Rebirth: Disrupting the Future

——Mushroom, you will always be by my side, right?

—Well, of course.

I don't know when it started, An Ran turned from passive to active, her tongue hooked up with Lin Wei's, attacking and plundering.

It wasn't a tender kiss, but it was very emotional.

Like two beasts biting each other, only pain can confirm the existence of each other.Lin Wei thought, he was intoxicated by this kiss, otherwise, why would he not want to end it?

At this moment, Lin Wei lost all his sanity.No matter how much he rejected An Ran against his will before, it didn't matter anymore, he couldn't care about anything else, he only knew that he couldn't lose the child.

He wants them to be together.

I don't know how long it took, the long kiss finally ended, Lin Wei panted slightly, but his eyes kept looking at An Ran, as if he wanted to tattoo him into his eyes, so nostalgic and gentle.

An Ran trapped Lin Wei in her arms, her dark eyes were shining like stars, because her lips and teeth were intertwined and covered with a layer of watery light, which looked crystal bright under the moonlight, without the taste of lust, but very seductive.

Lin Wei kissed An Ran's forehead lightly, not wanting to escape any more, he said: "An Ran, we are together."

An Ran stared blankly at Lin Wei, as if she couldn't believe that Lin Wei finally accepted it honestly.Suddenly, he lowered his head and bit Lin Wei's collarbone, really biting, Lin Wei let out a painful "hiss", but did not push An Ran away.

The child bit hard, and did not let go until he tasted the smell of blood. He looked up at Lin Wei, with stubbornness and determination in his dark eyes, "Mushroom, you are mine." Saying that, An Ran poked Lin Wei with his finger. He poked the tooth marks on Lin Wei's collarbone with a few streaks of blood oozing, "I don't allow you to leave, you can only stay by my side."

Lin Wei didn't speak, he just looked at the child, lowered his head, and bit the child's collarbone, the same position as his body.When feeling the pain, the child squinted his eyes, but the corners of his mouth curled up.

"An Ran, you too, you must be by my side."

Lin did not say so.

They are like two immature children, who perceive with pain and remember with scars.

The teeth marks An Ran left on Lin Wei's collarbone were biting a bit hard, bloodshot all the time, the child kissed Lin Wei's collarbone, and licked the wound he left with the tip of his tongue.The hot and humid tongue licked the sensitive skin again and again, as if silently seducing.

The skin near Lin Wei's collarbone was very sensitive, and feeling the initial pain was gradually replaced by numbness, Lin Wei immediately locked the child in his arms, preventing him from moving around.Although he knows that the child's kiss does not contain any lust, but he is a normal man after all, and his body is at the young age at this time, so it's strange that he doesn't respond to such unconscious teasing by the child!

"An Ran, let me hug you." Lin Wei said so.

So, the child leaned into Lin Wei's arms obediently, tilted his head, and put his ears against Lin Wei's chest.There were powerful beatings in the chest, familiar and warm.That is the heartbeat of the mushroom.

Lin Wei rested his chin on the top of the child's head, hugging him very tightly.

Lin Wei's arms trembled slightly, and he didn't feel scared until now.It was only at this moment that he really felt safe.Because until now, he was finally sure that the child was really by his side, trapped in his arms.Such a short distance allowed him to clearly perceive the breath that belonged to children.

An Ran could feel Lin Wei's trembling, at that moment, he even thought Lin Wei was crying.

"Mushroom, don't cry..." An Ran was at a loss.

Lin Wei shook his head, "I didn't cry."

"...But I feel it." An Ran turned her head and kissed Lin Wei's heart through her clothes, "Mushroom is very scared, why?" Lin Wei broke out in a sweat because of the frantic search at night. After being air-dried, the clothes still smell of sweat, but it's not unpleasant, it still smells like Lin Wei, so An Ran feels at ease.

Are you afraid...

Indeed, he was scared, and he had never been so scared like tonight in all these years.The pain and suffocation, as if a hole had been dug in the heart, dripping with blood, was so heavy that he couldn't bear it. Only then did he finally understand how important a child was to his heart.

But what can he say to the child?Said he was afraid of his death?

"I can't find you, so I'm scared, I'm afraid you'll leave." Lin Wei kissed An Ran's hair lightly, "What about you? Why aren't you at home tonight? I can't find you, so I'm worried."

"I was in a bad mood and wanted to see Mushroom, so I came to school, but Mushroom was not there. Mushroom didn't want to see me before, I was afraid that Mushroom would be unhappy, so I waited here, and then fell asleep."

"...what if I don't come?"

"But here come the mushrooms."

"I mean if."

"Probably, I will wait..."

Because I was afraid that he would be unhappy, so I didn't bother him even when I needed him.As long as you wait, he will definitely appear.

Lin Wei suddenly felt sour in his heart, it was distressing.

However, Lin Wei who held An Ran in his arms did not see the cunning flashing in the child's eyes.These words are true, but Lin Wei didn't need to know it originally, but if Mushroom felt more sorry for him... Yes, he was playing tricks, but so what?Anyway, the mushrooms can only be his.

