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Zhang Xingbiao could feel that Zhou Runqing's mood was not right.

As the name suggests, Zhou Runqing has always been gentle and gentle. She is younger than Shi Bing, the oldest among the guests, but more like a mature and stable big brother than Shi Bing. This is a fact that everyone on the Internet knows.

And this gentle and gentle Zhou Runqing was blocking the door right now, without a trace of a smile on his face, relentlessly asking him if Little Sunshine was here.

"During the filming of the show, where can she be if she isn't here?" Zhang Xingbiao is not an actor after all, and he doesn't have such good acting skills. He smiled and said strangely: "Why do you have to quarrel with her at night?"

"Director, I already know." Zhou Runqing was eager to confirm that what he thought was not true, he grabbed Zhang Xingbiao's shoulder, even though he tried to keep calm, there was still a slight tremor in his voice, every word They all said it in a very difficult way, "It's...it's blood cancer, isn't it?"

A trace of surprise flashed in Zhang Xingbiao's eyes, followed by deep sadness.

He didn't answer.

But Zhou Runqing already knew the answer.

His hands slowly dropped, his body leaned against the wall, and slowly slid down. The whole person sat on the cold floor, and every breath was accompanied by severe pain.

There is another little girl named Yang Guang in this world, who is the same age as Little Sunshine here. She also has big round eyes, small dimples that occasionally show when she smiles, and long black hair. I like to rely on Zhou Runqing, and I follow wherever I go.

She is Zhou Runqing's stepfather's child and his sister.

A jigsaw puzzle without fit will not be complete no matter how you put it together.

When the two fragmented families were reunited, Zhou Runqing thought that it would be the end of his repressed life.

But it never occurred to me that it was just the beginning of a nightmare.

His family conditions are not good, his biological father died early, and all the expenses of the family are borne by his mother Zhou Lingxiang.

It is not easy for a single woman to support a child. Food, drink, education, heavy burdens of life can weigh people down.

She always thought that she was very strong, even if she felt unwell, she never took the initiative to go to the hospital. When the backlog of problems was discovered, Zhou Runqing had just graduated from university and was working in a company.

Zhou Lingxiang was born with a good appearance, even after suffering from mental illness, she was still so beautiful that people stopped.

People with mental illness don't know the seriousness. Zhou Lingxiang always laughs and cries, and when she gets angry, she just hits people with what she can get.

Zhou Runqing's body was always bruised and purple. He didn't hide at first, he just hugged Zhou Lingxiang with all his strength, and patted her on the back over and over again to soothe her emotions.

Keren will always be tired.

The exhaustion and depression of taking care of patients is a weight that ordinary people can't feel at all.

Zhou Lingxiang would often wake up in the middle of the night, open the door and go out without telling Zhou Runqing, without any communication tools with her.

The first time this happened, Zhou Runqing was so anxious that he hurriedly adjusted the monitoring and called the police. When he found Zhou Lingxiang in the park with only one shoe left on his foot, he choked and cried. come out.

There were not many times when Zhou Lingxiang was conscious.

But within a few days, she lost it again.

She is a living person, but she is not in a good state of mind. She has no major physical problems. She can run and move. She is not a puppet that can be tied at home, nor is she a small animal that cannot escape after being locked in a cage.

Zhou Runqing became numb after searching too many times. He even thought: If one day he can't find it, that's fine.

When she realized what she was thinking a second ago, Zhou Runqing raised her hand and slapped herself without thinking.

Then the second slap, and the third slap, while slapping his face, he cried and told himself: "That's your real mother, Zhou Runqing!"

Zhou Runqing did not continue to work. When he resigned, his boss understood his situation very well and handed him an information sheet.

It was a cooperation project of their company.

It said that his mother could be well taken care of in a professional nursing home.

Zhou Runqing decided to give it a try.

"Mom, let's go and treat the illness, it will definitely be cured."

Zhou Lingxiang agreed, but she was unwilling to go to a nursing home, and only agreed to go to the hospital for an examination.

Zhou Runqing transferred all the money in each card together, and borrowed some money to accompany her.

From Zhou Lingxiang's illness to going to the hospital, this process has been tortured for three years.

During this period, it's not that Zhou Runqing didn't mention going to the hospital, but every time he shut up his mother's fuss.

He also learned that some authoritative organizations and professional doctors had been invited to their homes, and Zhou Lingxiang beat her out with a stick on her hips.

A sick person will not feel that he is sick, just like a drunk person will always say that he is not drunk.

Zhou Lingxiang would agree to see a doctor this time, but maybe she couldn't hold on anymore.

Yang Guang's father, Yang Tao, met Zhou Lingxiang when he was hospitalizing the child.

She was doing well then, reasonably sober.

When the two decided to get married, Zhou Runqing explained the situation to Yang Tao in advance, and the latter was only briefly surprised, but did not change his mind.

Marriages in this age group are mostly without ceremony. Zhou Lingxiang was very happy on the day she received the certificate, holding the small book in her hand and reading it over and over again.

Pregnant before marriage, which was not given to her by her previous husband.

The two families moved together.

This was also the first time Zhou Runqing saw little Yang Guang with two braids.

The child is optimistic and cheerful, and looks very cute.

