The model male of the Zerg

In Lu Xi's heart, there was chaos, and all the psychological construction was destroyed.

Xia Baiyuan squatted beside him with his knees hugged, his eyes dim.

Lu Xi stared at him blankly, motionless.

That is not a dream.

In other words, everything he did in the dream was not imagined by him, but actually happened.

When he realized this, those fragments that he forcibly suppressed in the depths of his memory, which he dared not even recall, finally floated up in one go.

There is a saying that the longer the spring is suppressed, the more violent the rebound will be.

The clip that Lu Xi had been suppressing for so long, almost exhausting all his efforts to suppress it, frantically played back and forth in his mind.

It turns out... It turned out that he wasn't morally corrupt.

It really happened...

"Xia Baiyuan." Lu Xi's voice was erratic, as if he was dreaming.He stared fixedly at Xia Baiyuan, showing a calm smile, "So that's the case, I understand."

Xia Baiyuan buried his face deep in his knees, his eyes flickered: "What do you understand?"

Lu Xi let out a deep breath, and felt light all over after being relieved: "You know what? I used to hate myself."

The heavy shackles that had been locked on his heart for a long time, before today, almost made him unable to breathe.Every day, every day, he was immersed in a deep self-loathing.

How could Xia Baiyuan do such a thing?

He is gentle and cute, beautiful and powerful, and he is the best female bug in the world! !

The self who has such a dream is unforgivable, and should be stuffed into an eggshell and remade——

But now, the shackles are gone.

With Xia Baiyuan's voice, it was easily shattered like glass.

That was not his delusion.

Thank you bug god.

Lu Xi gently held Xia Baiyuan's hand, and said, "Now I don't hate myself anymore, I have reached a reconciliation with myself, and I accept myself frankly."

Although I don't understand what happened, but looking at Lu Xi's appearance, it doesn't seem to be a bad thing.

Xia Baiyuan heaved a sigh of relief, he hadn't fully let out the breath yet, only to see Lu Xi's smile deepening -- it was a comprehensible and compassionate smile like a god or Buddha.

Lu Xi looked at Xia Baiyuan, and said softly, "I have completely accepted it."

"I'm not delusional, I didn't think about such dirty things."

Lu Xi said calmly, "So, I really dare to do it."

Xia Baiyuan: "..."

What are you still struggling with?Doomed to go to hell after death, it is better to cherish the time in the world.

When people find that their lower limit exceeds their imagination, they will enter an unprecedented calm, no longer struggling, no longer hesitating.

Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself, face reality with a smile, and welcome life peacefully.

Generally speaking, we call it "bad performance".

Lu Xi let go of his hand, stood up and patted the dust off his body, and reached out to Xia Baiyuan: "Let's go."

But Xia Baiyuan maintained his original posture, motionless.

Lu Xi was a little confused: "What's wrong? Gu Qing and Luo Zhao may still be waiting for us."

"Lu Xi."

"Ok?"

"I said, if it's you, it's not impossible."

"...Sorry, I took advantage of others' danger."

Xia Baiyuan turned his head and murmured: "So, I agree."

Lu Xi nodded: "Well..."

Xia Baiyuan: "..."

Lu Xi: "Is there anything else?"

Xia Baiyuan's back heaved, as if he was suppressing some violent emotion, Lu Xi's heart was not disturbed: "If there is nothing wrong—"

Xia Baiyuan stood up abruptly, causing Lu Xi to tremble in fright: "What, what's wrong?"

The distance between them is so close that even their breaths are almost blended together, Xia Baiyuan pushed Lu Xi: "Do you think I will agree to whoever comes?"

Lu Xi was pushed back a step: "I, I didn't mean that."

Xia Baiyuan followed him a step forward and pushed him again: "Do you think I'm gay?"

Lu Xi was a little confused: "I don't think so!"

He stepped back step by step, but Xia Baiyuan pressed on with every step, his eyebrows almost flew up.

"Why don't you remember! Why don't you talk! Why run!"

"I let you hug, I let you kiss, I let you sleep, do you think I'm full?"

Lu Xi's back was against the wall, and there was no way to retreat, he swallowed tightly against the wall: "That, that..."

Xia Baiyuan grabbed his collar and said in a low voice, "Only you can do it, understand? Because it's you, I can do it."

Lu Xi opened his eyes wide.

Xia Baiyuan narrowed his eyes and stared at him: "Tell me, why?"

Perhaps because of his body, Xia Baiyuan's appearance is much softer than other female insects. If he hadn't kept his face cold, it would even make people feel cute and delicate.

But when he squinted his eyes and raised the bushy eye tails, his face showed a sharp aura.

Lu Xi's heartbeat was fast and heavy, and an incredible idea gradually surfaced in his mind.

He murmured: "You...you..."

"Do you, like me?"

"..."

When these words came out of Lu Xi's mouth, the hearts of both of them jumped heavily, and their cheeks were instantly flushed red.

Xia Baiyuan's eyes were quickly covered with a layer of shimmering light, and his frown was loosened, revealing an obviously panicked expression.

"wrong!"

Lu Xi opened his mouth: "Oh."

Xia Baiyuan gritted his teeth: "It's because Lu Xi likes Xia Baiyuan."

Lu Xi blinked slowly: "Lu Xi likes Xia Baiyuan."

Xia Baiyuan: "..."

His face turned red all of a sudden, the hand holding Lu Xi's collar lost strength, and his head lowered.

"say it one more time."

"Lu Xi likes Xia Baiyuan."

