Bad kind

"How innocent do you think your purpose of approaching me was in the first place?"

Chen Yao's words poked at Yi Zelin, he looked so calm, only in his heart could he know how unbelievable he really was.

At the same time, he was clear from the beginning.

myself too.

"Since you are not a simple person, don't let others be that simple person." Looking at Yi Zelin's silent expression, Chen Yao felt a little joy in his heart.

But it was not as refreshing as he imagined, instead he was immediately filled with more sour emotions.

While reminding Yi Zelin, I was also reminding myself.

This person may not like himself from the beginning to the end.

But I was so ridiculous that I might have a little nostalgia for it.

There is nostalgia for this false feeling.

"Yizelin, what qualifications do you have to remind me?"

"Then why do you keep mentioning Song Tianjiao? Are you trying to wake me up?"

Yi Zelin's voice was hoarse, and his tone was extremely dry: "Why do you keep mentioning him?"

Chen Yao's words made him speechless, but he still had some illusions in his heart.

Why did he care so much about Song Tianjiao.

Do you feel the same way as yourself?

Just a little bit.

Chen Yao's collar was wrinkled by Yi Zelin, and he could feel a sense of shackles.

In order to maintain his pitiful face, Chen Yao laughed and said, "Why? Of course I remind you of your position."

"Those pictures you hid."

"Those are--"

Yi Zelin was about to explain, but Chen Yao quickly interrupted him: "It's good that everyone knows it well, why make each other so ugly?"

"Song Tianjiao is already with the person he likes. Isn't it okay for us to pretend to be in love with each other?"

The hand holding his collar gradually loosened, and Yi Zelin lowered his head, making it difficult to understand his expression, and said in a flat tone, "Pretend?"

"I'll give you a chance to see the person you never forget, and then return to your usual position, pretending that we are still a loving couple." Chen Yao suppressed all the inexplicable bitterness in his heart: "In case you are facing those people every time Instead of taking pictures, let me take this opportunity to touch the person I really love."

"What a perfect excuse."

The person in front of him looked so calm that he couldn't see any sadness.

It seemed like he was the only one stuck in it.

I know it's fake.

Yi Zelin suddenly remembered what he had said to Kang Ning that day.

"So what if it's a substitute?"

"What am I to be angry about?"

"If I were you, I'd just make myself more like the stand-in he wanted, not a stalker."

"Fool."

It must be him.

What about a stand-in?

He just cared.

Nothing to be angry about.

He was just mad.

It is obviously such a fake thing, and I have a clear mind, but because only Chen Yao in this world cares about him and cares about him, even if he knows it is stolen, he is willing to fall.

Just the only good he can grab.

"What about me?" Yi Zelin asked calmly, "I'm also an excuse for you to touch Wen Nan?"

The anger just now seemed to be his own illusion, Chen Yao's hands were trembling, and he could only use fists to restrain all the turmoil in his heart:

"Yes."

His heart was pulled hard, and Yi Zelin couldn't tell if it was the smell of alcohol on his body or Chen Yao's.

The two are obviously so close.

Holding Chen Yao's wrist, he half-forced him to go upstairs with him. Amid the sound of the car door being slammed heavily, Chen Yao staggered half-pushed and half-resolutely.

The room was pitch black, and the glare forced the two of them to squint their eyes subconsciously. Yi Zelin originally wanted to ask Chen Yao if there was no memory in the room that could prove that he had a little bit of affection for him. of it?

Looking around, the roses still growing on the dining table hurt his eyes.

He realized that probably not.

All the caring all the time reminded him.

"This, this..." Yi Zelin threw the cherished object on the table, because it was a little fragile, and a piece was missing: "Which one of these I really like? When was it not you who stared outside for a long time?" And then pretending that I like it, and then buying it as a gift for me?"

"I know you don't necessarily like it. What you really like is someone else, but I have been conscientiously playing the role of a stand-in. I have never forced more things, have I?"

