Sick Beauty Bamboo Horse just give me a hug
Chapter 42
Before Wu Yuyang realized what was going on, he was pushed away and fell into a squatting position.
When he got up from the ground, he could only see the back of Sheng Fang holding Zhou Xia away.
The little commotion here didn't attract too much attention from other people, they just took a few glances and went on with their own business.
Zhou Xia's health is not good, and the classmates who have been in the same class for several years also know it. They have long been familiar with the scene of Shengfang taking people away and sending him to the infirmary.
Xiao Bei and Chu Jinan originally wanted to follow, but when they reached the door, Sheng Fang stopped them and told them to go back to class.
Xiao Bei glanced at Zhou Xia in his arms, his face was terribly pale, and the cold sweat on his forehead never stopped, he was so frightened that he didn't dare to delay them: "Hurry up and send him to the hospital, Zhou Xia's situation is not right ah."
Shengfang looked at the person in his arms, nodded, but remained uncharacteristically calm: "It's okay, you guys go back first."
He walked out of the gymnasium with the man in his arms and waited on the main road next to the plastic track. The car he called was almost here, so there was nothing he could do now except wait.
The person in his arms moved slightly, the movement was as weak as a kitten's claws scratching his chest, Sheng Fang knew that he was in so much pain that he had no strength at all, his heart ached so badly that the arms holding him could not Dare to use too much force, bowed his head and called him gently: "Xia Xia, can you hear me, it's okay, I'll take you home now."
Zhou Xia's current situation is very similar to that at the hotel before. With the experience last time, Shengfang didn't dare to take him to the hospital casually, so he had to call his home first and send him back as soon as possible.
Zhou Xia lifted his heavy eyelids, tears from the pain on his eyelashes: "Blooming..."
Sheng Fang lowered his head and moved closer so that he wouldn't have to take so much effort to speak: "I'm here, Xia Xia."
Zhou Xia's cheek leaned against his chest, feeling that the clothes on his chest were more than half wet by her own cold sweat and tears. The hand on her stomach moved carefully, and tears fell down uncontrollably.
"Shengfang, I'm in so much pain."
Sheng was so distressed that he wanted to pull himself up, took a breath slowly, not to let his voice sound shaken: "Be patient, I'll take you home right now."
When Zhou Xia heard the word "go home", her heart was slightly shaken, Sheng Fang unexpectedly, still remembered the incident at the hotel.
That time, I pushed him away with all my strength, for fear that if my secrets were revealed, it would scare him, make him feel sick, and never want to look at myself again.
But after so many things now, Zhou Xia's thinking is different from before. He wants to be with Shengfang all his life. Since he wants to be together, how can he hide this kind of thing, and how can he continue to hide it.
He wants to believe in Shengfang, he can only believe in Shengfang.
So this time, no matter what the result is, he doesn't want to push Shengfang away again.
Zhou Xia slowly closed her eyes, and buried her face deeper into his arms.
The driver of Zhou Xia's family came soon after. Seeing the situation of the two people outside through the car window, he immediately stopped and opened the door for them.
Sheng Fang carefully put the person in, but when he wanted to get up, he was gently pulled by the corner of his clothes.
Sheng Fang was stunned, and looked down at him: "Xia Xia?"
Zhou Xia half-opened her eyes, exhausted by the pain, and spoke in a low voice: "Come with me."
Sheng Fang thought he heard it wrong, so he bent down and asked him softly, "Can I go?"
Zhou Xia didn't have the strength to tug at him any more, so she gave a soft "um" and leaned her head into his arms again: "Come up, hug me."
Sheng Fang no longer hesitated, and got into the car together, like holding a fragile and fragile crystal vase, and gently embraced Zhou Xia in his arms.
Wen Xun was already waiting at the door when he arrived at Zhou's house. Seeing that Sheng Fang had come back with him, he didn't say much and asked him to take him upstairs.
After they settled down and took medicine, Wen Xing stayed in the room to watch the situation. Zhou Wuyan patted Sheng Fang on the shoulder and told him to go out and talk.
Sheng Fang took another look at Zhou Xia on the bed before going out with him.
Zhou Xia didn't sleep for a long time, his stomach hurts, his lower abdomen felt like a lead weight was falling, pulling down, pulling, the pain was unbearable, and he woke up from the dream covered in cold sweat.
The cold forehead was gently stroked by a hand, the dry and generous palm seemed to be wiping his sweat, the movements were gentle and loving.
Zhou Xia blinked and breathed heavily.
Seeing that he woke up, Sheng Fang immediately bent over to get closer, with a nervous face, and stretched out his hand to touch him, but seemed afraid of hurting him, so he didn't dare to drop it for a while.
Zhou Xia's pupils trembled, blocked by eyelashes, and then he looked away slightly.
Seeing Sheng Fang's attitude, Zhou Xia understood that he should know everything, everything.
Fortunately, he was not scared away and was willing to stay by his side.
very nice.
A tear fell from the corner of his left eye, Zhou Xia himself didn't realize the existence of this tear until it was gently wiped away with his fingers.
"Xia Xia."
Blooming's voice was very hoarse, as if it had been squeezed out of the vocal cords after not making a sound for a long time.
Hearing this, Zhou Xia's heart tightened, and he suddenly didn't dare to listen to what he was going to say next.
He raised his hand to cover his ears, but was stopped by a big hand halfway.
Shengfang held his slender wrist, but didn't dare to use force. He squatted beside his bed and gently grabbed his hand: "Xia Xia, look back and see if I'm okay. Do you have anything to say to me?"
Zhou Xia didn't respond, like a fish out of water, lying there motionless.
Sheng Fang knew his stubbornness, so he could only touch his face lightly, and wiped away the tears on his cheeks with his thumb: "Why are you crying, does your stomach still hurt, can I rub it for you? I heard Uncle Beauty said, use a rub Gently massage the lower abdomen with hot palms, it will be much better."
