Yanyu Loutai

The ups and downs of thoughts, across thousands of mountains, across thousands of waters, come together again.

Together with the recovery, there is also a gushing emotion in the chest, so strong, so impatient.

What a wonderful feeling, I don't know each other, but I seem to have known each other for a long time...

Time stood still at this moment.

What flows in the air is only the melody of the violin. At first it is low-pitched, melodious and lingering, and then it turns sonorous and tragic, soul-stirring...

Yiping opened her eyes wide, staring blankly at the person in front of the window.

Is it because this "Meditation" is too poignant and moving?

Otherwise, where did those inexplicable throbbing and slight sadness come from?

What made her addicted to it and gradually lost?

At this moment, she forgot the troubled world, her love and hatred, and who she was.

Perhaps, she is just a soul floating in the air for a long time, and finally met another self.

There seems to be long-lost lovesickness in my heart, and some vague happiness.

He was just a stranger, but she was so familiar with the tenderness in his dark pupils and the affection between his brows, as if she had seen it thousands of times...

Yiping's eyes looking at him became erratic, with an indescribable haze, an inexplicable tenderness...

If it's wine, I only want to be drunk, if it's a dream, don't wake up...

The two of them just stood there, neither of them moved a step.Looking at each other in a daze, let the flowing music entangle them inextricably.

Once the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win but there are countless people in the world...

Maybe, if the music goes on non-stop, it can break through time and space and rewrite all possibilities and impossibilities.

It's a pity that the song ended abruptly.

It was like having a real dream!Now, the dream is awake.

Yiping's thoughts of drifting to the sky were slowly brought back.

She lowered her eyes, looked at her own reflection on the bright ground, blinked vigorously, and shook her head again.

who is she?By the way, she is Lu Yiping!

Why are you here?Come to think of it, Qin Wuye asked her to help him play the piano at his friend's birthday party.She was the last one to come out after the party, got lost in Nuoda's hotel, and finally arrived here with the music...

Yipeng still looked at Yiping intently, seeing her bowing her head in deep thought, just as she was about to walk forward, she heard a shrill voice.

"Yo, which family's lady is this?"

Yiping frowned, the voice was...

She turned around, and it really was Aunt Xue!She was wearing a purple cheongsam made of high-quality snow satin, with delicate makeup painted on, standing there gracefully.

Aunt Xue saw Yiping's face clearly, and immediately pulled down her originally smiling face, her eyes became alert, and when she rolled her eyes, a smile appeared again, with a trace of contempt on her lips.

She stretched out her slender fingers, carefully sorted out the beaded flowers on the neckline, and said slowly: "Which daughter do I think I am! It turns out to be the white rose from the Shanghai Ballroom! Why, today is someone here To sing or to dance?"

Yiping's eyes sharpened immediately, and she was about to retort, but she swallowed it when she saw the person behind Aunt Xue.

Lu Zhenhua also wore a very formal dress today, with a straight gown without any wrinkles.

"Yiping, why are you here?" Lu Zhenhua's face was full of surprise, he thought for a while, and asked uncertainly, "Are you here to attend Shuhuan Ruping's engagement party?"

Shuhuan Ruping's engagement party? !Yiping's heart suddenly tightened.She didn't open that invitation card at all, and she didn't know the time and place at all.Who would have thought that there is such a coincidence in the world.

Seeing her unnatural expression, Aunt Xue smiled smugly: "Yes, our Ruping is engaged today, I think, maybe someone is not willing to come."

There was a trace of sadness in Yiping's eyes, and it took only a moment for her to return to normal.

I can't follow Aunt Xue's heart, let her see the joke!Besides, maybe God doesn't allow her to escape, so she has to face it by herself.

Now that you have come, please be safe, Lu Yiping, you can do it, if you take this step, you can be reborn.

"I just came to attend Ruping's engagement ceremony, didn't you send me the invitation card?" Yiping tightened her shawl, raised her head and looked ahead, and said coldly, "I just went to the wrong hall. .”

