Drug addiction

In the end, Tong Yu still didn't ask any questions, he swallowed all the questions, just like the bank card incident, it became a tacit taboo between him and Yan Ziqian, you don't tell, I don't ask...

You may ask, why does Tong Yu torture herself like this?Or why should they torture each other like this?

In fact, his thoughts are not difficult to understand, just like those four years of school violence, what can be changed after speaking out?Is there any other value besides being sad with the person you love the most?

It's better to bury everything in my heart, he also has the handsome Yan Ziqian, all his emotions; his every frown and smile; the unique temperature in his arms; all his kiss...

And all the kisses he thinks he is...

He admitted that he was deceiving himself and others, but after thinking about it, it would not do them any good to break this matter up and down. The tiredness and helplessness in Yan Ziqian's eyes had already betrayed him. At the fork in the road between ' and 'lost', Tong Yu resolutely chose to shut up...

Like a little fool, he firmly believes in his heart over and over again, denies over and over again, pulls himself over and over again, and falls into the vicious cycle over and over again...

But even so, Tong Yu still believed that he made many excuses for Yan Ziqian, just like the time when Zhang Jiawen blocked him in the toilet, he knew in his heart that Yan Ziqian had left him on purpose, but he still took the initiative to help Yan Ziqian. Yan Ziqian found an excuse...

What about this time?What is the belief that supports Tong Yu to always believe in Yan Ziqian?

Maybe every promise Yan Ziqian made to Tong Yu, whether it's good to hold him all the time, or to be by his side forever... In short, Tong Yu doesn't believe that Yan Ziqian doesn't love him anymore...

As Yan Ziqian said, he left the house after ten o'clock in the morning on the rest day. Yan's father and Tong's mother went to the store. Seeing his distraught appearance, his mother would think wildly again, so he simply found a reason to stay at home...

At noon, Tong Yu took a simple bite of the meal that Tong's mother had prepared for him before leaving. He had no appetite, and his stomach felt a little uncomfortable after eating...Only Simba was around him, and the whole family was deserted and lifeless, which made him feel uncomfortable. He doesn't feel used to it...

He wanted to talk about Yan Ziqian, and he really wanted to...

Pulling out the phone's address book, he found the phone number marked as 'Brother Qian'. He should have dialed it without any hesitation, but after thinking for two seconds, he still chose to give up with trembling fingertips...

Entering the WeChat page, Tong Yu pondered Yan Ziqian's dialog box for a long time before carefully sending two sentences...

The first sentence is 'Brother Qian', and the second sentence is still 'Brother Qian'...

Tong Yu didn't know how Yan Ziqian would respond to him, what would he say to himself?

As always, one word in response to him, 'Bao'...

Tong Yu chuckled, he knew in his heart that even with just this simple word, he would wipe away all the bad emotions before, and even be so happy that he could hardly breathe...

It's a pity that Tong Yu didn't receive any response from Yan Ziqian, not even a single punctuation mark...

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Tong Yu's cell phone finally rang. He couldn't wait to pick up the cell phone and glance at it, but he picked it up with the corner of his mouth pursed, looking extremely disappointed...

Li Huizi said that he found a top-notch Japanese grocery store, and originally planned to ask Xie Lei to go with him, but Xie Lei said he didn't like seafood, and it was hard to rest today, Xie Lei was busy at home with his parents, so he didn't have time to talk to him This 'lonely and widowed old man', Li Huizi had nothing to do before finding Tong Yu...

Tong Yu actually didn't want to go, he could feel his viscera trembling even when he moved now, he just wanted to stay at home quietly and wait for Yan Ziqian to come back, wait for the pretty smile on his lips, and also wait for the words from him to come back. A kiss on the lips...

But later, Li Huizi told him that he booked a seat at this Japanese food restaurant after being overwhelmed. The menu had already been set and the money had already been paid. If no one went with him, the food would be wasted. Yes, and the money will not be refunded...

Tong Yu couldn't bear Li Huizi's soft-hearted and stubborn, so stubborn, so he promised to meet him at the gate of the community in half an hour...

First, I called Mama Tong and explained, and then I began to dress slowly...