Yi Zelin's approaching step by step made Chen Yao back subconsciously, and there was a sound when his back hit the edge of the table. The shaking of the table caused the vase to fall down, and the roses and water scattered all over the table, soaking Chen Yao for today's wedding. Tailor-made shirts.

"But you forgot, and I forgot too. I am a real person, and I will feel sad because of your words."

"Chen Yao, do you think that you are particularly powerful? In order to fulfill your sweetheart, you can hide all your thoughts, pretending to smile and squeeze into that world that doesn't belong to you."

The outstretched palm ruthlessly passed over his waist, and slapped the table behind him. The sound made Chen Yao's brain buzz: "You are so noble, why can't you let yourself go?"

Yi Zelin approached, with anger in his eyes: "I don't remember the photo, maybe I hid it in a corner to prevent you from finding out, but I haven't thought of Song Tianjiao for a long time."

"I didn't go to see Song Tianjiao because I also made a deal with Gu Ming, not because I have no love for Song Tianjiao. If you don't believe me, you can ask Gu Mingye. That guy will never help me lie .”

"I admit that I used to be a stand-in for money."

"But I'm only because of you now."

Chen Yao's breathing trembled, and his panicked eyes suddenly met. Yi Zelin pressed against his forehead, and the breath from the tightly pressed lips was lingering between the two:

"I like you."

The back of the waist was wet and cold, Chen Yao was so shocked by Yi Zelin's "I like you" that he couldn't think, and could only look at Yi Zelin in a daze.

He never thought that Yi Zelin would like himself.

Chen Yao never thought that he would be loved one day.

He was still a little happy when he heard Yi Zelin explain the photos, but before he had time to think about these inexplicable emotions, he was blown up by a time bomb by Yi Zelin.

He didn't feel very happy in his heart, only flustered.

Chen Yao, who pushed Yi Zelin away suddenly, looked at him, unexpectedly calm on the surface, but the inner core was already chaotic:

"are you crazy."

Yi Zelin, who was pushed away, flashed a trace of injury in his lowered eyes, and he pressed his lips tightly and did not speak again.

He and Yi Zelin broke up, and Chen Yao was confused by his words of liking.

He slept in his own bedroom, while Yi Zelin went back to Yi Xin's bedroom.

Fortunately, Yi Xin lives on campus now.

When Chen Yao woke up the next day, he was the only one left in the room. Yi Zelin made breakfast and left it on the dining table without saying anything.

Everything seems to be back to when Yi Zelin first established his own studio.

At that time, he was busy, and Yi Zelin would get up early to make breakfast for him, and then go to the studio.

Because Chen Yao doesn't know how to cook, he usually forgets to order takeaway when he is busy.

No matter how busy Yi Zelin is, he will take good care of his daily life. Chen Yao can't remember how long he hasn't been to the hospital.

The delicate and delicious breakfast was tasteless, probably because I told Yi Zelin yesterday that there was still depression in my body and I was not hungry.

But he still forced himself to eat everything on the table.

When he was about to go out to work, Chen Yao realized that he was locked at home. He searched around the entrance and found no trace of the key. Guessing that Yi Zelin locked himself at home on purpose, he walked around the entrance. Stepping forward, his irritability rose and he kicked the door, making his toes numb.

Cursing Yi Zelin in a low voice, Chen Yao called the lockpicker and packed up all his clothes to prepare for overtime work in the company.

While waiting for the lock to be unlocked, Chen Yao sent a message to Yi Zelin:

[Stupid, remember to confiscate electronic devices next time you imprison others. ]

Because the project with Gu Mingye was taken down, and because of Zhong Youhui's relationship, he was promoted by another position.

Anyone with a discerning eye knows that Zhong Youhui is going to abandon his family and have a child, and plans to let him take over.

Zhong Yan was still on the show, and because of the closed management, there was no way to trouble him, but Mrs. Zhong and Zhong Miao took turns to make trouble every day. These days, Chen Yao was in the company because of Yi Zelin's relationship. One standard.

Chen Yao, who was already irritable because of family affairs, was made even more irritable by them.