Chapter 13

The high dome is engraved with exquisite reliefs, and directly below the bright crystal chandelier, there are concentric embroidered carpets, flowers and balloons are scattered, guests are drinking and chatting, and waiters are carrying trays among the crowd.

The fragrance of clothes, the shadows on the temples, and the staggering of cups and cups.

"Hey, why haven't the two protagonists appeared for so long?"

"I heard that the daughter of the Lu family is a Christian. A few young people from the Lu family will accompany her to the church to pray first, and come back later."

"Oh, that's it! It is said that this pair is a beautiful couple, very pleasing to the eye!"

"Really? I really want to see you soon!"

A few people here were discussing enthusiastically, while the heavy sandalwood door over there was slowly pushed open.

The hall that was noisy just now suddenly fell silent, and everyone looked at the door in unison.

There was plenty of light at the gate, but from the slightly dim hall, only a white light could be seen.

The first ones to come in were Lu Zhenhua and his wife. After a slight pause for a second, a slim girl in a white cheongsam and a handsome man in white came out from the light.

The light in the hall seemed to suddenly become brighter.

That girl is simply stunning!Although the clothes are not gorgeous, the simple white cheongsam and the water-red shawl better bring out her elegant temperament.On the small oval face, the eyebrows are not black but green, the lips are red without spots, and there seems to be water ripples in a pair of clear and big eyes.It is really "the hibiscus comes out of clear water, and it is carved naturally"!

The man next to her is also outstanding and eye-catching.With a tall and slender figure, wearing a decent white suit, with handsome and clear features, and a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, he looks noble and elegant.

The guests whispered and praised softly.

"What a match made in heaven, they are a perfect match!" The exclamation came to Lu Zhenhua's ears.

This... is clearly a misunderstanding!

Lu Zhenhua glanced at the two silent young people, tapped the ground with his crutches, coughed lightly to cover up his embarrassment, and said loudly: "Let me introduce to you, this is my other daughter, Lu Yiping, the one next to her, It's Quanzi's colleague, we just met in the next hall, so we came here together..."

"Oh!" The voice suddenly realized, but with some regret.

Wang Xueqin obviously heard something too, with obvious displeasure on her face, she crossed her arms and gave Yiping a hard look. "This little bitch can steal the limelight wherever he goes!"

The lobby manager ran over at the right time and inadvertently relieved the atmosphere. He bowed slightly, "Mr. Lu, it's almost time. Mr. He and Ms. Lu should be on their way. Look, what else do you need to prepare?"

"This..." Lu Zhenhua turned around and asked Xueqin, "Is there anything else to prepare?"

"I know, I know, I still have to enter the music!" Erjie got out of the pile of balloons next to him, holding a few balloons in his hands, and looked up with a proud face. "Sister Ruping will definitely like it!"

Lu Zhenhua frowned, and looked at Wang Xueqin, "It seems that we didn't invite a band?"

Wang Xueqin was taken aback for a moment, and after glancing at Yiping standing aside from the corner of her eye, she made up her mind and said calmly, "Master, we didn't invite a band, but isn't there a ready-made one here?"

She turned to look at Yiping, then looked back at Lu Zhenhua, with a smile on her face, "If I remember correctly, Yiping has been playing piano since elementary school, right?"

Yiping glanced at Wang Xueqin quickly, her heart sank, and she didn't speak.

She knew Wang Xueqin's intention was to embarrass her, yes, playing the piano accompaniment at her ex-boyfriend's engagement party was really embarrassing enough!

Wang Xueqin sneered and waited for a good show, Lu Zhenhua was quite embarrassed.

No, I can't do this at all, how will I face Ruping and Shuhuan later? !

Yiping gritted her teeth, put her heart on the line, and smiled hard, "Dad, I didn't prepare anything this time, just play the piano as a congratulatory gift.!"

After speaking, she turned and walked towards the grand piano by the window.