Jeans, plus a Hong Kong-style T-shirt, this is his favorite outfit all the time.

Walking slowly to the balcony of the living room, he opened the floor-to-ceiling cabinet on the left, and what came into view was the neatly arranged shoe boxes. Tong Yu frowned and thought for a while, and pulled out a white square shoe box from the fourth floor. It was a pair of Givenchy Martin boots, which he bought at a huge price in mid-August last year to commemorate the reunion with Yan Ziqian, but he only wore them once and left them in the shoe closet...

'Wear this pair today, it will make you feel better...'

Tong Yu slipped his shoes and closed the cabinet door, and when he looked up, he saw the clothes hanging on the clothes rail on the balcony, densely packed, all of which belonged to him and Yan Ziqian...

Putting the shoes on the shoe rack at the entrance, Tong Yu returned to the balcony again and began to collect clothes...

Folded his clothes and hung them in the closet, then opened Yan Ziqian's closet, a familiar citrus scent came over his face, Tong Yu had a gentle smile on his face, but the citrus scent was a bit monotonous , plus a little bit of sunshine is almost perfect...

Yan Ziqian doesn't have obsessive-compulsive disorder, but the inside of the closet is very tidy. Clothes are hung on the top shelf, and trousers are hung on the bottom shelf. They must also be in order of color from light to dark. The next drawer contains his underwear, socks and belt. His hat and backpack are hung in the storage area on the right, and a black messenger bag is placed separately in the storage area on the right, which contains all the equipment Yan Ziqian used for training and competition...

Tong Yu arranged all the clothes according to his habit, but when he was about to close the cabinet door, his brows furrowed...

The storage area on the right is now empty, and the black messenger bag has disappeared...

He felt strange, checked the wardrobe again and still did not see the shadow of the black messenger bag; he was so stupid that he opened his wardrobe and checked it again, but the result was self-evident...

'Where did his equipment go?Taken by him?Is it for training or for competition? '

If it's training, it's unlikely. The current state of No. [-] Middle School is a make-up class during the holidays. Except for the cafeteria, all the entertainment rooms are closed. What kind of training is he training...

But if it's a competition, it's even more impossible. Yan Ziqian just told himself that he would take a break for a while, and wait for the limelight to pass. Since he has made such a decision, it is impossible for him to overthrow his idea...

But the black backpack that was placed in the closet on weekdays has actually disappeared. How can this be explained?

Tong Yu sighed, just picked up the phone and wanted to call Yan Ziqian, but his fingertips hesitated; but the next second, he received a call from Li Huizi, who told Tong Yu that he had arrived at the gate of the community.

Tong Yu, who hung up the phone, put on his coat, put on his shoes, and walked out of the house...

Tong Yu didn't let it go, he knew in his heart that some things couldn't be explained clearly on the phone...

Sitting in Li Huizi's car, the two drove to the Japanese restaurant that Li Huizi had been looking forward to for a long time. Tong Yu liked to eat tempura, and Li Huizi even added a tempura platter for him...

But even so, Tong Yu still had an unhappy expression on his face, seeming preoccupied...

Li Huizi picked up the sake jug from the warm wine tank and poured himself a glass, looking at him with scrutiny eyes, "I think it's really right for me to invite you out for dinner today..."

Tong Yu raised his head to meet Li Huizi's gaze that was enough to pierce him, then dodged for a moment, and asked casually, "What do you mean?"

Li Huizi tapped the edge of the tempura platter with his chopsticks, and said affirmatively, "Your favorite tempura can't even attract you, so there is something on your mind..."

"No..." Tong Yu picked up a shrimp and took a bite, instinctively denying...

"If not, I'll treat you to another meal..." Li Huizi pursed his lips, and added with an attitude of understanding, "Tell me, are you still hiding it from me?"

Tong Yu looked at him with raised eyebrows, put the remaining half shrimp into his mouth, and asked tentatively, "Huizi, were you sad when you broke up with your previous boyfriends?"

"Sad, of course I'm sad..." Li Huizi said as a matter of course.

"Then how do you deal with this emotion?"

"Find another..." Without a second of hesitation, Li Huizi responded very naturally.

