember Liang Fang?"
Liang Zhaozhao nodded.
When Liang Shuying's stepmother Wang married into the Liang family, she also brought a daughter who was two years older than Liang Shuying.The girl later changed her surname to Liang, but she did not rank according to the seniority of the Liang family. She only changed her name to Liang Fang.
Liang Fang was jealous of Liang Shuying since she was a child, and the jealousy became even worse after the two married separately.
Although she changed her surname to Liang, in the eyes of the rich family who valued her family background, she was just a spoiled brat brought by her stepmother, and her appearance and talent were not comparable to Liang Shuying.
Even with her biological mother plotting, she is considered a low-marriage.
After returning to her natal home, she saw that Liang Shuying looked more nourished after she got married. She also knew that the original owner's backyard was clean, there were no concubines, and Liang Shuying was not overwhelmed by her parents-in-law, so her life was very comfortable.
When she was in the Liang Mansion, she was protected by her biological mother, who pushed Liang Shuying everywhere, but now seeing that Liang Shuying had a better life than her, she felt very upset.
When Liang Shuying came back to attend the funeral, she gave birth to a daughter in the Liang Mansion.
Liang Fang also returned to Liang Mansion earlier than Liang Shuying because she lived nearby.
If Liang Shuying gave birth to a boy, Liang Fang planned to kill her directly.But when she saw that it was only a daughter, she remembered that the day before, a woman her distant cousin provoked also gave birth to a daughter, so she made a plan and swapped the two children.
She wanted to keep Liang Shuying's biological daughter in the Liang Mansion. She could only be a little maid since she was a child, and she suffered all kinds of pains and tortures.
And she will tell Liang Shuying the truth one day.
When the time comes, Liang Shuying knows that the daughter she raised is from their royal family, but her biological daughter will work as a maid in her natal family instead, what kind of mood will she feel?
But she did not endure until that day.
Seeing that Liang Shuying only gave birth to a daughter, Liang Fang didn't have any children for several years, but the original owner's backyard was still clean. When she thought about her own bad things, she couldn't help but find the original owner.
She said that Si Anyue didn't look like the original owner at all, but rather resembled a servant of their Liang manor.
She didn't say whether the servant was a man or a woman, but she was actually deliberately leading the original owner to think about Liang Shuying's stealing.
If the original owner sees Qin Miaoniang, she will say that Qin Miaoniang has another brother...
Si Anyue looks only three to four quarters like Qin Miaoniang.
But the original owner was a person who didn't follow the usual path. He knew that what Liang Fang said to him on purpose must be a conspiracy. He directly tied him up secretly and tortured him to find out the truth.
Then the original owner took care of Liang Fang, Liang Fang's mother, Wang Shi, and Si Anyue's biological father, Wang Ci, who knew about it.
It's just that the original owner didn't expect that Zhaozhao had a hard life when he was a child, he was sallow and thin, and couldn't tell his face. Later, he grew more and more like him, and was recognized by Liang Shuying by chance.
Si Xingjian roughly told Zhaozhao about it, omitting the bloody methods of the original owner.
Although it was done by the original owner, but now it is all blamed on him, he doesn't want to leave a bloody and cruel bad impression on Zhao Zhao.
After Liang Zhaozhao listened to it, she pondered for a moment. She felt that this explanation was generally reasonable, and she could guess that he probably had something to hide, but she didn't care about those details, nor did she care about the grievances and hatreds between the previous generation. Don't care about the cause of those people's death - those people didn't treat her well, so they died as soon as they died.
She could confirm that he had known about her and Si Anyue's life experience a long time ago, but he did nothing...
She spoke with difficulty, her voice trembling, "You know what? My mother died when I was six years old, and I was the only one left."
"In the old Liang family, Liang Fang took her child back to her mother's house, and she and her child would bully me and Auntie. When Auntie gave birth, her health was not well, but she couldn't take care of it. Herself, because she still has to take care of my oil bottle."
"As a result, I'm actually the cousin of the Liang family's direct relative?"