Zhou Xia endured it for a long time, and finally broke through his words, biting his lower lip, trying not to let himself cry.
"You, you already know."
Sheng Fang stroked the end of his reddish eyes, nodded slightly: "Well, I know everything."
Zhou Xia closed her eyes fiercely, tears were still falling down: "Since you know everything, won't you be afraid, won't you be unbearable, and feel sick..."
"Xia Xia." Sheng Fang interrupted him, his expression changed from the soft and distressed expression just now, and turned to a serious expression: "Don't say that about yourself, you have done nothing wrong, don't think so badly about yourself, and don't let me know you. Think of me as such a bastard, am I such a coward who can't stand the storm and test in your eyes?"
Zhou Xia was sobbing and choking, her eye circles were red, and she was biting her lip, no matter how wronged she looked.
The blooming heart softened, how could there be such a beloved baby.
He lowered his head and kissed his cheek, it was cold, it was because of being soaked in tears and cold sweat for too long.
"Blooming."
Zhou Xia seemed to have come to his senses, grabbed one of his fingers, blinked his watery eyes, with an innocent and simple look: "Do you really understand what this means? My physique, I am That kind of person, I am different from you."
"I know, I know everything now." Sheng Fang scratched his palm with his fingers: "I was really shocked when your father told me just now, this kind of thing is completely outside the scope of my common sense, I calmed down After a while, when you were drowsy, you searched a lot of things on the Internet and read a lot of literature, and then realized that in the real world, although such situations are rare, they are not completely absent. Also, your little uncle, No, to be precise, it should be your little dad, with such a living example in front of you, there is no reason to doubt it."
Zhou Wuyan even told him about Wen Xun. Zhou Xia was a little anxious and couldn't help asking him, "Then you, what do you think of me now?"
Sheng Fang looked at him with eager eyes, with a little hope hidden under the panic and uneasiness.
She took out her fingers, wrapped his whole hand instead, put it to her lips and kissed: "Xia Xia, are you willing to give me a baby?"
After a brief surprise flashed in Zhou Xia's eyes, they slowly enlarged, and the tears that he had finally held back poured out again uncontrollably. He really wanted to pounce on him and hug him, but his body was just about to get up. But there was another colic, and I had no choice but to give up. The pain was so painful that I wanted to roll on the bed.
Sheng Fang was also frightened by his violent reaction, but thinking of why he was in pain, he was a little flustered for a while, not knowing what to do.
After all, he has only just received these new and unfamiliar amounts of information that are enough to subvert his cognition. It has only been a few hours since he was informed. Accept it, and he can still apply what he has learned. He is really a little panicked now.
"Xia Xia, why are you in pain again? Is it hard? I can do something for you, otherwise I'll let your dad and the others come in, okay..."
"No." Zhou Xia grabbed his hand, curled up and breathed a few breaths, looked up at him, smiled softly with pale lips: "It's okay, just, it's starting to hurt again, I heard my little uncle... ..., my little dad said that the first day was the hardest, like a knife twisted in my stomach. I used to think it was exaggerated when I heard him say it, but now that I have experienced it myself, I know the actual situation, and it will be better than what he said It's much more serious."
Sheng Fang knew that the pain he was talking about was physical pain that all girls would experience. Since he was a child, there were not many girls around him who had close contact with him, and his mother was the only woman in his family, but it was impossible for Sheng's mother to be with her. He or Sheng Lan talked about this aspect.
He has never had a girlfriend, nor has he had the experience of comforting his girlfriend to drink more hot water during her menstrual period like other boys.
So from childhood to adulthood, from the hazy puberty to the present, this knowledge has always been a blind spot for him, vague and general. Even after confirming the relationship with Zhou Xia, he still takes it for granted that he has been with Zhou Xia all his life. Women have no chance. I didn't expect good luck to make people, and the world is impermanent. In the end, I returned to the starting point.
Now is not the time to think about these things at all. Seeing Zhou Xia in such pain, Sheng Fang was so anxious that he got up and wanted to hug him, but felt that Xia Xia was fragile everywhere, like a piece with thousands of pieces. A piece of cracked plexiglass, even if you touch him with a finger now, it will shatter him to pieces.
He didn't dare to touch it at all, and he was spinning around in a hurry, with hot sweat on his forehead.
Zhou Xia slowed down for a while, and after a while, he felt much better than before. Looking up at Sheng Fang beside him, he was going crazy with anxiety, and his face was so ugly that he was the one who had a stomachache.
Zhou Xia suddenly felt that his appearance was a bit cute, anyway, she didn't feel so much pain now, so she called him in a low voice: "Blooming."
Sheng Fang squatted back beside him again, with a nervous expression on his face.
Zhou Xia wiped the sweat off his nose with his fingers, and said jokingly, "Looking at you like this, I thought you were in more pain than me now."
Sheng Fang was not in the mood to joke with him, and gently held his hand: "Xia Xia, will you be in such pain every month from now on?"
Zhou Xia's eyes darkened and he nodded.
Sheng breathed in pain, and squeezed his hand: "If I'm with you, will you feel better?"
Zhou Xia looked at his serious look, and said honestly, "It doesn't have much effect, but it's better than nothing."
"Then I'll stay with you all the time, and I won't let you down even once, okay?"
Zhou Xia bent his eyes and nodded slightly: "Okay."
After a while, someone knocked on the door outside, Zhou Xia quickly wiped away tears, looked up and replied: "The door is unlocked, come in."
Wen Hou pushed the door open and walked in, looked at Sheng Fang who was squatting beside the bed, and smiled softly: "Let's wait for a while to talk about the sweet talk of the young couple, Xia Xia, it's been two hours, now we can change that."