On the other hand, Yi Zelin came to deliver meals as usual, and he responded to the jokes of the company's employees and colleagues as usual, without any trace of quarrel.

Calm as hell, as if he wasn't the one who locked himself in the house that day.

Chen Yao felt embarrassed when he saw him, thinking of the confession that day, he didn't know what to say.

But Yi Zelin looked very natural. If it wasn't for the mark on his back, he would have thought that day was like a ridiculous dream.

There was no communication between the two of them in the office.

Yi Zelin, as he said that day, is playing the role of a perfect lover. They seem to be as affectionate as outsiders see, and there seems to be no grievance between them.

Wen Nan, Song Tianjiao, as long as they don't think about it deliberately, it seems that they don't exist.

Obviously he said it, but it made Chen Yao feel even more uncomfortable.

The way Yi Zelin looked at him was still so gentle and affectionate, imitating Wen Nan to the best of his ability, revealing traces of others everywhere.

Logically speaking, the relationship between them has returned to a normal position, and he should be very happy.

At this moment, I just feel extremely uncomfortable.

He couldn't even bear to let Yi Zelin stay for a moment longer, Chen Yao couldn't sort out his emotions at all when he was here.

"Don't bring me food in the future." Chen Yao said, breaking the deadlock: "It's time for them to eat, I just order takeaway with them."

"No one is watching you eat, and you will forget about it when you are busy with work later." Yi Zelin lowered his head: "Or is it that I am not even qualified to deliver a meal now?"

"Didn't you say it? Be a fake loving lover." Yi Zelin looked at him with an unclear expression, tilted his head slightly, and smiled a little casually: "I'm just here to deliver a meal, it's okay Is it okay? Xiaoyao."

Yi Zelin looked very like Wen Nan when he turned his face sideways, because Chen Yao always liked to sit beside him, and usually when he did such movements, his eyes wouldn't stop lingering for a few more seconds.

But now, such a title only made him feel harsh and awkward.

He always felt that this person was mocking him, which made him very uncomfortable.

Chen Yao wanted to say that it is enough to let him look like before, but he held back.

Indeed, he said it himself.

Yi Zelin was just listening to him.

Silently, he finished his meal silently, and the moment he closed the lunch box, Chen Yao looked up at Yi Zelin: "Don't come next time."

With a firm tone that could not be questioned, Yi Zelin paused for packing the lunch box, and said relaxedly, "I see."

Yi Zelin has always been a qualified "lover", he does what he says.

Chen Yao said not to come, so he never came again.

Obviously everything is going according to his idea, but Chen Yao is not so happy.

Sitting on the chair, Chen Yao looked at his phone, there were many messages, but none of them belonged to Yi Zelin.

He should be happy.

What else is he dissatisfied with for Yi Zelin's role as a substitute?

It was he who drove the person away, and it was he who was thinking about the other person now.

Flipping through the similar content on the phone, Chen Yao only felt ridiculed.

Those who used to look down on him secretly, now know that he has been promoted, and Mrs. Zhong has come to make trouble. Everyone understands what Zhong Youhui means and decides to get closer to him.

"Manager Chen, Mr. Wang has an appointment at the clubhouse today, look..." The assistant hesitated.

Because there is Yi Zelin at home, Chen Yao, the client who makes an appointment at such a romantic place, will usually try to find a way to go to someone else, or try to change the location as much as possible.

It wasn't an exaggeration for those cronies in the past to say that Chen Yao had changed his face.

Today's Chen Yao hesitated.

"Clean up, I'll go."

As a former frequent visitor, Chen Yao still remembered the route here.

When he arrived in the box, the boss present was more or less accompanied by a female companion. When he entered from the door, he could still see someone's hand on the female companion's waist, stroking back and forth restlessly.

Behind Chen Yao was an inconspicuous assistant who sat on one side, making a group of people laugh.

"It's even more difficult to ask Manager Chen to come to this kind of place, but now I finally let go, why are you still so strict outside?"

"What's your name, Manager Chen? He's now Mr. Chen."

