Drug addiction

Tong Yu likes Yan Ziqian, Tong Yu loves Yan Ziqian, he can say this to everyone without any scruples, but they can't be together, at least for now...

Yan Ziqian has already given up on him, the scene he witnessed as a bystander at noon is the best proof, such a fitting hug, he has tried countless times with Yan Ziqian, but it is a pity that he missed it without exception Yan Ziqian's expression at that moment, but when he saw Yan Ziqian's eyes closed at noon today, his heart was completely desperate...

"This is what Yan Ziqian looked like when they hugged, but it's a pity that every frown and smile doesn't belong to me anymore..."

But did he just give up?No, Tong Yu didn't give up, the gift he carefully prepared hasn't been delivered yet...

When school was over, Tong Yu didn't leave immediately, he just sat quietly in his seat, staring fixedly at the back door of the classroom, he was looking forward to, looking forward to Yan Ziqian's sudden appearance... just like every time in the past Once, Yan Ziqian leaned against the door with his furry head tilted, and whistled to Tong Yu provocatively. Tong Yu turned his head and looked at him, and then Yan Ziqian would present him with an exclusive wink...

But now Tong Yu no longer has this kind of treatment...

'Is Yan Ziqian already with Pei Yumeng? '

'Will Yan Ziqian have dinner with her at night?Just go to the one he took himself to before... order his favorite sauce fried belly kernel and gongbao chicken...'

"After dinner, let's go to the movies together. Yan Ziqian likes watching movies..."

'After watching the movie, will Yan Ziqian send her home?Let's go together...'

Tong Yu didn't dare to think any further, he frowned and shook his head, turned on the phone screen, and then sighed hard...

It's already 45:[-], but the miracle Tong Yu wanted still hasn't happened...

His mood was at a trough, and he carried his schoolbag listlessly, holding a birthday gift from the other side of the ocean in his hand, and he was ready to go home...

Walking out of the school gate, his ears suddenly became a lot noisy. There are already many people and cars in Beijing, and it is time for school to end, so the surrounding environment makes him even more uneasy...

In the past, when Yan Ziqian was around, he would always talk non-stop. Tong Yu said that he was annoying, but he never shut him up...

In fact, Tong Yu understands his own, he just has a stubborn mouth, he likes to listen to Yan Ziqian's words, he loves everything about Yan Ziqian, at least following Yan Ziqian's voice, he feels that everything about him has come to fruition...

But now, Yan Ziqian is not by his side...

He took out the earphones stuffed into the side of his schoolbag as quickly as possible, and put them into his ears without any hesitation. The next second, he took out his mobile phone and played the English model essays he often recites...

But then he got worried again...

This road is the only way for the two of them to go home, so will Yan Ziqian suddenly appear or call him from behind?

But if he plugged in the earphones, he wouldn't be able to hear Yan Ziqian's voice, would he be angry because of it?

Tong Yu thought about it seriously, and then resolutely pressed the pause button on the English model essay played on the phone, but he didn't make any further moves. He still had the Bluetooth headset on his ear, and walked quietly...

Tong Yu has always been looking forward to it, otherwise he wouldn't have believed that Yan Ziqian would appear behind him time and time again, but his hopes have also failed time and time again...

Tong Yu stopped a second before walking into the door of the unit, took off the earphones on his ears, and put them back into his schoolbag; he looked up at the endless dark sky, without a single star tonight, Tong Yu couldn't make a wish , he felt a little lost...

But in fact, the wish he made to the starry sky last night didn't come true either...

"Xing Xing, I want Yan Ziqian to go home, please..."

Tong Yu has always had the habit of holding the key. When he arrives at the door of the house, he habitually takes the key to open the door, but these days he has added a new problem, that is, he must wait until the voice-activated light in the corridor goes out before closing the door. The problem started from the day Yan Ziqian didn't come home...

Simba smelled the citrus scent on Tong Yu's body, and came over to beg for a hug, shaking his head. Tong Yu rubbed his head as usual, and then patted his back, and he would go back to the bedroom with him.. .

But today, Tong Yu only touched it once and ran to the door wagging his tail, staring at the anti-theft door all the time...

Tong Yu ignored it, greeted Yan's father who was sitting on the sofa watching TV, and then walked towards the bedroom...

But before he took two steps, there was a knock on the door. Tong Yu frowned and glanced at Yan's father, with some inexplicable emotion in his eyes...

With a soft reply, Yan's father walked over and opened the door...

"Yo, you're back..." Yan's father just said this, then turned around and sat back on the sofa, and said casually, "Xiaoyu just came back, you both..."

