Afraid of being bitten by a dog

Ye Ying felt a little unreal when he got the divorce certificate. He thought he would be happy after divorcing Qin Sanqi, but he wasn't. "I'll disappear for a while, you can relax." Qin Sanqi said to him, "Don't be afraid of me if you see me, I will never hurt you."

Ye Ying didn't speak, his mood was a bit complicated, and he didn't feel relieved at all. "Can I give you a hug?" Qin Sanqi made a request.

Ye Ying naturally refused. He felt that since he had no intention of accepting Qin Sanqi, he shouldn't make any more fuss.They separated on the night Qin Sanqi went to play the game. Ye Ying dragged him to the hospital, and Ye Ying left after the two of them had dinner.Qin Sanqi didn't hold him and cry again, but his eyes were always red, feeling like he wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry.

That night, Qin Sanqi returned the phone to Ye Ying. Ye Ying swiped it and found that not many people came to him, except for Chen Yu, who also sent him five or six messages in a day.The latest one was last night, saying that if he didn't reply to him again, he would call the police.

The reason why Chen Yu didn't call the police for so long was because Qin Sanqi sent a message in his circle of friends, saying that he was going out to play in the mountains for a few days and his phone had no signal.The day before yesterday, he replied to Chen Yu on his own initiative, saying that he would not go to his house for the New Year with him, so that he could have a better time, and he also reported that he was safe.And the tone is really like what he said, giving people the illusion that he hasn't disappeared.That's why Chen Yu said he wanted to call the police when he realized something was wrong.

Ye Ying got the phone and called him back as soon as possible. Chen Yu seemed a little angry, but he didn't say anything after all.

Divorcing Qin Sanqi also made an appointment after the new year, and the process took less than half an hour.Ye Ying was confused for a while looking at the marriage certificate, and left after rejecting Qin Sanqi's request for a hug.

He took the job Zhang Zhang introduced to him, and passed the written test and interview.I teach the second year of high school students, this time I really have the sense of seeing a child.But Ye Ying felt very relaxed for no reason. Although he was somewhat resistant to becoming a teacher in his heart, he had to admit that he was indeed suitable for this profession. He took the class for two weeks, and it was completely smooth.The children are also very cute, and they all like him. After class, some people will come over and pretend to ask questions, wanting to talk to him more.

There was no substantive progress with Chen Yu, and since returning from Qin Sanqi's place, Chen Yu's attitude towards him has obviously weakened a lot, as if he felt that they didn't seem to call each other very often, although he didn't say goodbye to him , but Chen Yu's physical contact was obviously much less.

"I'm going to a hospital in Beijing to study for a year, and it's been confirmed there." Chen Yu suddenly said to him one night, "I guess I'll be busy there, so I don't have time to contact you."

"When are you leaving?" Ye Ying asked him.

"next week."

So too urgent, Ye Ying frowned.Since he went to school to work, he and Chen Yu often had the same off-duty time. They often ate together at night, and occasionally Chen Yu cooked, and sometimes it was him.Ye Ying was a little uneasy. He felt that no matter which city he was in, he didn't have many friends. Now that Chen Yu was leaving, he lost another friend in this city. "...Okay." Ye Ying sighed, "Then hope Are you going well...will you come back after the end, or will you go to another hospital?"

"Probably come back." Chen Yu patted him on the shoulder, he thought for a while, "Would you be lonely without me?"

"Yes." Ye Ying is very honest, although he likes to be alone, but occasionally wants to eat with others.

"But I don't think you intend to keep me." Chen Yu smiled at him, "Actually, do you not like me?"

Ye Ying was stunned for a moment, he didn't know how to answer this question for a moment.Just when he was hesitating, Chen Yu answered for him first, "You just don't like me that much, do you?" Chen Yu asked him, "It's not that you don't like me, but you don't like me that much. It's better than being a friend, but compared to being a lover, it's more It feels like something is missing."

"..." was all right.Ye Ying was a little embarrassed, he met Chen Yu's eyes, "I don't know why, but you—"

"Are you going to send me a good card?"

"Eh..." was hit again.Ye Ying had nothing to say now, he was a little at a loss, a little afraid that he would disturb Chen Yu.

Chen Yu laughed lightly, without blaming him, he thought for a while, "I didn't go back during the Chinese New Year, we haven't bought our tickets, and the hospital can't let us go if something happens. My family scolded me, and it just so happens that next week will be Qingming. Now, I plan to go back and go directly to Beijing...Your school is on holiday, do you want to come?" Chen Yu asked him, "As a friend, come over to play?"

Ye Ying hesitated for a moment, pondering over the meaning of "friend" for a while, and felt that Chen Yu wanted to break up the relationship with him as a romantic relationship. "Does that bother you?"

"Of course not." Chen Yu replied, "But that place is a small country, I'm afraid you won't like it."

"No, the countryside is pretty nice too." Ye Ying agreed to Chen Yu's going to his house.

