Rebirth: Disrupting the Future

The atmosphere suddenly froze.

Lin Wei has always had a good temper, but he is not immune to anger.And what the child did this time really touched his anger.Just like what he said, if the person who kissed him today was not An Ran, he would definitely send him to the hospital, and beat him so hard that even his own mother couldn't recognize him.

However, the one who kissed him was An Ran.

So, he was just angry, his lungs were about to explode, but there was nothing he could do.Before the thought of beating up the child had time to clear up in his mind, it was wiped out—he was reluctant.

The bony fingers tightly pinched the book, the whole hand trembled slightly, and the joints turned white from excessive force.Lin Wei's face was pale, with suppressed anger in his eyes, but his expression was as cold as ice.

And An Ran let go of her hand, allowing the book in her hand to fall to the ground, stained with humble dust.

The dark and deep eyes stared at Lin Wei, who had a pale face and an angry expression, and An Ran raised his feet to approach Lin Wei, which was obviously a slow and unhurried action, but it gave people an overwhelming sense of oppression.For no reason, Lin Wei felt that the child's eyes were extremely scary at the moment.

Lin Wei had never seen An Ran like this before. He didn't know when this well-behaved child like a house cat had quietly turned into a ferocious wolf.

"Mushroom, you are angry, why?" An Ran almost touched the tip of Lin Wei's nose, and there seemed to be something hidden in her puzzled eyes.Those repressed, black emotions.

The warm breath close at hand made Lin Wei retreat unconsciously, but the anger in his heart was even stronger.The child's indifferent tone made him feel that his behavior was just as ridiculous as a joke in the child's eyes.

why are you mad?

This is not the first time, the night before Zhong Yan deliberately pulled out the valve core of his bicycle, and then wanted to send him home, the child also suddenly kissed him, regardless of how many people were around them.Lin Wei didn't dare to imagine, if others saw it, what kind of bloody rumors would be created, abuse, ridicule, contempt, these are just the simplest, but there are many, many things that they can't bear.If it wasn't because Zhong Yan made the atmosphere between them too awkward at that time, Lin Wei's anger should have erupted at that time.

What's more, it was just a light kiss on the cheek before, but now it was a deep, possessive kiss.However, the child was not unintentional, but was deliberately seen by others. Lin Wei couldn't adapt to such a naive behavior like declaring ownership.

Lin Wei looked cold, almost gnashing his teeth, "Don't you think I shouldn't be angry?"

Hearing this, An Ran's expression became more gloomy, she grabbed Lin Wei's hand and pulled towards her, Lin Wei who lost her balance directly bumped into his body, Lin Wei struggled, but was grabbed even tighter.

"An Ran, let go!"

An Ran just stared at him, with stubborn and cold eyes, "Mushroom, are you angry because the person you saw was him?" Her tone was neither light nor serious, as if there was an endless blizzard of coldness.

Obviously Mushroom has never been angry with him, but today he was angry because of a kiss, is it because of that person?Although Mushroom concealed it very well, the way Mushroom looked at that person was so different.As long as there is him in Mushroom's eyes, why are there always so many annoying people appearing!

An Ran's eyes were gloomy, before Lin Wei could answer, she suddenly bit Lin Wei's lips fiercely, and said viciously: "Mushroom, you are mine!"

Lin Wei hissed, his hands were restrained, and he unconsciously stuck out his tongue and licked his lips.It smells like blood.

Lin Wei bent his legs with a cold face, and pressed his knees hard against An Ran's abdomen. An Ran bent down in pain, and relaxed her grip on Lin Wei's hand. Just stepped on the book that was thrown from the hand at some point.

Obviously not long ago they were standing side by side, reading quietly, the atmosphere was so beautiful that one couldn't bear to disturb them.But at this moment, they are standing opposite each other, stubbornly sticking to their own stubbornness, smashing the illusion of peace.

The child clutched his stomach, and still looked at Lin Wei stubbornly, but in his eyes, there was more stubbornness than pain.

Lin Wei looked at An Ran like this, and all the anger in his heart suddenly calmed down, Lin Wei felt a little sad.He wanted to hold the child in his arms and kiss the corner of his eyes, but he couldn't.

Lin Wei suppressed his inner emotions, said with a cold face, "An Ran, you don't like me treating you like a child, but you always do such naive things."

Look, he is so hypocritical, he obviously wants to get closer, but pushes him away.

An Ran looked at Lin Wei with a cold face, and suddenly fell silent.

After a long time, An Ran finally said, "Mushroom, you are mine."

An Ran said this sentence more than once.However, he recognized this fact, but forgot to ask Lin Wei what he thought.

Lin couldn't hear the uneasiness in the child's voice, and he was a little distressed.

Lin Wei walked over and held the child in his arms.The child's body was slightly stiff, and then relaxed, his arms went around behind Lin Wei, clasping his shoulders tightly.

Lin Wei suddenly wanted to cry.

How much he wished that time could stand still from this moment, so that he and the child could be together just for being together without having to bear too much pain.

However, Lin Wei knew clearly that it was impossible.

Something is wrong, not because it is wrong, but because most people think it is wrong, so it is wrong.

In the previous life, when Lin Wei was in the third year of high school, a classmate inadvertently found out about a pair of homosexuals in the school. In a short period of time, rumors about them spread throughout the school. They were abused, beaten, and isolated.Even many people obviously don't know them, but they take it for granted to hurt them unscrupulously.Later, their relatives found out and forced them to separate. The teachers at the school found out and advised them to drop out.