"And...and, it's because of my identity that Auntie is being bullied..." She sobbed, but didn't cry, she looked up at Si Xingjian, "And you, you know everything After that, I did nothing!"
"When Liang Fang died, my mother was still alive. The Liang family was defeated, and my mother was in poor health, so she was kicked out. If, if..."
If someone could give them a sum of money for their mother and daughter at that time, then A Niang would not have to die.
Who would have known how frightened and helpless she felt when she was only six years old when she saw the dead body of A Niang who had always depended on her for life?
What kind of guilt did she feel when she guessed that she was not A Niang's child at all?
A Niang thought she was her own daughter, so she protected her like this, right?But she is not.
The only thing that made her feel lucky was that A Niang's child didn't have to suffer like that.
"Why are you looking for me now?" She asked in a crying voice, but she never cried.
She has always been a sober person, and she knows that the past cannot be changed.
However, she was wronged!
When she saw the man in front of her, she couldn't stop feeling wronged.
Si Xingjian knew that the "aunt" she was talking about was Qin Miaoniang, and also knew that she didn't really want an answer to her last question, but blamed him for being late.If he had come earlier, or had taken care of her and Qin Miaoniang a little earlier, then Qin Miaoniang would not have died young.
"Sorry." He apologized directly without making any excuses for himself.Even if he hadn't come to this world at that time, even if those things were not his fault.
He raised his hand to straighten Zhao Zhao's strand of hair that was tousled by the wind, "Dad is late."
"Cry out when you feel uncomfortable. You don't have to hold back. From now on, you will not be alone. No matter what happens, you don't have to hold on alone."
Liang Zhaozhao couldn't hold it anymore, the tears that had been swirling in his eyes suddenly gushed out one by one like broken pearls.
"Who, who wants to recognize you?"
Si Xingjian moved half a step to Zhaozhao's side, leaning sideways to shield her from the wind, so as not to inhale the cold air when she cried.
Liang Zhaozhao seemed to cry out all the depression and grievances during this period, she covered her eyes with her hands, and slowly squatted down.
Si Xingjian waited until she was almost crying, then bent down and handed over a handkerchief.
Liang Zhaozhao snatched it a little rudely. Now that she has eased up a bit, she feels that her reaction is a bit too much.
This person in front of her was her first close contact, so why did she just show her emotions so invisible?Still say such complaining words?
Even if she was facing her mother who had been with her for four years, she had never been like this...
She felt a little embarrassed, unwilling to put down the veil covering her eyes, she didn't know how to face the person in front of her.
Liang Zhaozhao obeyed her inner thoughts. She didn't get up, but squatted on the ground, looked at a stone in front of her, and asked, "Then you came to Yuezhou to find me now? Why?"
She asked this question just because she wanted an answer.
Si Xingjian pulled her up and let her sit on a small mound under the tree, "Sit directly on the ground through the cloak."
"I'm here to take you home."
Liang Zhaozhao sat on the ground, holding the hem of her skirt in her hands, hugging her knees, and asked lightly, "Go home?" Her voice was very soft, but with a strong sense of sarcasm.
"Ah."
"So, is this my home?" She never looked up.
Sitting on the ground in a small group, there is a lingering loneliness, like a lonely, young lilac in the wind and rain.
Si Xingjian replied with a bit of a sigh: "Of course."
He didn't understand Zhao Zhao's previous experience.
Before, the original owner deliberately did not pay attention to what kind of life Zhaozhao lived, and although Si Xingjian asked Ruyan to investigate, he has not seen the result yet.
And he didn't let Ruyan investigate everything thoroughly, even if he saw it, he wouldn't understand it in such detail.
He knew that with his self-esteem, he probably didn't want him to explore her not-so-good past in private.
Si Xingjian can roughly guess that Zhao Zhao's life was not very good before.
But he was actually a little surprised—after Liang Shuying took Zhao Zhao back, she didn't seem to get along well with Zhao Zhao.
