After the rebirth, I let the scum attack the crematorium

Xie Yan didn't sleep well in the first half of the night.

After the person beside him fell asleep, his body trembled slightly as if he had had a nightmare.

With the dim light of the phone's screen turned on, Xie Yan saw that Gong Shi frowned, his lips parted slightly, and he kept mumbling something.

Out of doubt, he turned sideways and moved closer.After listening for nearly a minute, Xie Yan's eyes flashed a little puzzlement after hearing clearly what Gong Shi said.

He has never thought that the person who used others as pawns would whisper his name over and over again.

Hearing Gong Shi's unsteady breathing and seeing his frowning, Xie Yan lowered his eyes and pondered for a while, then touched Gong Shi's clenched hand.

Having shared the same bed for a year, he knew that Gongshi's sleep was very light.But the current touch, instead of waking up Gong Shi, made the person in front of him breathe harder.

Worried that something would happen if he continued like this, Xie Yan put his hand on Gong Shi's shoulder.He was about to wake up Gong Shi when he felt his subordinates tremble violently.

Xie Yan raised his eyes in a daze, and frowned at the panic he hadn't restrained when he went to the palace.

"What's wrong? Did you have nightmares?" Before Xie Yan could ask anything, Gong Shi propped up his upper body and breathed a sigh of relief, "Chen Fu said, you used to have nightmares."

"What's going on now?" Thinking that the daze in Xie Yan's eyes was just having a nightmare and hadn't reacted yet, Gong Shi approached sideways and wrapped his arms around Xie Yan's waist, "Don't be afraid."

Seeing Gong Shi comforting, Xie Yan closed his eyes again, and Xie Yan pursed his lips lightly, but did not respond.When he turned his back to the palace, the hand on his waist did not slip off.

Xu Shi had been tossing around for a whole day and hadn't had a good rest, Xie Yan soon became sleepy.When his consciousness gradually became blurred, he felt that the people surrounding him tightened their strength.

It took less than four hours from falling asleep to being woken up.

"The situation between you and Xie Yan is somewhat similar."

Hearing someone talking outside the door, Xie Yan opened his eyes in confusion.

He propped up his upper body, and as soon as he sat up, Gong Shi lowered his voice and said, "He's still sleeping, let's talk in another place."

"Xie Yan is with you?" Chen Fu asked in surprise.

Although Chen Fu's voice behind him was very low, Xie Yan could still recognize who was speaking.

Thinking back to what Chen Fu said just now, Xie Yan frowned slightly, and walked towards the door.

"How long has the nightmare lasted?" Chen Fu held a pen and sketched in the notebook.

Hearing Chen Fu mention the nightmare, Xie Yan froze for a moment.He unconsciously lowered his footsteps, and there was almost no sound when he opened the door, and the people who were walking and talking outside did not notice any movement.

"More than a month." Glancing at what Chen Fu wrote, Gong Shi paused when he saw the circled area above, "Is this a mental problem?"

"Will you lose your self-awareness and cause harm to the people around you? For example, you can't control your behavior and emotions..." Gong Shi lightly pursed his lips. Although his voice was very flat, other people could hear him showing a little panic. come out.

"As long as you can control it well, nothing will happen." Chen Fu sighed softly, and closed the notebook, "But if you can't get out, you might leave marks on yourself. Wait until the day you can't bear it." , will probably choose to leave.”

"You know what I mean, I don't want my patients to die, and neither do you." Chen Fu frowned slightly, a little embarrassed, "But you won't tell me what you often dream about, I How can I help you?"

Without waiting for Gong Shi to say anything, Xie Yan increased the sound of his footsteps, reminding the two people walking in front.Chen Fu didn't react at all, he turned around and greeted Xie Yan generously, "You're awake, didn't you wake up because you were talking too loudly just now?"

"No." After signaling to Chen Fu with a slight smile, Xie Yan looked at Gong Shi, whose body was frozen and hadn't turned around for a long time, and asked tentatively, "Is your nightmare related to what happened before?"

"I dreamed about what happened when I was a child. At that time, I was controlled by the Gong family and made a puppet." Gong Shi turned around slowly and met Xie Yan's eyes.He looked calm, showing nothing wrong.

"I want to talk to you." Noticing that Gong Shi's hands hanging on the side of his body trembled slightly, Xie Yan said.

If he hadn't heard what Gong Shi said in his sleep last night, I'm afraid he would really have believed what he just said.

"Talk first. Call me if you have anything to do. I'll wait downstairs." Chen Fu didn't hesitate. After Xie Yan said this, he patted Gong Shi on the shoulder and left directly.

"What do you want to talk about?" Waiting for Chen Fu's figure to disappear from sight, Gong Shi looked at the person approaching him, and his voice was very soft.

Looking at Gong Shi's tired face, Xie Yan sighed lightly, completely relieved of the things that happened before, "What did you dream about last night?"

"Don't lie to me again, I can't promise, if you lie again, is there any possibility between us." Seeing that the person who was about to talk suddenly closed his mouth, with a look of astonishment, Xie Yan continued: " You asked me before if you still have a chance, I can tell you now."

"Yes, but this is the last time..." Before Xie Yan finished speaking, Gong Shi suddenly stepped forward and pushed him into his arms.

Not caring about the soreness in his nasal cavity, Gong Shi tightly wrapped his arms around Xie Yan's waist, hugging him with a strength that melts people into one body, "Is what you said true?"

"I've never lied to..." Recalling that he also had the memory of that year when he concealed the truth from the palace before, and it could be considered as a short cheat, Xie Yan paused, "Really."

"Can you tell me now, what exactly is your nightmare? Why is Chen Fu also in a private hospital? When did you and Zhou Hongrun discuss to hide it from me?" After Gong Shi calmed down a bit, Xie Yan After struggling a little, Gong Shi felt his strength loosen.

"I dreamed...you jumped off the building." No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't touch Xie Yan, even if it was just a small piece of clothes.Recalling the blood stains under the building that year, Gong Shi lowered his head and leaned on Xie Yan's shoulder, "I'm afraid that you will disappear again, and that everything now is fake."

"I approached Chen Fu in the first episode, and then I found out that you often had nightmares." Gong Shi recalled, and continued, "I have been checking about Guan Xin, and I received news from Zhou Hongrun, saying After you and Guan Xin left, I called Chen Fu directly."

"As for Zhou Hongrun, what I said to you before is true." As if afraid that Xie Yan would regret it when he heard this, Gong Shi had no intention of letting go.

He raised his hand and patted Gongshi's back a few times. Xie Yan pursed his lips, feeling a little sore in his heart, "Remember, there is only one chance. Also, don't you often have nightmares? I will accompany you through it, After you recover, go back to the program group to accompany me."

The author has something to say:

It's almost finished, maybe the last few chapters

I haven't thought about the extra episode yet, but there must be a chapter written from the perspective of [attack]

Qiu Yu's car accident that year will be explained in [Attack Perspective] (mainly this)