Dead after eight years [rebirth]

Cheng Nan didn't know that the one who died was squatting not far away. He patted Sun Ziwen on the shoulder to conclude: "So, as long as you have the ability and sense of responsibility, and don't mislead your children, why can't you be a teacher?" gone?"

Sun Tzuwen was taken aback by what he said, but after thinking about it carefully, it was also true, and he nodded in agreement.

After gossiping for a long time, Cheng Nan dug out all the textbooks and workbooks, and began to cut to the chase for Sun Ziwen's tutoring.

"Cheng Nan."

He just said a few words when he heard someone calling him, Cheng Nan turned his head, and the dead party, Cheng Shuibei, stood behind him, with a smile or anger on his face, he just called his name.

Cheng Shuibei originally wanted to come up and say something, but when he walked in front of him, he realized that what his brother said was the truth. He was just out of the closet unknowingly.

He calmed down, and said to Cheng Nan who was already dumbfounded sitting on the ground: "It's nothing, I just happened to be passing by on business nearby. Didn't you say you came to play golf in the morning? I just wanted to come over and ask if you want to go back together."

At this moment, Cheng Nan's heart was full of small drumbeats. He didn't know when Cheng Shuibei came, and he didn't know how much Cheng Shuibei had heard. He opened and closed his mouth, closed and opened it again, and finally only Said "I still have a while".

"Well, then I'll go first, and later you go home and bring half a piece of corn to Chacha, it likes to eat warm food."

After Cheng Shuibei finished speaking, he pretended to be calm and left the stadium, and punched himself as soon as he went out.

He shouldn't have any trust in the sound insulation effect of the walls of the broken community!

Now it's all right, I thought I could save Cheng Nan until he was an adult before confessing, but the kid already knew about it, and would use him to explain things to his classmates.

Cheng Shuibei wished that a big watermelon would fall from the sky and crush him to death.

No matter how he thought about it, he felt embarrassed, and what made Cheng Shuibei even more worried was that he didn't know if his brother had been misled by him, and what if his brother did the same thing at that time.If Cheng Nan's nature was like this, he could accept it, but what Cheng Shuibei couldn't accept was any negative influence he might bring to Cheng Nan.

After much deliberation, Cheng Shuibei became even more entangled, so he simply ran to the campus of Yunan University to look for Zhang Ci'an.

Anyway, half of Professor Zhang's credit is responsible for the life and death.

Zhang Cian was doing experiments in the laboratory at this time. With the lessons learned from 1034, Cheng Shuibei went through the registration process of visitors in a regular manner, and only then saw Zhang Cian in a white coat tinkering with the instrument alone.

Cheng Shuibei originally thought that he could stay with Zhang Cian in the laboratory for a while when he came here, but Zhang Cian dragged him to go out, Xiao Cheng reminded embarrassedly: "I just came to see, Brother Ci, you can concentrate on your work."

Zhang Ci'an sternly rejected him: "But Xiaobei, I can't concentrate anymore when I see you, so let's go for a walk."

In the end, Cheng Shuibei compromised, and the two set off from the laboratory building and strolled around the bicycle lane at the outermost edge of the school.

Boss Cheng couldn't hide the matter in his heart, so he said everything he heard from Cheng Nan in the morning, but Zhang Ci'an not only didn't feel sorry for him, but also had an indescribable blush on his face.

Indeed, he is dying, Professor Zhang should be very proud of himself.

After being slapped shamelessly by Cheng Shuibei, Zhang Ci'an finally became serious. "Xiaobei, I think this is a good time. Cheng Nan will be 15 soon, so why not explain it to him clearly."

That's right, my brother is already 15 years old, and Cheng Shuibei suddenly realized that he had been alive for five or six years.

"Boys are generally enlightened by their fathers. Xiaobei, I believe that you can do it without Uncle Cheng." Zhang Ci'an encouraged, but Cheng Shuibei slandered inwardly. He could be a hammer thanks to the existence of Professor Zhang. , some of his functions have not been played until now.

But what Professor Zhang said was reasonable, whether it was psychological or physical, it was time for Cheng Nan to know and understand these things.

Cheng Shuibei hesitated, but there was no better way at the moment, maybe what children need to grow up is the trust of adults, so Cheng Shuibei decided to go all out and talk to his brother.

He walked around the school, Zhang Ci'an had teaching assistant classes in the afternoon, and Cheng Shuibei had to go home by himself when it was lunch time.

Although he promised to confess, Cheng Shuibei still hoped that his brother would come back later and give him more time to prepare.But when Cheng Shuibei got home, he found that Cheng Nan had already returned, holding Cha Cha and feeding the puppy corn.

"I am back."

Cheng Nan was in a daze, and Cheng Shuibei called three times before he got his brother's response.

When Cheng Nan saw him, he stood up and said "I'm sorry".

"I'm sorry, Cheng Shuibei, I shouldn't talk about you like others. I just want to encourage Sun Ziwen. He is always scolded by his father. I just..." Cheng Nan hurriedly explained, holding half of the The corn fell on the carpet and hurried to pick it up again. Cheng Shuibei looked at it with distress.

He helped his brother up and stared at Cheng Nan's face. Only then did Cheng Shuibei realize that his brother was already higher than his ears.