Hearing his answer, Tong Yu rolled his eyes helplessly, and muttered softly, "I shouldn't have asked you..."

Li Huizi frowned, not understanding what he meant, "What exactly do you want to ask?"

Tong Yu thought for a moment, then asked him as if he had opened a breakthrough, "Do you still remember the half-breed who betrayed you?"

"Betrayed me?" Li Huizi felt that these words were extremely insulting, so he instinctively shifted the focus of Tong Yu's words, and kept chanting "mixed blood..."

"That's the one..." Tong Yu licked his lips hesitantly, and said hesitantly, "That one took your money to hook up with a Japanese..."

"Oh... I remember..." Li Huizi nodded, then squinted and recalled, "German-American mixed blood, and one-eighth of Indian blood..."

"That's right, that's him..."

After hearing what he said, Li Huizi slapped the table hard, and said bluntly, "From now on, please call him a bitch..."

"It doesn't matter..." Tong Yu waved his hand, then asked Li Huizi, "Do you know that he was sad when he cheated on you?"

"Of course I'm sad. I spent so much money on him. My aunt cost more than 8000 for a belt. Damn it, my aunt's heart hurts to death..." Li Huizi looked angry, and then raised his head and poured it into the sake glass. I've run out of wine...

Tong Yu pursed her lips, sighed hard, and continued his words, "Then I met the next one, so just forget about him..."

"I really don't have this..." I didn't expect Li Huizi to deny him with a serious face, "Although the man next to me didn't break it, but that bitch is so handsome, I really forgot about it for a while." don't drop..."

"Then how did you forget him later?" Tong Yu asked puzzledly, and then looked at him cautiously, "Or have you forgotten him now?"

"Nonsense, grandma and aunt have started hooking up with Xie Lei, of course they forgot about him..." Li Huizi's tone was taken for granted, and he continued with a light sigh, "Actually, I already forgot about him when I was planning to return to China in Los Angeles." Yes, I don’t have so many unwilling emotions in TV dramas, I just understand what I want, no matter how he makes my aunt feel good, if my aunt let him go, it’s considered a relationship..."

After hearing what he said, Tong Yu nodded seriously, but then he licked his lips and said hesitantly, "Huizi, how did you find out that he... cheated?"

"I saw it with my own eyes..." Li Huizi said bluntly, "He was doing ZA with that woman in the bathroom, and I bumped into him..."

"Ah? Hygienic...toilet?" Tong Yu's face suddenly turned red, because Yan Ziqian had planned to clean him up in the bathtub, but Yan's father went to bed late that day, so Tong Yu was very lucky. dodged a bullet...

"Hmm...the bathroom in the bar..." Li Huizi clicked his lips and recalled with his head tilted, "I didn't know which string was wrong in my mind that day. I didn't go to the gay place where I often hung out. Went to a popular bar two streets away, the bar was not gay, so I went there in women's clothes, after a few drinks I wanted to go to the bathroom, Tongtong you know me, after I wore women's clothes If I don’t take off my pants, it’s impossible to find out that I’m a man... As a result, the old man at the door of the toilet won’t let me enter the men’s room, and I can’t fucking pick it up in front of him Pants, I thought it was only a matter of 2 minutes anyway, and then I went into the women's toilet. Actually, when I went in, I heard the humming in the cubicle. , I was washing my hands there when I was done, the bitch came out of the cubicle with the Japanese girl in his arms, and the 8000-odd belt that his aunt bought for him was still tied around his waist..."

"And then?" Tong Yu hurriedly asked as if fascinated.

"Then? Can my aunt spare them both?" Li Huizi was still angry when he talked about this matter now, he pursed his lips hard, and continued with a look of hatred, "My aunt went up and pulled his belt and moved towards him. The Japanese girl slapped her face hard twice, then kicked that bitch's crotch, I turned around and left..."

"Did he come to you again later?"

"Of course..." Li Huizi said as a matter of course, "Regardless of my aunt's charm, he would not be willing to leave me just because of financial resources..."

After hearing what he said, Tong Yu wrinkled his nose, and said hesitantly, "He must be very miserable, right?"

"Nonsense, dare to give my aunt a cuckold, do you think he can still be a man?"

