Drug addiction

When Tong Yu pulled Yan Ziqian out of the office, Xie Lei and Wang Yuning, who were anxiously waiting at the door, quickly surrounded him...

"What's the matter?" Xie Lei frowned and looked at Yan Ziqian, then turned his gaze to Tong Yu who had been holding his wrist.

Tong Yu pursed her lips, then chuckled lightly, "It's okay, let's make it clear..."

"Damn it..." Xie Lei let out a long breath of relief, and then laughed, "This is going to scare me to death..."

Wang Yuning rolled his eyes at him, then looked at Tong Yu pointingly and said, "Look, what I said, only my sister-in-law can keep Qian'er down..."

Hearing this, Tong Yu secretly glanced sideways at the silent Yan Ziqian, and then tightened the hand that was holding his wrist...

Xie Lei, of course, saw all this. When Yan Ziqian broke into his house yesterday afternoon with an unfriendly expression, he knew that something must have happened to the pair of little mandarin ducks again...

At first, he thought that Yan Ziqian came to him just to complain and find someone to enlighten him, but slowly, he realized that something was wrong...

Xie Lei was worried, so he called Wang Yuning again. The two of them asked several times but couldn't find out why, but they were still worried about the frustrated Yan Ziqian, so they began to take advantage of Yan Ziqian to drink away their worries. When I set him up...

Yan Ziqian was very vigilant, and he didn't want to say anything more. He just responded to them in a few words... But despite this, Xie Lei still found clues in his vague nonsense...

He instantly understood that this time Yan Ziqian was no longer as simple as slapping Tong Yu, but was hurt by love...

However, it is useless for bystanders to persuade them about emotional matters. Only they know the sweetness and bitterness.

Xie Lei and Wang Yuning did the same thing. Facing the good buddy who looked frustrated, all they could do was to accompany the drink...

He sighed in his heart. At this moment, Yan Ziqian had a face of refusal from thousands of miles away. Xie Lei gave him a hard look, and just wanted to open his mouth to create a good opportunity for the two of them, but the bell for class rang ...

Yan Ziqian still had a cold face, he lowered his head and glanced at Tong Yu pulling his hand, his heart was hardened, then he vigorously shook off Tong Yu's hand and turned his back cruelly...

Tong Yu's heart was shaken. Looking at Yan Ziqian's determined back, and then at his hand that was still in mid-air, his heart suddenly ached, and his palm was empty, holding nothing...

Yan Ziqian frowned fiercely, then pretended to be indifferent and said, "Thank you for helping me, let's go back to class..." After finishing speaking, he was about to leave.

"Yan Ziqian..." Tong Yu looked at him anxiously, swallowed his saliva and mustered up the courage to say, "Can I have a word with you?"

The moment Tong Yu opened his mouth, Yan Ziqian felt that he couldn't take it anymore. He resisted the sharp pain coming from his heart, and squeezed out two words from his teeth calmly and very coldly, "Say it." ..."

Tong Yu pursed her lips, looked at Xie Lei and Wang Yuning who were standing there with some hesitation, and swallowed back the thousand words that had come to her lips...

Xie Lei glanced at Tong Yu and understood the embarrassment at this time. He quickly said, "Ning'er and I will go back first, you two talk slowly..." After finishing speaking, he lightly bumped Yan Ziqian's cheek. Shoulder, whispered as if commanding, "Smile for me..."

"I can't laugh..." Yan Ziqian yelled back at him.

Xie Lei understood Yan Ziqian's temper. After this happened, Yan Ziqian had already given him face by not beating Tong Yu half to death. Since yesterday, he has been avoiding Tong Yu. He went to school this morning. At that time, he saw Tong Yu waiting at the gate of the school from a distance, so he dragged Xie Lei to have another breakfast at the gate of the school in a daze, and they followed after seeing Tong Yu walking into the campus step by step. ..

Xie Lei scolded Yan Ziqian for wanting face and suffering, Yan Ziqian was unwilling to admit it, but the moment Tong Yu's figure entered his eyes at the school gate in the morning, Xie Lei clearly felt reluctance and distress in his eyes mean...

It's just that people just won't admit it...

Xie Lei sighed fiercely, turned his head and smiled at Tong Yu, raised his eyebrows, and then hurriedly dragged Wang Yuning away from this place of right and wrong...

Tong Yu pursed his lips, Yan Ziqian had been coaxing him for so long, but today it was Yan Ziqian who was angry, he hesitated, he didn't know how to speak...

After thinking for a long time, Tong Yu cleared his throat, and finally inspired himself to take Yan Ziqian's big hand, "Can we find a place to talk?"

Feeling the coolness of Tong Yu's little hand touching his palm, Yan Ziqian frowned, his heart was already cold enough, he didn't want this kind of hypocritical tenderness...

Without saying a word or paying attention to Tong Yu who was thrown away again, Yan Ziqian walked up the stairs straight away...