"The ones in the clubhouse are also good, go and get one for Mr. Chen."

Chen Yao made a sloppy toast to deal with these people, trying to take the opportunity to change the subject, but those people really called him one.

He is a clean boy, with the same appearance as Yi Zelin, but he does not have the familiar smell on him.

When the other party approached, Chen Yao smelled a scent of perfume. When he first came into contact with Yi Zelin, that person smelled much worse than this, but now Chen Yao only felt disgusted.

Because he didn't like the smell of the other person, Chen Yao used the excuse of going to the toilet, and found a chance to ask the assistant to come along, and they changed seats when they came back.

It has been a long time since he has dealt with such a scene, even if he is still handy, Chen Yao doesn't like the atmosphere here very much.

Originally wanted to prove himself, he didn't care about Yi Zelin at all, everything was just his own illusion

In the end, he got himself stuck here, and now he just wants to deal with it quickly and go home.

Everyone offered the wine, and Chen Yao, who was handed to the assistant, also drank it.

Seeing that he drank a little too much, the assistant beside him quietly sent a message to Yi Zelin under the table.

Yi Zelin always knew that Chen Yao was avoiding him.

He tried his best to show what a stand-in should do, and chose to back down repeatedly.

Even if Chen Yao used him as a stand-in, he still recognized it.

As long as I can be with Chen Yao.

However, when he received the assistant's message, he found that he couldn't accept his fate.

He just couldn't tolerate Chen Yao looking for someone else.

After drinking a glass of wine, Chen Yao didn't eat anything at night, and his stomach, which had been quiet for a long time, was already starting to ache.

Drunkly said that he was going to the bathroom, and when he got out, he looked sober.

He really couldn't stand the atmosphere inside and just wanted to go out to get some air.

There were quite a few men in the clubhouse who showed good intentions. As soon as Chen Yao went out, he left the clubhouse and smoked a cigarette standing on the side of the small flower bed where no one would pay attention.

Chen Yao felt that he must be crazy, that he would think of Yi Zelin when others approached him, and push them away immediately.

The lingering smoke blurred Chen Yao's vision, and the place where he was accidentally burned by the lighter still hurt.

Now his stomach hurts badly, even if he doesn't look in the mirror, he knows that his face is terribly ugly, biting his lip desperately, trying to cover up with another kind of pain.

Probably because people are most vulnerable when they are in pain, Chen Yao even wanted to call Yi Zelin.

If he was here, he would probably have taken the medicine and lay down by now.

He felt a little regretful, the quarrels belonged to quarrels, why did he have to suffer so hard?

He took out his mobile phone and was about to call Yi Zelin, but when he heard the sound of the car, he looked up, and Chen Yao found that it was Yi Zelin.

Thinking of the assistant's actions under the table just now, it became clear in an instant.

The tall man walked over with a gloomy expression, approaching step by step with a different sense of oppression than usual.

Because of the pain, Chen Yao bit his lips so beautifully. When he was about to lean on Yi Zelin's body, his jaw was pinched by the other party and he was forced to raise his head: "Mr. Chen, do you despise me now?"

Yi Zelin exerted so much force that it hurt him, and his darkened eyes told Chen Yao that he was angry.

If it was before, Chen Yao would be very disgusted, and he would abandon it without hesitation just like he did with Kang Ning.

But seeing Yi Zelin angry now, he felt a little more secret joy in his heart, and even the voice of Mr. Chen was many times more beautiful than Yi Zelin's eccentric Xiaoyao.

Knowing that this person doesn't like smoking by himself, Chen Yao, who raised his head, deliberately took a puff of cigarettes in front of him and then exhaled, all the smoke fell on Yi Zelin's face.Chen Yao in his eyes was blurred to the point where only the red lips remained, and Yi Zelin could vaguely feel the provocative and proud eyes of the other party.

"So what?"

The free hand pinched Chen Yao's slender waist, forcing the other person's body to be close to him. After changing his posture, Yi Zelin leaned his head on Chen Yao's shoulder, and said in a deep voice, "If you do it because I like If you just alienate me, I think there is probably no other good way to solve this problem."