"That kick of yours ... crippled him?" Tong Yu's eyes widened in surprise.

"No..." Li Huizi shook his head, but then added, "But it's almost there, I heard it won't be hard..."

"Who did you listen to?" Tong Yu continued to ask.

Li Huizi looked at him with raised eyebrows, "The owner of the GAY bar I often hang out in Los Angeles is a woman in her 30s, she is a lesbian, and the big sister in that area is my sister. After she found out about this, she found a friend Help someone clean up that bitch..."

Tong Yu nodded, "That's great, if you are wronged, someone will help you out..." After finishing speaking, he murmured, "It's the same as if I was wronged and you will help me out... "

"Of course, you are the best girlfriend in my life, of course I will help you out..." After saying this, Li Huizi looked at the absent-minded expression on Tong Yu's face, and asked him with puzzled eyes "What's wrong with you, Tongtong? Did Yan Ziqian bully you? Did he cheat on you?"

Upon hearing his question, Tong Yu hurriedly waved his hand to deny it, "No, I'm just expressing my feelings. Yan Ziqian loves me very much, and he won't cheat on me. I believe him..." After finishing speaking, he pondered and responded " Besides, you are so kind to me, you told him that if you dare to bully me, you will cripple his hand, how dare he..."

Li Huizi's eyes were full of doubts, he sighed and said, "Anyway, let me tell you, if Yan Ziqian dares to do something that's wrong to you, I will definitely not let him go..."

"You are the best, Yan Ziqian dare not treat me like that, don't worry..." Tong Yu gave him a hard look, lowered his head and continued to eat...

As if remembering something, Tong Yu took out his phone and looked at it expectantly, but there was still no news about Yan Ziqian...

It was past nine o'clock after dinner, and Tong Yu insisted on letting Li Huizi find a replacement driver. Although he didn't have much, he drank a lot of sake after all. It's the end of the year again, and the traffic police will be stricter...

But Li Huizi didn't care about this, he admitted frankly that there was an old man around him, even if he was caught, the old man would still be able to fish him out...

Tong Yu was embarrassed to say that, in fact, he was more worried about his own safety...

So along the way, Tong Yu put his whole heart into his throat, for fear that someone wearing a fluorescent vest would stop them...

When approaching the gate of No.[-] Middle School, Tong Yu checked the time on his phone, and it was not ten o'clock, so he asked Li Huizi to drive the car to an old residential area outside the side gate of No.[-] Middle School...

"Damn, what are you doing here? Picking up junk?" Li Huizi was puzzled, afraid that some corner would ruin his car...

"Go to Li Bo's house..." Tong Yu said calmly, and then added, "Yan Ziqian is studying at Li Bo's house, I'll pick him up and give him a surprise..."

"Yan Ziqian is tutoring at Li Daya's house?" Li Huizi was even more surprised now, with a sneer on the corner of his mouth, "Since when did it start?"

Tong Yu thought about it and said, "It's been more than ten days since the exam..." After finishing speaking, he pointed to the garbage passage not far away, "Just stop here..."

Li Huizi obediently parked the car a little further from the trash can, frowned at the old residential buildings, and shouted at Tong Yu who still closed the car door, "I'll go with you, I I'm afraid something will happen to you..."

Unexpectedly, Tong Yu turned his head and said to him heartlessly, "Go, you are very bright..."

"If you have a husband, you will forget about my sisters. Damn..." Li Huizi cursed angrily, got into the car without hesitation, kicked the accelerator and blasted away...

Tong Yu chuckled, took out his phone and looked at it, but there was still no news from Yan Ziqian, glanced at the time displayed on the phone, and walked quickly towards Li Bo's house...

It was exactly ten o'clock in the evening when we arrived at the gate of Li Bo's house, Tong Yu looked at the bench still standing on the side of the building, with a happy smile on his face...

Because the bench was imprinted with the memory of the first time he and Yan Ziqian were close to each other...

"We must drag Yan Ziqian to sit on the bench for a while..." Tong Yu thought so...

At [-]:[-], Tong Yu heard footsteps and voices coming from the corridor, especially in the winter night, so he stood under the streetlight opposite the unit door, making sure that Yan Ziqian could see him when he walked out of the unit door ...

