Bad kind

The dazzling lights dazzled the eyes and made people feel dizzy. When looking down, there were all kinds of men and women hiding their desires in the hustle and bustle of luxury and money, releasing the self that had been hidden during the day.

Chen Yao used to love such occasions the most, and he didn't know if he had stayed in the hospital for a long time, and he was not used to it for a while.

I even began to miss that dim yellow light.

Cozy and easy to relax.

The moment the spirits entered the mouth, the pungent sensation spread from the mouth and went straight to the brain; before it had time to react, it went down the throat.

Familiar and unfamiliar people all came to look for him.

This is the old place, and the friends can't meet him, and now he is sitting here alone drinking "boring wine", and he can't help but come over with a glass to make fun of him, and ask him why he is so emotional here late at night.

"It's not righteous at all. Since you're here, you won't invite us."

Chen Yao dealt with it with a smile.

These people are known to love to play, either with the same identity as him, or the dandies spoiled by real wives. There is never a shortage of Yingying and Yanyan around everyone. There are some well-known Internet celebrities and models, and some are even in the draft. The stars who were supposed to be recording the show also appeared here.

Some people don't care about men and women, and they hug each other from left to right, looking a little bit hot.

He thought of Yi Zelin.

I don’t have any famous brands all over my body, and I don’t need any good things. My old clothes are washed clean, and the smell on my body is not very good, just the smell of pure natural washing powder; occasionally, when I get close to the shower, there is The kind of inferior shower gel fragrance.

But in this space full of alcohol and all kinds of perfumes mixed together, Chen Yao suddenly felt that there was nothing wrong with the fragrance.

Rustic and sweet.

He also used this smell before, and when the smell dissipated a lot, leaving only a faint smell, it wasn't too bad.

The rolling Adam's apple swallowed with the wine, and stuffed his mouth with a big gulp, trying to fill his mouth with the smell of alcohol as much as possible.

When others wanted to sit over and feed him wine, he dodged it.

"What's the matter? Has our Eldest Young Master Chen changed his gender today?" The person watching his actions was stunned for a moment, and then he joked: "If I remember correctly, even if you have a partner in the past, you would never refuse of."

"Did you really take it easy this time?"

Chen Yao swallowed the wine in his mouth, stirred it with his fingers, and the liquid he brought out stuck to his exposed skin, trying to make the smell of wine on his body stronger.

"That's broken, but I have a favorite target." Thinking of that person, Chen Yao didn't realize that, the corners of his mouth raised, and he smiled lightly: "He's an interesting person."

He didn't understand his friend's bad taste. In the eyes of the other party, Chen Yao was like falling in love. The smile on his face was so disgusting that he couldn't help trembling: "I didn't see you brought it here for us to see. look."

Chen Yao smiled without saying a word, and changed the subject to fool around.

By the way, drive away those who want to get close to you.

He didn't want to find out that he still smelled of other people's perfume when Yi Zelin came over later.

After a few words of pleasantries, they were finally taken away by someone.

He lowered his head and found Yi Zelin's number, and when he dialed it, he was picked up after a few rings.

It is already late at night, and the other end of the phone is quiet, not as noisy as here.Chen Yao leaned back, raised his head and closed his eyes slightly, without making a sound.

"Hey?"

Yi Zelin's voice sounded, the hoarse voice slightly overlapped with the memory, Chen Yao's heart trembled, his eyeballs moved, but he still didn't make a sound, as if he was recalling the feeling just now.

This was the first time he called Yi Zelin, and the slightly distorted voice on the phone highly overlapped with the voice of the person in his memory.

Chen Yao has always felt that Yi Zelin resembled him in many ways, but he never thought it would be this similar.

I don't know how many surprises Yi Zelin has for him, he doesn't know.

"Mr. Chen?"

After not hearing his response for a long time, Yi Zelin called his name tentatively, but what he got was a nasal, indistinct response, and the noisy background sound.

With the rhythmic and noisy voice, Yi Zelin guessed where the other party was right away.He couldn't figure out what Chen Yao meant, so he didn't open his mouth, lest he guessed the wrong meaning and reduce his favorability in the other party's heart.

Slurred complaints, nagging at the other end, and slight crying with loss and distress, constantly complaining why Yi Zelin didn't contact him during the time he was discharged from the hospital, and there was no news.

The books and pens placed under the light, listening to Chen Yao's complaints, probably because of drunkenness, the aggrieved tone with a nasal voice is a bit soft with a southern accent, and Wu Nong whispers, a bit like Song Tianjiao.

Yi Zelin couldn't help chuckling, got up and took his coat and left the ward, closing the door carefully for fear of waking Yi Xin up.

"Mr. Chen..."

"You still call me Mr. Chen...why do you always call me so distantly..."

"Isn't it okay for me to call you that?" Yi Zelin whispered, "But... I like to call you that."

"Because you are my only Mr. Chen."

The sudden silence over there made Yi Zelin miss a beat, wondering if he said something wrong, which made Chen Yao sober for a while.

Silly laughter broke the silence at this moment, and he heard Chen Yao say: "Zelin, I'm beginning to like this name a little bit."

Yi Zelin: ...

Chen Yao, who was drunk, seemed to be more deadly than usual.

"Where are you? I'll pick you up."

Hearing the beeping busy tone, Chen Yao put down the phone, his eyes were clear, how could he still be drunk from the phone call just now?

