I don't want to be a cowboy

When Chen Ye woke up, it was already sunset.Chen Ye fell asleep again for the whole day.

Ever since that person left, Chen Ye seemed to have lost the desire to live.In addition to being forced to exchange rented villas, forced to accept rural life, and forced to learn to drive.Came to this quiet place in a daze.I ate and slept very decadently, and slept and ate for a week.He seems to have locked himself in a closed space, and if people outside don't take the initiative to approach him, he won't respond.

Chen Ye knew that this was not good, and told himself that he couldn't go on being "decadent" like this.My article has been discontinued for nearly two months, and I feel very, very sorry for the readers who have been reading my article.No matter how bad his condition is, he must try his best to finish the current article first, and the eunuch abandoning the pit is definitely not something he will do.As a human being in two lifetimes, his treasures are absolutely guaranteed.

Thinking of this, Chen Ye decided to take action immediately. He stopped eating dinner, went back to his room, turned on the computer, and began to code words without stopping.

He didn't sleep for almost a night. When the fighter jets were crowing, Chen Ye rubbed his sore eyes and moved his already stiff neck. His fingers were almost unconscious because of typing all night.But all these discomforts were worth it, Chen Ye finished the article that was updated.

But, for some reason, when he wrote the article again, he wrote the perfect family carnival ending in which the lovers with different identities finally got married after going through all kinds of difficulties and dangers, but he wrote it as the protagonist who came from grassroots and finally gave up the rich and handsome one who came from a big family. The social elite, go away alone.It turns out that love cannot stand the scouring of time, and it turns out that the right family is not completely unreasonable.Anyway, the serious discrepancy between the ending of dismantling the CP and the originally set happy article will be criticized by angry readers. Chen Ye dared not face it. After submitting the final chapter, he decisively shut down his computer to escape.

In fact, Chen Ye had long realized that something was wrong with him.During this period of time, Chen Ye was indeed almost unable to write.Not only because of bad mood and slack, but also for more serious reasons.

He didn't expect that he would be such a fragile person, because he was hopeless about his love, so he couldn't face the love and love in his writing.Xiaogong and Xiaoshou love each other and know each other, and he will associate himself with sorrow. If Xiaogong and Xiaoshou fall in love and kill each other, he will also associate himself with the meaning of "empathy".In a word, he has written modern Danmei literature for almost two lifetimes, and he can't write any more.He made sure once again that he would be such an emotional person.

Although he didn't sleep all night, maybe he had slept enough before, and Chen Ye wasn't very sleepy at this time.It's just that the body is a little stiff.Get up and stretch your limbs in the morning light.Ji Ji was very confused today, why didn't he open his voice yet, this new owner who always grinned at him unexpectedly appeared in front of him.This human being is really strange.

Chen Ye didn't care about the big rooster's thoughts. After feeding the chicken, he decided to take a walk by the river. On a summer morning, there was a faint layer of mist by the river.The sound of rushing water, large and small pebbles of various shapes, it should be quite good to find someone to barbecue here.Chen Ye chuckled, he seemed to have no friends to invite.It turned out that I lived so "independently" that I really didn't even have a friend who could talk to me.My character is really bad.However, the two lives have long been defined.It is difficult to change.

Walking along the river bank and following the flow, I continued to worry about the serious problem of not being able to write normally.In fact, the article I just finished was more due to my principle of never giving up, and I ended it rigidly, and the final ending was completely out of shape, and I couldn't help it. His mentality changed, and he could no longer write peacefully To write about those loves.

In the past, especially in his previous life, he was almost completely supported by the love imagined in the text. Now, the love in the text has made him unable to face it. What should I do?But if there is no love in danbi, is it still danbi?As a tanbi writer who writes tanbi for a living, how can he live without tanbi?

He almost despises himself, but if he can't write, he can't write anymore, although now he can live well with his savings and the monthly rent of the original house (at this time, he still doesn't know how much he paid before. The bank card given to Zhao Jiayue is used for financial management, and the current amount has increased a bit), not to mention the current prospect of the five acres of land. I don't expect to sell it for much, but it is absolutely no problem that it is enough for his daily life.

However, writing seems to have been engraved into his life trajectory. Once he stops writing, it will be fine for a short time, but he will definitely feel uncomfortable again after a long time.So although Danmei can't continue writing now, the work of writing essays cannot be stopped.

He picked up a small round stone and threw it into the water vigorously.Puff, puff, puff, three waters of different sizes swung away, gradually approached, and finally overlapped.Yes, he found that he was not unfamiliar with his tricks.

Stretching his arms and taking a deep breath, after a few times, Chen Ye felt a little more relaxed.Don't think about it, no matter how difficult things are, there is always a solution.Now that the old article is over.Without the psychological burden, simply take a vacation for yourself and relax, maybe one day you will adjust yourself.Turning his head and seeing the small world that now belongs to him, he decided that starting tomorrow he will learn how to be a "farmer" from Lin Changyun.Experience a new way of life, he was too closed before, he needs to let go of himself.If it was in a materialistic city, Chen Ye would never dare to do anything, he was afraid of being hurt, not to mention that he had been hurt and then hid in a relatively quiet town, and now he hid in the countryside.Although he hasn't had any contact with other people in Lin Family Village yet, judging from the village head and Lin Changyun who have already dealt with him, the villagers should be very simple, and he shouldn't be so guarded when interacting with them.Here he hopes to be "reborn".

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