Before he set off from the capital, he was worried that the two of them would develop feelings for each other in the past few years, and he was unwilling to separate.
It was Liang Shuying who recognized Zhaozhao first and took Zhaozhao away, so she reconciled with the original owner.
In this way, in Zhao Zhao's eyes, for her mother to sacrifice so much for her, she first feels guilty and grateful.And the original owner has been abandoning her.
The two of them, mother and daughter, got along with each other for four years.
Faced with a not-so-smooth life, after they have endured hardships together, they will have a deeper relationship than ordinary mothers and daughters.
Now it seems that is not the case.
In Zhaozhao's heart, she is actually more willing to recognize Qin's adoptive mother who is not related by blood.
Si Xingjian didn't feel the slightest bit of luck, what he did have was his love for Zhaozhao.
Zhao Zhao is such an obedient child who can clearly remember others' kindness to her, if Liang Shuying treated her well, then she would never react like this.
I don't know what happened to her, so she chose to run away from home.
"When you go back to your own home, you can be free, you don't have to give in because of others, you don't have to force yourself; you can have the ability to protect the people you care about, you won't be helpless in the face of bullying, and you won't just stand by. Seeing the regrets happen, I won't even have the chance to take revenge..."
Si Xingjian's words undoubtedly touched Liang Zhaozhao's heart.She can protect herself and survive, but she can't do anything about what happened to the people around her who treat her well.
She was able to escape from Zhou's house, but she knew clearly that facing Si Xingjian now, if he wanted to take her back, she had no room to resist.
"What do you need me to do?" Liang Zhaozhao raised his head, tilted his head slightly, and looked at Si Xingjian, "It can't be because of a sudden conscience, thinking about that blood relationship?"
"I still found out that there will be no other biological children in this life?"
There was a hint of a pretended relaxed smile in her tone, but her hands unconsciously clenched the corners of her skirt.
Before her mother was pregnant, she had no jealousy at all.
But the mother was given abortion medicine by someone, and was led to mistakenly think that she did it. She slapped her face in front of everyone in Zhou Mansion, scolding her for being cruel, heartless...
Even so, she still had no waves in her heart.
Being framed and misunderstood, she will naturally feel grievances and annoyances like ordinary people, but she will not be resentful because her mother values the unborn fetus more, let alone because of her mother's distrust And lost.
After all, it was her relationship with her mother that was somewhat estranged.
Maybe it's because of her cold nature, she didn't live with her mother when she was a child, and her mother resented her in her heart... It's impossible for the two of them to be as close as other mothers and daughters.
At that time, she was glad that she had such a temperament, heartless, so she would not be hurt by those close to her.
But now she realized that her indifference was just because she didn't meet someone who really cared.
In her heart, Qin Aniang, who had raised her for six years, was her mother. In fact, she didn't care much about Liang Shi, the real mother who gave birth to her.
Although she didn't want to admit it, the fact was that she was inexplicably concerned about the attitude of this father who had barely gotten along with her.
If he chose to abandon her again out of the helplessness of not having a biological son, or because he didn't want to hurt Si Anyue, then she would probably feel a little sad.
Hearing this, Si Xingjian reached out and tapped Zhao Zhao's head, "What are you thinking about in your little head? Huh?"
"I won't let you do what you don't want." He sighed, "I don't need to coax you with this."
Liang Zhaozhao felt that the second half of his sentence made sense.
Now she is in a weak position, and she created her own suspended animation to escape from the Zhou family. In the eyes of others, she may already be a dead person.
Even if he takes her to the capital without her consent, no one will know.
But it can't be ruled out that he is so troublesome, in fact, there are other purposes, what if there are some things that she needs to do willingly?
She really couldn't believe that if she was useless, someone would come to pick her up.
He took the initiative to explain: "Mr. Qin is not your biological mother, Mr. Liang is, and I am your biological father. I don't know if Mrs. Qin has told you about your life experience..."
He starts with the experience of Zhaozhao's adoptive mother, Qin Miaoniang.
