I don't have sex with my sister

The room fell into silence for a while, and no one spoke.

Shang Can felt that her fingers clasped on the edge of the table became stiff. She half understood the meaning of this silence, and felt an unusual anxiety in her heart. respond.

"... Where did Ah Can get this sword?"

But when Yunyun opened his mouth, he didn't answer her, but just threw another question. Shang Can couldn't see what kind of emotion was in her black eyes, so after a long silence, he told the truth: "It was taken from the River of Forgetfulness." .”

"..."

The face of the person in front of him seemed to turn paler with Shang Can's response. Yun Yun stared blankly at Feiwang on the table, reached out to touch its hilt, and his slender fingers seemed to tremble a little.

"That day, you were swept away by the River of Forgetfulness..." Yun Yun's voice was very soft, rarely at a loss, "Is it its fault?"

Shang Can's heart tightened, and he recalled the scene when he asked Nanshuang for help that day.

'Want to get the sword?OK. '

Facing her request, Nan Shuang unexpectedly responded readily, and Shi Shiran went out with her.

'...Did you already know that Feiwang is at the bottom of the Wangchuan River? '

Faced with someone who knew her identity, Shang Can had nothing to hide, and asked directly on the way: "What's going on?" '

' Also, I guess you don't know about it either. Nanshuang led the way like a leisurely stroll, Qi said, "Didn't you ask why your junior sister has been using Wuyou?" '

'...'

'Sorry, there seems to be something hidden. '

Seeing her gloomy complexion, Nan Shuang apologized kindly, shrugged and said, "But I just happened to see it back then."The reason for this is completely unclear. '

"Probably more than a year after I came to the ghost world, not long after I became the ghost king, one day I heard that a living person had come to the ghost world - I thought it was Pei Chen at the time, but That is actually your junior sister. '

'Pei Chen is very cautious every time he comes down, and rarely deals with other ghosts, but she is different. Nan Shuang recalled, smiling as if she felt amused, "She was running around and didn't take this place seriously at all. '

'After that, she would come down every three to five times, and every time she had to search the ghost world.She also came to look through the roster of the ghost clan at that time, but it seemed that there was nothing to gain. '

While talking, the two had already arrived at the edge of the River of Forgetfulness, Nan Shuang looked at Shang Can who was frowning, and sighed softly: "Even if I don't know anything, I can tell that she is looking for someone." '

'...'

Shang Can remained silent, his throat was congested and he panicked.Nan Shuang didn't intend to just let her go, she glanced at her meaningfully, and continued: "This kind of life has lasted for a long time, as for the sword you mentioned—"

Nan Shuang walked slowly to the edge of the River of Forgetfulness, and thoughtfully reminded Shang Can to stay away, then raised her hand.The steady flow of Wangchuan stagnates, splits into two parts suddenly, and abruptly creates a gap in the water surface.

The sword she was looking for was there.

Shang Can took two steps forward subconsciously, the long sword that had been inserted quietly in the bottom of the water suddenly trembled, and the Wangchuan River, which was controlled by Nanshuang, also trembled a few times, and Nanshuang was so startled that he hurriedly shouted:' You go back first! '

Shang Can had no choice but to step back, watching Nan Shuang take out the sword with great effort and hand it over to her.

'That day, your junior sister returned without success again. "Nan Shuang watched her take over Feiwang, the sword stopped moving after a small buzzing sound," I saw her standing beside Wangchuan for a long time, maybe she couldn't hold it firmly, maybe it was She did it on purpose, in short, her hope fell into Wangchuan. '

'Whether the sword spirit was born before that or whether it gradually developed an obsession at the bottom of the Wangchuan River these days is unknown, but... the sword is a dead thing, and I don't know how to change it. '

With some emotion on her face, Nan Shuang sighed pointedly: "But the sword looks like the master." '

——Is it Feiwang's fault that she was swept away by Wangchuan?

Shang Can's mind was empty, and the coefficient of what he wanted to say was stuck in his throat.She wanted to say that was not the case, but a corner of her heart had realized the obvious answer.

"..."

By now.

She looked at Yun Yun's thin shoulders trembling uncontrollably, with unconcealable panic, bringing out a bit of pain that had been hidden very well.

……By now.

Shang Can closed his eyes.

"Not its fault."

His own voice was as dry as if it had been squeezed out of his throat, Shang Can subconsciously clenched his fists, and said softly, "It's just looking for me, right?"