Tong Yu burst into tears all at once, he looked at Yan Ziqian's back with a bit of grievance and pursed his lips, then followed his pace without hesitation.

There are two remote classrooms on the fifth floor of the teaching building. There is a small door on the far left. Yan Ziqian stretched out his hand and pushed open the door. In an instant, the cold wind roared past his side face...

Tong Yu only knew about the existence of the remote classroom, but he had never been here before. He didn't know that behind this door was the roof of the teaching building...

Turning around and closing the door, Tong Yu raised his eyebrows and looked at Yan Ziqian who was leaning against the wall, lowered his head and bit his lip and walked over...

Standing still in front of him, Tong Yu looked at his indifferent expression and asked, "Why didn't you go home last night?"

"Drink too much..." He didn't look at Tong Yu, but responded indifferently.

"Then why didn't you tell me?" Tong Yu's tone was full of grievances, he sniffed hard, his tone was full of grievances, "I've been waiting for you all night..."

"I didn't want to say..." Although Yan Ziqian still had no expression on his face, the big hand in his trouser pocket was tightly clenched when Tong Yu uttered the first word.. .

"I've called you a lot and sent you a lot of WeChat messages..." Tong Yu frowned and held back tears, "Did you see it?"

"I see..." He finally raised his eyebrows and looked at the sad little pitiful, but he didn't intend to comfort him... "But I don't want to talk to you..."

"Yan Ziqian..." Tong Yu lowered his head and endured the sharp pain in his heart. He choked up and begged, "Can we talk about this matter? Don't choke me..."

Hearing what he said, Yan Ziqian didn't know if his heart was numb from the pain, he smiled lightly and said to Tong Yu, "Do you think my attitude is bad? Whoever has a good attitude you can go to... "As he spoke, he exhaled angrily, and then added, "I'm just like this, I can't get better with you..."

Tong Yu felt that every word in Yan Ziqian's words was like a sharp sword, stabbing his fragile heart... "I know you are angry, but I can explain it to you, listen to me explain it to you. ..”

"I don't want to hear..." He once again refused cruelly...

"But I don't want this matter to affect the two of us..." Tong Yu cried, Yan Ziqian had never rejected him so harshly, this made him suddenly have bad thoughts...

"You don't want to, but it has already affected..." Yan Ziqian breathed out, his tone was very calm, and his eyes were full of indifference, "I used to think that as long as I treated you seriously enough, I would be valued by you Yes, but later I figured it out, if you don't have me in your heart, no matter how hard I try, I'll still lose, even if I risk my life, it's useless..."

"No, I have you in my heart..." Tong Yu stomped her feet anxiously, tears streaming down her cheeks again, "I have you in my heart, Yan Ziqian, you know..."

"Then you pull me out now..." Yan Ziqian looked at him indifferently, and then frowned a little uncomfortablely, "I think you're a little crowded, I don't like crowded places, so don't let me go I'm heartbroken..."

"How can I pull it out..." Tong Yu felt a little helpless, he sobbed, swallowed suddenly, trying to calm down, "Yan Ziqian, Li Hui and I are not the relationship you think, we are just good friends ...really just good friends...”

"Don't mention him to me..." Yan Ziqian's eyes widened, and the anger he suppressed broke through his willpower in an instant and marched straight to the top of his head...

Li Hui is now Yan Ziqian's minefield, no one can mention half a word...

Otherwise, there is only one consequence, and that is that the flames burst into the sky...

Tong Yu shrank his neck in fright from Yan Ziqian's sudden roar, his lips trembled, his tearful eyes stared at Yan Ziqian's stern face, and he didn't know what to say.

Yan Ziqian clenched his fists and looked at Tong Yu impolitely, his eyes were already blood red, "I'm really curious, does your little lover know that there is someone like me by your side in the far east ?”

Tong Yu shook his head vigorously and retorted, "He's not some little lover..."

"Hmph..." Yan Ziqian chuckled, as if he didn't hear his answer, "His heart is fucking wide enough, so he can safely leave you here and go to America alone. ..the backyard is fucking on fire and hiding in America...that idiot..."

Tong Yu sighed, and explained again, "Yan Ziqian, can you listen to me? I told you that I don't have that kind of relationship with Li Hui. Why don't you believe me?"

"You told him that you loved him, how can you make me believe you, Tong Yu?" The powerlessness that disgusted him came from the bottom of his heart, Yan Ziqian frowned and resisted the urge to burst into tears, he ruthlessly Biting your lips, trying to keep yourself calm "You keep saying that you have me in your heart, that you care about me, that you like me...but you never told me that you love me...you still told me a second ago Lying on the same bed, you can say love to others without any scruples in the next second...Tong Yu, what the hell am I, Yan Ziqian, in your eyes?"