Tong Yu's eyes turned red the moment he saw the person at the door...

"Xing Xing, Yan Ziqian is finally home, thank you..."

Yan Ziqian touched Simba's space and raised his eyebrows, glanced at Tong Yu who was stunned by the bedroom door, but his eyes fell on the exquisite gift box in his hand, he frowned slightly, and then immediately looked away .

Tong's mother, who was busy in the kitchen, heard Yan's father say this and quickly poked her head out to take a look, and then she was very pleasantly surprised at Yan Ziqian, "Ziqian is back, that's great, I made your favorite food today." Teriyaki eel..."

After hearing Mama Tong's words, Yan Ziqian said apologetically, "Aunt Fang, I can't eat at home anymore, I just came back to get some clothes..."

"It won't take much time to eat..." Tong's mother looked at Yan Ziqian's black eyes, and said with some distress, "Why do I feel that you have lost weight? You didn't eat at your classmate's house..."

Yan Ziqian pursed his lips, with a bitter smile at the corner of his mouth, but he didn't speak.

"My side will be fine soon, you go and change your clothes first, and you can eat soon..." Mama Tong turned and went back to the kitchen, her figure became busier but still in order.

Yan Ziqian responded lightly, then walked straight to the bedroom and rubbed shoulders with Tong Yu...

Tong Yu couldn't control that much, he quickly followed Yan Ziqian's pace and walked in.

Without a moment's hesitation, Yan Ziqian took out two sets of clothes from the closet, stuffed one into his schoolbag, and immediately took the other into the bathroom...

Yes, he didn't give Tong Yu a half-eyed look the whole time...

Tong Yu pursed his lips and watched Yan Ziqian leave him behind. He put the box in his hand on the desk, then sat on the bed and waited quietly.

By the time Yan Ziqian came out again, he had disappeared from his previous embarrassed look. Although his eyes were still tired, his overall condition was much better.

Tong Yu's eyes followed Yan Ziqian's figure all the time, he opened his mouth in embarrassment, not knowing how to speak...

Cowardice makes him daunted by Yan Ziqian who is right in front of him...

"It's time to eat..." Mother Tong's voice reached Tong Yu's ears, he sighed, and cursed himself in his heart, not only Yan Ziqian, but even Tong Yu was completely disappointed in himself ...

Sitting quietly on the right side of Yan Ziqian, this is Tong Yu's exclusive seat, because Yan Ziqian once told Tong Ta that he could be closer to Tong Yu's heart in this position, as if he could hear Tong Yu's heartbeat. ..

Tong's mother picked up half an eel with a spoon and put it in Yan Ziqian's bowl, then smiled and said to him, "Eat more, you've lost weight..."

Yan's father narrowed his eyes and glanced at Yan Ziqian, and then asked suspiciously, "Are you out of love or Xie Lei? Why do I see you in such a mess?"

Yan Ziqian swallowed the food in embarrassment, and then exhaled softly, pretending to be relaxed, "What does it have to do with me, of course it's Xie Lei..."

'I'm sorry Dad, your son lied to you...'

Yan's father thought for a moment and then said, "Isn't Xie Lei's brother the physical education teacher at your school, so he still dares to fall in love?"

Yan Ziqian didn't even dare to look at his father in the eye, but just said nonsense, "His girlfriend is from outside the school..."

Yan's father nodded, and then said, "By the way, you did well in the midterm exam this time. Teacher Yang from your class also called me and said that you have performed well recently. Although I don't ask for your grades, but you can improve me." I'm still very happy..." After finishing speaking, Yan's father raised his hand and put the shrimp on hand in front of Tong Yu, "Xiao Yu did better in the exam this time, you must eat more when you are so tired from studying, or you will lose your hair. ..”

Tong Yu pursed his lips and nodded lightly, but did not speak.

As the time approached [-]:[-], Mama Tong suddenly walked to the coffee table as if she remembered something, and then changed the news on TV...

"Eh? I haven't finished watching it yet..." Yan's father raised his eyebrows to make an opinion...

"You'll watch it later..." Tong's mother said to Yan's father, and then switched the TV to a certain satellite TV channel, "I've been following this TV series since the beginning, and it's going to end today, so I can't miss it. ..”

Yan's father pursed his lips, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "I'm really curious what TV series can fascinate you so much?"

Without taking her eyes off the TV, Mama Tong said, "It's a modern drama. The most hateful thing in this drama is the female number two. She always plays tricks between the hero and the heroine, and almost pissed me off..." Mama Tong's tone seemed a little annoyed. Yes, and then he said with a feeling of emotion, "You said this person is really strange. What's the use of fighting for something that doesn't belong to you? After all, it's not yours..."

