Drug addiction

When Yan Ziqian returned to the classroom with a happy face, Xie Lei squinted his eyes and looked at him with a smirk...

"Yo, I thought you weren't coming back..." Xie Lei joked.

"Where will I go if I don't come back?" Yan Ziqian put the plastic file bag in his hand on the table, and gave him a blank look by the way, "Go to class two?"

"Do you dare?" Xie Lei looked at him mockingly, and then added, "The first class in the afternoon of the second class is mathematics, it's no wonder Li Daya didn't kick you out..."

"How do you know?" Yan Ziqian looked at him with a chuckle and asked.

Xie Lei pursed his lips speechlessly, then pointed to the corner of Yan Ziqian's desk and said, "There are two big school schedules there, do you think I'm fucking blind?"

"Oh..." Yan Ziqian responded, glanced at the timetable with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and then found the English textbook in his desk pocket.

Seeing Yan Ziqian's return, Wang Yuning came to his side chewing gum, pointed to the plastic file bag on his desk and said, "What is this?"

Yan Ziqian unscrewed the goat milk in his hand and took a sip, then responded, "Tong Yu sorted out the knowledge points of fixed collocations in English for me. He said that if he memorizes these knowledge points, he can get some points in the exam..."

"Really?" Xie Lei looked at Yan Ziqian incredulously, "Show me..."

Yan Ziqian handed over the white file bag and nodded as a matter of course, "Of course, you still don't believe Tong Yu's words? Of course he won't lie to me..."

Xie Lei raised his eyebrows and curled his lips, thinking that Yan Ziqian's grandson is so fucking hopeless, and now Tong Yu's words are fucking equivalent to imperial edicts in his eyes...

Opening the file bag, Xie Lei was about to take out the information inside, but a champagne-colored envelope caught his eye. Immediately, doubts and fears arose in his heart...

'Tong Yu, that little bastard, is he looking for death again? '

"What's the matter?" Yan Ziqian on this side had already noticed the embarrassment on Xie Lei's face, he frowned and asked.

Xie Lei raised his eyebrows and looked at Wang Yuning who was standing beside him, swallowed his saliva, shook his head with a smile, and prevaricated, "It's okay..."

"Say..." Yan Ziqian felt that something was wrong, Xie Lei's dodging eyes were really strange, as if he was about to speak but stopped...

Hesitantly pulling out the envelope in his hand, Xie Lei licked his lips, not knowing what to say.

Yan Ziqian felt that he was going to explode in just a split second. Looking back on the warm state of the two of them these two days, he really didn't understand why Tong Yu had to carry out the mission of 'Little White Pigeon'. in the end...

"Fuck..." Yan Ziqian cursed angrily and got up and was about to go out. If he didn't pry Tong Yu's head open today to see what the hell was inside, Yan Ziqian would not a man...

"Wait, wait for Qian'er..." Xie Lei glanced at the envelope in his hand, then quickly stopped Yan Ziqian.

"Don't fucking stop me..." Yan Ziqian swears unscrupulously, "Damn, I realize that I really can't see through him, what the hell is this bastard thinking..."

"This is not for you..." Xie Lei hurriedly told the truth to Yan Ziqian, who had a face full of fire, and then pointed to the four words on the lower right corner of the envelope...

Yan Ziqian squinted his eyes and looked at it. He quickly suppressed the anger in his heart and snatched the envelope from Xie Lei's hand. He observed it back and forth for two or three minutes. letter open...

Wang Yuning also saw the four neat words on the envelope, but he didn't see Yan Ziqian's darkening face, so he read those words with a smile on his face...

"Tong Yu kisses..."

"Qi your mother..." Yan Ziqian kept his gaze fixed on the letter and did not see the expression on Wang Yuning's face, but for some reason, when these words entered his ears unscrupulously, the feeling in his heart The anger couldn't be suppressed immediately.

Xie Lei looked at the confused Wang Yuning, and quickly pulled him back to his side, "You fucking idiot, that's a love letter, someone handed Tong Yu a love letter..."

"Then what's the matter?" Wang Yuning took it for granted, "Didn't he like our Qian'er?"

"But they're not together yet..." Xie Lei said in a low voice, but Ziqian still heard it clearly...

His heart suddenly trembled, why did he suddenly forget?Even if two people have already embraced, kissed, talked all the love words between lovers, and even embraced and slept in the same bed, but in the end, they are not officially together after all...

He felt that it was good for him to devote himself wholeheartedly, and told himself that he didn't need any response from Tong Yu, but when the reality was in front of him, he found that he couldn't do this, and the vows he had made had all turned into shit. It dissipates naturally without the wind blowing, and there is not even a damn smell left...

Yan Ziqian suddenly felt that he had been a little overestimating himself all the time. The No. [-] boxing champion and the false title of school grass also made him a little confused. He never thought that there would be someone who would send a love letter to Tong Yu , Who else would fall in love with that idiot who read his mind so stupidly?