Yipeng followed Yiping slowly, and stood by the colonnade not far from her,

A waiter walked by, he took a glass of champagne from the tray casually, leaned on the pillar in a leisurely manner, put his left hand in his pocket, and looked at Yiping quietly,

He was thinking about how to speak to her for the first time... maybe, he had to explain to her that he was not Du Fei...

Yiping sat down on the piano bench, caressed the keys with her slender fingers, and tapped the first note. Afterwards, the flowing melody flowed down from her fingertips, like the sound of nature, surrounding the hall.

Yipeng gently shakes the wine glass in his hand, takes a sip from time to time, but never moves his eyes away.

Her concentrated appearance is very charming. From this angle, one can see her soft jade-like side face and curly and curled eyelashes.

As soon as my heart moved, I suddenly thought of the flower in the desk vase, with its pure white petals and delicate stamens...

White Rose, as the name suggests!

The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and a smile meandered from his lips to his eyes.

Yiping was playing, suddenly there was a commotion behind her, the movement was quite loud!

Her fingers trembled and she hit a wrong note!

"Did they come?" I was just dazed, forgetting where it landed!

Suffered!This is how to do!

Yiping was flustered when she felt a figure in white sitting down beside her, and then a pair of slender hands fell into her field of vision, hopping lightly on the keys, and then played the passage she just said.

Yiping turned her head in surprise, and saw Yipeng's handsome profile.

Sensing Yiping's gaze, Yipeng also turned his head sideways, slightly raised the corners of his lips, and gave her a comforting smile.

Yiping's heart became hot for no reason, she smiled, and with grateful eyes, she lowered her head, followed his melody, and started to play with four hands.

The two white figures are sitting on the same piano bench. The distance is very close, so close that if you raise your arm, you may hit each other's hand, but no one feels cramped and inconvenient. They just play together tacitly, as if they have always been Such a natural closeness, so close that there is a consonance.

The white couple, the black piano, the picture is very harmonious and beautiful.

And the performance is still going on, the sound of the piano is euphemistic but resolute, coming from the ticket, like mountains and rivers, like clouds surging...Compared with before, there is more perfection in perfect harmony.

After playing the last note, Yiping tilted her head to look at Yipeng, and smiled slightly, "Thank you, sir!"

Yipeng froze for a moment, then looked at her in surprise, with incredible surprise in his eyes,

She didn't recognize me as Du Fei!

Yiping seemed to know what he was thinking, and said lightly: "You are completely different from Du Fei!"

Just this one sentence gave Yipeng a look of joy on his face.

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Yiping stood up, turned around slowly, raised her eyes, and met a pair of familiar eyes.

Caught off guard, my heart suddenly suffocated!

Shuhuan was wearing a black suit and black tie, panting for breath, standing still, looking straight at Yiping.Just now when he heard the sound of the piano downstairs, he left the others and ran up without stopping!

It was Yiping, it was really Yiping, when he heard the sound of the piano just now, he knew it was her, it must be her.

Long time no see, she is still so beautiful, so beautiful that people are intoxicated.Shuhuan's eyes were somewhat obsessed.

It's just a little thinner, but a little more tenderness that I still feel sorry for.

Is she thin because of him?Was the pain in her eyes also for him?Could it be that she loves him?

Yiping understood the emotions in his eyes, which were affectionate, doubtful, and struggling.

I thought I had completely let go, but when I saw him standing in front of her and looking at her, the strong fortress in my heart began to disintegrate, and those love and hatred reappeared in front of my eyes.

I have to admit that I am not as free and easy as I thought.

Yiping lowered her head in frustration, closed her eyes tightly, and kept cursing herself in her heart: Lu Yiping, why are you so useless!Can you still not forget him?Haven't you cut off your love for him yet?

"No, it's not!

I can't afford that love that is so humble that I lose myself, and I don't want it anymore!

It's just that it hurts to take someone away from my heart. I can't be calm and indifferent all of a sudden. "

When Yiping opened her eyes and raised her head again, her eyes had become calm, and there was a faint smile on her lips.

calm?smile?Even if it is only a disguise, it must be disguised to the end!