They are two brothers, the younger brother looks like his mother and is delicate, the elder brother looks a bit like his father when he was a child, and when he grows up, his facial features and Cheng Wenqiu look like they were carved out of a mold.

Cheng Nan is already half an adult.

"It's not your fault," Cheng Shuibei pulled Cheng Nan to sit on the sofa, "It's because I always thought you were a child, and I didn't explain it clearly to you in time."

Cheng Nan's eyes were full of surprise, as if he didn't expect him to say that.

Cheng Shuibei and his elder brother faced each other, took a deep breath and put on a slightly decent parental posture: "Cheng Nan, you have grown up, I want to talk to you about some adult things."

The 15-year-old man tilted his head slightly, and his puzzled expression was exactly the same as Cheng Shuibei's.

Cheng Shuibei decided to start with his relationship with Zhang Ci'an.

"I think you already know about the matter between me and your brother Ci. Uncle Zhang and Auntie Dou came to the house a few years ago because of this incident. As for what you and your classmates mentioned," Cheng Shuibei paused, still a little embarrassed , "What I want to say is, I'm sorry for the bad influence I caused you."

Cheng Nan didn't expect Cheng Shuibei to say it clearly, knowing that his words had brought some embarrassment and misunderstanding, so he could only bite the bullet and explain: "I didn't really hear or see it, I just guessed it."

Cheng Shuibei laughed at his brother's explanation, knowing that children are thin-skinned. "It's okay, I just want to tell you, just like what you said, I do have a life-and-death relationship with your brother Ci, but the premise of the life-and-death relationship is that I love Zhang Cian very much, and Zhang Cian loves me too..."

He was a little speechless, and wanted to make an analogy that he loves Zhang Ci'an like his father loves his mother, but He Mingsui is now Mrs. Shao, and this analogy is obviously inappropriate, so he can only repeat the word "love" falteringly, trying to make Cheng Nan understand him and his mother. Zhang Ci'an is in love.

"I know, homosexuals... Well, Sun Ziwen and I have educated you about this group. Cheng Shuibei, I believe you, you and Brother Ci love each other very much." Cheng Nan hurriedly said what Cheng Shuibei wanted to tell his words.

He is a genius, how could a genius fail to discover the close relationship between Cheng Shuibei from his family and the elder brother next door? Cheng Nan didn't dare to ask, but Sun Ziwen, who happened to be a playmate who happened to play together, was such a person. Cheng Nan asked casually.

Not only does he know that this is homosexuality, but he also knows that homosexuality is a minority group, but regardless of whether he loves the same sex or the opposite sex, love is worthy of respect, but Cheng Shuibei and Zhang Ci'an have a harder road than normal men and women who love each other. .

Cheng Nan half-raised his head, looked directly at Cheng Shuibei's eyes that he wanted to avoid, and said first: "Cheng Shuibei, you don't have to worry about me, I never think you are different from others. You have a kind brother, and you love each other very much. Keep going, I will also feel very happy. I know that there are still many difficulties and dangers waiting for you in this world. For example, you can’t have a legal certificate, for example, you don’t even have the right to sign when you are critically ill. These are not important , as long as you love each other is enough."

"I'm very happy because there are more family members like Aunt Dou, Uncle Zhang, and Uncle En. At the same time, I'm afraid of becoming a burden to you, and I don't want to be your burden. I won't tell you clearly about these things, so you have to find a way to keep them hidden. I, Cheng Shuibei, will get sick if I hide things in my heart. Now that I know, since you already know that I know, if Brother Ci comes back late in the future, you can go to the next door and wait for him, instead of sneaking away in the middle of the night, I will pretend I'm tired of sleeping too."

Cheng Nan closed his eyes and said a lot, until he opened his eyes again, Cheng Shuibei in front of him was about to wipe away his tears.

Cheng Shuibei didn't care about stickiness anymore, and hugged his brother; "Thank you."

Cheng Nan patted his back imitatively. Whether it was talking or doing things, he already looked like his father Cheng Wenqiu.

Cheng Shuibei held back a lot of words in his heart, wanted to call his brother, but couldn't. He didn't know if Cheng Nan, who was studying quantum mechanics, could understand and understand his embarrassing existence, but he just wanted to tell the story of his brother.

"I actually have a twin brother. My brother is very smart and sensible, just like you. Later, my parents separated, and my brother and I also separated. I never saw him again," Cheng Shuibei rubbed his fingers on Cheng In Nan's eyes, he said a lie that only he knew, "I was only eight years old when I last saw him. If he grows up, he should be as smart as you now."

Cheng Nan was coaxed by him like a child. Hearing Cheng Shuibei's nasally confused words, he laughed in a low voice: "If you miss him, you can also call me brother."

He intended to tease Cheng Shuibei as a joke, a big man can't cry just because of two or three words.But his words seem to have entered Xiao Cheng's heart by accident.

Cheng Shuibei raised his head, with tears in his eyes.

With this joke, he finally called out the title that he hadn't called out for more than ten years.

"elder brother."

The author has something to say:

Professor Zhang: If you miss Uncle Cheng, you can also call me...

Xiaocheng: ...thank you