"The phrase I told him that I love him has no other meaning..." Tong Yu tried to explain, but he found that this matter couldn't be explained clearly at all...

They seem to have fallen into the same trap called misunderstanding...

Yan Ziqian calmed down for a moment, then took out a pack of cigarettes from his school uniform pocket and smoked on his own. Taking the opportunity to blow out smoke rings, Yan Ziqian exhaled the stale air suppressed in his chest, and he felt relieved for a moment, "Tong Yu, in fact, you never thought of giving me any answer, did you? "

"No, I'm just thinking about it..." Tong Yu paused, then walked in front of Yan Ziqian and grabbed his sleeve tightly, "I've thought it over now, I'll answer you now... "

"I don't need it anymore..." Yan Ziqian's tone at this time was so cold that people were afraid, "I don't want your answer anymore..."

"Why?" Tong Yu stared blankly at the expression on his face, and when he realized it, he cried even harder. His hand holding Yan Ziqian's sleeve was trembling, "Why don't you want it? What do you mean?" But you'll wait for me..."

"Yes, I said so..." Yan Ziqian licked his lips, "But..."

Sorry, he still couldn't hold back the tears in the end...

He didn't want Tong Yu to see his fragility, so he lowered his head, as if his attitude towards this relationship had been lowered into the dust...

Yan Ziqian cried with trembling shoulders, and he rubbed the cigarette on his fingertips into his palm. The hot cigarette butt woke him up instantly... He once told Tong Yu that the person he liked was very close to him, but now it seems that , he felt that he was very wrong...

If you are unwilling to be friends but not lovers, this should be the furthest distance in the world.

"Yan Ziqian, don't cry..." Tong Yu's own face was almost filled with tears, but she still reached out to wipe away the tears from Yan Ziqian's cheeks...

Yan Ziqian felt the coolness from Tong Yu's fingertips, he stared at Tong Yu's frowning brows with hazy eyes of tears, and then clenched his cold little hand into the palm of his hand greedily...

'My tenderness is always for you, only for you...'

He stretched out his hand to grab the other hand that was hanging by his side, clasped both hands between his warm hands, nodded slightly, and let the hot air in his mouth transmit the last bit of temperature in his heart...

Tong Yu frowned, Yan Ziqian's sudden tenderness made him feel awkward...

"Tong Yu..." After a long time, Yan Ziqian was willing to speak, "The best way to end disappointment is to stop looking forward to it. Some things end here is the best ending..."

As soon as these words came out, Tong Yu's heart suddenly twitched, he swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and said in a trembling voice, "Yan Ziqian, what do you mean?"

"Didn't you just ask me why I don't want your answer? I'll answer you now..." Yan Ziqian smiled heartlessly at Tong Yu who was crying silently, "Because I don't want to wait any longer, I I've waited long enough, I feel bored, and it's useless to wait any longer... Tong Yu, I don't blame you, this matter has nothing to do with you, it's God who doesn't let us be together..."

"Yan Ziqian, you can't wait..." Tong Yu's heart was broken, he grabbed Yan Ziqian's hands firmly with his backhand, trying to use all his strength to prevent him from leaving...

Tears slid down his cheeks again, but Ziqian was still smiling, "I used to think that it was only right for me to treat you well, but I didn't expect that it would become difficult for you...so our That 'one-to-one program'..."

Hearing him say this, Tong Yu's whole body was shocked, and then she shook her head fiercely, "Yan Ziqian, don't be angry, you promised me that the 'one-on-one plan' will not be voided..."

"It's not invalid, it will never be invalid..." Yan Ziqian shook Tong Yu's warm hands vigorously, then put them safely into the side pocket of Tong Yu's school uniform jacket, and then said, "It's due , it's due..."

"You never said that it has a deadline..." Tong Yu recklessly grabbed Yan Ziqian's school uniform with both hands, and his tone was almost shameless, "I don't care, I don't care..."

"Tong Yu, if one day..." Yan Ziqian looked at him with a smile, but his eyes were full of sadness, "One day you bring Li Hui home, even if everyone disagrees with you being together, I will stand up." On your side..." Yan Ziqian felt that the big rock on his chest became heavier, he frowned but still said, "Aunt Fang is a qualified mother, I want to be his son, then you are my brother Already... As a younger brother, I hope you can be with the person you like, and I hope you can be happy..."

"I don't want to be your brother..." Tong Yu roared with all his strength, raised his phoenix eyes, which were already red from crying, and looked at Yan Ziqian in despair, "It's okay without you in my happiness." What kind of happiness? Yan Ziqian, what happened to you? Why didn't you want me when you said you didn't want me?"

Yan Ziqian licked his lips, as if he had made up his mind and said, "Tong Yu, you don't want me first..."

He didn't leave Tong Yu a single extra word, but only a resolute figure with trembling shoulders...

'I'll keep all of us in my heart, and of course you...'