Shocked by her words, Yun suddenly raised his head to look at her, showing a bit of hesitation and panic on his face, and tremblingly said: "...you..."

Shang Can couldn't see Yun Yun like this, like slender and fragile glass, crumbling on a high place, tense as if a gust of wind could destroy her completely.

Ever since she got Feiwang, she has been thinking about when and where she should talk to Yun.The ridiculous thing is that until today, she suddenly discovered that something seemed to have been traced for a long time.

"Okay, cloud."

Shang Can lowered her voice as much as possible, trying to suppress the trembling of her voice, not wanting Yun Yun to notice.

"...how much do you remember?"

Yun Yun trembled violently, and subconsciously wanted to look away, but Shang Can did not leave her a way out, no matter where she looked, she kept her gaze, catching all her helplessness, panic and timidity, until Yunyun was defeated, she lowered her eyes lightly, her thin lips that had lost all blood were trembling slightly.

"—remember everything."

"...Except for what happened on the day my senior sister disappeared," Yunyun said quietly, as if relieved, "I remember everything."

Shang Can hummed lightly, nodded and said, "Since when did you recognize me?"

"From the beginning."

Yun Yun raised his eyes to look at Shang Can again, his clear black eyes seemed astonishingly bright as a round of scorching light.She clenched her fists tightly with her hands on her knees, her voice trembled violently, but she still looked directly at Shang Can and said word by word: "Since I met you in Tianwaitian that night, I have recognized you." gone."

"..." Shang Can blinked lightly, and laughed in a low voice, "Is that so."

She vaguely recalled the scene when she first met that day, she touched the hilt of Wuyou's sword while avoiding the pursuit.

"You already knew that Wuyou had a sword spirit, didn't you?"

As if chatting, Shang Can asked in a gentle voice, Yunyun stared at her blankly, nodded, and said in a low voice, "Yes."

"No wonder..."

After the reunion, Yunyun's various behaviors seemed to be explained, Shang Can murmured: "I heard that Master sealed your memory..."

"...The spell was indeed performed." A trace of confusion flashed across Yun Yun's face, "But it didn't actually take effect."

Shang Can opened his eyes wide, smiled suddenly, and said, "Then you have been performing to deceive Master and the others all this time?"

Yun Yun looked at Shang Can with a good eye, bit his lips lightly and hummed: "...It's from the show."

Her attitude was cautious and cautious, she looked at Shang Can for a moment, as if she was afraid of missing a little bit of Shang Can's emotional changes.

When Yun Yun confessed that she remembered almost everything, Shang Can found herself calmer than she imagined.But when he saw Yun Yun's attitude towards her like walking on thin ice, an unspeakable sourness suddenly surged in his heart.

Shang Can was silent for a long time, and finally asked the question that had been lingering in his heart for a long time: "Why didn't you tell me?"

"..."

Yun Yun froze all over, took a light breath as if shivering slightly, and let it out slowly.

"...Because Senior Sister doesn't seem to want me to think about it." Her voice was very soft, like a bubble that would burst before it hit the ground, and what was hidden inside was the joy of being lost and found again and again. However, he was very angry and afraid, "If senior sister thinks this is better, I..."

He didn't say anything later, but Shang Can had already grasped the meaning of Yun Yun.

——It doesn’t matter if I forget.

It was obvious that the words only contained nostalgia and accommodating, but Shang Can felt a dense pain in his heart that continued to hit, and gradually evolved into a sharp and unbearable pain.The pain was so real that she subconsciously stroked her chest.Crimping cold sweat fell from his forehead, Shang Can tightly gripped his clothes, gasping for breath, suppressing the chills in his body.

Sensing her abnormal condition, Yun Yun put aside the embarrassment and uneasiness and rushed forward to help her, tremblingly said: "Senior Sister, what are you... Is it an old injury again?"

What to do, what to do.

It was just a title, and it pierced into her heart like a sharp knife made of honey. The melted viscous syrup mixed with blood was painfully sweet, making her body tremble.

So happy, so painful, wanting to touch, wanting to leave, all, all——

"--It's my fault."

Shang Can stood up abruptly, her face was as pale as paper, her body was tense, and her tightly clenched fists induced several nervous tremors from time to time.

"Cloud, cloud, I..."

There are thousands of words stuck in the throat, and all the unspoken words are turned into embers and choked up.Shang Can didn't know what she wanted to say, but just looked deeply at Yun Yun who got up and approached her because of worry.