"I can't guarantee that I won't be tempted by you."

The hand that sneaked into Chen Yao's clothes rubbed his waist with his fingertips, Chen Yao allowed Yi Zelin to move around, and there was no sign of stopping, taking a puff of cigarettes and crushing the rest.

He saw that Yi Zelin looked like he was pretending to be affectionate as usual, and laughed: "Don't pretend to be so affectionate, don't everyone know what virtue is?"

"Yizelin, I've had enough of this anyway, tell me what you want."

"I just can't believe you really like me."

He didn't believe that Yi Zelin liked him.

At the same time, he found that he seemed to have two people in his heart.

He would feel bad because Wen Nan got married, and he would also feel sour because Yi Zelin might like Song Tianjiao.

How can one person like two people.

Such a person is not worthy of being liked by others.

He doesn't deserve it.

Simply breaking it cleanly, Chen Yao intends to break up the jar: "If you want anything from me, I will give it to you, break up."

When he said this, Chen Yao's heart jumped violently. Yi Zelin who was leaning on him did not speak, but the frozen atmosphere was obviously not as calm as it appeared on the surface.

"Didn't I just say that I like you, and you threw me away in such a hurry. Chen Yao, have you always been like this?" Yi Zelin squeezed his hand and gritted his teeth.

of course not.

It was because it was an exception that Chen Yao felt scared.

Both he and Yi Zelin had other plans at the beginning, and their purpose was not pure from the beginning.

At the same time, he is also very clear that he is not Song Tianjiao's type, and he will not become that type. One day, when two people want to understand, they will hate each other.

The abyss will only long for the sun, not return to the abyss.

After these days of thinking, Chen Yao feels that he probably still likes Yi Zelin a little bit. Instead of the two of them pretending to end their past, continuing to be a loving couple and suspicious of each other's sincerity, he might as well withdraw at this time and return We can leave good memories for each other.

Like the kiss just now.

Talk about what you like, this topic is too heavy.

"Yizelin, it's been three years, and I should be tired of it."

Chen Yao quietly looked at this familiar face, endured his stomachache, and said softly: "Is it good to get together and get away?"

"Why did you break up?" Yi Zelin held back his anger and said, "You have to give me a reason."

"I admit that I also like you a little bit." Chen Yao narrowed his eyes and laughed: "But there are many other things mixed in between the two of us, neither of us knows if it's because of the empathy of the person who never forgets. wrong?"

"I don't think so."

"but I……"

Chen Yao's unfinished words were swallowed into his stomach.

Yi Zelin bowed his head and kissed Chen Yao's gorgeous lips fiercely, biting and sucking all his tastes like a beast, wishing to tear people apart and integrate them with himself.

Yi Zelin found that he couldn't understand Chen Yao.

If it doesn't make sense, then do it with practical actions.

Now there was only one thought left in his mind.

Fucking myself just want to kiss him now.

In the dark place, there is only a narrow space that is moist with each other, and all of Chen Yao's charming expressions can be seen in his eyes.The bodies of the two people who were close to each other clearly sensed the changes on both sides. When Yi Zelin was pushed away and wanted to get closer, he saw the flash of panic in Chen Yao's eyes, and he froze.

The other party is afraid of his approach.

Because those who don't believe it like it.

He knew very well that Chen Yao had feelings for him, and he had to admit that Chen Yao was right.

Their likes are mixed with many unstable factors.

"If you're not sure, just try again."

Yi Zelin looked at Chen Yao seriously and said:

"How about we start again, Mr. Chen?"

Because of the family, Yaobao doesn't believe in love even more than Xiaoyi. Xiaoyi realizes Yaobao's escape and the problems between the two of them, so he proposes to start over.

Xiao Yi is stupid, he locks people at home and doesn't know how to confiscate all electronic equipment like Brother Ming.

耀耀纠结死了，我也离死不远了，啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊，反正架是吵起来了。