Begonia without fragrance

"Like me, there is no difference between dead and not dead." Song frame said calmly.

"You didn't think this way before, Song Jia, even you have been smoothed out." Xie Juntang said.

Song Frame didn't speak when he heard the words. He looked at Xie Juntang quietly. Speaking of it, although Xie Yuntang and Xie Juntang are brothers, they don't actually look alike. The more aloof he is, the more people want to get close to him. Song Jia recalled the day when he and Xie Yuntang reunited in the rain. Xie Yuntang stood alone under the eaves in the crowd. Just a quick glance made Song Jia difficult. forget.

"If we had studied abroad together back then, probably everything would have been different." Song Jia said hesitantly, "If I hadn't gone to Japan, Yuntang and I wouldn't have reached this point, but..."

Speaking of this, Song Jia said stubbornly: "But he can't let go here. It wasn't for the Xie family at the beginning, and we wouldn't turn against each other. This is the difference between us. He values ​​power. Between the Xie family and me, he will always Concerned about Xie's family, this is his choice back then, and it is also a hurdle that he and I cannot overcome."

Xie Juntang asked: "You never told him what you think. When you got married and went to Japan, Yuntang was so sad that he almost went crazy. Now that you are gone, why did you come back, saying that you have no more love, to lie to you? He is not soft-hearted, saying that you are cruel, but you can't forget him, Song Jia, you are not straightforward with Yuntang, that's why he can't give up."

"Why did you ever give up?" Song frame asked: "How do you know that I didn't give up."

Before Xie Juntang could speak, the door was pushed open. Xie Yuntang led people into the room and saw that Song Jia and Xie Juntang had a good chat, and immediately waved back the servants behind him. Song Jia consciously got up and wanted to leave.

Xie Yuntang called Song Frame and asked, "Xiao Frame, is there anything I can't listen to?"

Song frame said: "I have nothing to say to you."

Xie Yuntang sat next to Xie Juntang, and laughed at himself: "In this way, I am an outsider, disturbing your old classmates to reminisce about the old days."

"Your brothers are in the same room, I'm the outsider, and I'm not supposed to stay here." Song Frame said in a strange tone.

"Then where do you want to stay? Japan or Canada." Xie Yuntang asked.

Song Frame immediately looked at Xie Yuntang with wide eyes, and said, "What kind of trick are you playing again!"

"Little frame, you will only be nervous when it comes to Duan Jinrong. If you send him so far alone, you are not afraid that he will have problems."

"Xie Yuntang! Don't touch Jinrong!" Song frame gritted his teeth.

"Little frame, why do you think you have the right to discuss with me, and why do you threaten me." Xie Yuntang said.

Song frame looked at Xie Yuntang bitterly, and said: "The matter between us has nothing to do with Jinrong. If you dare to hurt him, I will not make it easier for you if you die."

"You go out." Xie Yuntang said coldly.

Song Jia still looked at Xie Yuntang coldly, Xie Yuntang smiled lightly and said, "I have something to discuss with Juntang, it has nothing to do with you, so you can go out." Hearing this, Song Jia went out and slammed the door.

Xie Yuntang got up after Song Chuan went out, picked up the wine on the table, poured himself a glass, and said while drinking, "What did he say to you?"

"Nothing." Xie Juntang said.

Xie Yuntang smiled lightly, put down the wine glass, turned around and said, "What you said is very interesting, but you still can't say it in front of me?"

Xie Juntang sneered, "So you can eavesdrop too."

"Xiao Frame is not an idiot, he is willing to say it because he wants to be heard." Xie Yuntang said.

"You are all smart people, only I am a fool."

Xie Yuntang saw that his spirit was sluggish, and reminded him: "You have to weigh every word Xiao Frame says, if you can't beat him, just ignore him."

"Don't you always ignore him, indulge and forgive him, but this time you want to be a good person? Tell you, I don't appreciate it."

Xie Yuntang laughed lightly when he heard the words, and then said inexplicably: "Juntang, what should we do so that we can be like before."

