Dead after eight years [rebirth]

Surprise, panic, nervousness, bewilderment, and loss appeared on Zhang Ci'an's face in turn.

"How is it possible...Xiao Bei, if you weren't drunk, how could you be so..."

Cheng Shuibei's breath is close at hand, Zhang Ci'an only needs to raise his head slightly, and he can kiss the person he longs for.

But he just turned his head away, tried not to look at Cheng Shuibei's expectant eyes, restrained himself, and didn't say a word.

Cheng Shuibei instantly felt untimely sadness.Maybe they can't start in such a muddle-headed way. There are many things that need to be discussed clearly when they are sober.

"Look into my eyes," Cheng Shuibei pinched Zhang Cian's neckline, and said the classic lines of the sad housewife on TV, "Zhang Cian, I'm not drunk."

His eyes were too sincere, and his tone lost the madness just now. Surprise, fear, nervousness, bewilderment, and loss reappeared on Zhang Cian's face again, and Professor Zhang finally believed his words.

"Xiaobei, you... sorry, I thought you were drunk, I..."

"Zhang Cian, I'm sober. My answer is," Cheng Shuibei pulled himself closer, and he kissed Zhang Cian's face, "This."

Cheng Shuibei turned over, lay side by side with Zhang Cian, and closed his eyes.

"I know what you care about, Zhang Ci'an, your heart is in me, but now I am lying here well, with no missing arms or broken legs, and Aunt Dou is also fine at home, Zhang Ci'an, there is no such thing as before, don't Stop torturing yourself with these."

"You don't know how happy I was when I heard those words, Zhang Ci'an, thank you for being brave this time and letting me know that I am loved."

"So I also want to be brave once, to see if I can walk out of a different future with you. I want to watch Cheng Nan grow up, I want to watch Chacha circle around me, I want to watch the little monkey marry a wife, and I want to watch Brother Zhou I've been with Sister Tong for a hundred years, and I still want to see you, gray-haired and disfigured with age."

Cheng Shuibei turned around and stroked Zhang Ci'an's brow: "I'm really not drunk, I just wanted to have a joke with you just now, and I wanted to see how the proud and reserved Professor Zhang panicked over me."

Thanks to the joke, he finally heard what Professor Zhang was saying.

"Zhang Ci'an, say you love me, and say it again."

Camellias and roses were in full bloom among them, and the corners of Zhang Ci'an's eyes were sparkled by the fragrance of flowers.

He held Cheng Shuibei's hand in front of him, and kissed his lover's fingers lightly: "Xiaobei, I love you, very much."

Like eating bread dipped in salt, like running feverishly in the night and then putting your lips to the faucet.

Loving you is like saying, I am alive.

In Cheng Shuibei's life, no one has ever loved him. He lived under the fence for ten years, and met Zhang Ci'an for a few years, but he was just dancing in a cage.

Cheng Shuibei let him kiss him, and raised his head proudly amidst the overwhelming love: "Say you love me ten thousand times."

The roses are crushed, and the camellias are stained with red.

Zhang Ci'an kissed his little Bei, saying "I love you" over and over again.

Cheng Shuibei was obsessed with "I love you" and raised his hand to take off the French shirt he had just put on indiscriminately. When he wanted to continue unbuttoning it, Zhang Ci'an pressed him down again: "Be obedient, wait until you get better, There are times."

When Xiao Cheng heard it, Gulu turned over and got up, threw the shirt he took off on the roses and camellias, and let the flowers dye the white shirt into a stunning color.

"What are you thinking about, I'm just flustered with heat."

It is indeed too hot in the room, otherwise why are both of them blushing?

There was still a child at home, Cheng Shuibei couldn't let himself stay here forever, he jumped up from the bed, and adjusted his clothes in front of the reflection of Zhang Cian's pupils.

Zhang Ci'an leaned against the head of the bed, his eyes blurred, as if after a big dream, watching Cheng Shuibei's movements in disbelief.

