Zaizafang

"To be honest, if you come here if you want to, I'm very embarrassed..."

Mori Ogai tugged at the red scarf hanging around his body, temporarily deciding to stay away from these two time bombs.Generally speaking, the role played by Osamu Dazai in emotional disputes is the deceitful villain. Girls and even aunts from all walks of life, as long as Dazai is interested, it is difficult to be indifferent.

Occasionally, the battle situation is tragic, and it is not uncommon for him to come to the end in person.Some people, once bewitched, even barge in with Mafia, or even barge in with bombs strapped to their bodies.

To sum up, there are absolutely many hearts that Dazai has harmed.

But Mori Ogai had never seen Dazai-kun like this before, it was as if he was deceived and then sought justice from a scumbag.

The faintly crazy Dazai-kun is still a little scary.

It's hard for an upright official to decide on housework, not to mention that he doesn't want to get involved in the emotional disputes between these two.At the moment, the concept of "book" is filling Mori Ogai's mind, and he needs to think about the consequences of this information.

Osamu Dazai grabbed him, dragged him to the edge of the roof, pressed him against the wall, and stopped moving.His left wrist was still dripping with blood.In order to resist the effect of anesthesia, a deep scratch was added on the wrist, which was not wrapped with a bandage in time.

Anyway, this little pain in the wrist is nothing.

The harder he tried, the more blood bleed from the wound, and the paler his face became.The short-lived excitement brought about by bloodletting was pushed away, and the familiar exhaustion and running surged up.Right now, Osamu Dazai didn't want to faint due to excessive blood loss, so he slightly relaxed the strength in his hands, leaned forward, and suppressed the person with his body weight.

The posture is inexplicably a bit like a lingering lover.

If these things don't happen, maybe they are already in a certain relationship.

Thinking of this, he looked up at the other party with a little anger, and said something that Mori Ogai thought was a super standard girlfriend speech: "I will give you a chance to explain."

"Oh, the matter of the book has been known by three people, don't you worry about the safety of the world?" The person being stared at raised a hand, rubbed the hair of the person in his arms, and changed the subject "Too capricious."

"You always treat me like a child, anyway, I'm still a child." Osamu Dazai cleared his throat, and suddenly said loudly, "Children don't care about the destruction of the world. And you liar, there is no truth in your mouth." If you say a few more words of nonsense, the world will not be destroyed."

Mori Ogai was covered in cold sweat and couldn't help interjecting: "Calm down..."

"I can't calm down!" Osamu Dazai suddenly turned his head and said to Mori Ogai, "Mr. Mori, you kind of scum, it's not you who was deceived."

Mori Ogai's hair was about to explode, and he raised his hands to his chest and shook: "No, no, no, I can understand Dazai-kun's feelings very well. I understand that your relationship may be a bit contrary to common sense, but Is there anything you can talk about in bed..."

Alice appeared from behind him again, with watery blue eyes wide open, and whispered, "Dazai-kun is duplicity, scolding the scumbag and sticking to him at the same time."

Everyone present pretended not to hear this sentence.

Mori Ogai heaved a sigh of relief.

Being able to crack a joke shows that things are not too bad to be undone.

Osamu Dazai sighed wearily, and leaned tightly on his thin body that was also blown cold by the wind.

"Mr. Mori, may I ask you to leave first?"

Mori Ogai couldn't laugh or cry: "Dazai-kun... this is Mafia, you are the one Mafia is chasing. I haven't sent anyone to arrest you yet, it's because of old love, I'm very tolerant."

A paper airplane flew out crookedly, and it was about to embrace the sky.

"Alice!"

Alice's blond hair flew up, and the whole person seemed to have lost gravity. She floated in the air and caught the paper plane, and then sat firmly on Rintaro's shoulder.

Ability business license.

"10 minutes, just give me 10 minutes, can I exchange a special ability opening license for 10 minutes?" Osamu Dazai snapped his fingers, "Mr. Mori can rest assured for the time being, most of what he said just now is true, but The world will not end because of this."

"Word play, this guy is not a person from this world. Ah, I don't think you need to treat him as a person, scumbag."

Although the breath of sarcasm was about to overflow, Osamu Dazai still hugged him tightly, as if he was afraid that he would never see him again if he let go.He had always thought that he was hiding his panic so securely that no one would find out, but he didn't know that the word panic was almost written on his face with this appearance.

Mori Ogai thought about it again and again, but still nodded.

Before leaving, he took a deep look at the two Dazai Osamu.

......

As soon as the person in the way left, Dazai's expression couldn't hold back.He gripped the other's tie tightly until the freshly scabbed wound on his own wrist burst open, forcing him to bow his head.Iris-colored eyes stared at each other unblinkingly.

With such passionate emotions, posting it seems to be a natural option.After all, at this time he urgently needs something comforting, such as a kiss.

After a long time, Osamu Dazai said in a low voice: "At least make things clear."

"Are you so sure that I am Dazai Osamu of the parallel world? What if I am a life form created by a book? If you guess wrong, the world will be destroyed in your hands, and the perfect if ending will disappear."