Under Shuhuan's ever-changing eyes, Yiping slowly walked in front of him, there seemed to be no wave in her beautiful eyes.

"Shuhuan, congratulations," she gently parted her red lips, her voice was soft, but it was like a knife cutting through his heart.

Shuhuan looked at the woman in front of him in astonishment, the light in his eyes disappeared completely.

Yiping looked away with difficulty, no longer looking at his injured expression.

"I wish you and Ruping happiness!" There was an imperceptible tremor in the light voice.

No noise, no resentment, no madness.

Calmness and demeanor are the minimum requirements she has for herself, although it is so difficult to achieve such a simple requirement.

All of this was seen by Yipeng.

Ever since Yiping turned around and saw Shuhuan, he had been watching her silently.

Look at her strength, her calmness, the smile on her face, and the hands tightly clutching the corners of her clothes.

Yipeng also clenched his fists unconsciously.

Fang Yu said that she needs to be reborn like a phoenix in Nirvana.

But, how painful that must be!I really wish I could rush up to protect her and hurt her!Distress and deep pity expanded infinitely in his heart, and his dark eyes became even more bottomless...

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After a moment of stalemate, Yiping slowly turned around and prepared to leave.

"Yiping, are you serious?" Shuhuan asked in a hoarse voice, staring at her back.

Yeah?Yiping, is it?Are you really here to bless?

Yiping's feet froze, "This is the end of the matter, whether it's true or false, what's the point?"

Yes, what's the point? After today, he will be Ruping's fiancé, her brother-in-law!

The wound that was thought to have healed opened again, and dark red blood dripped out.

No, I have to leave now!Yiping endured the pain that was about to spread in her heart, and quickened her pace of escape.

Go quickly, before the pretended strength is discovered, when she can still hold on.

"Yiping, this way, I'll take you out." A gentle voice rang in my ears.

Yiping raised her head and glanced, why is it him again?A person who looks exactly like Du Fei.

At the very moment, and without much thought, Yiping tightened her shawl and followed him quickly...

Shuhuan didn't notice Yipeng's appearance, he only had Yiping in his eyes!Only Yiping who was far away from him!

He suddenly and intuitively felt that once she left, he was going to lose her completely, and he felt panic and uneasiness that he had never felt before!

What sanity, what self-respect, what diaries!This moment is all away from him.

All he knew was that his Yiping was here, all he knew was that she was leaving again!

He Shuhuan, admit it, you still love her, you never stopped loving her for a moment.

Every cell in his body that misses her clamors, chase her, chase her!

The legs obeyed his inner call, leading her towards the direction where Yiping left,

Walking faster and faster, the mood seems to jump up with the acceleration of the pace,

As soon as he stepped out of the door and reached a bright spot, a red figure rushed over and grabbed his arm.

When Shuhuan turned his head, what he saw was Ruping's delicate face and eyes full of tears.

"Shuhuan, don't go, please!" She begged softly.

Shuhuan stared at her blankly. "I'm sorry, Ruping, I'm going to find her!" He wanted to break Ruping's hold on his hand.

"Shuhuan, this is our engagement party, you left, what will I do! How will you let me face the next mess?" Ruping stepped forward and hugged him tightly, tears pouring down, " Yiping doesn't love you, but I love you! Don't treat me so cruelly, okay?"

It's so sad, so low in the dust, it can't help but move people!

In the past, Shuhuan always thought that Yiping's sharpness would poison him, and Ruping's gentleness was his antidote.

This time, he vaguely felt that perhaps Ruping's ubiquitous tenderness was his bondage, preventing him from finding his own happiness.

But, even if he has a vague consciousness, so what?

This time, without any surprise, he was defeated by Ruping's softness again, and he couldn't move forward anymore.

He loves Yiping, but Yiping doesn't love him, and he doesn't love Ruping, but he can't bear to hurt her!

Love or not, reason and emotion, are all at war in the heart.

What to do, who will tell him?