But looking at the love letter in his hand, this incident actually happened...

In fact, even without this love letter, this incident actually happened...

The fact that Tong Yu received a love letter is far more difficult for Yan Ziqian to accept than Tong Yu helping those nympho hand him a love letter...

In just a split second, Yan Ziqian felt that he was in danger. He had always taken the lead in this relationship, he was the one who said he loved him, and he was the one who thought he could say no to love...

But now, the whole situation is reversed, Yan Ziqian is not the only one who likes Tong Yu, so how will Tong Yu choose?

Yan Ziqian didn't know, he just felt cold all over his body now, and he read the love letter in his hand over and over again. He once thought that as long as the grandson of America didn't show up in front of Tong Yu, their relationship would be indestructible and reliable forever. It will always be Tong Yu's only choice...

But now there is someone better around Tong Yu, so what kind of situation will he put Yan Ziqian in?What was Yan Ziqian to him?

Thinking of this, Yan Ziqian suddenly burst out laughing, wondering if it was because he got along so sweetly with Tong Yu recently that he completely forgot that he was originally a temporary reliance for Tong Yu, but it was only after he weighed the pros and cons last resort choice...

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Tong Yu felt that Yan Ziqian was hiding something from him, and he felt something was wrong, but after thinking about it carefully, he didn't know what was wrong.

Yan Ziqian treated him as usual, but he talked less, and he always looked at him expectantly, the tearful grievance in his eyes made Tong Yu feel like his heart was being pulled at a glance...

What's even more strange is that after returning home today, Yan Ziqian looked at him like a thief. Wherever he went, Yan Ziqian followed him step by step. Even when he was about to go to the bathroom to take a shower, Yan Ziqian also followed him. He planned to sneak in, but he saw what Yan Ziqian was thinking, and locked the door behind him the second he entered the bathroom. Yan Ziqian had no choice but to wait anxiously at the door of the bathroom...

When Tong Yu came out, the moment he opened the bathroom door, he was almost frightened to death, Yan Ziqian actually sat at the door of the bathroom, holding his two long legs that were bent up, staring at him in frustration.

Tong Yu sighed hard, he dragged Yan Ziqian onto the bed, sat face to face, intending to ask what happened...

After all, no matter what happens, there is no such tormenting...

"What's wrong with you today?" Tong Yu spoke first, he was still a little uncomfortable, because he remembered that Yan Ziqian asked him first in the past...

Yan Ziqian pursed his lips. He really didn't like his current state. This feeling of being fearful and easily controlled all the time made him sick...

He took a deep breath, pulled out the love letter from his pocket and threw it in front of Tong Yu, and said angrily, "For you..."

Tong Yu squinted his eyes and frowned, "Is there anyone else who wrote me a love letter?" After speaking, he looked at Yan Ziqian with a smile on his lips, "Are you sure this isn't for you? Didn't you write the name wrong?" gone?"

Yan Ziqian bit his lip hard, "I found it in the white file bag you gave me, and it said 'Tong Yu kisses' on it, do you think it was for me?"

Hearing his cold tone, Tong Yu understood the source of this person's quarrel all night, he sighed, then gently grabbed Yan Ziqian's hand, "Don't be angry, just throw it away for me It’s okay, there’s no need to bring it back and show it to me..."

"You should take a look..." Yan Ziqian held back the anger in his heart and opened the love letter, then pulled out the champagne-colored letter paper inside, and put it in front of Tong Yu angrily.

"I don't want to read it..." Tong Yu resolutely folded the love letter and put it back in the envelope, and tore it in half in front of Yan Ziqian.

"You..." For some reason, Yan Ziqian felt his heart warm and wanted to cry.

Tong Yu pursed her lips, stretched out her hand and hugged Yan Ziqian's neck boldly, and pulled him to her, "I won't respond to these things, just like you never respond to those girls who have a crush on you Yes, have you forgotten what I told you? My heart is full of you, and I can't hold anyone anymore..."

"Tong Yu, can I ask you a question?" Yan Ziqian wrinkled his nose, his eyes were full of water...

"I will tell you everything..." Tong Yu gently kissed the tip of Yan Ziqian's nose, and then said encouragingly, "You can ask..."

"If I have nothing, I'm not a school grassroots or a boxing champion in the No. [-] Middle School, I can't punch and I don't have this face, and I'm still at the end of my studies..." He suddenly trembled at the corner of his mouth twice, and then endured the complicated feelings in his heart. Emotion continued, "Will you still be... close to me?"

Yan Ziqian didn't use the word 'together' because he was afraid that Tong Yu would deny any moment of their sweet 'together'...

Hearing his words, Tong Yu looked at him with a light smile, thinking, isn't this fool always confident?How could a love letter make him look like he had a different heart? It really made him feel strange...

"Don't laugh..." Yan Ziqian became a little anxious, he frowned and said, "Didn't you say that you know everything?"

Tong Yu nodded, and then straightened his face, "But when I fell in love with you, I didn't know you had these..."