"Okay," Cheng Shuibei walked to the bed, kissed him lightly on the cheek, and then asked softly, "I'm by your side, will you sleep better?"

Zhang Ci'an nodded in a daze, and suddenly shook his head again as he thought of something, making Cheng Shuibei laugh.

Cheng Shuibei pulled his arm and pushed him from the bed to the bathroom: "Go wash up first, and then sleep well. I'll go back and see Cheng Nan, change my clothes, and come to see you in the middle of the night."

"If you lie down and sleep obediently at that time, I will stay. If you are still torturing yourself, I will never come again."

After finishing speaking, Cheng Shuibei, who had nothing to do, walked out of the room, and took Zhang Ci'an's spare key with him.

When he got home, it was already twelve o'clock at night, and Cheng Nan was still up. He was lying on the sofa looking at his mobile phone. Chacha at his feet had already slept soundly, snoring comfortably.

"Still sleeping?" Cheng Shuibei, who finished his bad deeds, gently hugged Chacha back to his nest, and settled the score with his brother.

Cheng Nan, who stayed up late, was not in a hurry to be caught, and waved his phone to Cheng Shuibei to watch: "There is a physics summit abroad, and the video just came out right now, don't make noise, I'll go to sleep after watching this." .”

After finishing speaking, he wrote and drew in the notebook again, talking to himself while writing: "Why here, I have to ask Brother Ci tomorrow."

Cheng Shuibei looked down. There were various diagrams drawn on the child's notebook that he couldn't understand. Since Cheng Nan stayed up all night to read it, it proved to be useful for him, so he stopped urging him. He warmed up a cup of milk for his brother and put it on the coffee table. Go back to the room and wash up.

Thinking that Zhang Ci'an would tidy himself up obediently and lie on the bed obediently waiting for him, Cheng Shuibei actually felt a little excited. After all these years, the person who was waiting was finally not him.

When he came out after changing his clothes, Cheng Nan also yawned and packed up his things and went back to his room.

With such a small mobile phone screen, I don't know if my brother will hurt his eyes when looking at it, what to do if he becomes short-sighted in the future, and when the tablet was released, Cheng Shuibei thought, let's buy a computer for Cheng Nan first.

He didn't rush to find Zhang Ci'an, he squatted and played with the puppy beard for a while, and after Cheng Nan fell asleep, he tiptoed to the next door.

A good relationship has just begun, and it feels like an affair.

After he finished unlocking the lock, he thought about it, and hung the spare key on his key chain, together with the keys of the small eDonkey and the bookstore, they were all his precious treasures.

All the lights in the room were off, only the wall lamp at the door of the bedroom was on, as if it was pointing the way, illuminating the way to Zhang Cian.

Cheng Shuibei smiled silently and walked towards the dim night light.

The light was not turned on in the bedroom, and by the light from the window, Cheng Shuibei saw Professor Zhang lying upright on the bed, not daring to move, closing his eyes as if he was asleep.

Cheng Shuibei got into the bed, lay down next to Professor Zhang who was pretending to be asleep, rolled around twice, and then skillfully put the hand of Professor Zhang, who was thousands of miles away, on his waist.

"People who pretend to be asleep will be punished if they are found."

Cheng Shui was lying on his side with his back to Zhang Cian and spoke.

Sure enough, the person behind him couldn't pretend any longer, and the hand on Cheng Shuibei's waist tightened slightly, and he gave him a cautious hug: "I'm sorry, I tried my best, but I didn't fall asleep."

Cheng Shuibei rolled himself into his arms, touched Zhang Ci'an's chin and asked, "Have you taken your medicine?"

"En." Zhang Ci'an rubbed Cheng Shuibei slightly, like a well-behaved cat.

Cheng Shuibei nodded thoughtfully: "Ask Dr. Dong tomorrow if your sleeping pills can be stopped properly."

From today onwards, I am the light of your nightmares and the antidote to your illness.