"Shuhuan? Everyone is waiting for us, shall we go in?" Ruping asked cautiously.Seeing that he didn't answer, she gently held his cold hand again.

Shuhuan's mind was already in chaos, unable to think, he could only let Ruping hold his hand, and walked towards the dim door numbly.

Heavy steps, step by step, stepped on his heart. Slowly, his heart hurt more and more, until he was completely unconscious...

Chapter 14

After leaving the restaurant, Yiping stared at her toes and kept walking, faster and faster, leaving Yipeng behind.

A harsh car bell rang quickly.

"Be careful!" Yiping's arm was pulled hard, avoiding a speeding bicycle, but bumped into a solid chest.

Yiping raised her head and met Shang Yipeng's beautiful eyes.

"Are you OK?"

The concern in those eyes was very familiar, for a moment, it reminded her of Shuhuan!

Why is it Shuhuan again!Could it be that he couldn't escape?

Yiping felt a pain in her heart, and suddenly pushed Yipeng away.

"Thank you for helping me several times today, but I'm in a bad mood right now. No matter who you are, you'd better stay away from me!!" She lowered her head and pursed her lips, not looking at him.

She knew that the person in front of her had been helping her all the time, and she shouldn't have this attitude, but she was in such a bad mood now that she couldn't force a smile to deal with him.

Don't talk about smiling faces, she is about to cry now.

Although the car just now did not hit her person, it knocked out the depression in her heart and the grievance that she had endured for a long time.

There was a wall next to it, she went to the corner and squatted down, curled up, tears began to fall down.

There are creepers all over the wall behind her, and she is the only white flower among the green bushes.

Yipeng stood there and looked at her pitifully, perhaps, she really had a reason to vent her anger once.

When she was almost crying, he walked to her side and knelt down slowly.

"Girls' tears are all pearls, and every tear should be shed for someone who deserves it." A gentle voice rang in Yiping's ear.

Yiping was startled, and opened her teary eyes, seeing a plain white kerchief in front of her eyes.

She didn't pick it up, but just pulled the shawl on her body to wipe away her tears casually, then raised her head stubbornly, she really looked like a little leopard.

"I didn't shed tears for others, but for myself!"

The tears shed for Shuhuan have long been scattered in the wind.Now she is just sad, sad that she is not up to date, sad that her emotions will fluctuate because of that person.

After crying, I felt much more comfortable.

Yiping stood up and bowed slightly towards Yipeng, "Thank you for sending me out, you don't need to accompany me anymore, I can walk by myself." After speaking, she turned and left.

It seemed that she was in a better mood, Yipeng put away his handkerchief, stood up, smiled, and continued to follow behind her.

Yiping could feel the white shadow following her all the time, neither far nor near, keeping a proper distance.

This kind of just right distance does not make people disgusted, on the contrary, it makes her feel at ease.

I just wanted to take a casual walk to relax, and after this walk, I came to Xidu Bridge.

At sunset, you can watch the sunset on the Xidu Bridge.

Yiping hesitated for a while, but finally stepped forward.

Holding onto the railing of the bridge, she looked at the setting sun in the sky with misty eyes.

Yipeng looked at her worriedly.What is she thinking?Maybe they are thinking about their past, maybe they are thinking about their current frustration, maybe they are not thinking about anything.

The wind was strong by the bridge, and the red gauze shawl on Yiping's body was blown. Suddenly, the gauze floated into the air and slowly fell to the water.

Yiping subconsciously stood on tiptoe, leaned out, and reached out to grab it.

Not far behind, Yipeng's heart suddenly rose to his throat, and he ran over in two or three steps, but Yiping turned around and stood still, with nothing in her hands.

"Why are you so nervous? Are you still afraid that I won't be able to jump off the bridge?" Yiping turned her head to look at the person next to her, seeing his nervous expression, she couldn't help feeling amused.

Yipeng smiled embarrassedly.

"The Lu family's daughter won't be so useless! Besides, some things and some people are not worth it at all!" Yiping said calmly.

