Zaizafang

When Bai Zai woke up, he still didn't have much energy. Fighting against those physiological reactions consumed too much energy. If his limbs, which had not been exercising for a long time, could talk, they would have started howling. At this moment, every part is sore.

He covered his face, confirming that he was in a strange place.

This is actually a good thing.

Explain that Fyodor is willing to take him away.

It was completely dark, Osamu Dazai even felt that this room had no windows, maybe it was a basement.The bed under him was an iron bed of extremely poor quality, and the metal structure underneath could be felt through the cushion, which was painful.

Lack of water and heat, his first feeling when he turned over and sat up was dizziness and a little hypoglycemia.

"Squeak-"

He was stunned for a while, the door of the dark place was suddenly opened, white light came through from there, it was not bright, but it still made Osamu Dazai unable to open his eyes, and physiological tears kept coming out.

It didn't have to be, but he refused to close his eyes or turn his head, staring at the door.

"Feja."

Fyodor was carrying a bag of things, turned on the light naturally, closed the door and walked in.The thin plastic bag with the supermarket logo printed on it contained some ordinary food and water.There is a high probability that he didn't want to hide the specific location of this place from Osamu Dazai.He unscrewed the mineral water, filled half of it into the bedside glass, took out two small white pills and some dry ordinary soda crackers, and handed them to Osamu Dazai together.

Dazai blinked, tears rolled down his cheeks, and he wiped them away.

He ate what Fyodor offered him without hesitation.

"The medicine is a bit bitter."

He reached out his hand to Fyodor who was packing his things: "Fedya...I want you to chat with me."

Fyodol paused.

"What to talk about. Is there anything else we can talk about?"

Sitting by the bed, Osamu Dazai repeated these words several times in his heart, trying to confirm Fyodor's feelings—but he couldn't.Fei Jia's voice is always steady and cold.He didn't know that it would be so difficult to guess Fei Jia's mind, and this discovery made Osamu Dazai a little confused for a while.

He used to think that Fei Jia's soul was so similar to his, that he could almost know what the other was thinking without thinking.

He refused to admit that this was the result of their estrangement.

Different from his superficially calm and easy movements, Fyodor has mixed feelings in his heart at this moment.

After all, his heart softened, he didn't abandon Osamu Dazai again, and let someone who also abandoned him experience the feeling of being abandoned.

The remaining things are much troublesome. On the one hand, it is necessary to avoid the pursuit of the peers.He will probably realize soon that what Fyodor promised cannot be fulfilled, and at the same time he has to take care of this poor sick cat.

The only good thing is that he can see that Dazai Osamu is currently torturing himself, which is much better than the previous state of torturing him unconsciously. Anyway, this cat will not come to harm him when he is in conflict with himself.

He put down some dry food that could last for two or three days, and saw Osamu Dazai still munching on tasteless soda crackers while thinking.There were still some physiological tears in the iris-colored eyes, but the pensive expression made it completely impossible to associate "crying" and other behaviors.His hair was messed up and his clothes were messed up. Fyodor didn't have the energy and money to raise a Dazai Osamu like before, so he could only let the cat he had raised since childhood turn himself into a dirty beggar cat.

To be honest, in such a situation, this look of seriously thinking about something is a bit funny.

I have never seen Osamu Dazai with such a serious expression when he was working.

Fyodor felt that he had been observing for too long, so he stood up with the rest of the food and walked towards the door. Unsurprisingly, he heard Osamu Dazai's voice to keep him.

"Fyodor."

He hesitated for two seconds and responded, "What?"

"I want to do it with you."