Unfortunately, Yang Tao may be a qualified father, but not a qualified husband.

Love that starts in the skin can last forever, but Zhou Lingxiang is not that lucky one.

After the freshness, Yang Tao began to reveal his true nature.

He is addicted to alcohol and gambling, and is rarely sober.

There are a total of four people in this dilapidated family, and more than half of them are abnormal.

When she learned that the eight-year-old child had to go to the hospital from time to time because of leukemia, Zhou Runqing could no longer feel any sadness.

He was actually thinking: Now there is no normal person in this family.

He didn't think it was normal for him to lose sleep all night, staring at the ceiling with his eyes wide open to see the dawn.

All the tortures have passed, and he started to look for a job again.

It's no different from the past, except that he needs to earn money to support, from one person to three.

Zhou Runqing originally thought that if life was so bad that there would be no room for decline.

But this is not the case.

Zhou Lingxiang is gone.

I got up in the middle of the night to wash the clothes and fell off the balcony while drying the clothes.

There was a basin on the balcony, which contained the clothes that Zhou Runqing wore just yesterday.

They had only moved into the house so recently that he hadn't had time to have burglar-proof exterior windows installed on the windows here to prevent accidental falls.

Zhou Runqing looked at the window with empty eyes and thought: Finally, there is one person in this family who can live easily.

One day, Yang Tao came back from drinking with an unpleasant smell of alcohol.

At that time, Zhou Runqing was sitting on the sofa in the living room dealing with work.

Yang Tao sat down next to him in a daze, and put one hand on his thigh, sliding down to the heel of his leg.

"What are you doing?!" Zhou Runqing stood up in a "chuckle". Based on his life experience, he couldn't understand what just happened.

"Runqing, since your mother is dead, can you replace her? I think you are also good at taking care of children, so let's go." Yang Tao burped.

Zhou Runqing's eyes widened immediately, and the worldview he had held on to for more than twenty years began to crumble.

He couldn't feel anything but nausea.

Yang Tao stumbled towards him, and Zhou Runqing kicked him directly in the belly.

This doesn't happen just once.

Before Zhou Runqing had time to move out of the house, he had a fever. He lay on the bed in a daze, and even the meals Yang Guang ate were ordered by himself on the phone.

Yang Tao didn't drink this time. Zhou Runqing was sick and unable to exert himself. When he was pressed on the bed and tore off his shirt, he turned his head and vomited on the bed.

Yang Tao said "unlucky" and "dirty" in his mouth, but kept moving his hands.

Since the last encounter in the living room, Zhou Runqing had put a knife on the bedside table.

He stretched out his hand while struggling, and grasped the handle of the knife drowsily.

Just a push forward can end the chaos in front of you.

Yang Tao will relax, and so will he.

"Brother, I'm hungry." A childish voice suddenly appeared at the door of the room, interrupting everything.

Yang Tao didn't want Yang Guang to see this scene, so he stumbled out of Zhou Runqing's room while cursing.

Zhou Runqing learned from Yang Guang that her father was very kind to her and wanted the stars but not the moon since she was a child.

"However, Dad likes beautiful aunts very much, and he often brings them back, sometimes in the room, sometimes on the sofa. He is afraid that I will be unhappy, and he will say that those aunts are his friends, but in fact I know all about them." Yang Guang's eyes are very bright, he doesn't look like a person who will die soon, "Brother, Dad wants to do bad things to you, right?"

Zhou Runqing didn't answer.

From then on, every time Yang Tao did something excessive, Yang Guang would appear in time, sometimes saying that he was hungry, sometimes saying that he was thirsty, or that he was not feeling well.

In the later stage, Yang Guang needed long-term hospitalization for chemotherapy.

Zhou Runqing would go to see her every day, he didn't talk much, and the kid found a book of cold jokes somewhere, and would read him a short story every day.

She didn't last long, and her condition deteriorated quickly. On the day she read the 59 cold joke stories, she couldn't sit up anymore.

But he would still hand his hand to Zhou Runqing, asking him to lead him before he would treat her.

"You have to be happy!"

The back of Yang Guang's thin and small left hand was full of bruises from the needles, and the other small hand was still holding a bottle. It seemed that he had exhausted all his strength in just one sentence, and it took him a long time to continue his breathing Two sentences.

"Brother, don't be sad, look, I have strawberry cake to eat."

Zhou Runqing didn't feel sad, he just felt stuffy in his heart, as if there was a pile of stones piled up there.

Yang Guang is the only bright color in Zhou Runqing's uneventful and sad life.

But she stopped breathing in Zhou Runqing's arms, and the cause of death was blood cancer.

Zhou Runqing didn't cry at that time, he had suffered too much, he had to cry every time before, and at the end he had forgotten how to cry.

He just stared blankly at the white walls of the hospital, not even feeling sad.

But now, this little Sunshine is also suffering from the same disease.

He can't accept this.

"Can it still be cured?" In the quiet room, Zhou Runqing heard his own voice.

The author has something to say:

Waiting for a long time~ I still love you Mumu!

The role of Little Sunshine was arranged by the author of the dog from the very beginning. Although everyone dislikes her for having too many roles and thinks she is redundant, the arrangement of this role and the direction of the plot... cannot be spoiled, but it has a certain purpose.

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!