The "that" in Wen Hao's mouth took the two children next to him to react for a while before they understood. Sheng Fang coughed and his eyes were a little embarrassed.
Zhou Xia blushed even more, feeling very embarrassed: "Uncle, no, Dad, can you stop being so blunt, at least it depends on the occasion."
Wen Hou was a person who walked through strong winds and waves, and had long been indifferent to the situation, so he didn't think it was a big deal at all: "Look at the occasion, Sheng Fang is not an outsider, he knows everything now, doesn't he?"
Even though I said this, it was the first time for Zhou Xia. He had just experienced such a thing. He was a pure little chick. How could he have such a mentality? He glanced at Sheng Fang next to him, and muttered softly: "I know I'll change it in a while, you go out first."
Wen Hao was not at ease: "Are you okay, do you want me to guide you?"
Zhou Xia really couldn't take it anymore, and finally couldn't help answering loudly: "I can do it. Didn't you teach me once just now that I will do it! Don't worry!"
As the child grows up, he has learned to be rebellious after all. Seeing how resistant he is, Wen Hou no longer insists, puts his things on the cabinet next to him, and then leaves the room.
After Wen Xun left, the room fell into a strange and awkward silence.
The eyes of both of them could not help but fall on the bag of small things, their eyes were novel and somewhat defensive, as if that thing was not a simple bag of sanitary napkins, but some amazing new weapon, just a few more glances could blow them away Face.
Thinking of Zhou Xia's need to use this small and cute thing in a while, no, from what Wen Hao said just now, he should be using it now, otherwise he wouldn't have said "it's time to change it".
For the first 20 years, it is hard to imagine Shengfang who lived as a straight man, how to use this thing Zhou Xia, will it be uncomfortable after using it, and can I do something for him so that he can get comfortable...
Lying on the bed, Zhou Xia saw the change of expression on his face, and smiled coldly in his heart. Also, he is a big man, how could he accept that the boys around him suddenly become like girls so easily, obviously seeing It looks no different from a man, but it would make people feel uncomfortable to think about using this kind of thing in that place.
It's really normal to have such a reaction, he shouldn't blame Sheng Fang.
Zhou Xia kept hinting to herself like this in her heart, and slowly sat up from the bed while clutching her stomach that was still in pain.
Sheng Fang was startled by his movements, and immediately got up to help him: "Xia Xia, do you want to get up? Your stomach still hurts. Let me carry you down, okay?"
Zhou Xia slowed down for a while, then gently pushed him away: "I can do it myself."
How could he look like he could, Shengfang hugged him without saying a word.
Zhou Xia's eyes widened in shock, but she didn't dare to make too much struggle because of the pain in her stomach.
"You, do you know what I'm going to do? If I want to change that thing, do you want to come with me?"
Sheng Fang didn't speak, just picked up the bag of small things on the cabinet, and carried him to the toilet.
Go to the toilet and put the person down gently.
She was also afraid that Zhou Xia would be unable to stand in pain, so she asked him to lean on her carefully.
While looking down at the things in his hands, the pink packaging has a cartoon picture of a girl with long hair lying on a flower vine swing, and there are words such as daily use, lightness, and anti-leakage.
Shengfang didn't understand either, so he found the opening and tore it open gently, took out a piece from the inside, flipped back and forth to look at it and studied it.
"Xia Xia, this looks different from the packaging. Why is it square? How do I use it?"
Discussing with my boyfriend how to use the aunt's towel, what kind of social death scene is this?
Zhou Xia endured a sense of shame, took the little thing out of his hand, tore off the outer package, and unfolded the contents inside. In a blink of an eye, the small square turned into the shape of a small wing, which was long and different from the pattern on the package. It's the same.
Blooming "wow", I feel so magical.
Zhou Xia's hands holding Little Wings were trembling, and she stood up straight while supporting the toilet: "Go out, I'm going to change it."
Sheng Fang said "huh?", looking at him, obviously not wanting to go out: "Can you, let me help you, Xia Xia."
How can I help with this kind of thing? How much do you want him to die? Zhou Xia’s forehead is sweating. .”
Sheng Fang was pushed to the door by him, but still worried, he leaned on the door frame and looked down at him: "If you think it's not right, call me immediately, I'll wait outside."
Zhou Xia nodded, didn't look at him anymore, and closed the door.
It can be regarded as kicking out a curious baby dog, Zhou Xia slowly moved to the toilet with his waist, glanced at the little wing in his hand, sighed, took off his pants carefully and sat down.
How could he let him do this kind of thing for himself? He hasn't gotten used to it yet.
If Sheng Fang saw it with his own eyes, it might really scare him.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw Sheng Fang waiting beside him. He was looking at something with his mobile phone, his brows were tightly locked, and when he heard the door opening, he immediately looked over: "Xia Xia, how are you, how are you feeling?" ?”
While talking, she put away her phone and walked to him, looking down at him worriedly.
Zhou Xia seemed to be in good condition, and after changing into a clean little wing, he felt much fresher and more comfortable underneath.
Put your arms around his neck: "carry me back to bed."
Sheng Fang was naturally happy to accept this job, picked him up carefully, and gently placed him on the bed.
Seeing his extra cautious movements, Zhou Xia was a little amused: "It's not that exaggerated, I'm not broken glass, I won't break it so easily."
Sheng Fang pursed his lips and shook his head, gently pulling the quilt around him.
"Uncle Beauty said that these few days are the critical time, and the most important thing is not to catch a cold. I'll go out and find a warm water bag. Put it on your stomach and it will make you feel better."
Uncle Beauty was talking about Wen Huan, Sheng Fang had called him that for so many years before, and it was hard to change his words for a while.
Zhou Xia asked him to put two pillows behind him, sat down, and looked at him.