Chen Yao just wanted to tease Yi Zelin, but he never expected him to say such a thing, and he almost failed in a second.

He's not some ignorant and innocent young man, so he shouldn't be so easily plucked at the heartstrings by such a sentence.Just because the voice was so similar, he had the illusion that that person was speaking to him.

A momentary loss of consciousness is what he cares more about.

This is like a substitute that can talk and make myself happy, and it is difficult to find a second one.

Chen Yao was in a daze, and only when he sensed the coolness did he think about adding more alcohol so that he could pretend to be more thorough.

When he was holding the wine glass and was about to pour wine on his clothes, one hand grabbed his wrist.

Looking up, he found that it was his unlucky ex-boyfriend.

Because he blocked him, no wonder he said that he has been quieter these days.

As a model, Kang Ning is tall and handsome. When he was volunteering to take pictures for the school, he was wearing a school uniform. When he was seen by Chen Yao, who was returning to his alma mater to participate in the celebration, he looked a bit like standing there with a book.

Chen Yao thought about it and asked for a friend, but at that time Kang Ning had a girlfriend who was one year younger, so he didn't do it for a long time.

Kang Ning is a closet. He is both a model and an Internet celebrity. There are many female fans on the Internet. In order to prevent others from knowing that he is gay, he changed girlfriends one after another.

Until Chen Yao appeared.

Perhaps it was the induction of the same kind. The moment he saw Chen Yao, Kang Ning knew that he was also gay.Even when looking at himself, he did not hide the interest and liking in his eyes.

It's not that he hasn't met gays before, it's because he has never met someone like Chen Yao before.

This person seems to be always out of love, his indifferent attitude is always confusing, but the way he looks at him is so sincere, the appearance of special liking makes him give birth, Chen Yao likes it It's your own, you can't do without yourself.

At the beginning, I dated him a few times, but when I found out that I had a girlfriend, Chen Yao never contacted me again.

The hazy face under the lights of the bar in those nights, the blurred eyes, the intertwined lips, and the long-lasting breath full of alcohol.

Everything is so profound, firmly engraved in his memory, facing his girlfriend who is acting like a baby, Kang Ning always has Chen Yao's face in his mind.

He began to search for Chen Yao's existence intentionally or unintentionally through that circle, and he would feel deeply jealous when he saw other people approaching Chen Yao.

Keep approaching, keep pestering, longing for this person to look at me like before.

It's just that Chen Yao always stared at him with cold eyes.

Kang Ning blamed all the faults on his girlfriend, thinking that if it wasn't for her, he would be able to be with Chen Yao in a logical way, and he could stand by his side as his lover openly and drive Chen Yao away of those malicious people.

So, he started to be cold and violent. He kept picking and attacking verbally, which made his girlfriend unbearable to be humiliated and successfully became an ex-girlfriend.

Knowing that he broke up, Chen Yao showed him a nice smile again, and there was warmth in his eyes when he looked at him a few more times.

He would gently stroke his cheek with his warm hands, and say those beautiful words to himself.

But with Chen Yao's disappearance, he continued to question him, only to get him to break up lightly.

Before he even had time to ask why, he found out that he had been blocked.

I was left behind by my lover.

Obviously for Chen Yao's sake, he can risk everything and risk being found out that he is gay.

He went to the bar where Chen Yaohui often came, and he wanted to ask Chen Yao clearly why he broke up with him so easily.

Is he not doing well enough?Or because of other problems?

Kang Ning looked for it for a long time, and Chen Yao's "friends" looked down on them at first, and after learning that he had "quarreled" with Chen Yao, they even took the words over lightly and dismissed him.

He could only keep guarding here, waiting for Chen Yao's appearance.

Now that the person appeared, Kang Ning held Chen Yao's hand in disbelief, and the other person looked much better than himself; he was even a little worried, now that he looked embarrassed and ugly, as soon as he let go, Chen Yao would run away immediately .

"Why do you block me? Why is there no explanation? Is it because I'm not doing well enough? Is it because I always ask too many questions, so you say such hurtful things about breaking up in a fit of anger?"

"Chen Yao, don't break up, okay, I will change it, I won't be so clingy anymore, can you stop talking about breaking up."

Kang Ning begged, inexplicably feeling that such a scene was extremely familiar, but he couldn't remember it for a while.

The most important thing right now is to coax Chen Yao well.

Originally thought it was just a tacit love, Chen Yao also broke up because he was too annoying at the beginning, but he really didn't expect this piece of brown sugar to be so sticky, and after so long, he could still find himself.

The person in front of him was really sloppy, unlike Yi Zelin who was always clean, Chen Yao couldn't remember what this person looked like before, but it was just a romantic relationship, so he didn't need to care about it.

But I didn't expect to be so entangled.

Constantly shaking, Kang Ning grabbed his hand more and more forcefully, Chen Yao was furious in his heart, but his face remained calm, and his voice was soft: "It hurts."

The hand holding him loosened, but it was still tightly shackled, not letting him leave.

"We have already broken up." Chen Yao thought for a while, and forgot the name of this person for a while, but he didn't show it on the face, and continued: "Can you stop pestering me?"

Seeing Yi Zelin standing downstairs at the stairs, ready to come up, Chen Yao began to pretend to be drunk, struggled constantly, and yelled for the person in front of him to let go.

"Don't pester me anymore, I already have someone I like."