The model male of the Zerg

Lu Xi closed his eyes and pressed his forehead with his hand.

The handsome male turned his head sideways, the light cast a heavy shadow on his face, and his long eyebrows flew into his temples.

He didn't look like he was drunk, he just frowned slightly.

When he opened his eyes again, a trace of fatigue flooded his eyes.

"gosh."

Xia Baiyuan touched his cheek with the back of his hand, it was warm to the touch.

Subconsciously, Lu Xi rubbed Xia Baiyuan's fingers with the tip of his nose, and said vaguely, "Actually, I'm not very happy."

"Ah."

"No, I was very happy at first." Lu Xi tried to be more precise, "I saved that female insect. I'm such a good insect. That's what I think."

Xia Baiyuan agreed: "This is indeed the truth."

If you feel guilty even for this pride, then the demands on yourself are almost unreasonable.

Xia Baiyuan didn't think this was Lu Xi's idea.

Xia Baiyuan: "And then?"

Lu Xi paused, then smiled slightly: "Then do you know what happened?"

Xia Baiyuan stared at him: "What?"

"I was surrounded by reporters who heard the news. They said that they had never seen a noble and great male like me, and that I had a character like gold, which was the last mercy left by the insect god to the Zerg race."

Lu Xi stared deeply at Xia Baiyuan: "He seems to be yin and yang to me."

After all, Xia Baiyuan couldn't hold back, turned his back silently, and grinned.

Lu Xi looked at him faintly: "You laughed."

Xia Baiyuan: "It's a kind and understanding smile."

"..."

"..."

"Okay," Lu Xi managed to put away his dissatisfaction, "Thank you God, at least you didn't agree with what the reporter said."

Xia Baiyuan tilted his head slightly: "But it's not enough to be angry until now because of this matter."

"Because I realized right away that he wasn't yin and yang to me, he really thought so."

The black-haired Zerg slowly closed his eyes. Alcohol made his thinking slow down, and his eyes lost their former brightness.

His whole body was shrouded in shadows, which made him appear elusive.

"I just did a very ordinary thing."

"I was able to save him not because of how much effort I put in, nor how much sacrifice I made, but because I happened to be a male and a higher male." Lu Xi lowered his eyes. , the voice was low and terrible, "For me, there is nothing to praise about this matter."

"It's like a rich man just passed by a beggar and gave him a meal so that he would not starve to death on the street. Is this worthy of such praise?"

Xia Baiyuan was slightly moved: "But this doesn't change the fact that you saved a female, at least to that female, you are very important."

"That's the problem."

Lu Xi raised his head, his red eyes were burning with fire: "Why did he end up like this, even his life can't be guaranteed, but I can decide his life or death with a word?"

He clasped his hands and said angrily, "The street patrol asked me if I felt sorry for him—I felt sorry for him? How could I have the right to feel sorry for him?"

Xia Baiyuan opened his eyes wide.

There are times when sympathy is a disgusting arrogance.

He knew that the males—they would put on the cloak of kindness, they would pity the females, they would sympathize with the females, and they would give some favors to the females.

But even these are just means of asserting themselves.

They like to listen to the female worms gratefully telling their tragic experiences, so as to satisfy their sense of superiority.

Just curious.

Behold, how wretched the females are, compared with them the males are happy.

So they don't really change how the females are treated, they give food, medicine, religion, they give hugs and they listen.

The only thing is that it does not teach females how to stay away from males, even though 80.00% of a female's pain in her life comes from males.

They don't want the females to be truly independent.Instead, it will always be a tool for them to show their kindness and satisfy themselves.

Xia Baiyuan once worked as a guard in a male family, and the head of that family was a well-known good male.Generous and generous, the females are on duty there, not only are they rarely punished, but they are often given alms.

Even better, the male will patiently listen to your heart, and the working females are almost overwhelmed.

There are a total of four females on duty with Xia Baiyuan, and the other three females are particularly benefited, often receiving many extra gifts from the males.Only Xia Baiyuan was the only one, the males were always very indifferent to him, the females scolded him for being ungrateful, for being unkind, and even slandered him for having unclean hands and feet.