Yipeng stared at her face with approval in his eyes.He knew the story of Xidu Bridge, and he also knew her story. Now that she can stand by the bridge and watch the sunset so indifferently, maybe she is braver than he imagined.

Yiping turned to look at the sunset, there was not much sadness in her eyes, "I just came to see the sunset once",

By the way, a final farewell to my past.

How many times has she passed this bridge without daring to stop. Now that she has come here today, she is ready to face it with [-]% courage. People cannot always live in the shadow of the past.Although forgetting is more difficult than remembering, who is she?She is a little leopard who dares to love and hate, nothing can bring her down.

Under the afterglow of the setting sun, her side face was coated with a layer of gold, soft but firm.

Yipeng also looked into the distance, with a leisurely gaze, "The sunset is beautiful, but someone always sighs, "The sunset is infinitely beautiful, but it's only near dusk! "In fact, as long as you appreciate the beautiful scenery, you don't need to put too much emotion on it. If you can't accept its disappearance, then go to see the sunrise and the morning sun. As long as you look for it with your heart, there will always be a kind of beauty that will make up for your regrets. After all, "the sunset west Under the clouds, the sky is full of colorful clouds "is not the only beauty in the world."

After finishing speaking, Yipeng turned his head and met Yiping's slightly startled eyes.

The two looked at each other and smiled, tacit understanding, and then they turned their gazes to the direction of the setting sun, and silently stopped talking.

Yipeng felt that he didn't need to say anything more.Don't rush to introduce yourself and tell her who you are.He only needs to accompany her like this, laughing, crying, walking, standing, as long as he is by her side, whatever is fine.

In the evening, the bridge behind him has begun to become lively.

The two people by the bridge are still immersed in their own quiet world.

In Yiping's bright eyes, there is only the sunset in the sky, and in Yipeng's eyes, there is only the woman watching the sunset by her side.

As the day goes down, the night is inevitable, but who can say that the sun rising again tomorrow will not be more beautiful than today?

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At night, the door of the newspaper office was pushed open.

Turning on the light, the pitch-black space suddenly brightened like day.

With a tired look on his face, Shuhuan dragged his heavy legs to the side of the sofa, took off his suit jacket, ripped off the tie around his neck, and fell slumped on the sofa.

So tired, never felt so tired, so long, never experienced such a long day.

At that lively engagement party, everyone was laughing, only him, the leading actor who should be laughing the most, was absent-minded and in a trance the whole time.That engagement was not what he wanted, but it happened as a last resort.

After finally seeing off the guests and sending his parents back to the hotel, he insisted on going out for a walk regardless of Ruping's persuasion.

"Shuhuan, it's so late, where are you going? Let me accompany you, okay?" Ruping looked at him eagerly, always considerate.

"No, I'm going to the newspaper office to handle some work. You don't need to accompany me. You need to be quiet when writing." Shuhuan replied sullenly, then turned and left, ignoring the sad Ruping behind him.

Where there is any work to deal with, he just wants to get away from the suffocating air "over there", find something to do, and numb himself.

"He Shuhuan, you're finished, you couldn't wait to escape on the first day of engagement, what should you do in the future?"

Feeling extremely irritable, Shuhuan slammed his head hard, leaned his head back on the sofa and looked out the window.

The night was fine, the sky was black and pure, without a single cloud, and the stars were shining brightly, the brightest ones were like her lingering eyes.

"Yiping..." Shuhuan couldn't help calling softly because his thoughts were vague.

Those moving eyes suddenly became painful and sad, just like when she just saw him today.

Shuhuan jumped up from the sofa violently, and for a moment, he wanted to go to her and ask her again.

The man rushed to the door, his hand was already on the doorknob, but he stopped, and then slowly let go.

He remembered his identity: Ruping's fiancé, he couldn't face Yiping with this identity, he couldn't pass his own test.

"boom!"

Shuhuan kicked down the stool by the corner to vent his anger, and after a moment of silence, he turned and walked towards his desk.

Work, work, he needs to work now so that he can stop thinking about Yiping.