A group of people came out sparsely, there were at least a dozen of them, and Tong Yu stared at them vaguely, some of them he knew, some looked familiar, and some he had never seen before...

However, there is no Yan Ziqian...

Tong Yu frowned and waited for another 2 minutes, when footsteps came from the corridor again, Tong Yu immediately smiled, but what he waited for was a thin boy...

I thought for two seconds with my eyelids down, and then looked at the person who was hesitating at the door of the unit. He was also looking at himself...

"Tong Yu?" The handsome boy named Gao Yan is the school committee member of the second class and Tong Yu's classmate...

Tong Yu was shocked all over, walked over with a light smile and greeted him a little stiffly, "Gao Yan..." After speaking, he asked Gao Yan curiously, "Are you tutoring at Teacher Li's house?"

"Yeah, it's just over..." After finishing speaking, he asked Tong Yu, "You came to find Li Daya? Do you want to come to tutor too? You don't need it, you are so good at math..."

"No..." Tong Yu immediately denied it, and then asked, "Is Yan Ziqian still in there?"

"Who? Yan Ziqian?" Gao Yan frowned, thinking suspiciously, "Is Yan Ziqian also studying at Li Daya's house?"

Tong Yu didn't understand now, and he didn't know how to answer, so he could only ask back as a matter of course, "Isn't it?"

"I've never seen him..." Gao Yan smiled sincerely, he didn't look like he was lying, and as far as this matter is concerned, lying is not good for him...

"Ah?" Tong Yu immediately had a question in his heart, if Yan Ziqian didn't come to tutoring, where did he go for the past ten days?And why lie?

"Hmm..." Gao Yan continued to think, and then said to Tong Yu, "But he might not be in our class..."

"Does it mean there are other classes?"

"Yes, our class is the rocket class, and they all have a relatively good level; there is also a basic class, which is the students with a relatively low level..." Gao Yan told the truth.

Tong Yu nodded, and then asked, "Then what time is the basic class every day?"

"We are all from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] in the evening..." Gao Yan tugged Tong Yu's arm and walked back the way we came, "It's just that we are one, three, five, and the basic class is two or four Six, rest on Sunday..."

"But today is Sunday...why..."

"To make money..." Gao Yan sighed and said, "Li Daya can recognize the money, so he just wanted to make a fortune from us before the Chinese New Year..."

"Is that so..." Tong Yu was in a state of confusion now, he swallowed his saliva and asked, "Gao Yan, how do you pay for your tuition?"

"Two hours for a class, three hundred for a class..." Gao Yan pouted, touched the tip of his nose with his lips and added, "Pay at the end of each month, how many classes have you attended?" How much to pay..."

"Oh..." Tong Yu understood everything now, he pursed his lips to forcefully suppress the trembling in his heart, looked at Gao Yan, smiled and explained a little stiffly, "I also heard Yan Ziqian's father say such a sentence , maybe I got it wrong, but thank you for telling me this..."

"It's okay..." Gao Yan also smiled at him, looked at the car with flashing lights a few meters away and said, "My dad is here to pick me up, Tong Yu, where do you live? I'll let my dad drop by take you back..."

"No need, my house is very close. It's in the neighborhood diagonally opposite to the main entrance of the school. I'll be there in two steps..." Tong Yu let out a breath, and then he pursed his lips and said, "Gao Yan , you go home quickly, leave me alone..."

"Okay, then I'm leaving, be careful on the road..." Gao Yan instructed him, and then walked towards the car...

With a smile still on Tong Yu's face, he watched the black car drive away, then took out his mobile phone from his pocket with slightly trembling hands...

There were three unread WeChat messages displayed on the screen, Tong Yu opened it instinctively and took a look, it was Yan Ziqian's late lie...

Yan Ziqian: Bao, I'm already home, why haven't you come back yet?

Yan Ziqian: That bastard Li Hui abducted you again

Yan Ziqian: About when will you arrive?I'll pick you up at the gate of the neighborhood

Tong Yu didn't reply to him, he just watched the screen of the phone go black, and the next second, tears slid down his cheeks unsuspectingly...