It's past the end of school time, and the whole school is silent, and the sound of the breeze can even be heard in the dark night.

"Child, what happened today?" Lin Wei asked.

An Ran suddenly fell silent.

Lin Wei embraced An Ran, and said, "My child, I'm very worried. Do you know that I'm terrified tonight..."

An Ran didn't know why Lin Wei was afraid, but he knew that Lin Wei was really, really scared, so even if Lin Wei called him a "child", he didn't refute.He has always disliked being treated as a child, because he wants to be at the same height as Lin Wei now, instead of being pampered like a child.But at this time, being called a "children" sounded pleasant to him.This is Lin Wei's exclusive title, just like he always called Lin Wei a "mushroom".

Lin Wei's heartbeat was beating in his ears, familiar and warm, just like the first time he was held into his arms by Lin Wei from the window four years ago, since then he remembered Lin Wei's heartbeat.Every time I hear it, I feel very relieved.

What happened tonight?In fact, it was not a very serious matter, it was just that the two people who were his parents by blood, but who had never fulfilled their responsibilities as parents, finally decided to divorce today.That was not a loving couple, or maybe they were in love once, but all their love was wiped out later.And An Ran, unfortunately, has never seen the moment of his so-called parents' love.

They fell in love when they were young, and they had An Ran because they were ignorant. At that time, they fell in love, so the rebels and their relatives stubbornly stayed together, and An Ran was born.But life is not as beautiful as they imagined. The love that was once stubborn and refused to give up was wiped out by the reality of poverty, and the immature baby became their nightmare.

Because of the disillusionment of their love, An Ran, who was the crystallization of their love, was not lovable since childhood.But fortunately, they still have a little conscience, so they didn't abandon their children.But it's just that they didn't discard it. They never gave a trace of the family affection that should be given.

They hate this kid.

However, they still have to worry about their own future, so after An Ran grew up, the number of times they went back to "home" became less and less. Anyway, if there is money left, the children will not starve to death, right?

Ever since An Ran could remember, the two people who were his parents by blood had been arguing all the time, but they never divorced.Is it because of him?Little An Ran once thought this way.But it turns out that they haven't divorced yet, simply because they haven't found a "good" home.

And now, they are finally separated.Because the 29-year-old woman has struggled for many years and is finally about to marry into a wealthy family, and that man is about to marry a rich woman.

It was true that things of a kind flocked together and people were divided into groups, and these two wonderful people went together.

However, when they have a better destination, An Ran will naturally become an unnecessary existence. Who would be willing to bring along a completely emotionless drag bottle when they remarry?I wish I could get rid of it completely.

So, they quarreled.

What never felt like home has completely become a battlefield.There is no smoke, no flames of war, but it is indeed a battlefield.

They said, why don't you die!

Why do not you go to hell!

Obviously they gave birth to him, but they wished him to die.

They never thought that in their love war, the child who had never been loved by them was the most innocent from beginning to end.

An Ran leaned against Lin Wei's arms, her voice was a little hoarse, "Mushroom, I always just treat them as strangers, but why, I still feel a little uncomfortable when I hear those words."

Lin Wei felt as if his heart was being stabbed by thousands of needles. He finally knew why An Ran in his previous life died.

No one is born to die.When a person is abandoned by everyone, he loses the meaning of living.

In the previous life, An Ran suddenly stopped hiding his extraordinaryness. He skipped grades again and again and shocked everyone with the title of genius. It was just to make his so-called "parents" recognize him, but no matter how good he was, he was eventually rejected. abandon.At that time, An Ran had an excellent mind that many people envied, but in fact, he had nothing.

The only thing the two people he was connected to said to him was, why don't you die!

So, he was abandoned by the whole world.Therefore, he also abandoned the whole world.

When he jumped down from the tall building, he spread his wings freely for the first time, but he was very sad.

Because no one will mourn his death.

A warm liquid fell on the top of An Ran's head, soaking her hair and moistening her scalp.An Ran broke free from Lin Wei's arms, looked up at Lin Wei, and said in a daze, "Mushroom, why are you crying?"

"Anran, I'm very sad." Lin Wei looked at Anran, his tears-drenched eyes looked extraordinarily sad.

An Ran clumsily kissed away Lin Wei's tears, a little at a loss, "Mushroom, don't cry..."

Lin Wei buried his head on Anran's neck, and his lips were printed on the tooth marks on Anran's collarbone. He said: "Anran, you still have me, I will be your support." His voice was not very clear because his lips were against the skin , but, but firm.

An Ran suddenly knew why Lin Wei was crying.

Maybe it's because of worry.

Worrying that he would die.

But how is it possible?Those two people were just strangers to him. Although he felt uncomfortable for some reason, the most important thing in his heart was the mushroom. No matter what happened to the others, what did they have to do with him?

He was just a little sad, that's why he wanted to see mushrooms.Because mushrooms have always been his home.

Moreover, he promised Mushroom that he would not compromise or seek death, and they would be together.

In the dark night, the child curled his mouth and said:

"Mushroom, I will also be your reliance."

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