But there is no work at hand, what should I do?By the way, there are many letters from readers in the drawer!You can reply one by one.

Shuhuan hastily opened the drawer, looking for letters from readers.

He flipped through the snowflake-like letters in a mess. After flipping through them, he suddenly stopped moving, staring at one of them with wide eyes in disbelief.

"That's... Yiping's words?"

Shuhuan held the letter in front of his eyes and read it carefully, that's right!It was indeed Yiping's graceful handwriting.

There was a faint expectation in his heart, "Yiping actually wrote me a letter!" He stretched out his hand and then retracted it, going back and forth several times, his palms were sweaty.

"Should I read it, should I read it?" He struggled in his heart for a long time, and finally tore open the envelope and took out the letter paper.

A full two months late letter:

Shuhuan:

It's been half a month since I broke up with you. These fifteen long days are like fifteen long centuries to me. I don't know how to survive each day.Last time, I barely suppressed all my self-esteem and went to the newspaper office to find you. Your indifference made me feel heartbroken.Originally, I didn't have the courage to write to you anymore; but, thinking of you and loving you overcame everything, I still took up the pen.Shuhuan, thousands of words, I just want to say one thing to you: I love you, I love you with all my heart!If the distance between love and hate is so short, I pray that this letter will bring you back from the realm of hate.If you still have me in your heart, give me another chance, this Saturday night at [-]:[-], I will wait for you at the gate of Shanghai.

Reading every word and sentence above, Shuhuan's heart began to throb, and his hands clenched tighter and tighter to crumple the letter paper.

"Yiping, did you really go? Did you wait for me for a long time?" Shuhuan murmured to himself. He knew how much courage it would take to write such a letter humbly, as proud as Yiping!

But, didn't Yiping not love him?Why do you still have to wrong yourself like this?

Could it be?Could it be...

Shuhuan didn't dare to think about it anymore, he didn't want this kind of possibility, he didn't want this kind of possibility, he wanted a definite answer!There is only one thing that can give him the answer!

Diary, yes, Yiping's diary!

Shuhuan stood up abruptly, looking for the diary everywhere, he remembered that Yipeng put it on the table that day, so it wouldn't be thrown away!

He broke out in a sweat, went to the outer hall and searched frantically, and finally found it in the corner.

Shuhuan held it carefully, as if holding his own heart.

That green diary, Yiping's diary, is the diary in which her truest feelings are written!

Shuhuan gritted his teeth, and tremblingly turned over one page, then another...

Gradually, the hand holding the diary couldn't help shaking, and finally, the diary fell to the ground with a "snap".

The words "like being struck by lightning" or "thousand arrows piercing the heart" are not enough to describe Shuhuan's mood at this moment.

"He Shuhuan, why didn't you listen to Fang Yu's advice and watch it earlier! Why didn't you watch it until now!" Shuhuan grabbed his hair fiercely and fell to the ground, tears crisscrossing his face.

Boundless remorse, remorse to the point of turning green, remorse so great that I wish I could kill myself with a knife!

Those sweet sentences in the diary turned into sharp knives and pierced Shuhuan's heart.

The bit by bit of how the two got along came to mind at the same time.

"He Shuhuan, how dare you say that Yiping doesn't love you! If it wasn't for loving you, she wouldn't have listened to you and bowed her head to "over there" over and over again, and if it wasn't for loving you, she wouldn't have put away her clothes. The thorns have become soft, and they won’t be haggard day by day after breaking up with you, but you still let go of your self-esteem and go to the door of the newspaper office to beg your forgiveness! He Shuhuan, are you blind? Are you blinded by lard?”

"God, what did I do to Yiping!" Shuhuan slammed his head against the table leg, "He Shuhuan, you are a bastard! You bastard!"

Such a good Yiping, who loves him so much!What the hell did he do to her?

He made her wait desperately at the gate of the newspaper office!Let her look forward to it day and night at home, but she looks forward to the news that he and Ruping are engaged!

In this love, who has lost whom?

Heart cut like a knife, body like Ling Chi!For such a moment, he wished he could just die!