My heart felt as if it was being torn apart.It seemed that half of me was delighted by what I had just heard, while the other half was pained by that base joy.

When Yun Yun said that he did not remember the day when the accident happened, Shang Can actually felt relieved, Yun Yun did not remember being hurt by her, that was really... really terrible.

Contradictory thoughts exploded in her mind one after another. Shang Can looked at Yun, thinking that this was the first time since they met again that she could look at Yun without concealment. She slowly showed a soothing smile, but she couldn't for a long time. Speak up.

——I can't be your senior sister anymore, I can't go back with you.

No matter which sentence is true, but no matter which sentence can't be said.

As Yun said, Shang Can used to have them get along like this, and it’s not bad to get along as Yun Zhongjun and Charm, at least they don’t have to think about their entangled past, and they can use another identity to openly look at her.

But that was just her fantasy, the wish she imposed on Yun.Shang Can didn't dare to think about Yunyun's mood after he recognized her that night, and he didn't dare to think about what kind of mood Yun used to get along with her every day and night in the past. Guilt entangled her like a vine, making her Shang Can was at a loss.

She felt that she had made a big mistake, but she didn't know when it started to be wrong, and how to solve it now.

See, she made Yun Yun sad again.

After a long silence, Shang Can saw Yunyun's clear eyes dimming a little, and said a little stumbled: "...you are all right, it's me, it's me who kept it from you, we are still as good as before? We—— "

Every word and every sentence is the sincerity brought by the cloud, but Shang Can can't utter a single word, she wonders vaguely, what will it be like before, is this okay, how long will it last?

How long will she delay the cloud?

Who is the cage, who is the bird, and who is trapping whom.

Shang Can used to think that she was trapped alone in the rain ten years ago, but only now did she realize that she was not the only one trapped.

I knew it was so stumbling.

Shang Can suddenly raised a hand, reaching forward as if wanting to touch the clouds, but soon retracted as if in shock, and took two steps back.

Yun Yun was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly followed, trying to catch Shang Can's hand, but she dodged in a little panic.

The gaze of the person in front of him was too scorching, Shang Can subconsciously looked away, and slowly pushed to the door.Her lips moved and she pulled out a gentle smile.

"...I want to go out for a walk by myself and think about these things."

Seeing Yun's eyes, Shang Can immediately felt uneasy, which also made her feel painful, but at this moment, she could only comfort her with pale words: "I promise that I will definitely come back tomorrow."

"I promise." She repeated it again, her voice was very solemn, and finally raised her head to look directly into Yun's eyes, her tone softened suddenly, "Tuan'er trust me this time, okay?"

Shang Can admits that she did a very cunning thing, but she has always been good at using this method when facing Yun Yun.She looked at Yunyun and blinked in bewilderment, hesitated for a long time before humming in a low voice, the pinnae of her ears protruding from the hanging hair were a little red.

Until Shang Can left Tianwaitian and walked aimlessly on the deserted Yanyang Street in the middle of the night for half an hour, that touch of red still flashed restlessly in her mind from time to time.Her palms were cold, but her face was burning hot, too many emotions were pent up together, which made Shang Can feel at a loss, and let out a deep breath in the night wind.

Yun Yun remembered everything, and it was obviously the worst situation, but Shang Can found that he couldn't suppress the joy overflowing from a hidden corner of his heart.

She wanted to temporarily stay away from Tianwaitian and the place where the clouds were located, but her steps became inexplicably slow, and she just wandered the streets futilely.

Shang Can looked up at the night tonight, it was a night without stars and moon, no matter where she looked, it was pitch black, which was very suitable for hiding her chaotic mood.

Heart like dual screen, there Chien knot.

The author says:

The last sentence is from "Qianqiu Sui·Shu Sheng 鶗鴂".

I don’t know how many people have guessed that Yunyun remembers this incident haha, yes, this person is just pretending to be stupid, so most of the previous actions are basically consciously coughing (

Yun Yun's code of conduct is still very simple, she just wants to be with Shang Can.And about half of the reasons for Shang Can’s entangled attitude haven’t been written yet (huh, I’m so slow), but anyway, I finally solved a problem...Let me take my time later...

In short, it will be sweet soon!I mean it (seriously)

感谢在2021-09-1423:14:06~2021-09-1622:29:05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 piece of cumin;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：灯月30瓶；moonbyul20瓶；兰斯抖m、陌上人如魚10瓶；妗见.5瓶；RIN、495651571瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!