To be honest, he still doesn't feel the truth until now. He didn't expect the first menstrual period to come, let alone let Shengfang know about it so easily.
Apart from being a little surprised, he didn't seem unable to accept it.
Maybe it was just because it happened to him that Sheng Fang had to force him to accept it.
Thinking of this, Zhou Xia couldn't help being a little moved, grabbed Sheng Fang's hand, played with his fingers, and smiled smirkly.
Sheng Fang looked at his smiling face, thinking that his performance should be okay, so that Zhou Xia could put down his guard and show such a smile.
Recalling the period after confirming the relationship with Zhou Xia, whenever he wanted to do that kind of thing because of emotion, Zhou Xia would show strong resistance and guard. I have to say, every time I saw him so stubborn Perseverance will make Shengfang feel a helpless sense of frustration.
Thinking about it now, every rejection by Zhou Xia is actually a kind of denial of himself, the inferiority complex and fear of his body, the deeper the relationship between the two of them, the more intense Zhou Xia’s fear and anxiety, for so long Since then, how has he survived.
Sheng clenched his hand in pain, Zhou Xia looked up at him, blinked, his clear and clean pupils reflected his distressed appearance.
"Xia Xia." Sheng Fang's voice was hoarse: "From now on, you don't have to hide anything from me anymore, you have to learn to trust me and rely on me, okay?"
Well, why did it become sensational again? Zhou Xia just wanted to laugh at him, but her eye circles turned red first, and she squeezed his palm on purpose, and raised her chin with a proud face.
"It doesn't matter if you speak beautifully, it depends on your performance."
Sheng Fang stared at the pinched red palm, as if thinking of something, slowly clenched it, and his eyes gradually became firm: "I will make myself stronger, so strong that no one can shake the relationship between the two of us." .”
Zhou Xia seemed to be able to hear his implication, and thinking of his busy internship at Sheng's recently, he couldn't help asking: "Is it your parents, because of the two of us, put some pressure on you, Sheng Let go, if you are too tired and suffering, you must tell me not to carry it alone."
Sheng Fang shook his head, pinching his cheeks with his fingers: "Fortunately, I can handle it."
Zhou Xia naturally believed in his ability. Since he didn't want to say it, he couldn't force him to make it difficult for him. It might be the best choice to accompany him silently at this time.
Not long after, Wen Hou came in again to bring Zhou Xia something to eat. A small dining table was placed on the bed, and the small bowls and plates were carefully placed on it one by one.
Zhou Xia took a few glances, there were brown sugar eggs, longan and red date porridge, and two pots he didn't recognize, one of which was white and not crooked, and looked hard and soft.
Seeing it, Zhou Xia resisted: "Dad, what is this thing? It's disgusting."
Wen Hao took it as usual: "This, pig heart soup, you are cold and weak now, drink this tonic."
When Zhou Xia heard that it was his least favorite offal, he resisted even more in his heart: "Can I not drink it, and these things are like women's confinement meals, I don't want to eat them."
Wen Yan scowled: "My stomach doesn't hurt anymore."
Zhou Xia was wronged, and said the truth: "It hurts."
"Then obediently eat a little, otherwise you will be hungry and have no strength, and be careful to pass out from the pain."
Sheng Fang who was next to him heard the pain and passed out, he was worried: "Will the pain be so severe? Do you want to go to the hospital?"
Wen Hao glanced at him: "Physiopain, what can the doctor do? If there is a solution, why do you think there are so many girls in this world who suffer from pain every month?"
Sheng Fang pursed his lips, feeling even more frightened and distressed by Wen Xun's words, and carefully held Zhou Xia's hand.
Wen Hao could see that his eyes and every move showed his sincere care and distress for Zhou Xia, and he was quite satisfied in his heart, and his tone was gentler: "Study hard, you will give these things to Xia in the future. Xia is ready."
Zhou Xia was still engrossed in resistance to this "confinement meal", but when he heard him say that suddenly, he felt ashamed again: "Dad, don't talk nonsense."
"I'm not talking nonsense, this is the truth." Wen Hou shrugged: "Don't waste time, it's better to eat while it's hot."
Sheng Fang already sat up to get the brown sugar egg bowl on the small table: "Don't worry, I will coax Xia Xia to eat more."
Wen Hou nodded, then turned around and left.
Seeing Shengfang scooping up a spoonful of sugar water and blowing it gently with his mouth, Zhou Xia pouted unconsciously: "It may not be useful if you drink it."
Sheng Fang handed the spoon to his mouth: "Your dad has experience, so it must be useful, otherwise he wouldn't let you drink it. Be good, Xia Xia, take a sip first."
Zhou Xia looked at his serious eyebrows and eyes, but still opened her mouth and bit the spoon and drank it.
I don't know if it is a psychological effect, but after eating this hot "confinement meal", my stomach does seem to feel a little more comfortable, warm, and my hands are not as cold as before.
Zhou Xia burped and lay down on the bed to relieve her fullness, extremely satisfied.
Put it on the side to collect the small table board and bowls and chopsticks, and they have already been asked to come up to pick them up.
Zhou Xia looked at his busy back, his orderly appearance, and thought to himself that he, the young master who never touches the sun, has a good appearance when he does this kind of thing.
Just as I was about to say something, my nose suddenly felt a little itchy. I took a couple of breaths, but I still couldn't hold it back. I opened my mouth and let out a loud sneeze.
At first I thought it was just an ordinary sneeze, not to mention it was in full bloom, and Zhou Xia didn't care about it, but at the same time as she was sneezing, she was exerting force on her body, especially in that place, it was obvious that there seemed to be a big sneeze. A wave of hot water gushed out violently.
It is a very strange and scalp-numbing fear.