"Yiping! Yiping! Yiping!" He cried out this name in pain, as if these two words were the only words left in his life!

"By the way, I'm going to find Yiping, ask her to confess, and ask her for forgiveness." Shuhuan's blood-red eyes suddenly became a little bit dazed, and the veins on his forehead jumped out violently.

"Go to see Yiping, go to see Yiping!" He ran to the door like a maniac, this time without the slightest hesitation, he opened the door and rushed out like an arrow leaving the string!

On the empty street, there was only one figure running.

That was Shuhuan running towards Yiping's house!

The wind whistled past my ears.Scenes of the past flashed through my mind with the sound of the wind, and finally filtered out the rest,

Only Yiping's smiling face, Yiping's tears, Yiping's helplessness, Yiping's emaciation...

"Yiping, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, tell me, I regret it now, is there still time?"

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Shuhuan stopped at the gate of Yiping's small courtyard out of breath, his chest heaving continuously.

In the still dilapidated small courtyard, the couplets on the door have faded, but the calligraphy on them is vigorous and powerful, which was written by Shuhuan during the Chinese New Year.

Every plant, every tree, every thing seems to be the same, but the people inside and outside the door, have they already had other thoughts?

Shuhuan took two steps back and looked from a distance, it seemed that the lights were still on in the room!

Haven't they rested yet?

He was too anxious to see Yiping, he didn't have the patience to wait at the door until dawn as usual.

After lingering for a while, he resolutely raised his hand and knocked on the door.

The door was not closed, and it swung open with a "squeak".

Shuhuan felt excited, stepped into the door, walked across the yard to the door of the house.

The door of the house was open, and Shuhuan was so excited that he knocked on the door hurriedly: "Yiping? Yiping!"

No one pays attention to him.

"Aunt Pei? Aunt Pei?" He called Wen Pei again.

Still no one!

He walked into the living room and looked around.

The lights were still on, and the food on the table was obviously half-eaten.

Shuhuan frowned, why did everyone leave after half the meal?Just as he was wondering, there was a sound of messy footsteps behind him.

"Yiping!" Shuhuan was overjoyed and turned around abruptly, only to see Fang Yu walking here with his head down.

"Fang Yu!"

Fang Yu raised his head when he heard the voice.

Shuhuan was taken aback for a moment, why was she so anxious, with tears still on her face?

Fang Yu saw the person in front of him clearly, a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, followed by indifference.She wiped the tears on her face with the back of her hand, bypassed Shuhuan, and walked straight into Yiping's room.

Shuhuan had a bad feeling.

He hastily followed into the room.With his back turned to him, Fang Yu opened the closet and packed Yiping's clothes.

"Fang Yu, why are you here! Where's Yiping? Where's Aunt Pei? Where did you go?"

"Where are they going? You don't need to worry about reporter He! This is not where you should be, so you should go!" Fang Yu said coldly, still turning his back to him.

"Fang Yu, I know you're angry with me! I'll explain many things to you later. Now, tell me where Yiping has gone, okay?" Shuhuan walked around to Fang Yu and looked at her pleadingly. looking at her.He knew that Fang Yu was blaming him for not even going to the engagement party, but he couldn't care less about apologizing and explaining now, he just wanted to know where Yiping had gone, and he just wanted to see her right away!

"He Shuhuan! You don't need to explain to me, and you don't need to explain to anyone," Fang Yu suddenly stopped, threw the clothes in his hand, and looked at Shuhuan bitterly, "Yiping doesn't need you to care! Where is she and how is she? You don't need to care about her! We can't bear your concern!"

Shuhuan was so choked that he couldn't speak!But he didn't refute, compared to his harm to Yiping, these words are nothing!

Fang Yu saw that his face was becoming more and more ugly, his blood red eyes were full of pain and regret, and then he looked at him carefully, his clothes were disheveled, his hair was disheveled, and his face was haggard.

After all, there was a bit of unbearable in my heart, so I suppressed the anger in my heart.