Zaizafang

Later, he heard that Fyodor was alone in the room and smashed the cello.

Might have smashed a little something else.

Anyway, when he was captured and pressed on the bed with a stiff smile on his face, he really felt that the room had been redecorated and some traces of embarrassment had been covered up.

But no matter how hard Fyodor tried to hide it, he couldn't hide the tiredness on his face, the feeling of tiredness from the inside out, and the more sinister feeling than usual, Osamu Dazai always felt that his life would be put on the scale by Fyodor Measure it.

In the end Fyodor still did not.

He did nothing.

He caught Osamu Dazai back with pure love, pushed him down on the bed with pure love, took off his coat and stretched out his arms to hug Osamu Dazai with pure love, stuck together as he did many times before to keep warm, and then fell asleep.

It was pure love the whole time and never said a word.

Osamu Dazai also hugged Fyodor very steadily, stretched out his arms to hold him in his arms, felt the other person's light breathing and body temperature that was a little colder than ordinary people, and then heard the other person's heartbeat and breathing that gradually stabilized—— Is really asleep.

The more this happened, the more flustered Dazai became.

He felt that things were going out of control.

Fyodor didn't seem to sleep well for a long time. Anyway, this time he slept fairly smoothly. Although it was still only a few hours, when he woke up, he was obviously much more energetic than when he woke up.

He met Dazai Osamu's sleepless eyes and a tangled look on his face.

Fyodor got up calmly, straightened the collar and cuffs of his pajamas, and turned out of bed decently and calmly, as if nothing had happened or seen anything, grabbed the coat that was put aside, put it on, and went to Wash in the bathroom.

It's like boiling an eagle.

Osamu Dazai suddenly felt that he was the eagle.But he refused to admit that he was being controlled. What he really wanted to say was that Fyodor relied on him even more, and he had already shown outrageous symptoms of not being able to sleep well without him, being willing to forgive unconditionally, and pretending that the breakup never happened.

After listing the symptoms, Osamu Dazai truly believed that Fyodor was going crazy. He might have been crazy for a while, and he might continue to go crazy for a while. state deviates.

He wondered how to wake a mad man.

In short, he and Fyodor began to torture each other, and neither of them was willing to back down or make it clear. The quarrels might be the kind of awkward quarrels that ordinary couples would quarrel, based on the safety of their lives.

……

"I don't like him, why should I torture each other with him." Bai Zai said indignantly.

Osamu Dazai propped his face, thoughtful.

In fact, he also loves the party purely.

"what have you done?"

"did not do anything."

……

He didn't do anything, just stayed with him, awkward, awkward.

One day Fyodor suddenly lost his mind.

possible.Maybe.perhaps.

It is to recognize Dazai Osamu's mental state.