Zhou Xia's eyes widened, and she grabbed the quilt and cried out in fright: "Blooming, blooming!"
When he got up from the ground, he could only see the back of Sheng Fang holding Zhou Xia away.
The little commotion here didn't attract too much attention from other people, they just took a few glances and went on with their own business.
Zhou Xia's health is not good, and the classmates who have been in the same class for several years also know it. They have long been familiar with the scene of Shengfang taking people away and sending him to the infirmary.
Xiao Bei and Chu Jinan originally wanted to follow, but when they reached the door, Sheng Fang stopped them and told them to go back to class.
Xiao Bei glanced at Zhou Xia in his arms, his face was terribly pale, and the cold sweat on his forehead never stopped, he was so frightened that he didn't dare to delay them: "Hurry up and send him to the hospital, Zhou Xia's situation is not right ah."
Shengfang looked at the person in his arms, nodded, but remained uncharacteristically calm: "It's okay, you guys go back first."
He walked out of the gymnasium with the man in his arms and waited on the main road next to the plastic track. The car he called was almost here, so there was nothing he could do now except wait.
The person in his arms moved slightly, the movement was as weak as a kitten's claws scratching his chest, Sheng Fang knew that he was in so much pain that he had no strength at all, his heart ached so badly that the arms holding him could not Dare to use too much force, bowed his head and called him gently: "Xia Xia, can you hear me, it's okay, I'll take you home now."
Zhou Xia's current situation is very similar to that at the hotel before. With the experience last time, Shengfang didn't dare to take him to the hospital casually, so he had to call his home first and send him back as soon as possible.
Zhou Xia lifted his heavy eyelids, tears from the pain on his eyelashes: "Blooming..."
Sheng Fang lowered his head and moved closer so that he wouldn't have to take so much effort to speak: "I'm here, Xia Xia."
Zhou Xia's cheek leaned against his chest, feeling that the clothes on his chest were more than half wet by her own cold sweat and tears. The hand on her stomach moved carefully, and tears fell down uncontrollably.
"Shengfang, I'm in so much pain."
Sheng was so distressed that he wanted to pull himself up, took a breath slowly, not to let his voice sound shaken: "Be patient, I'll take you home right now."
When Zhou Xia heard the word "go home", her heart was slightly shaken, Sheng Fang unexpectedly, still remembered the incident at the hotel.
That time, I pushed him away with all my strength, for fear that if my secrets were revealed, it would scare him, make him feel sick, and never want to look at myself again.
But after so many things now, Zhou Xia's thinking is different from before. He wants to be with Shengfang all his life. Since he wants to be together, how can he hide this kind of thing, and how can he continue to hide it.
He wants to believe in Shengfang, he can only believe in Shengfang.
So this time, no matter what the result is, he doesn't want to push Shengfang away again.
Zhou Xia slowly closed her eyes, and buried her face deeper into his arms.
The driver of Zhou Xia's family came soon after. Seeing the situation of the two people outside through the car window, he immediately stopped and opened the door for them.
Sheng Fang carefully put the person in, but when he wanted to get up, he was gently pulled by the corner of his clothes.
Sheng Fang was stunned, and looked down at him: "Xia Xia?"
Zhou Xia half-opened her eyes, exhausted by the pain, and spoke in a low voice: "Come with me."
Sheng Fang thought he heard it wrong, so he bent down and asked him softly, "Can I go?"
Zhou Xia didn't have the strength to tug at him any more, so she gave a soft "um" and leaned her head into his arms again: "Come up, hug me."
Sheng Fang no longer hesitated, and got into the car together, like holding a fragile and fragile crystal vase, and gently embraced Zhou Xia in his arms.
Wen Xun was already waiting at the door when he arrived at Zhou's house. Seeing that Sheng Fang had come back with him, he didn't say much and asked him to take him upstairs.
After they settled down and took medicine, Wen Xing stayed in the room to watch the situation. Zhou Wuyan patted Sheng Fang on the shoulder and told him to go out and talk.
Sheng Fang took another look at Zhou Xia on the bed before going out with him.
Zhou Xia didn't sleep for a long time, his stomach hurts, his lower abdomen felt like a lead weight was falling, pulling down, pulling, the pain was unbearable, and he woke up from the dream covered in cold sweat.
The cold forehead was gently stroked by a hand, the dry and generous palm seemed to be wiping his sweat, the movements were gentle and loving.
Zhou Xia blinked and breathed heavily.
Seeing that he woke up, Sheng Fang immediately bent over to get closer, with a nervous face, and stretched out his hand to touch him, but seemed afraid of hurting him, so he didn't dare to drop it for a while.
Zhou Xia's pupils trembled, blocked by eyelashes, and then he looked away slightly.
Seeing Sheng Fang's attitude, Zhou Xia understood that he should know everything, everything.
Fortunately, he was not scared away and was willing to stay by his side.
very nice.
A tear fell from the corner of his left eye, Zhou Xia himself didn't realize the existence of this tear until it was gently wiped away with his fingers.
"Xia Xia."
Blooming's voice was very hoarse, as if it had been squeezed out of the vocal cords after not making a sound for a long time.
Hearing this, Zhou Xia's heart tightened, and he suddenly didn't dare to listen to what he was going to say next.
He raised his hand to cover his ears, but was stopped by a big hand halfway.
Shengfang held his slender wrist, but didn't dare to use force. He squatted beside his bed and gently grabbed his hand: "Xia Xia, look back and see if I'm okay. Do you have anything to say to me?"
Zhou Xia didn't respond, like a fish out of water, lying there motionless.
Sheng Fang knew his stubbornness, so he could only touch his face lightly, and wiped away the tears on his cheeks with his thumb: "Why are you crying, does your stomach still hurt, can I rub it for you? I heard Uncle Beauty said, use a rub Gently massage the lower abdomen with hot palms, it will be much better."