Yan Ziqian was taken aback, is he sensitive?He's sort of on the right track...

But Tong's mother didn't notice Yan Ziqian's eyes, she cast her eyes to the TV screen again, and said, "I told others that I have fallen in love with you for many years, and I can't live without you, but even if I love you forever If people don’t like you, if they don’t love you, if they don’t have you in their hearts, what’s the use of that…”

After hearing his mother's words, Tong Yu raised his eyebrows and glanced at her, then lowered his head, yes, his eye circles were red again...

Yan Ziqian glanced at Tong Yu on the right, and pulled the rice in the bowl into his mouth as quickly as possible, "Aunt Fang, I'm leaving, Xie Lei is still waiting for me at school..."

"Okay..." Mother Tong didn't care about any TV dramas when she heard this. She turned and walked back to the kitchen. When she came out, there was an extra bag in her hand. Two dishes, you can't keep fooling around..."

"Thank you, Aunt Fang..." Yan Ziqian paused with his fingers, but still took it.

"You have your birthday tomorrow..." Yan's father looked at Yan Ziqian and asked, "Can you come back?"

Yan Ziqian pursed his lips, although hesitating, he still responded, "I can't come back, I have an appointment with a friend tomorrow night, come back the day after tomorrow..."

"Okay, it happens to be Xiao Yu's birthday the day after tomorrow, you two will spend it together..." Yan's father gave him a white look with a smile in his eyes, as if complaining, "Didn't you propose it on your own initiative..."

"I see..." Yan Ziqian replied, turned around and smiled at Mama Tong, then opened the anti-theft door and left peacefully...

When the sound of closing the door broke into Tong Yu's ears unsuspectingly, he closed his eyes in disappointment and embarrassment...

"Xing Xing, I let Yan Ziqian go away, I don't blame you..."

Tong Yu's appetite was not good in the first place, and his appetite was even worse when he was upset these days, so after Yan Ziqian left, he also found an excuse to go back to the bedroom...

Looking at the exquisite box still on the desk, Tong Yu burst into tears as if he couldn't control it, Yan Ziqian's leaving figure was like a door, shut Tong Yu firmly in his heart Besides, ignore it...

Tong Yu covered his mouth, he felt as if he had returned to those years, those humiliating days when his heart was so painful that he didn't dare to cry out...

At this moment, the phone he placed on the desk vibrated without warning...

With tears in his eyes, Tong Yu grabbed the phone, and after seeing the caller clearly on the screen, he picked it up without hesitation...

"Comet..."

Li Huizi didn't know about Yan Ziqian's quarrel with Tong Yu, he just wanted to chat with his best friend when he made this call, after all, tomorrow is Tong Tong's big day in his family, there are some things he can get Tell me clearly...

"Tongtong..." Li Huizi's voice is a bit hoarse today. At [-]:[-] p.m. Feeling a burst of pain, I collapsed on the sofa like a puddle of mud, "What are you doing?"

"Just finished dinner..." Tong Yu sniffed hard and said...

Li Huizi nodded knowingly, looked in the direction of the bathroom and said, "I'm fine, I just wanted to ask you, did you receive the gift for your little husband..."

"I received it at noon today..." Tong Yu wiped the tears off his face, and a stiff smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Thank you, Huizi..."

"Thank you..." Li Huizi said as a matter of course, and then turned to Tong Yu as if remembering something, "By the way, that bastard didn't tease you..."

"Ah?" Tong Yu reacted for a moment, tears still hanging from the corners of his eyes, "You mean Mr. Qiao?"

"Sir, sir, then his mother is a boar who is in heat anytime and anywhere..." Li Huizi sighed, and then added suspiciously, "Did he flirt with you?"

"Well...not really..." Tong Yu pursed her lips, and responded with some hesitation, "He just said he wanted to invite me to dinner..."

"Don't go..." Li Huizi said hastily, "Tongtong, you have to listen to me, you must not go to dinner with him, that kind of force will die, if you see a man, you will flirt, and if you see a woman, you will die." Pao is a pervert with a pair of plugs, stay away from him..."

"I ignored him..." Tong Yu said this, but then the scene he saw at the entrance of the cafeteria at noon flashed before his eyes unpreparedly, he couldn't restrain himself and sobbed again with great aggrievedness ...

This frightened Li Huizi on the other end of the phone...