Obviously on the surface it is quite kind.

such as--

"You are so thin, you must have suffered a lot." Xiong Chong looked at him sadly, "Poor Xia Baiyuan, what have you been through in the past."

Xia Baiyuan felt very warm, but he had to make it clear: "Thank you, but it's mainly a matter of race. I was born with this kind of physique, but it's actually because of my high muscle ratio."

He seemed to think of something, and joked: "This racial trait is pretty good, right? You don't understand it because you are not of this race."

The male who had been worrying about not being able to lose weight turned black on the spot.

He also gave Xia Baiyuan a salary increase.

But Xia Baiyuan politely refused: "Thank you, but to be honest, I am here to help a friend. He has a broken leg and needs to recuperate for a month, but he doesn't want to give up this job to others, so he let me take up the spot first. "

"Ah," he suddenly realized, "you don't have to worry about your salary being too low, he has already paid me the difference."

After speaking, he showed a standard business smile.

……

He was confused until one day he saw the behavior of his colleagues.

The colleague unbuttoned his sleeve and showed the male the deep scar on his arm.The scar is very old, but its horror can still be seen.

Probably no one has ever heard of his past, and the female worm opened up the chatter box, and when talking about the pain of that year, she can still see his misery.

"Poor worm..." The male worm looked at him tenderly, with a pitiful face: "It's over, there won't be any male worm here to hurt you again, what a poor worm."

The dimples in the male's eyes flashed past, reminding Xia Baiyuan of those... vultures that ate their fill next to the corpse.

It dawned on him that he had never shown any gratitude to this person, nor had he ever felt the need to show weakness and cry.Precisely because of this, males cannot gain the sense of superiority and the sense of accomplishment of being a good person from him.

It's just hypocrisy.

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Xia Baiyuan looked at Lu Xi blankly.

Lu Xi raised his eyes and looked deeply into Xia Baiyuan's eyes: "I'm not angry, I'm just guilty. That's..."

His voice dropped.

"One lucky man's shame on another unfortunate man."

"..."

Lu Xi's head hangs down - hangs down -

He was tall and slender, and he always had a good manner, but at this moment, he bowed his waist and shoulders, and leaned against the back of the chair, showing a powerless and hesitant expression.

This posture is not pretty, weak and depressed, but Xia Baiyuan looked at him, his eyes became brighter.

He couldn't fully understand what Lu Xi said, it was too unfamiliar to him.

But there is something important looming, like a gem hidden in the mist, even though he can't find it now, he knows that it must be an extremely beautiful treasure.

Xia Baiyuan's Adam's apple moved up and down.

He felt his heart beating heavily.

He stretched out his hand, and his slightly sweaty palm touched Lu Xi's wrist, and then he clenched it tightly.

Lu Xi raised his head subconsciously, a trace of confusion slipped through his eyes.

"Why do you think you're so lucky?"

Lu Xi subconsciously said, "I'm a male."

"You have never been treated as a male," Xia Baiyuan pointed out. "Before that, you had been treated as a disabled female."

Lu Xi opened his mouth: "But, now it is."

Xia Baiyuan curled the corner of his mouth: "You mean you were forced to move by the female insects, and you are still lucky to be eccentric today?"

Lu Xi: "..."

"So don't feel guilty, don't need to feel guilty." Xia Baiyuan's voice was as firm as a rock, "You have never used this identity to satisfy your selfish desires in the past, nor will you now, nor will you in the future, will you?"

Lu Xi opened his mouth, and grabbed Xia Baiyuan's sleeve with his backhand.

Like a guarantee, like a promise, more like a warning from him to himself, Lu Xi said: "I won't."

He can't change the world.

He just wants not to be changed by this world.

At least he still has Xia Baiyuan.

……

Xia Baiyuan stared at him steadfastly, and it took a long time before he laughed in a low voice: "If we say lucky, there is indeed one thing that can be called lucky."

Lu Xi looked at him in confusion: "What?"

Xia Baiyuan leaned down and kissed his ear: "Fortunately, we met before you turned back into a male."