When Qin Miao was eight years old, because her family was poor and she was good-looking, she was sold by her family.
After she was sold to Gyeongju, she changed her name to Miao Niang. She escaped at the age of 15, and later met Wang Ci who was going to Yuezhou to join the Liang family.
Wang Ci is a younger brother of Liang Shuying's stepmother, the Wang family.
Seeing that Qin Miaoniang was young and beautiful and alone, Wang Ci tricked her.He claimed to be the son of Cangsi Liang's family in Yuezhou, but when he told this lie, he never expected that Miao Niang, a weak woman, would find the Liang family in Yuezhou in the future.
Because Qin Miaoniang was pregnant, she could only find the child's father.
At that time Master Liang was still alive, Wang Ci didn't dare to let Master Liang know that he was secretly doing bad things in the name of the Liang family.
He was also afraid that after Miao Niang was driven away, she would tell these things to the outside world, and Miao Niang might be pregnant with his child, so he could only ask Mrs. Wang to come forward to calm her down temporarily.
Their idea was that if Qin Miaoniang gave birth to a boy and they could confirm that it was his child, then they would stay.
Wang Ci was already in his thirties at that time, but he didn't have a son yet.
It's just that he didn't expect that Master Liang passed away suddenly before the child was born, and Liang's house was in chaos, so he didn't have time to talk to Qin Miaoniang.
When Qin Miaoniang was about to give birth, the entire Liang family was busy with the funeral, and the Wang family, who was supposed to take care of her, didn't have time to take care of her. She paid for it herself and asked someone to find a stable wife, so that the child was born safely.
She gave birth to a girl, so Wang Ci didn't want to admit it - who knows if this child is his seed?And now that his brother-in-law, Mr. Liang, is dead, he doesn't have to worry about it.
As soon as Qin Miaoniang gave birth, she was faced with the problem of how to support herself and a newborn.
Liang Zhaozhao took the initiative to ask: "That girl should be Sister Yue'er, right?"
She had already guessed before, but still wanted to confirm.
Si Xingjian nodded, "Yes."
"Then does she know..." She spoke with some difficulty.
Si Xingjian understood her unfinished words, "She doesn't know, she only knows that her biological mother is someone else, not the Liang family, but she still thinks she is my biological daughter."
After Liang Shuying left the capital with Zhaozhao, the original owner told Si Anyue that she was the child of him and his beloved woman.The original owner was not empty-handed, and showed her the evidence he had prepared in advance.
Not everyone has such a good memory and sharp reaction like Liang Zhaozhao.
When Liang Shuying brought Liang Zhaozhao back to the capital, Si Anyue couldn't remember the details of their meeting.
At that time, the dumb woman who could talk only called her a name with a Yuezhou accent, and she never thought that the mother-in-law called her biological mother's name.
Moreover, in Si Anyue's eyes, his father was a rather indifferent person, how could he raise a child who had no blood relationship with him at all?
Therefore, Si Anyue firmly believed that she was Si Xingjian's child.
"Oh." Liang Zhaozhao lowered his head in response.
She still has a lot of doubts——
If Si Anyue didn't know, then what was the purpose of this man looking for her now?Want to recognize her back?After taking her back, what identity will she be given, and which mother will she recognize?
Why was he unwilling to recognize her when his mother took her to the capital?Could it be that she was just a servant girl before, not as good as a well-raised lady in the boudoir?So her biological father would rather raise other people's children than her.
Mother took her away after leaving, but only recognized her as an adopted daughter. Was it his order?
Does he prefer the unrelated daughter he has raised for many years, fearing that she will take Si Anyue's position and make Si Anyue a concubine?
Then why did he take the initiative to come back to her now?Have you discovered that she is still useful?For example, if you have a pretty good skin, you can marry someone to win over your husband's family?
……
But she couldn't ask any of these.
Saying it like she cares makes her feel sorry for herself.
She suppressed all her emotions, and asked without any ups and downs in her voice: "Why did we get along wrong with her?"
Did you change it on purpose?