"Tongtong...what's the matter with you?" He felt that something was wrong, so he frowned tightly and asked, "Did that bastard Qiao Jiaxu bully you?"

"No...it's not him..." Tong Yu walked into the bathroom and sat in the bathtub habitually, "It's Yan Ziqian, Yan Ziqian doesn't want me anymore..."

"Ah?" Tong Yu's words were like a bolt from the blue, Li Huizi pursed her lips, pushed away her new boyfriend who had just come out of the bathroom and stuck to her body, and anxiously urged the phone, "Tell me quickly What's the matter?"

Tong Yu sobbed twice, and then told the truth, "He said we have something to do..."

"Both of us?" Li Huizi didn't understand, and his tone was full of doubts, "What's the matter with us?"

"The day we called, he heard me say 'I love you' to you..." Tong Yu breathed out uncomfortably, "He said you are my little lover..."

This is the funniest joke Li Huizi heard this year, the kind that can laugh for a year...

"Fart his grandma..." Li Huizi cast a slightly irritated glance at the beautiful boy who kept lighting himself on fire, and cursed at him angrily, "getout..."

For Tong Yu, who has an English score of 148, he can understand it. He was about to ask, when he heard the door slamming on the other end of the phone...

"Huizi, what's wrong with you?" Tong Yu hurriedly asked a little nervously...

"It's okay Tongtong, you continue to talk..." Li Huizi resolutely locked the door behind him, and regardless of the knocks on the door, he took out a bottle of milk from the refrigerator and walked upstairs to the bedroom go.

Tong Yu pursed her lips, a little sorry, "Did I delay you and your boyfriend..."

"Bullshit boyfriend, that's AMB..." Li Huizi lay comfortably on the bed, put the phone on the phone and threw it beside him, "I just met at the bar today...Tongtong, you continue to talk..."

Tong Yu lowered his eyelids and thought for a while, then repeated with great aggrieved "He said you are my little lover..."

As soon as Jing Tongyu reminded Li Huizi of the chat just now, he drank a big mouthful of milk, and then said with some doubts, "Why is he so small-minded? Just because of the sentence 'I love you'? ? You are really narrow-minded..."

"Also..." Tong Yu became a little anxious and turned to the phone, "The one named Liu Guohui..."

"I begged the old man to do it, what's the matter?" Li Huizi said frankly.

"He also knew about this. He said that you did this to protect me. He said..." Tong Yu sighed, and the feeling of powerlessness in his heart instantly swept through his whole body, "He didn't believe me, he said that I was late It's because of you that I didn't give him an answer, he said that I don't love him at all..."

"Well...Actually, what happened to Liu Guohui wasn't all because of you..." Li Huizi pursed her lips, but she still said it as a matter of course, "Didn't you say that you were afraid that Liu Guohui would trouble your little husband? I just wanted to make you feel at ease, so I didn't discuss this matter with you... I just... just dealt with it..."

"But now he misunderstood, he ignored me, he didn't go home, I sent him WeChat and he didn't reply me..." Tong Yu cried even more sadly now, he kept sobbing " He didn't want my answer either, he said he didn't want to wait..."

After hearing what he said, Li Huizi pursed his lips hard, stood up straight from the bed, and held back the sadness in his heart, and said solemnly to the phone, "Tongtong, let's have a good chat now, everything I said You must remember..."

"Okay... I will remember..." Tong Yu knew that besides Yan Ziqian, only Li Huizi could be his backbone, so he readily accepted Li Huizi's suggestion...

Li Huizi breathed out, although he was struggling in his heart, he still said, "Tongtong, in fact, the biggest problem between the two of you is you. It's too hurtful for you to tell him nothing..."

Tong Yu frowned, thinking seriously about Li Huizi's words, pursed her lips and did not respond...

"Your depression, anxiety, and insomnia, you go to a psychological clinic every Sunday for treatment, including what happened the day you two met a year ago, have you never told him?" Li Huizi sighed, "Tong Tong, you have too many things hidden in your heart, so where do you put him?"

"But I..."

"You don't dare... You told me that you dare not confess these things to him, you are afraid that he will leave you..." Li Huizi pursed his lips, he hesitated but knew that he could no longer avoid it, so he said nothing He continued with scruples, "But now? If you don't tell him these things, he has already left you. What else do you have to be afraid of?"

Tong Yu sobbed softly a couple of times, he felt like a fool, it all stemmed from the inferiority complex in his heart, everything was his own doing, he took a deep breath trying to wake himself up, he lay quietly in the bathtub , Li Huizi's words of explanation are still lingering in my ears, and I gradually fell into deep thought...