Zhang Ci'an hummed and agreed, not wanting to let go of Cheng Shuibei for a moment.Cheng Shuibei leaned in his arms and talked to people without saying a word to lull them to sleep.

"Brother Zhou and Sister Tong will also come to Yunan after they get married. When he leaves in a few days, you and I can go see him off together."

"Okay, listen to you."

"Zhang Ci'an, what year was the house we lived in built? I have to earn money to buy it quickly, otherwise running around every night is like having an affair."

"Next year, I think it's April. We went to see the house when the flowers were blooming. Xiaobei, I will work hard. There are a lot of project bonuses, and I will hand them over to you for safekeeping."

"That can't work, you are a student, I have to earn money to support you."

"Okay, I'll wait for you to make a lot of money and support me."

"Zhang Ci'an, do you feel if there is a lot of meat in my stomach? I seem to have gained a lot from eating."

"If you're not fat, I'll like it even if you're fat."

……

The two were talking one sentence at a time, and when they were about to fall asleep, Cheng Shuibei suddenly remembered an important thing: "Zhang Ci'an, get rid of all the clothes in the closet."

"Okay, may I know why?" Professor Zhang asked while rubbing Cheng Shuibei's earlobe. There was a jelly-like piece of soft flesh under Cheng Shuibei's earlobe, which felt very good to the touch.

Cheng Shuibei let him knead his ears, and replied seriously: "Because your cabinet is too full, I can't hold my things."

"What's more," Cheng Shuibei's hand suddenly poked into the depths of the bed, "I like to see you in formal clothes, but one or two sets are enough, after all...you can wear them again that night after you take them off. There are very few opportunities.”

Cheng Shuibei groped carelessly, touched Professor Zhang's throat, let out a comfortable low gasp, and then laughed "giggle" as he succeeded.

Professor Zhang had nothing to do with him, so he could only punish the general for hugging Xiaobei even tighter.

"Xiaobei, why did I have such a beautiful dream before I fell asleep?" Zhang Ci'an murmured, lamenting the ups and downs of his day.

And Cheng Shuibei grasped his hand around his waist, urging him to fall into a dream.

"Sleep, it's not a dream, I'm here."

When the alarm clock rang in the morning, Cheng Shuibei moved slightly, and Zhang Ci'an was awakened.

"Go to sleep, sleep a little longer, I'll cook for my brother, and you can eat when you wake up." Cheng Shuibei got up as before, and then gave Professor Zhang a good morning kiss.

Before leaving, he still took away the camellia flower that had been crushed by the two of them: "Thank you for the flower, I like it very much. By the way, you can make dinner and study it carefully. I don't want to eat noodles."

After all, Cheng Shuibei blinked mischievously while holding the camellia, then turned and left.

It's good to fall in love, but it's hard for Cheng Shui to go both ways, and he has to run back from Zhang Ci'an's residence early in the morning to cook for Cheng Nan.

Fortunately, today is the weekend, and Cheng Nan stayed up late yesterday, otherwise Cheng Shuibei would really be easy for his brother to find out about the little lover at the night party if Cheng Shuibei snoozes for a while and returns late.

It was rare for Cheng Nan to stay out for a while without going to school, and he reluctantly got up when the smell of rice and the sound of "woo woo" came.

Cheng Shuibei had already finished cooking, and was about to go out with a piece of bread in his mouth. While changing clothes, he told his brother: "Eat more. Later, when your loving brother comes over for dinner, you should study at home and don't run around. I'll just chat." Don't take her away, you can take her down to play with Xixi from Building No. [-] tonight!"

Cheng Nan waved his hand and bid farewell to the nagging Cheng Shuibei impatiently.

While Cheng Shuibei pushed the door to go out, Professor Zhang was so big that he just stuck in the corridor without knocking on the door.

Before Cheng Shuibei could complain, he saw Zhang Ci'an approaching him with the spring breeze blowing on his face.

"Xiaobei, can I send you a good morning kiss?"

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Ask what to ask, kiss directly!