The itinerary was in a hurry, so I packed up my luggage and set off the next day.Chen Yu's hometown is really remote, and he had to take a taxi when he got there. He entered the mountain, went up the mountain and went down the mountain. I don't know how many mountains collapsed. When he walked inside, the driver said he couldn't go, and Chen Yu took him to stop him. An old man riding a tricycle.After going around and around, Ye Ying was not well when she arrived at Chen Yu's house.

It is a small village in a valley, the houses are more expensive than the other, and there are not many shops nearby.It was only after seven o'clock in the evening, and it was already pitch black everywhere.Chen Yu dragged his luggage with him, and while walking, he introduced interesting things that happened to him in this small village.The two entered Chen Yu's house talking and laughing, and everyone in Chen Yu's family received him warmly.

They spoke a dialect, and Ye Ying didn't understand a single word.Chen Yu's mother was very kind, she dragged him in and asked him in broken Mandarin if he was Chen Yu's boyfriend.Ye Ying was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to answer. "No, people didn't like me." Chen Yu leaned over to help him answer, "Mom, don't ask these questions, it's so embarrassing."

Mother Chen's expression was a bit pity immediately, but soon returned to a smiling and very kind expression.The family atmosphere in their family is very good. Although they are friends, their family treats them warmly, and even deliberately killed a chicken and a goose, making Ye Ying very embarrassed.Fortunately, I didn't listen to Chen Yu's advice not to bring a gift, and went along with the gift on purpose.

The next day, Chen Yu took him for a short walk in the mountains, telling him that these fields belonged to his family as if showing off. "Maybe I'll make a fortune if this place develops in the future." He told Ye Ying, "My parents like you very much. They said that it would be great if you were my boyfriend." He also sighed for a long time, " Why do you look down on me, I tell you that I am actually very rich, will you have a hairstyle with me?"

Ye Ying was silent for a while, he stared at Chen Yu's house for a long time before turning his head to look at Chen Yu, "Then you said you like me...it's been so long, how many times have you dated someone else?"

Chen Yu's expression froze immediately, perhaps a little surprised why Ye Ying knew.He smiled lightly, pursed his lips, and waved his hands, "Just... a few times."

Ye Ying raised his eyebrows. In fact, he didn't know at all, so he just casually said that he wanted to test it out.After knowing it, I was not angry, but felt a sense of relief.Chen Yu loves to play, Ye Ying is not surprised. "But don't worry, after I confirmed my relationship with you, I haven't made an appointment with anyone else." Chen Yu also made a point of explaining, "I'm still very virtuous."

"Really, it's not because you were too busy a while ago that you didn't make an appointment?"

"Cough..." Chen Yu was right. He was silent for a while, then changed the subject, "I know you don't like me, so let me introduce you to others. You should like a clean little boy." He He took out his phone and looked through it, "I know a lot... So, you should stop getting entangled with Qin Sanqi. I think no matter how bad I am, I'm better than him. It doesn't matter if you look down on me, but I'm really not convinced, how could you...willing to be taken away by him for several days?" Chen Yu looked at Ye Ying with a look of hatred, "I really don't understand, what's so good about him."

Ye Ying refused Chen Yu's offer to introduce him to a young boy, and he temporarily had a shadow on the matter of falling in love.It never felt good, "He's not good either." Ye Ying sighed, "It's just that he's not good. I used to think he was good. I thought I was sick."

There is no reason for love, "I used to think he was super cute...but now I think he is boring."

Ye Ying patted Chen Yu's shoulder, "I still like you very much. If I have the chance, I would also like to inherit these fields from your family. Your parents are also really kind and open-minded. I am very envious. Since my mother knew I’m a crook so don’t want me, you’re gone this time, and I don’t have any friends here, so I’m really confused.” He reached out and hugged Chen Yu, which was one of the few initiative, “I will really miss you you."

Chen Yu inexplicably felt throbbing for a moment, but only for a moment.He slowed down for a while, and then patted Ye Ying on the back. This time, he didn't do any small tricks, and he said generously, "...Ask me anytime." He said, "Any kind of appointment is fine. My parents are your parents." Mom, no one wants you, as long as you are willing, I will."

Ye Ying let go of him and smiled at him lightly.He is a very gentle person, and he feels bad conscience when he refuses others.He doesn't like to cause trouble to others, and he is also afraid that others will feel unhappy because of himself.But this time he lost that kind of thinking inexplicably, he felt very relaxed in front of Chen Yu, "I don't think so." He said, "I don't like it, I think it would be nice if you were friends. I didn't mean that, really Sorry."

Chen Yu didn't mind either, "Then can I ask the reason again?"

"You don't want to talk about it for me." Ye Ying was very frank, "You don't love me that much, and neither do I. Isn't the reason very simple?"

What he wants is a two-way, equal like.Chen Yu couldn't give it to him, and he didn't want Qin Sanqi either. "I'll sleep with you in case I can't figure it out someday, but I figured it out now."

Chen Yu nodded, "Then I'll wait for the day when you can't figure it out."

But probably not one day.