Slag Sufferer's Handbook

Qin Fei was taken aback, and turned to look at Jiang Ning, "What?"

Jiang Ning breathed a sigh of relief, raised his head and looked at the starry sky, his voice was a little hoarse, "You don't remember it for a long time, but I will never forget it, that day changed my life."

As soon as these words came out, Qin Fei's heart "thumped", and a bad feeling came up in his heart.

Is he finally going to tell the truth?

Jiang Ning leaned back, lying on the reclining chair, just looking at the dark blue night sky.

"I was six years old that year, and my family conditions were not good since I was a child. My parents were ordinary farmers. Later, when the mine recruited people, my father applied to be a miner. My mother also took me and my father to the mine. Dad went to work in the mine, and my mother cooked for people in the canteen of the mine. I still remember that life in the mine was very hard. We lived in a simple house, cold in winter and hot in summer, but these are not the most difficult things, miners Going down the well is the hardest and most tiring job, and you have to risk your life."

Qin Fei didn't speak, and listened quietly. He saw the twinkling light in Jiang Ning's eyes, showing a sense of sadness and determination that he had never had before.

"That day, it seemed to be a cloudy day, and the sky was foggy. My father and his workers who were going down the well got up early in the morning to have breakfast. That morning, they ate millet porridge, steamed buns and fermented bean curd. My mother even stuffed my father secretly. An egg, so that he can work hard. After eating, the miners are still sitting outside the house and smoking, and then the foreman comes to remind them, and they go to work with tools... My dad didn’t eat the egg in the morning. Before going to work Putting the egg into my hand, he said with a smile: Xiao Ning can only grow taller by eating more. That is my last memory of my biological father, a simple, warm smile, The face of a miner."

"Later..." Jiang Ning closed his eyes and remained silent for a long time, as if he was trying to calm down. When he opened his eyes again, he said in a deep voice, "Later, it seemed that it was almost noon, and my mother was in the cafeteria. I put the stew into a big bucket and was about to carry it to the construction site. I played with a small wooden stick behind my mother, and then suddenly heard a bang, and the bowl in the small cooking house was shaken to the ground. The ground trembled... My mother hugged me to prevent me from running around, I heard commotion outside, and someone shouted: "It exploded, and those who went down the well were buried below."

Qin Fei's hands trembled. He could feel the desolation and sorrow in Jiang Ning's heart at this moment. This was the whole process of his father being buried under the mine.

Jiang Ning's voice trembled slightly, "I was still very young at that time, and I was so scared that I cried. I only remember that the mine was in chaos, and my mother hugged me and sat on the ground. The owner of the mine, Shen Zhonghua, didn’t even go to the site, but only sent a few people to check it out. When they saw that the miners were buried too deep, they didn’t take any measures.

Jiang Ning suddenly turned his head and looked at Qin Fei, those shining eyes were fixed on Qin Fei.

"Fourteen people were buried in the well. The oldest was 49 years old and the youngest was only [-]. None of them survived. My mother and I became orphans and widows in an instant. My mother didn't go to school and was just a peasant woman. She I heard people say that if you have a grievance, you have to go to the county leader for redress. More than two months after the accident, she led me to the home of the county party secretary. That afternoon, my mother led me to kneel outside the gate of the county party secretary’s house. I'm sorry, I have been kneeling from afternoon to night, but the door of the secretary's house is closed, and there are songs and laughter inside, but no one opens the door for us."

Qin Fei was stunned.

He looked at Jiang Ning in disbelief, wanting to see more emotions from Jiang Ning's eyes, but Jiang Ning was extremely calm at this time, and there was no wave in his eyes.

After a long time, Jiang Ning said: "I heard some people talking and laughing inside, and some people were singing birthday songs... Later I found out that it was the secretary of the county party committee celebrating his family's birthday. It rained after dark, and it poured heavily. I was drowned, and the secretary of the county party committee celebrated his birthday, so the secretary opened the door and came out. My mother begged the secretary to make the decision, seek justice, and arrest the unscrupulous mine owner. But guess what the secretary said ? He said: Let's go."

Jiang Ning suddenly laughed coldly, the laughter was full of sarcasm: "Let's go... let's go... speak so calmly! Qin Fei, do you know that my mother has a myocardial infarction and came back from Xiao Jin's house It happened on the way! My mother fell down in front of me at that time! At that time, what happened to my dad had already made her look like a human being. She was very thin... She put her hands on her chest. You have never seen a patient with myocardial infarction Does it look sick? Let me tell you, the face is all drawn into a ball, and the five sense organs are all shrunk together. That is the most painful expression in the world! It is scarier than any expression in any horror movie!!"

Qin Fei looked at Jiang Ning, speechless.

It was the first time he saw Jiang Ning like this. His eyes were cold, even a little cruel. This is the eyes of people who have really seen death.

Qin Fei stood up from the reclining chair, his cotton clothes fell off, and he didn't bother to care.

