After the rebirth, I let the scum attack the crematorium

"Will you call Director Zhou back?" Xie Yan sighed softly when he thought that Zhou Hongrun was still worrying about the palace affairs.

Not wanting Xie Yan to keep thinking about other things, Gong Shi raised his hand to close the door of the ward while touching his cell phone to call Zhou Hongrun.

The conversation between the two was very brief, and finally ended with Gong Shi sincerely apologizing and saying that he would continue to invest in the follow-up.

When he hung up the phone and turned to look at Xie Yan, Gong Shi realized that Xie Yan was looking at him.

"I've always wanted to tell you." Facing the slightly confused eyes when he went to the palace, Xie Yan said calmly, "I can't explain what happened before."

"My hands were destroyed that year because of Lou Yiqing, and Qiu Yu's accident was not because of the early wedding, I chose..." Halfway through the words, Xie Yan paused.Seeing Gong Shi looked anxious, Xie Yan's hand hanging by his side trembled slightly, "But these are all related to the two of us."

"So many things have happened now. Although it is different from before, I can't guarantee what will happen in the future." Without paying attention to Gong Shi, Xie Yan approached him, and Xie Yan stood where he was, neither retreating nor taking the initiative like Gong Shi Closer, "From the first time you were hospitalized, I wanted to say, let it all end."

"It's not that you treat that year as a lie. After all, those things may be imprinted in your mind forever, and you will never forget..." Before he could finish speaking, he was pressed into his arms by Gong Shi.

Feeling that Gong Shi's heart was beating very fast, Xie Yan lowered his eyes lightly, without struggling, "I don't want to torture you, it's enough for one person to remember, and what you do is already good enough."

"I'm very glad that I remember these things, so that I can have the opportunity to make up for you." With his hands clasped tighter, Gong Shi's chin rested on Xie Yan's shoulder, and after a moment of silence, he continued, "You have never tortured me before." Me, it was my fault that year, and it's my fault now."

"I don't want to let go. I used to take advantage of everyone around me, but now it's different. I also want to protect someone." Speaking of this, Gong Shi relaxed a little, his eyes a little lonely, "But I didn't expect, backfired."

Xie Yan didn't make a sound. After a long time, feeling that Gong Shi didn't let go of his intentions, Xie Yan couldn't help but raised his hand and pushed, "Let me take a breath."

Ever since Gong Shi said that he had memories of that year, he suspected that Gong Shi approached him because he didn't want to let the people who were still around get rid of his control.After all, after getting along for a year, he understood more or less.

But now it seems that the person in the past has changed a long time ago, just like him now.Without the torment of nightmares, his spirit is much better than before, but he doesn't know how to fill the void in his heart.

Kidnapped by Guan Deye, he had no intention of committing suicide again.It's just that people who care about are fine, even if they leave, it's fine.Thinking back to the state at that time carefully now, it may be a little abnormal.

"Have you ever had a nightmare?" Thinking back to this, Xie Yan raised his head and looked at the person with reddened eyes, "Remember what happened that year, until now, have you ever had a nightmare?"

Gong Shi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Xie Yan to ask these questions, he reacted for a while before saying: "I did."

"On the last day of that year, I went to the mansion." He didn't see the corpse, but he could never forget the blood stains on the ground, Xie Yan was really gone.The fragments of the dream flashed through his mind, and Gong Shi's face turned pale, "I didn't see how you jumped, but I always dreamed of it."

"I can't catch you with all my efforts, I will jump down with you again and again, and then I will wake up in a dream..." Gong Shi clenched his hands, his heart throbbing, "It hurts."

Xie Yan shook his head, he couldn't remember what it felt like.But everything is magnified, and the pain is multiplied, but it can't match the despair in my heart.

"Om-"

When the two fell silent, Xie Yan's phone rang.Seeing that the caller was Guan Xin, he hesitated whether to avoid it.But thinking that what Guan Xin said might have something to do with Gong Shi, he pressed the connection button in front of Gong Shi.

"You are not in the house arranged by the program group." Guan Xin sat on the bed, looked at the empty seat opposite, and said lightly.

"I'm busy with other things. Besides asking this, do you have anything else to do?" Xie Yan asked while being dragged to sit on the hospital bed by Gong Shi.

Guan Xin was silent for a while, and when she heard that there seemed to be someone on Xie Yan's side, she couldn't help asking, "Are you with Gong Shi?"

After saying that, Guan Xin felt that he was meddling in his own business.He still doesn't want to admit what his uncle did before.Once admitted, his uncle is truly guilty.

Did not hear Xie Yan's response, Guan Xin patted his stiff face, trying to pull out a smile.He pretended to be relaxed on the bed, his tone relaxed, "Can we still be friends?"

"What are you thinking?" Xie Yan frowned, a little puzzled, "You obviously care about your uncle's affairs, but you help him hide it, and even push it to Lou Yiwen, why do you have anything to do with me ?”

"Guan Xin, you feel that we are the same, but we are not the same at all." Xie Yan breathed a sigh of relief, resisting the urge to hang up the phone, "The people I lost were because of what your uncle did. You lost The reputation and the trust of others, is for yourself."

"We are opposites. You can admit it. You can't get over the test in your heart. We have different views and standpoints. We can't get along well." He didn't want to add what Guan Deye did to Guan Xin, but Guan Xin The use of him and the concealment for Guan Deye made him feel powerless.

Guan Xin always used the excuse that the two were similar to get close, which made him feel baffled.But calm down, think carefully about what Guan Xin has been doing all this time, Xie Yanshun breathed a sigh of relief, "Do you think you are pitiful? I almost lost everything, and the person you care about was imprisoned, so you think we are similar. Or, you Just trying to get close to someone related to your uncle."

Hearing what Xie Yan said, the smile on Guan Xin's face froze completely.He sat up from the bed, his hands clenched the sheets tightly.He wanted to refute, but didn't know how to say it.

Xie Yan couldn't wait for a response, only heard heavy breathing on the other side.Zhou Hongrun's variety shows are not allowed to take mobile phones, Guan Xin probably hid them secretly, but he doesn't care.

Whether Guan Xin made the phone call to the camera or secretly, he didn't care.When he was about to hang up the phone, Xie Yan glanced down at the screen, thinking that there was no need to say anything to anyone who would be related to him in the future, so he pressed the hang up button in silence.

"Do you want to go out together?" Worried that Xie Yan would think of something bad because of Guan Xin, Gong Shi paused, and then continued, "You really didn't..."

"I'm fine." Interrupting the second half of Gong Shi's sentence, Xie Yan smiled lightly, pretending not to care, and said: "It's been more than ten years, although it still hurts a little, but it's not unbearable."