"say it one more time."

"Lu Xi likes Xia Baiyuan."

"say it one more time."

"I like you."

Xia Baiyuan's fingers trembled, his shoulder muscles heaved for a moment, then slowly relaxed, and said softly, "I like you too."

When he was honest, it often didn't end well.

The secrets revealed will eventually become sharp knives stabbing at oneself.

But this time, he wasn't the first to be honest.

Xia Baiyuan lowered his head, put his hands lightly on his collar, and his silver hair rested softly on his cheeks.

For some reason, Lu Xi felt as if he was waiting.

So he followed his inner thoughts and stretched out his arms to hug Xia Baiyuan.

"Xia Baiyuan, I like you. I have liked you since a long time ago."

"When we first met?"

Lu Xi didn't speak.

Lu Xi closed his eyes, felt the warm body in his arms, and said in his heart:

When I met you, you didn't know me.

This is my secret.

…………

"Wait, there's one more thing."

Lu Xi pushed Xia Baiyuan away: "You just said that you are not gay."

Xia Baiyuan raised his eyebrows: "Now it is."

"No!" Lu Xi almost went crazy: "I'm not! Female!"

Xia Baiyuan was taken aback for a moment, and then said softly: "It's okay, it's normal for two females to be together, after all, there are so few males now... Don't be afraid, no one will say anything."

Lu Xi took a deep breath: "I, yes, male, worm."

Xia Baiyuan: "Ah, I know you have delusions."

Lu Xi: "...that's not a delusion."

Xia Baiyuan smiled without saying a word.

Lu Xi wiped his face: "This matter is very important, I must make it clear, don't you hate male insects the most?"

Because of a misunderstanding, he was mistaken for a female, but he didn't take much effort to clarify himself. There was a reason why he didn't even dare to face it.

If he had known from the beginning that he was a male, Xia Baiyuan would not have allowed him to approach.

Lu Xi is very keen on observing words and expressions.

Every time when the male worm was mentioned, contempt and disgust would flash in Xia Baiyuan's eyes, as thick as ink that could not be melted.

Lu Xi will deliberately avoid these topics, because he doesn't want to see... Xia Baiyuan's dislike for males.

distaste for him.

But now I have to face it.

There will always be a day when he will be exposed, Lu Xi can't imagine how angry Xia Baiyuan must be when he finds out that he is with the male he hates the most.

"It's hard to explain..." Lu Xi fidgeted with the ring on his index finger to hide his nervousness: "But I never lie to you, Xia Baiyuan."

He raised his head and looked straight into Xia Baiyuan's eyes: "I won't lie to you."

In those bright red eyes, there was something ups and downs that Xia Baiyuan could not ignore.

Lu Xi: "You can't know everything, Xia Baiyuan."

Xia Baiyuan looked at Lu Xi quietly, the fingers of this black-haired Zerg became stiff.

If Lu Xi is a male insect.

No, this is just Lu Xi's delusion, he has read Lu Xi's medical certificate.

But... what if Lu Xi is really a male?

Lu Xi pretended to be calm, but the two voices in his head were boiling.

[You like Xia Baiyuan, Xia Baiyuan likes you, isn't that enough!Why bother, it's stupid! 】

# That's cheating! #

[Did you say that you are a female insect?It's all their wishful thinking, so what's your business? 】

#Sooner or later it will be exposed...#

【That's for the future, don't you want Xia Baiyuan? 】

# In short, it is not possible! #

……

The balance in my heart slowly fell in the direction of the devil.

Lu Xi closed his eyes and drove the two voices out of his mind.

"Lu Xi, there is no male like you in the world."

There are indeed none in this world, but almost all males after 3000 years are like this.

Lu Xi opened his eyes and was about to refute, but Xia Baiyuan didn't give him a chance, and said directly:

"Luo Zhao, Luo Qiuxing, Cheng Yan, they are different types of males, but even so, they have the same place."

"They bestow kindness on the females, peace on the females, and freedom on the females, but they never associate with the females. There is a difference between giving and being given."

Xia Baiyuan smiled: "Gu Qing never touches Luo Zhao, he is a very sensitive female, you never isolate yourself."

Lu Xi opened his mouth, showing a confused expression: "I don't understand, I am obviously very careful about distance."

Xia Baiyuan couldn't help laughing: "He might think you're gay."

Lu Xi: = mouth =

"Whether it's female or male, it has nothing to do with you, I don't care."

Xia Baiyuan looked at Lu Xi fixedly: "I like you, regardless of gender. If you are male, then I am heterosexual; if you are female, then I am gay."

"I like Lu Xi, and he happens to be that gender, that's all."

"..."

Lu Xi opened his eyes wide, the smell in the tidy room was unpleasant, the lights were dim, and even one was broken due to damage.

Under the dim light, Xia Baiyuan was the only focus.

He stayed at home since he was a child and read countless books.When those talented writers describe love, he always sighs: How can there be such wonderful sentences in the world?

What Xia Baiyuan said was neither gorgeous nor subtle at all, and had no charm or characteristics.

Lu Xi touched his heart with his hands.

But it was such an ordinary sentence, but it made his heart flutter.

He murmured: "In this case, you can't regret it."

"I never regret it."

Lu Xi closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling.

Be it God of War or Marshal, even if Xia Baiyuan is an angel or a devil, he has to admit that he loves Xia Baiyuan.

He had the best family in the world for the first half of his life.

He will have the best lover in the world for the rest of his life.

Lu Xi must be the luckiest male in the world.