Now he desperately wants to calm down, even though he is mentally prepared to face the truth, but the truth is far from what he imagined.

He knew that Jiang Ning's parents might have died in the mine accident, but what he didn't know was how Jiang Ning, who was only 6 years old, faced this.

Moreover, his mother died right in front of his eyes...

After a while, Jiang Ning seemed to adjust, and said: "I was very young at the time, and I was at a loss when I saw my mother get sick. When I realized that I was going to send my mother to the hospital, she had already... My last impression of her is, All that remains is the painful face at the time of the onset..."

Qin Fei turned around and looked at Jiang Ning, feeling ashamed as hell, but had nothing to say.

At this moment, Jiang Ning raised his face, looked at Qin Fei, and narrowed his eyes slightly: "June 6, Qin Fei, that day is your birthday, right?"

Qin Fei's mind suddenly became confused. If he remembered correctly, he celebrated his birthday in Jinyan County. At that time, he lived with Xiao Jin. Outsiders only knew that he was Xiao Jin's relative, but Xiao Jin treated him very well. It is very good. I bought him a big cake on his birthday and made a lot of delicious food at home.

Xiao Jin played with him that day. He wanted to go to sleep when he was tired, but when he heard Xiao Jin open the door to go out, he also went to the door to have a look. Then he saw Xiao Jin talking to a woman. The woman is carrying a child by her side! ! !

But it was already dark and it was still raining, so he couldn't see the faces of the woman and the child clearly. The only thing that left a deep impression on him was that the child's eyes were particularly dark and bright.

Qin Fei stared into Jiang Ning's eyes for a long time.

Yes, they have met before, Jiang Ning has seen him a long time ago! ! !

It's really ridiculous. If Jiang Ning didn't talk about it and beat him to death, he might not remember it either.

Qin Fei no longer remembers what happened back then. At that time, he was only half a child, had no experience in society, and seldom thought about it. However, he remembered that during that time Xiao Jin looked extremely stressed, often absent-minded, and lost a lot of weight. .

Thinking back carefully now, Xiao Jin must have started to take drugs at that time, but she didn't realize it.

Qin Fei breathed a sigh of relief. The cold wind of the cold night hit him, but he had no time to take care of it. What was in front of him now was the more complicated and difficult relationship between him and Jiang Ning.

silence.

long silence.

Jiang Ning still sat on the recliner, took out a cigarette, and smoked silently.

Qin Fei rubbed his forehead, trying to calm down, but he couldn't control those overwhelming emotions.

After Jiang Ning smoked three cigarettes, Qin Fei said with difficulty: "So...Jiang Ning...So, on my birthday, in the car, did you rape me on purpose?"

Jiang Ning's face froze for a moment, and he silently looked away, "That was an accident."

"Hehe..." Qin Fei laughed, "Is this the legendary fortune-telling trick?"

"..." Jiang Ning remained silent.

"Since when did you know my brother's identity?" Qin Fei crossed his arms and faced Jiang Ning with a serious expression, "Or, from the very beginning, when you were indifferent to me, it was just to whet my appetite, and then Take the opportunity to get news about my brother from me?"

Jiang Ning put out the cigarette in his hand, frowned and said: "At first I really didn't know, then I bought you sliced ​​noodles one time, and I saw the photo in your wallet, and then I came here with you for the first time that day, and saw it again. I found a photo with Xiao Jin in your bedroom, so if I asked you casually, you told me."

"Fuck!" Qin Fei was speechless, "I'm an idiot enough to rush to stuff information into your arms."

The look in Jiang Ning's eyes darkened, "Qin Fei, to tell you the truth, since I was sensible, I have been secretly looking for news about Xiao Jin, but it is really difficult to find out. Do you know why I applied for journalism? Because I know that there are a lot of materials about mine accidents on the TV station, and these resources may help me find the evidence of that year as soon as possible.”

Qin Fei looked at Jiang Ning and said word by word: "Therefore, the only way to get justice for your parents, to find the person responsible for the mine accident, and to expose the truth of the incident is your real purpose. The rest are accidents, right? ?”

Jiang Ning and him looked at each other for a long time, the eyes were full of light, and the lips were tightly pressed, but they were silent.

Qin Fei smiled coldly: "I, too, was an accident! Maybe it's not even an accident."

"No." Jiang Ning said immediately, "Qin Fei, I didn't expect..."

"Stop!" Qin Fei raised his hand to stop him, "This is the end of Jiang Ning, I understand your loss of a loved one, I understand your desire for justice, but I can tell you clearly, Xiao Jin It's my brother, I won't ignore him, so from now on, I will stand on the opposite side of you, and I will never give in!"

"Qin Fei..." Jiang Ning frowned and wanted to speak.

Qin Fei didn't give him a chance, so he snorted and said, "Actually, we both know each other well, and we can live without anyone else. We are both men, and if we talk too much, we will be hypocritical. To be honest, it's been more than half a year. Tired."