The second half of the sentence was on the tip of her tongue for a long time, but she didn't throw it out after all.
At that time, his mother took her to the capital, and his reaction and subsequent actions clearly seemed to have been known for a long time.
He had known for a long time that she was his biological daughter, but he had never cared about her.
Si Xingjian asked: "You were in the Liang family when you were young, do you still remember Liang Fang?"
Liang Zhaozhao nodded.
When Liang Shuying's stepmother Wang married into the Liang family, she also brought a daughter who was two years older than Liang Shuying.The girl later changed her surname to Liang, but she did not rank according to the seniority of the Liang family. She only changed her name to Liang Fang.
Liang Fang was jealous of Liang Shuying since she was a child, and the jealousy became even worse after the two married separately.
Although she changed her surname to Liang, in the eyes of the rich family who valued her family background, she was just a spoiled brat brought by her stepmother, and her appearance and talent were not comparable to Liang Shuying.
Even with her biological mother plotting, she is considered a low-marriage.
After returning to her natal home, she saw that Liang Shuying looked more nourished after she got married. She also knew that the original owner's backyard was clean, there were no concubines, and Liang Shuying was not overwhelmed by her parents-in-law, so her life was very comfortable.
When she was in the Liang Mansion, she was protected by her biological mother, who pushed Liang Shuying everywhere, but now seeing that Liang Shuying had a better life than her, she felt very upset.
When Liang Shuying came back to attend the funeral, she gave birth to a daughter in the Liang Mansion.
Liang Fang also returned to Liang Mansion earlier than Liang Shuying because she lived nearby.
If Liang Shuying gave birth to a boy, Liang Fang planned to kill her directly.But when she saw that it was only a daughter, she remembered that the day before, a woman her distant cousin provoked also gave birth to a daughter, so she made a plan and swapped the two children.
She wanted to keep Liang Shuying's biological daughter in the Liang Mansion. She could only be a little maid since she was a child, and she suffered all kinds of pains and tortures.
And she will tell Liang Shuying the truth one day.
When the time comes, Liang Shuying knows that the daughter she raised is from their royal family, but her biological daughter will work as a maid in her natal family instead, what kind of mood will she feel?
But she did not endure until that day.
Seeing that Liang Shuying only gave birth to a daughter, Liang Fang didn't have any children for several years, but the original owner's backyard was still clean. When she thought about her own bad things, she couldn't help but find the original owner.
She said that Si Anyue didn't look like the original owner at all, but rather resembled a servant of their Liang manor.
She didn't say whether the servant was a man or a woman, but she was actually deliberately leading the original owner to think about Liang Shuying's stealing.
If the original owner sees Qin Miaoniang, she will say that Qin Miaoniang has another brother...
Si Anyue looks only three to four quarters like Qin Miaoniang.
But the original owner was a person who didn't follow the usual path. He knew that what Liang Fang said to him on purpose must be a conspiracy. He directly tied him up secretly and tortured him to find out the truth.
Then the original owner took care of Liang Fang, Liang Fang's mother, Wang Shi, and Si Anyue's biological father, Wang Ci, who knew about it.
It's just that the original owner didn't expect that Zhaozhao had a hard life when he was a child, he was sallow and thin, and couldn't tell his face. Later, he grew more and more like him, and was recognized by Liang Shuying by chance.
Si Xingjian roughly told Zhaozhao about it, omitting the bloody methods of the original owner.
Although it was done by the original owner, but now it is all blamed on him, he doesn't want to leave a bloody and cruel bad impression on Zhao Zhao.
After Liang Zhaozhao listened to it, she pondered for a moment. She felt that this explanation was generally reasonable, and she could guess that he probably had something to hide, but she didn't care about those details, nor did she care about the grievances and hatreds between the previous generation. Don't care about the cause of those people's death - those people didn't treat her well, so they died as soon as they died.
She could confirm that he had known about her and Si Anyue's life experience a long time ago, but he did nothing...
She spoke with difficulty, her voice trembling, "You know what? My mother died when I was six years old, and I was the only one left."