Zhou Xia endured it for a long time, and finally broke through his words, biting his lower lip, trying not to let himself cry.
"You, you already know."
Sheng Fang stroked the end of his reddish eyes, nodded slightly: "Well, I know everything."
Zhou Xia closed her eyes fiercely, tears were still falling down: "Since you know everything, won't you be afraid, won't you be unbearable, and feel sick..."
"Xia Xia." Sheng Fang interrupted him, his expression changed from the soft and distressed expression just now, and turned to a serious expression: "Don't say that about yourself, you have done nothing wrong, don't think so badly about yourself, and don't let me know you. Think of me as such a bastard, am I such a coward who can't stand the storm and test in your eyes?"
Zhou Xia was sobbing and choking, her eye circles were red, and she was biting her lip, no matter how wronged she looked.
The blooming heart softened, how could there be such a beloved baby.
He lowered his head and kissed his cheek, it was cold, it was because of being soaked in tears and cold sweat for too long.
"Blooming."
Zhou Xia seemed to have come to his senses, grabbed one of his fingers, blinked his watery eyes, with an innocent and simple look: "Do you really understand what this means? My physique, I am That kind of person, I am different from you."
"I know, I know everything now." Sheng Fang scratched his palm with his fingers: "I was really shocked when your father told me just now, this kind of thing is completely outside the scope of my common sense, I calmed down After a while, when you were drowsy, you searched a lot of things on the Internet and read a lot of literature, and then realized that in the real world, although such situations are rare, they are not completely absent. Also, your little uncle, No, to be precise, it should be your little dad, with such a living example in front of you, there is no reason to doubt it."
Zhou Wuyan even told him about Wen Xun. Zhou Xia was a little anxious and couldn't help asking him, "Then you, what do you think of me now?"
Sheng Fang looked at him with eager eyes, with a little hope hidden under the panic and uneasiness.
She took out her fingers, wrapped his whole hand instead, put it to her lips and kissed: "Xia Xia, are you willing to give me a baby?"
After a brief surprise flashed in Zhou Xia's eyes, they slowly enlarged, and the tears that he had finally held back poured out again uncontrollably. He really wanted to pounce on him and hug him, but his body was just about to get up. But there was another colic, and I had no choice but to give up. The pain was so painful that I wanted to roll on the bed.
Sheng Fang was also frightened by his violent reaction, but thinking of why he was in pain, he was a little flustered for a while, not knowing what to do.
After all, he has only just received these new and unfamiliar amounts of information that are enough to subvert his cognition. It has only been a few hours since he was informed. Accept it, and he can still apply what he has learned. He is really a little panicked now.
"Xia Xia, why are you in pain again? Is it hard? I can do something for you, otherwise I'll let your dad and the others come in, okay..."
"No." Zhou Xia grabbed his hand, curled up and breathed a few breaths, looked up at him, smiled softly with pale lips: "It's okay, just, it's starting to hurt again, I heard my little uncle... ..., my little dad said that the first day was the hardest, like a knife twisted in my stomach. I used to think it was exaggerated when I heard him say it, but now that I have experienced it myself, I know the actual situation, and it will be better than what he said It's much more serious."
Sheng Fang knew that the pain he was talking about was physical pain that all girls would experience. Since he was a child, there were not many girls around him who had close contact with him, and his mother was the only woman in his family, but it was impossible for Sheng's mother to be with her. He or Sheng Lan talked about this aspect.
He has never had a girlfriend, nor has he had the experience of comforting his girlfriend to drink more hot water during her menstrual period like other boys.
So from childhood to adulthood, from the hazy puberty to the present, this knowledge has always been a blind spot for him, vague and general. Even after confirming the relationship with Zhou Xia, he still takes it for granted that he has been with Zhou Xia all his life. Women have no chance. I didn't expect good luck to make people, and the world is impermanent. In the end, I returned to the starting point.
Now is not the time to think about these things at all. Seeing Zhou Xia in such pain, Sheng Fang was so anxious that he got up and wanted to hug him, but felt that Xia Xia was fragile everywhere, like a piece with thousands of pieces. A piece of cracked plexiglass, even if you touch him with a finger now, it will shatter him to pieces.
He didn't dare to touch it at all, and he was spinning around in a hurry, with hot sweat on his forehead.
Zhou Xia slowed down for a while, and after a while, he felt much better than before. Looking up at Sheng Fang beside him, he was going crazy with anxiety, and his face was so ugly that he was the one who had a stomachache.
Zhou Xia suddenly felt that his appearance was a bit cute, anyway, she didn't feel so much pain now, so she called him in a low voice: "Blooming."
Sheng Fang squatted back beside him again, with a nervous expression on his face.
Zhou Xia wiped the sweat off his nose with his fingers, and said jokingly, "Looking at you like this, I thought you were in more pain than me now."
Sheng Fang was not in the mood to joke with him, and gently held his hand: "Xia Xia, will you be in such pain every month from now on?"
Zhou Xia's eyes darkened and he nodded.
Sheng breathed in pain, and squeezed his hand: "If I'm with you, will you feel better?"
Zhou Xia looked at his serious look, and said honestly, "It doesn't have much effect, but it's better than nothing."
"Then I'll stay with you all the time, and I won't let you down even once, okay?"
Zhou Xia bent his eyes and nodded slightly: "Okay."
After a while, someone knocked on the door outside, Zhou Xia quickly wiped away tears, looked up and replied: "The door is unlocked, come in."
Wen Hou pushed the door open and walked in, looked at Sheng Fang who was squatting beside the bed, and smiled softly: "Let's wait for a while to talk about the sweet talk of the young couple, Xia Xia, it's been two hours, now we can change that."