If Lu Xi had been a male, Xia Baiyuan would have directly rejected his invitation.

He doesn't like trouble by nature, but what comes with males is often huge entangled troubles.

Fate played a trick on Lu Xi, but pushed him towards Xia Baiyuan.

Lu Xi blinked, he seemed to regain his energy suddenly, and returned to his usual appearance.

He struggled to sit up: "Wait, this posture is not elegant."

Xia Baiyuan "..." for a moment.

"No, right here."

Lu Xi: "Ah? What—"

"Wait!! This is a chair!!"

"and then?"

""

"Be quiet, it's still daytime."

Lu Xi struggled and said, "You also know it's daytime—"

Xia Baiyuan pulled him back with a smile: "So be quiet."

Lu Xi: "Don't you know I'm drunk?"

Xia Baiyuan looked surprised: "Then you can still stand up."

Lu Xi: "..."

Spring returns to the earth, and it is the season of recovery of all things.

The window was slightly opened a crack, and the distant wind brought a slightly warm wind.

The pages of the book on the table were rattling, and the windbreaker was thrown on the back of the chair.

With the flick of the corner of the clothes, a white flower popped out from the folds, carrying a quiet floral fragrance.

It was a wild flower that Lu Xi had accidentally stalked. There were only five small petals, and they were in full bloom now.

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[3000 years later. 】

It has been a while since the female insect Lu Xi came to this world.

He was gradually able to get started with some things in this world, and Lu Mo and Ling would let him do some chores.

Lu Xi would go to collect the daily newspapers.

It's hard to believe that newspapers still exist in this day and age.

But... How should I put it, this is more like a public foundation of the kingdom. Even if subscriptions to newspapers are getting rarer and newspapers are always in deficit, they will never disappear.

Ling subscribed to the Daily News, and he said it was really good for rolling cigarettes.

Lu Mo: "...I thought you were going to set an example for the head of the legion."

"Oh," Ling shrugged, "I've never had that kind of thing."

Lu Mo shook the newspaper: "I will lower my expectations of you in the future."

Ling leaned over with a smile, and pulled down the newspaper in Lu Mo's hand: "Look at me, look at me."

Lu Xi covered his eyes, blushed, picked up another newspaper and left.

He had to finish it before Ling used it up.

Today's news seems to be big, it seems that a magical relic has been discovered on a remote planet.

The things found inside shocked the experts. It is said that every one of them can shock the whole Zerg.

Lu Xi didn't know much about this, so he didn't make too much fuss about it, but just took a rough look at the excavated things.

""Falling Eagle" can be said to be one of the most influential poetry anthologies in the history of Zerg. Whether it is from the historical facts he recorded or his literary value, this can be called the most ancient and modern poetry anthology. But unfortunately Unfortunately, we have not been able to investigate the author of "Falling Eagle", and it is even more regrettable that after 3000 years of wandering in this collection of poems, not one out of ten has survived."

"And in this ruins, we actually found the complete collection of poems "Falling Eagle". The collection of poems is very complete, and every word on it is clearly visible."

"The most exciting thing is, who is the author of "Falling Eagle"? This question that has been debated in the history of literature has finally been answered. It is not the Renza we have always thought of, nor is it Lose who is mentioned the most in unofficial history. God, but an author we've never heard of—Lance."

"But there are still many amazing things about this collection of poems. For example, the handwriting of it is very similar to that of the short-lived master Feisang. This master disappeared in his later years, and no one knew where he was. "Eagle" is related."

"No matter what, there are still many surprises waiting for us to discover in this ruins, such as the long-lost paintings of the famous painter Mo Liang. I believe that after the excavation is completed, a large part of the gap in the history of the Zerg will be filled. .”

The newspaper had the luxury of using an entire page to report on the incident, with many photos attached to it.Among these photos, one photo stands out.

It was the title page of "Luo Ying", with a line of beautiful characters written on it.

"To my little brother Eric, who always takes my troubles away."

Lu Xi closed the book and touched his chin.

He has never heard of this poem, perhaps there is still some time gap from his time.

But he kind of wants to see it.