absolutely attracted

"Brother, writer Lin probably has his eyes on you, so he must ask me for your contact information." Lu Cheng from the editorial department came to deliver the manuscript to Xia Baiwei, and joked behind Xia Baiwei's seat.

"Go aside, don't create something out of nothing here." Lu Cheng is the gossip porter and gossip maker in the office, and two of the three sentences are about running the train.

Putting the manuscript on Xia Baiwei's desk, Lu Cheng whispered close to Xia Baiwei's ear, "Brother really, she also asked me when you would be free, she probably wanted to ask you out, your luck Here it comes hee hee."

After talking casually with Lu Cheng, Xia Bai took a slight look at the stack of manuscripts after sending him away. The name was very nice, it was Rose's Old Story.

I finished reading that book in an afternoon of painting. Rose’s Old Story tells the story of two boys, one is Qi Jie and the other is Chen Song. Two ignorant teenagers in adolescence have a secret love because of getting along day and night at the summer camp. They are struggling and hesitating. After that, they still couldn't help but follow their instincts to get closer to each other.

Later, their love affair was exposed, the world's discrimination and family pressure made them choose to separate. Chen Song went abroad, and Qi Jie went to a remote mountainous area to support education.During the seven years of separation, every Valentine's Day, Chen Song would send a rose to Qi Jie. The rose would always wither due to the long distance and delivery time. Qi Jie would make a specimen of it after receiving it.

Teenagers are fearless, thinking that being in love means being together, and only when they grow up can they understand that being in love is already a blessing in the world, and sometimes the more you love, the more you can't stay together.

In the eighth year, Chen Song was involved in a car accident abroad, and he had a lot of new insights into life after passing through life and death. He decided to bring roses to find Qi Jie this time, but he only found Qi Jie’s Tomb, Qi Jie died of stomach cancer half a year ago.

The name on Qi Jie's tomb is Chen Song's lover, and the epitaph reads: Roses wither easily, but love lasts forever.Chen Song cried bitterly in front of Qi Jie's tomb, and every year since then, he still brought roses to look for Qi Jie, until two years later, there was a new tomb next to the tomb, named Qi Jie's lover, and the epitaph read: Whoever believes True love does not live in darkness.

To be honest, Xia Baiwei is not an emotional person, but he was actually moved.

The author's writing style is very gentle and delicate, throbbing when he was young, parting helplessly when he was young, and Chen Song grew up alone after losing his love. They are real and vivid at every stage, and all the fierce contradictions and The confrontation with the secular world is spread out and displayed by her in a eloquent way. The whole book is obviously free of knives and glass shards, but it gives people a kind of distress and unwillingness that is delayed.

After reading it, Xia Bai glanced at the author's name. It sounds nice, and it's called Lin Jianyue.Lu Cheng said that this is the first time Writer Lin has written a novel of this kind, and this bold attempt seems to be related to a knot in her heart.

Xia Baiwei inevitably thought of himself. When he was in junior high school, he realized that he was different from others. At first, he was just afraid, wondering if he might be a monster, and even felt disgusted with himself for the first time in his life. .

Later, he was so scared that he couldn't help telling Bai Junhua. Bai Junhua was slightly taken aback when he heard it, and then pinched Xia Bai's slightly wrinkled face and said to him in a funny way, "You are not a monster. , how can there be such a cute monster as you."

"Then why am I different from others? Boys like girls, and they can only marry girls." Xia Bai didn't understand why he was different from others if he wasn't a monster.

"Xiao Wei, do you know why father and mother got married?"

Seeing Xia Bai shaking his head slightly, Bai Junhua continued, "We didn't get married because my father is a boy and my mother is a girl. It's because my father loves me and I love my father that we got married. So If you love a boy and he loves you, you can marry too."

"Don't feel abnormal just because you are a small part of the world. You are no different from everyone else. You are equally free, equally equal, equally dignified, and equally worthy of love. You are just favored by God. He I have set more and more difficult hurdles in your life, and I want to screen out a more pure and special love for you."

Xia Baiwei nodded happily under Bai Junhua's gentle gaze, it turned out that he is not a monster, he is no different from others.

Bai Junhua looked at Xia Baiwei lovingly, and then sighed softly, "When you have someone you like in the future, it may be very hard, and there may even be no one to bless you, but as long as you have your mother, she will protect you."

At that time, Xia Baiwei didn't quite understand what Bai Junhua meant by "very hard work", but when he understood a little bit, Bai Junhua was gone, and no one would tell him to protect him.

……

After returning from Moon Island, Gu Jinxing became very busy again, leaving early and returning late.Sometimes Xia Baiwei can't understand why Gu Jinxing is fighting so hard, Mingming already has money and status at a young age.

When he was brought back by the driver, Gu Jinxing was drunk and passed out. The secretary who was traveling with him helped him out of the car and explained to Xia Baiwei: "Today, there is a social meeting at work, Mr. Gu accidentally drank too much."

Xia Bai took a lot of effort to move Gu Jinxing to the bed, ready to go out and make him a cup of honey grapefruit tea to hangover.After walking out a few steps, Xia Baiwei saw Gu Jinxing vomit in the toilet when he heard the sound of Gu Jinxing getting up.

"Are you okay? Gu Jinxing." Xia Baiwei stood behind Gu Jinxing and asked while patting his back.

Gu Jinxing retched for a while, and waved his hands to indicate that he was fine, Xia Baiwei looked at Gu Jinxing's appearance, and for no reason felt that his heart was being pinched by someone, and an uncomfortable feeling came to his heart.

When the honey citron tea was served, Gu Jinxing was probably too tired, so he fell on the bed and fell asleep.Xia Bai put the cup aside and took off his coat.He took off the loose tie on his body, and briefly wiped it for Gu Jinxing with a warm towel.

Even in his sleep, Gu Jinxing seemed very unsteady, his brows were tightly frowned, Xia Bai put his hand on it slightly, trying to smooth it out, but his hand was clenched tightly.

I don't know where the drunk man got so much strength, Xia Baiwei couldn't break free after several attempts, so he had no choice but to let him hold his hand, staring at his face in a daze.

Xia Baiwei suddenly realized that after their reunion, they never seemed to ask each other: how are you doing?

He draws conclusions based on his own subjective assumptions, and believes that Gu Jinxing must be doing well, and then he hates him for granted, hates his deceit at the beginning, hates his disappearing without a word, hates how he never found him but broke into it suddenly into your own life.People often like to shirk their faults and avoid their negative self, and Xia Baiwei is the same.

But seeing Gu Jinxing like this today, Xia Baiwei felt that Gu Jinxing might not be doing well. He saw Gu Jinxing's tired and broken appearance, a certain tower in his heart collapsed, and the emotions hidden inside were scattered. With a heart overflowing.

He didn't want to admit it, but he seemed to hope that Gu Jinxing would live well.Just like what he expected in his youth, he hopes that when he grows up, Gu Jinxing will be proud, relaxed, and have a bright and bright future.

He had hoped that he would be blessed with everything.