"In the old Liang family, Liang Fang took her child back to her mother's house, and she and her child would bully me and Auntie. When Auntie gave birth, her health was not well, but she couldn't take care of it. Herself, because she still has to take care of my oil bottle."
"As a result, I'm actually the cousin of the Liang family's direct relative?"
"And...and, it's because of my identity that Auntie is being bullied..." She sobbed, but didn't cry, she looked up at Si Xingjian, "And you, you know everything After that, I did nothing!"
"When Liang Fang died, my mother was still alive. The Liang family was defeated, and my mother was in poor health, so she was kicked out. If, if..."
If someone could give them a sum of money for their mother and daughter at that time, then A Niang would not have to die.
Who would have known how frightened and helpless she felt when she was only six years old when she saw the dead body of A Niang who had always depended on her for life?
What kind of guilt did she feel when she guessed that she was not A Niang's child at all?
A Niang thought she was her own daughter, so she protected her like this, right?But she is not.
The only thing that made her feel lucky was that A Niang's child didn't have to suffer like that.
"Why are you looking for me now?" She asked in a crying voice, but she never cried.
She has always been a sober person, and she knows that the past cannot be changed.
However, she was wronged!
When she saw the man in front of her, she couldn't stop feeling wronged.
Si Xingjian knew that the "aunt" she was talking about was Qin Miaoniang, and also knew that she didn't really want an answer to her last question, but blamed him for being late.If he had come earlier, or had taken care of her and Qin Miaoniang a little earlier, then Qin Miaoniang would not have died young.
"Sorry." He apologized directly without making any excuses for himself.Even if he hadn't come to this world at that time, even if those things were not his fault.
He raised his hand to straighten Zhao Zhao's strand of hair that was tousled by the wind, "Dad is late."
"Cry out when you feel uncomfortable. You don't have to hold back. From now on, you will not be alone. No matter what happens, you don't have to hold on alone."
Liang Zhaozhao couldn't hold it anymore, the tears that had been swirling in his eyes suddenly gushed out one by one like broken pearls.
"Who, who wants to recognize you?"
Si Xingjian moved half a step to Zhaozhao's side, leaning sideways to shield her from the wind, so as not to inhale the cold air when she cried.
Liang Zhaozhao seemed to cry out all the depression and grievances during this period, she covered her eyes with her hands, and slowly squatted down.
Si Xingjian waited until she was almost crying, then bent down and handed over a handkerchief.
Liang Zhaozhao snatched it a little rudely. Now that she has eased up a bit, she feels that her reaction is a bit too much.
This person in front of her was her first close contact, so why did she just show her emotions so invisible?Still say such complaining words?
Even if she was facing her mother who had been with her for four years, she had never been like this...
She felt a little embarrassed, unwilling to put down the veil covering her eyes, she didn't know how to face the person in front of her.
Liang Zhaozhao obeyed her inner thoughts. She didn't get up, but squatted on the ground, looked at a stone in front of her, and asked, "Then you came to Yuezhou to find me now? Why?"
She asked this question just because she wanted an answer.
Si Xingjian pulled her up and let her sit on a small mound under the tree, "Sit directly on the ground through the cloak."
"I'm here to take you home."
Liang Zhaozhao sat on the ground, holding the hem of her skirt in her hands, hugging her knees, and asked lightly, "Go home?" Her voice was very soft, but with a strong sense of sarcasm.
"Ah."
"So, is this my home?" She never looked up.
Sitting on the ground in a small group, there is a lingering loneliness, like a lonely, young lilac in the wind and rain.
Si Xingjian replied with a bit of a sigh: "Of course."
He didn't understand Zhao Zhao's previous experience.
Before, the original owner deliberately did not pay attention to what kind of life Zhaozhao lived, and although Si Xingjian asked Ruyan to investigate, he has not seen the result yet.
And he didn't let Ruyan investigate everything thoroughly, even if he saw it, he wouldn't understand it in such detail.