The "that" in Wen Hao's mouth took the two children next to him to react for a while before they understood. Sheng Fang coughed and his eyes were a little embarrassed.
Zhou Xia blushed even more, feeling very embarrassed: "Uncle, no, Dad, can you stop being so blunt, at least it depends on the occasion."
Wen Hou was a person who walked through strong winds and waves, and had long been indifferent to the situation, so he didn't think it was a big deal at all: "Look at the occasion, Sheng Fang is not an outsider, he knows everything now, doesn't he?"
Even though I said this, it was the first time for Zhou Xia. He had just experienced such a thing. He was a pure little chick. How could he have such a mentality? He glanced at Sheng Fang next to him, and muttered softly: "I know I'll change it in a while, you go out first."
Wen Hao was not at ease: "Are you okay, do you want me to guide you?"
Zhou Xia really couldn't take it anymore, and finally couldn't help answering loudly: "I can do it. Didn't you teach me once just now that I will do it! Don't worry!"
As the child grows up, he has learned to be rebellious after all. Seeing how resistant he is, Wen Hou no longer insists, puts his things on the cabinet next to him, and then leaves the room.
After Wen Xun left, the room fell into a strange and awkward silence.
The eyes of both of them could not help but fall on the bag of small things, their eyes were novel and somewhat defensive, as if that thing was not a simple bag of sanitary napkins, but some amazing new weapon, just a few more glances could blow them away Face.
Thinking of Zhou Xia's need to use this small and cute thing in a while, no, from what Wen Hao said just now, he should be using it now, otherwise he wouldn't have said "it's time to change it".
For the first 20 years, it is hard to imagine Shengfang who lived as a straight man, how to use this thing Zhou Xia, will it be uncomfortable after using it, and can I do something for him so that he can get comfortable...
Lying on the bed, Zhou Xia saw the change of expression on his face, and smiled coldly in his heart. Also, he is a big man, how could he accept that the boys around him suddenly become like girls so easily, obviously seeing It looks no different from a man, but it would make people feel uncomfortable to think about using this kind of thing in that place.
It's really normal to have such a reaction, he shouldn't blame Sheng Fang.
Zhou Xia kept hinting to herself like this in her heart, and slowly sat up from the bed while clutching her stomach that was still in pain.
Sheng Fang was startled by his movements, and immediately got up to help him: "Xia Xia, do you want to get up? Your stomach still hurts. Let me carry you down, okay?"
Zhou Xia slowed down for a while, then gently pushed him away: "I can do it myself."
How could he look like he could, Shengfang hugged him without saying a word.
Zhou Xia's eyes widened in shock, but she didn't dare to make too much struggle because of the pain in her stomach.
"You, do you know what I'm going to do? If I want to change that thing, do you want to come with me?"
Sheng Fang didn't speak, just picked up the bag of small things on the cabinet, and carried him to the toilet.
Go to the toilet and put the person down gently.
She was also afraid that Zhou Xia would be unable to stand in pain, so she asked him to lean on her carefully.
While looking down at the things in his hands, the pink packaging has a cartoon picture of a girl with long hair lying on a flower vine swing, and there are words such as daily use, lightness, and anti-leakage.
Shengfang didn't understand either, so he found the opening and tore it open gently, took out a piece from the inside, flipped back and forth to look at it and studied it.
"Xia Xia, this looks different from the packaging. Why is it square? How do I use it?"
Discussing with my boyfriend how to use the aunt's towel, what kind of social death scene is this?
Zhou Xia endured a sense of shame, took the little thing out of his hand, tore off the outer package, and unfolded the contents inside. In a blink of an eye, the small square turned into the shape of a small wing, which was long and different from the pattern on the package. It's the same.
Blooming "wow", I feel so magical.
Zhou Xia's hands holding Little Wings were trembling, and she stood up straight while supporting the toilet: "Go out, I'm going to change it."
Sheng Fang said "huh?", looking at him, obviously not wanting to go out: "Can you, let me help you, Xia Xia."
How can I help with this kind of thing? How much do you want him to die? Zhou Xia’s forehead is sweating. .”
Sheng Fang was pushed to the door by him, but still worried, he leaned on the door frame and looked down at him: "If you think it's not right, call me immediately, I'll wait outside."
Zhou Xia nodded, didn't look at him anymore, and closed the door.
It can be regarded as kicking out a curious baby dog, Zhou Xia slowly moved to the toilet with his waist, glanced at the little wing in his hand, sighed, took off his pants carefully and sat down.
How could he let him do this kind of thing for himself? He hasn't gotten used to it yet.
If Sheng Fang saw it with his own eyes, it might really scare him.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw Sheng Fang waiting beside him. He was looking at something with his mobile phone, his brows were tightly locked, and when he heard the door opening, he immediately looked over: "Xia Xia, how are you, how are you feeling?" ?”
While talking, she put away her phone and walked to him, looking down at him worriedly.
Zhou Xia seemed to be in good condition, and after changing into a clean little wing, he felt much fresher and more comfortable underneath.
Put your arms around his neck: "carry me back to bed."
Sheng Fang was naturally happy to accept this job, picked him up carefully, and gently placed him on the bed.
Seeing his extra cautious movements, Zhou Xia was a little amused: "It's not that exaggerated, I'm not broken glass, I won't break it so easily."
Sheng Fang pursed his lips and shook his head, gently pulling the quilt around him.
"Uncle Beauty said that these few days are the critical time, and the most important thing is not to catch a cold. I'll go out and find a warm water bag. Put it on your stomach and it will make you feel better."
Uncle Beauty was talking about Wen Huan, Sheng Fang had called him that for so many years before, and it was hard to change his words for a while.
Zhou Xia asked him to put two pillows behind him, sat down, and looked at him.