"Never, impossible." Xie Juntang said affirmatively: "I will not be with a person who remains indifferent even with blood on his hands."

"So you have to watch me with someone else." Xie Yuntang said lightly.

Xie Juntang closed his eyes and lowered his head. He put his hands on his knees. Xie Yuntang hugged Xie Juntang. The two were very close, but Xie Juntang refused to look at Xie Yuntang.

Xie Yuntang said: "But it's okay, we are brothers, and we have fate in this life."

Xie Juntang's eyes were already a little wet, but he couldn't let it out wantonly. He and Xie Yuntang grew up together, and those day and night companionship and the subsequent two years of dependent love are all past that can't go back.

"I remember that you have a lot of kaleidoscopes, and Song Zhuang also has them. When the two of you were playing kaleidoscopes, you never paid attention to me. No matter how I tried to please you, you would ignore me. At that time, I wanted to know, what should I do? Only then will he look at me more, and the second brother will be willing to show me his treasure chest, that kind of humble mood is ridiculous, in fact, I just want to play with you."

Xie Juntang listened to Xie Yuntang's understatement, felt sad but did not dare to show it, he didn't want to be weak in front of Xie Yuntang, let alone make him feel that he could still be soft-hearted towards him, he couldn't be the second song frame, let Xie Yuntang not die Heart, I don't give up.

Xie Yuntang hugged Xie Juntang tightly and said: "Second brother, I later realized that the people and things you like can't wait for others to give them away. If you know how to rob or plunder, otherwise no one will give you love or friendship because of pity. A lunatic can't live like a fool."

Xie Juntang hadn't felt such grief in his heart for a long time. Xie Yuntang had always been gloomy, and most of what he said was mixed with lies. The lonely and lonely younger brother piled up on the sand dunes in the movie suddenly became an adult, his lover and his enemy. He played the role of close relative and lover in his life, but he was the one he had to guard against and escape from. Xie Juntang loves to listen drama, but it is ridiculous that life is three points more unpredictable than opera.

"Jun Tang, you are the one who understands the most when you are alive, three points sober and seven points drunk. I only hope you will always be like this."

Since Xie Yuntang sat down for a while that day, Xie Juntang has been imprisoned in Xie's house for several days. Except for the sound of birds chirping in the yard of Xie's house when he opened the curtain, everything was so peaceful.

This room was originally Xie Juntang's bedroom. Later, after they had a physical relationship with Xie Yuntang, they shared the same room. This room has been vacant for a long time, and there are still some old photos in the room, most of which are photos of Zha Shu and him. Cha Shu in the photo has the tenderness of a girl, and she is now a virtuous mother.

Everyone chooses their own path. Xie Juntang sometimes reflects on himself. He is probably the most redundant son of the Xie family. Director, but Zha Shu once joked that Xie Juntang’s life is good. Xie Juntang asked her where she could tell. Zha Shu said that she was protected by her brother before and then by her younger brother. Right.

If it was just a brother, Yuntang was indeed good to him, but when it comes to fate, Xie Juntang feels that there is no reason for fate until one dies, but for half a lifetime, Xie Juntang has already realized the vicissitudes of life, and how many hardships he will experience in the second half of his life. In order to have a good death, perhaps you will only know when you die.

Song frame never came to this room again. Sometimes Xie Juntang would sit by the window for a long time in a daze. Most of the time he would think of the past. Many of those things happened in this room. He has lived here since he can remember, and the people who used to be around him have become strange to him one by one, and even this familiar house has become eerie.

Xie Yuntang would take some time to accompany him every night, as if to make him appear less lonely. After a few days of being so dazed, Xie Juntang suddenly had the illusion that he was going to be imprisoned to death like this, and occasionally remembered that he was always with him a few days ago. Yu Xi and Xie Juntang beside him would have their hearts turned upside down.

In fact, when it comes to his interest in Yu Xi, it is probably nothing more than his love for a beautiful child, but when he thought of him being trapped in the sea of ​​fire covered in blood, guilt and resentment towards Xie Yuntang all surged up, it was just a dream It also made him break into a cold sweat.

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