But they were still stubbornly together, unwilling to admit that they were wrong, they thought that as long as they persisted, all the storms would pass.

However, the love of youth is too pure and therefore too fragile after all.

In the end, one of them compromised because of family affection. He broke up with the other boy and transferred to another school, while the other was stubborn and was sent to a mental hospital by his family. Two weeks later, the boy pretended to be normal and was picked up by his family. back home.And that night, in his room, he opened his artery with a razor blade.If he was lucky enough not to die, he would probably feel that his death-seeking behavior was so stupid when he woke up.

But his eyes never opened again.

On the second day after the boy was buried, Lin Wei saw a boy crying in front of his tombstone.The boy leaned against the tombstone, crying heartbreakingly, so sad, so sad.

The boy stubbornly stared at the black-and-white photo on the tombstone, his vision was blurred by tears, so he rubbed his eyes while crying.

But the tears couldn't stop.

Before Lin left, the boy's voice had long been hoarse and he couldn't make a sound, and his red and swollen eyes could no longer shed tears, but he was still so sad.The boy hugged the cold tombstone, with deep despair in his eyes.

Obviously they did nothing wrong, but the reality cruelly drove them into a desperate situation.

At that time, Lin Wei was not with Shao Chen yet, but he still had nightmares all night long.Because at that time, he had already fallen in love with Shao Chen.

In the dream, he became the dead boy.

It wasn't until he and Shao Chen left City A in their freshman year that they were finally together.However, they have always been cautious, not daring to hold hands, hug, or kiss on the street, for fear of being known about their relationship.Obviously love is so pure, but they try to cover it up as if it were an extremely dirty thing, just because they know that in the eyes of most people, this kind of love is wrong and dirty.

In the previous life, Lin Wei liked Shao Chen, so even if he couldn't love each other openly, he still stayed with him.But in this life, Lin Wei likes An Ran too much, so he can't be with him.

An Ran is different from Shao Chen.What An Ran wants is not a covert love.

What An Ran wanted, Lin Wei was afraid that he would not be able to give it.

Lin Wei embraced An Ran, closed his eyes, and saw the appearance of the boy who cried until he couldn't make a sound, couldn't shed tears, and finally hugged the tombstone many years ago.

Their stories were too tragic and desperate, and they sounded like alarms in Lin Wei's mind countless times over the years.

Perhaps, if it was An Ran, he would not care about those gossips, other people's opinions, and relatives' obstruction, because in his eyes, there is no one but Lin Wei.Except for Lin Wei, he no longer cares about anyone.

But not caring doesn't mean he won't be hurt, and Lin Wei doesn't want him to experience those pains.

After a long time, Lin Wei said softly:

"Kid, let me tell you a story."

An Ran didn't speak, but Lin Wei had already started talking.The previous life was erased by Lin Wei, he just said that this story was what he saw in a dream.In fact, it was true, for him, the previous life was indeed just a dream.

When the story ended, Lin Wei smiled wryly and said, "My child, you see, even if you are in love, you may not be able to be together."

An Ran slightly let go of Lin Wei's shoulder, stood on tiptoe, and touched Lin Wei's forehead.He looked at Lin Wei and said, "Mushroom, do you like me?"

At this time, Lin Wei no longer wanted to hide anything.He hoped that the children would understand, and then retreat in spite of difficulties.

"Well, I like you."

The child's eyes were as bright as stars, "The mushroom doesn't want to be with me, is it because it's afraid that we can't be together?"

"Ah."

An Ran cautiously kissed Lin Wei on the lips, and said, "Mushroom, don't be afraid, I will protect you. I will not compromise or seek death, we will be together."

Don't be afraid, I will protect you.

Lin Wei blinked, holding back the tears welling up in his eyes.For a moment, he was almost addicted, but it was only almost.

The child said that he will protect him, he will not compromise, and he will not seek death, they will be together.However, the child never thought about what would happen if they were just together without others knowing.Because what children want is to be together aboveboard, but Lin Wei can't afford it.

He stared at An Ran and said, "An Ran, you just think I'm cowardly, but I can't give you what you want. I like you, but I won't be with you. You don't care what other people think. I care, and you don't. I care about the opinions of my relatives, I care, you will not compromise, but I may compromise." Lin Wei narrowed his eyes and smiled, "Look, we are not suitable for being together."

Lin Wei let go of An Ran, but An Ran didn't let go, An Ran stared at Lin Wei and said, "Mushroom, I don't understand what you're talking about, but you like me, and I like you too, why don't you want us to be together?"

Obviously in love, we should be together, right?

"An Ran, you don't have to do with me." Lin Wei struggled slightly, but was hugged even tighter by An Ran.

Until now, Lin Wei still doesn't want children to go this way.

The child's eyes were stubborn, "Mushroom, I just want you."

"But I don't need you." Lin Wei looked at An Ran.

The child's eyes suddenly dimmed, but the next moment, they became extraordinarily dark and oppressive, as if the obedient and docile appearance just now was just an illusion, "Mushroom, you are mine, you must be mine!"

It was obviously such a domineering word, but why did Lin Wei only hear uneasiness?

Lin Wei looked away, afraid that his heart would hurt.

"An Ran, let me go."

"Do not."

But in the end, An Ran let Lin Wei go, because it was a mushroom, so the child couldn't refuse.

"An Ran, we all need to calm down."

Lin did not say so.

The author has something to say:

When writing the story that Lin Wei witnessed with his own eyes in his previous life, I felt very uncomfortable thinking about the picture. Although it was only a few hundred words, I finished it crying.And I regret that I am not good at writing, and I can't use words to write that story movingly.