To be honest, he still doesn't feel the truth until now. He didn't expect the first menstrual period to come, let alone let Shengfang know about it so easily.
Apart from being a little surprised, he didn't seem unable to accept it.
Maybe it was just because it happened to him that Sheng Fang had to force him to accept it.
Thinking of this, Zhou Xia couldn't help being a little moved, grabbed Sheng Fang's hand, played with his fingers, and smiled smirkly.
Sheng Fang looked at his smiling face, thinking that his performance should be okay, so that Zhou Xia could put down his guard and show such a smile.
Recalling the period after confirming the relationship with Zhou Xia, whenever he wanted to do that kind of thing because of emotion, Zhou Xia would show strong resistance and guard. I have to say, every time I saw him so stubborn Perseverance will make Shengfang feel a helpless sense of frustration.
Thinking about it now, every rejection by Zhou Xia is actually a kind of denial of himself, the inferiority complex and fear of his body, the deeper the relationship between the two of them, the more intense Zhou Xia’s fear and anxiety, for so long Since then, how has he survived.
Sheng clenched his hand in pain, Zhou Xia looked up at him, blinked, his clear and clean pupils reflected his distressed appearance.
"Xia Xia." Sheng Fang's voice was hoarse: "From now on, you don't have to hide anything from me anymore, you have to learn to trust me and rely on me, okay?"
Well, why did it become sensational again? Zhou Xia just wanted to laugh at him, but her eye circles turned red first, and she squeezed his palm on purpose, and raised her chin with a proud face.
"It doesn't matter if you speak beautifully, it depends on your performance."
Sheng Fang stared at the pinched red palm, as if thinking of something, slowly clenched it, and his eyes gradually became firm: "I will make myself stronger, so strong that no one can shake the relationship between the two of us." .”
Zhou Xia seemed to be able to hear his implication, and thinking of his busy internship at Sheng's recently, he couldn't help asking: "Is it your parents, because of the two of us, put some pressure on you, Sheng Let go, if you are too tired and suffering, you must tell me not to carry it alone."
Sheng Fang shook his head, pinching his cheeks with his fingers: "Fortunately, I can handle it."
Zhou Xia naturally believed in his ability. Since he didn't want to say it, he couldn't force him to make it difficult for him. It might be the best choice to accompany him silently at this time.
Not long after, Wen Hou came in again to bring Zhou Xia something to eat. A small dining table was placed on the bed, and the small bowls and plates were carefully placed on it one by one.
Zhou Xia took a few glances, there were brown sugar eggs, longan and red date porridge, and two pots he didn't recognize, one of which was white and not crooked, and looked hard and soft.
Seeing it, Zhou Xia resisted: "Dad, what is this thing? It's disgusting."
Wen Hao took it as usual: "This, pig heart soup, you are cold and weak now, drink this tonic."
When Zhou Xia heard that it was his least favorite offal, he resisted even more in his heart: "Can I not drink it, and these things are like women's confinement meals, I don't want to eat them."
Wen Yan scowled: "My stomach doesn't hurt anymore."
Zhou Xia was wronged, and said the truth: "It hurts."
"Then obediently eat a little, otherwise you will be hungry and have no strength, and be careful to pass out from the pain."
Sheng Fang who was next to him heard the pain and passed out, he was worried: "Will the pain be so severe? Do you want to go to the hospital?"
Wen Hao glanced at him: "Physiopain, what can the doctor do? If there is a solution, why do you think there are so many girls in this world who suffer from pain every month?"
Sheng Fang pursed his lips, feeling even more frightened and distressed by Wen Xun's words, and carefully held Zhou Xia's hand.
Wen Hao could see that his eyes and every move showed his sincere care and distress for Zhou Xia, and he was quite satisfied in his heart, and his tone was gentler: "Study hard, you will give these things to Xia in the future. Xia is ready."
Zhou Xia was still engrossed in resistance to this "confinement meal", but when he heard him say that suddenly, he felt ashamed again: "Dad, don't talk nonsense."
"I'm not talking nonsense, this is the truth." Wen Hou shrugged: "Don't waste time, it's better to eat while it's hot."
Sheng Fang already sat up to get the brown sugar egg bowl on the small table: "Don't worry, I will coax Xia Xia to eat more."
Wen Hou nodded, then turned around and left.
Seeing Shengfang scooping up a spoonful of sugar water and blowing it gently with his mouth, Zhou Xia pouted unconsciously: "It may not be useful if you drink it."
Sheng Fang handed the spoon to his mouth: "Your dad has experience, so it must be useful, otherwise he wouldn't let you drink it. Be good, Xia Xia, take a sip first."
Zhou Xia looked at his serious eyebrows and eyes, but still opened her mouth and bit the spoon and drank it.
I don't know if it is a psychological effect, but after eating this hot "confinement meal", my stomach does seem to feel a little more comfortable, warm, and my hands are not as cold as before.
Zhou Xia burped and lay down on the bed to relieve her fullness, extremely satisfied.
Put it on the side to collect the small table board and bowls and chopsticks, and they have already been asked to come up to pick them up.
Zhou Xia looked at his busy back, his orderly appearance, and thought to himself that he, the young master who never touches the sun, has a good appearance when he does this kind of thing.
Just as I was about to say something, my nose suddenly felt a little itchy. I took a couple of breaths, but I still couldn't hold it back. I opened my mouth and let out a loud sneeze.
At first I thought it was just an ordinary sneeze, not to mention it was in full bloom, and Zhou Xia didn't care about it, but at the same time as she was sneezing, she was exerting force on her body, especially in that place, it was obvious that there seemed to be a big sneeze. A wave of hot water gushed out violently.
It is a very strange and scalp-numbing fear.
Zhou Xia's eyes widened, and she grabbed the quilt and cried out in fright: "Blooming, blooming!"
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