He knew that with his self-esteem, he probably didn't want him to explore her not-so-good past in private.
Si Xingjian can roughly guess that Zhao Zhao's life was not very good before.
But he was actually a little surprised—after Liang Shuying took Zhao Zhao back, she didn't seem to get along well with Zhao Zhao.
Before he set off from the capital, he was worried that the two of them would develop feelings for each other in the past few years, and he was unwilling to separate.
It was Liang Shuying who recognized Zhaozhao first and took Zhaozhao away, so she reconciled with the original owner.
In this way, in Zhao Zhao's eyes, for her mother to sacrifice so much for her, she first feels guilty and grateful.And the original owner has been abandoning her.
The two of them, mother and daughter, got along with each other for four years.
Faced with a not-so-smooth life, after they have endured hardships together, they will have a deeper relationship than ordinary mothers and daughters.
Now it seems that is not the case.
In Zhaozhao's heart, she is actually more willing to recognize Qin's adoptive mother who is not related by blood.
Si Xingjian didn't feel the slightest bit of luck, what he did have was his love for Zhaozhao.
Zhao Zhao is such an obedient child who can clearly remember others' kindness to her, if Liang Shuying treated her well, then she would never react like this.
I don't know what happened to her, so she chose to run away from home.
"When you go back to your own home, you can be free, you don't have to give in because of others, you don't have to force yourself; you can have the ability to protect the people you care about, you won't be helpless in the face of bullying, and you won't just stand by. Seeing the regrets happen, I won't even have the chance to take revenge..."
Si Xingjian's words undoubtedly touched Liang Zhaozhao's heart.She can protect herself and survive, but she can't do anything about what happened to the people around her who treat her well.
She was able to escape from Zhou's house, but she knew clearly that facing Si Xingjian now, if he wanted to take her back, she had no room to resist.
"What do you need me to do?" Liang Zhaozhao raised his head, tilted his head slightly, and looked at Si Xingjian, "It can't be because of a sudden conscience, thinking about that blood relationship?"
"I still found out that there will be no other biological children in this life?"
There was a hint of a pretended relaxed smile in her tone, but her hands unconsciously clenched the corners of her skirt.
Before her mother was pregnant, she had no jealousy at all.
But the mother was given abortion medicine by someone, and was led to mistakenly think that she did it. She slapped her face in front of everyone in Zhou Mansion, scolding her for being cruel, heartless...
Even so, she still had no waves in her heart.
Being framed and misunderstood, she will naturally feel grievances and annoyances like ordinary people, but she will not be resentful because her mother values the unborn fetus more, let alone because of her mother's distrust And lost.
After all, it was her relationship with her mother that was somewhat estranged.
Maybe it's because of her cold nature, she didn't live with her mother when she was a child, and her mother resented her in her heart... It's impossible for the two of them to be as close as other mothers and daughters.
At that time, she was glad that she had such a temperament, heartless, so she would not be hurt by those close to her.
But now she realized that her indifference was just because she didn't meet someone who really cared.
In her heart, Qin Aniang, who had raised her for six years, was her mother. In fact, she didn't care much about Liang Shi, the real mother who gave birth to her.
Although she didn't want to admit it, the fact was that she was inexplicably concerned about the attitude of this father who had barely gotten along with her.
If he chose to abandon her again out of the helplessness of not having a biological son, or because he didn't want to hurt Si Anyue, then she would probably feel a little sad.
Hearing this, Si Xingjian reached out and tapped Zhao Zhao's head, "What are you thinking about in your little head? Huh?"
"I won't let you do what you don't want." He sighed, "I don't need to coax you with this."
Liang Zhaozhao felt that the second half of his sentence made sense.
Now she is in a weak position, and she created her own suspended animation to escape from the Zhou family. In the eyes of others, she may already be a dead person.
Even if he takes her to the capital without her consent, no one will know.
But it can't be ruled out that he is so troublesome, in fact, there are other purposes, what if there are some things that she needs to do willingly?
She really couldn't believe that if she was useless, someone would come to pick her up.
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