"Can this kind of ending be considered perfect?" Osamu Dazai still refused to let him go, "If this world is really going to be destroyed, you must have already jumped."

"I discovered very early on that you value this world more than I do. Although I am younger than you by a few years, don't underestimate young people."

"And there is always an inexplicable sense of guilt. Guilt? At first I thought it was because of Oda's work, but now that I think about it, there seems to be some other secret that I don't know about."

Summary: "You're a big liar."

"I'm a liar, then you're a lunatic." There was a lot of blood on the sand-colored windbreaker, but Dazai didn't bother.He took Dazai Osamu's hand, took out a roll of clean bandages from his arms, and replaced the blood-soaked bandages on his wrists, "Do you think there is still time to make up for it afterwards?"

"Why is it too late, isn't the wound stopped now?"

"But some things are not wounds. Even if it is a wound, it will leave a scar after the remedy, and it will never return to the original appearance. What's more, what I did is unforgivable."

"What did you do?" Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand to wrap the bandage obediently, but his tone was very aggressive.

"Actually, what I said was not all lies... I did see this world as a game. At first." He shrugged.

The sky is getting brighter and brighter, and it seems that dawn is coming.

"I came into this world just to get a perfect IF line that I can't do myself."

"The effect of the 'book' is to turn the written things into reality. The countless if lines represent countless possibilities. Once this possibility is written down, the if line world represented by that possibility will Overlap the world."

"In other words, as long as someone uses the 'book', this world will disappear, and what exists is just an overlapping if line."

"I appeared in the first place, just to prevent you from using the 'book'."

Osamu Dazai blinked his eyes slowly, thinking about whether he would use the book if there were no variables.

"After all, my appearance is the most suspicious thing for you. No matter what I do, you must not dare to use the 'book' casually."

"And then, just some guidance is needed to make this world what I imagined it to be."

"The difference between us before is nothing more than the amount of intelligence."

Dazai, who suddenly appeared in this world, is the only player in an infinite game with the world as the playing field and the goal of achieving it.

Nothing is unavailable.

"No, you still didn't say why you felt guilty." Osamu Dazai sharply asked the question, "There must be a reason for everything, right?"

Everything has to have a beginning.

"...It's not an interesting beginning. I'm just an ordinary Osamu Dazai in all the worlds. If I have to use one word to describe my life, it should be disqualified in the world."

"My world has been completely destroyed."

A person's life pushes him to the sunlight, but a group of people's lives push him back into the darkness.The transformation of light and shadow was not so absolute. When I looked back, I realized that I had unknowingly entered the darkness again.

Only this time there is no way back.

"At that time, I naively agreed to the request of the 'book', thinking that as long as I create a perfect world, and then let that world overlap my ruins, everything will be restored to its original state."

"Thinking about it now, I have long been unable to face those people back then..."

"Did something stupid."

Dazai listened quietly.

"Fortunately, not as stupid as I thought."

"..."

"But it's damn good to lie to yourself and your heart. If you don't want to be together, just say it. If you come to seek death after confessing, are you saying that life is better than death in my opinion?"

"This question.......Ahahaha..." A big drop of cold sweat dripped down, "There is no such thing."

"Huh..." Dazai took a deep breath, and pulled the man to the edge of the rooftop.

The light of dawn has covered the ground, and the warm colors are not inferior to the setting sun.It seems that in a certain if world, I jumped off in the sunset like fire and blood.

"I am not qualified to comfort you, although you are a foolish adult who is blindly immersed in regret for yourself." Facing Yokohama in the morning light, Osamu Dazai said softly, "But look, I think Yokohama is still Not bad...my life isn't too bad."

"If you don't mind, I can share half of my life with you."

"Do you want it?"

His answer was a voice as light as the wind: "Yes."

......

"Eh??? Did you agree so quickly?" Osamu Dazai almost jumped up on the edge of the rooftop, "I thought you hesitated for at least three or four minutes!"

"But you only asked Mr. Mori for 10 minutes. It's almost time."

"Hey, it's a small thing, I almost forgot." Osamu Dazai looked at the earth again with a happy brow, thinking that the death of love would be consummated, although jumping off the building will fall into two puddles of meat and mix together, but no matter what, it will be forever Another form of being together.Out of respect for his lover, he still asked: "What should we do next? Mr. Sen's people are coming up."

"What else can I do? Run!"

The author has something to say:

Then there is a certain gravity that made him work overtime early in the morning and saw the backs of two funny girls passing away under the rising sun, doubting life ()

Cough, end of the testimonials.

Splitting life in half is really the most romantic thing I can think of (cover face) I love you, you love me (Mixue Bingcheng sweet honey) I really can't say such words..... .As for setting it at this point in the morning, the if line of the original work ends at sunset, I don't think so.

I think it's he, all right.

In fact, I originally wanted to write about jumping off a building together...Because from the standpoint of one Dazai, I couldn't write to comfort another Dazai Osamu and said, "Big man, it's all over."

My friend also said: let's die together.

But I think dying together can neither be nor he.

Out of selfishness, I want Dazai to live in pain forever, eh.

It is me who leads the wicked, and I am the pigeon spirit.

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All the plots after this chapter are extras after marriage (scratching head)