Yan Ziqian didn't understand, and immediately shook his head, "Tong Yu, please explain clearly..."

Tong Yu thought about it for a while and said as a matter of course, "I told you that I liked you for a year, this matter is not fake..." Tong Yu's eyes suddenly filled with tears, he secretly sniffed and added "When I fell in love with you a year ago, I didn't know that you were a school grass, I didn't know that you were a boxing champion, and of course I didn't know that you were studying the tail of the crane..."

"How did we meet a year ago?" Yan Ziqian calmed down his emotions and asked as if mustering up his courage.

Tong Yu pursed his lips in thought, then leaned lightly on his shoulder, "Don't ask about it, okay?" He closed his eyes gently, but the hot tears in his eyes fell in response, "When I have enough courage, I'll tell you..."

"Then if the fake foreign devil in America comes back to look for you, or someone better than me appears beside you, looks better than me, knows more than me, can protect you, and studies better than me. You have a common language, and you won't bully you every day like I do..." Yan Ziqian couldn't stand the trembling in his heart, he gritted his molars hard, and finally asked after a few times of thinking, "Will you ...would you give up on me?"

Similarly, Yan Ziqian did not use the word 'leave' this time, because he was afraid that Tong Yu would fundamentally deny the meaning of his existence...

"Of course not..." Tong Yu raised his head and looked at the handsome guy who had burst into tears at some point, and then said as a matter of course, "There is no one in this world who can take your place in my heart, and there is no one in the United States. That fake foreign devil, and there is no one better than you, none of them will appear..."

"Really?" Yan Ziqian cried even more fiercely now, he didn't know if Tong Yu was lying to himself, and he didn't know what position he had in his heart, he was just listening to him say these things While speaking, the trembling heart in my chest was still overwhelmed by the sudden warmth...

Tong Yu wiped the tears off his face with a smile, and looked into his eyes solemnly, "Yan Ziqian, remember, you were never my choice after weighing the pros and cons, but the moment I met you." After being stunned, I knew it was impossible to make a choice..."

After hearing his words, Yan Ziqian's eyes finally revealed a long-lost light. He hesitantly pursed his lips, and then summoned up his courage and said to Tong Yu in a hoarse voice, "Tong Yu, stay with me. ..”

Tong Yu was stunned by these words and fell into Yan Ziqian's arms. His heart trembled uncontrollably. His words kept echoing in his mind, but he didn't know how to answer him...

Without his response, Yan Ziqian continued to ask, "Would you like to be with me?"

"I..." Tong Yu was in a mess at this moment. He had dreamed of Yan Ziqian saying this to him countless times in his dreams, and he had chosen to accept it without hesitation countless times, but now, this time At this moment, when Yan Ziqian faced him honestly, he didn't even have the courage to respond, it seemed that it was extremely difficult to even say a single word...

"You don't want to?" Yan Ziqian didn't understand what Tong Yu was thinking.Didn't you mean he was all in your heart?So why are you unwilling to take this step?

"No..." Tong Yu hurriedly shook his head in response, and then asked a little embarrassedly, "Can I think about it?"

"Yes..." Yan Ziqian answered him almost in the next second, "But give me a deadline..."

Tong Yu thought for a moment and tentatively said, "On my birthday..."

"Okay..." Yan Ziqian nodded, staring sharply at Tong Yu's flushed face, "I'll wait for your answer..."

"Hmm..." Tong Yu nodded in response, then reluctantly slipped into Yan Ziqian's warm embrace again...

Indeed, Tong Yu was in a difficult situation. The scene in his dream was reflected in reality. It's not that he didn't want to be with Yan Ziqian. This is his dream all along... But this relationship is too risky, he is very sure His feeling for Yan Ziqian was not just that he wanted to have him, how would they solve the ensuing problems?

Not to mention anything else, lovers should treat each other honestly, so how will Tong Yu confess to Yan Ziqian about her depression?Could it be that he just told him directly that he was a moderately depressed patient?

Again, who would want to be with a suicidal depressed patient?

Tong Yu admits that he is cowardly, and he has not revealed the slightest bit about his illness to Yan Ziqian, and he dare not even tell him the psychological treatment at [-] o'clock every Sunday morning...

And Tong Yu was also fortunate that Yan Ziqian never asked him about this...

Yan Ziqian has the right to enter his world, so of course he also has enough power to leave. Tong Yu couldn't accept the look of surprise on Yan Ziqian's face when he was full of hope and summoned up the courage to say these unspeakable things to Yan Ziqian. They even said some high-sounding words to comfort themselves, but in the end they didn't say a word about the question of 'whether they are together'...

If this is the ending, then Tong Yu doesn't want...

Yes, he didn't have the courage to have hope in himself, nor did he have the courage to be disappointed in Yan Ziqian...

He thinks that state is not as good as the current way of getting along with the two of them. At least now they are sweet enough, and they will do what all lovers should do. There's no difference between couples except...they're not together...