Drug addiction

Yan Ziqian didn't do anything else these days, his whole heart was on Tong Yu, and he observed Tong Yu openly and secretly...

After coming back that night, Tong Yu was always in high spirits, didn't eat any food, took a shower and went straight to bed, covered himself in the quilt, shivering.

It's not that Yan Ziqian didn't try to rescue him from the quilt, but Tong Yu didn't let go of his hand holding the quilt corner, Yan Ziqian was helpless, so he didn't ask any further.

He didn't tell Tong's mother about this because he didn't want Tong's mother to worry about Tong Yu, but Yan Ziqian also knew in his heart that the breakthrough point of this matter must also be Tong's mother. , Yan Ziqian doesn't say he knows nothing, but he is almost the same, and the person who knows everything about Tong Yu like the back of his hand must be Tong's mother.

It was Saturday, and Yan Ziqian was uncharacteristically not staying up in bed. He even woke up earlier than Tong Yu, or to put it more clearly, he hasn't slept well these past few nights, and he has been listening all the time. 'The movement on Tong Yu's side.

Tong Yu suffered from insomnia, so he accompanied Tong Yu to suffer from insomnia...

Yan Ziqian just sat quietly on the bed and watched Tong Yu change clothes. In just a few days, Tong Yu lost a lot of weight and was even more emaciated than before...

Yan's father and Tong's mother also noticed Tong Yu's strangeness. Although Tong Yu was not good at talking before and rarely communicated with them, he was able to say a few words anyway, but Tong Yu seems to have become quieter these days , even more withdrawn, sometimes just sitting in a daze, ignoring anyone who calls...

This situation made Yan's father and Tong's mother very worried.

Yan's father has always had the habit of running. He is very busy on weekdays and may put his plans on hold, but as long as weekends and holidays happen, he will definitely get up early and go to the park to run a few laps to exercise.

So, Yan's father took the initiative to invite Tong Yu last night, and the two agreed to go for a run together at 06:30 this morning.

Until Tong Yu walked out of the room, Yan Ziqian didn't speak, he just quietly observed Tong Yu's bloodless little face, and the bruises in his eyes, Yan Ziqian's whole heart was seized immediately .

Mother Tong put the vacuum flask into Tong Yu's hands, then smiled kindly at him, her eyes full of distress, "You guys have to come back early, you can't delay your breakfast."

Yan's father stroked Futong's mother's shoulder, signaling her not to worry, "Don't worry, I will definitely be back before eight o'clock."

"Okay..." Mama Tong raised her eyebrows at Papa Yan, as if hinting at something.

Yan's father nodded lightly, and whispered comfortingly, "It's okay..."

Yan Ziqian breathed a sigh of relief, walked out of the room, leaned against the door and said in a slightly joking tone, "I won't get involved with you..."

"Do you want to go together?" Tong Yu glanced at Yan Ziqian and asked expectantly.

In fact, his mood is not difficult to understand, although he knows that Papa Yan is gentle and gentleman, but after all, he is not very familiar with Papa Yan...

At least in Tong Yu's heart, his relationship with Yan's father is a little less distant than his relationship with Yan Ziqian...

Uh... Rusty is not a star and a half...

Hearing Tong Yu's words, Yan Ziqian smiled at him, "You didn't invite me either..."

"Your figure doesn't need to be exercised anymore..." Yan's father hurriedly took offense, and then compensated with a joke, "Grandma Wang on the [-]th floor told me yesterday that Ziqian is really getting more and more handsome. But watch it..."

Yan Ziqian hummed softly, "Grandma Wang didn't have good intentions. When I was ten years old, she urged you to make me marry her little granddaughter. I'm eighteen now, and she still misses me. ..”

"Who makes my son handsome..." Yan's father pretended to be distressed and shook his head, "How many little girls will be in your hands from now on..."

"Stop, old man..." Yan Ziqian raised his eyebrows to interrupt him, then stared at Tong Yu like nothing and said, "I don't think any little girl will fall into my hands, I already have someone I like. "

"Got..." Yan's father snorted softly, "When I see Grandma Wang again, tell her to tell her granddaughter not to wait for you, or she will become an old lady..."

"Thank you..." Yan Ziqian laughed cynically.

Yan's father chuckled, and took Tong Yu out of the house. Now, only Tong's mother and Yan Ziqian were left in the house.

Looking back at Yan Ziqian, Mama Tong looked at Yan Ziqian and asked, "I'll go to the store with your dad later, do you want to go together?"

Yan Ziqian pursed his lips, and asked specifically, "Is Tong Yu going?"

"Well..." Mother Tong nodded, "Go..."

"Then I'll go too..." Yan Ziqian suddenly became emotional...

"Then let's...have hot pot in the restaurant at night?" After finishing speaking, Mama Tong frowned and said, "It seems that our family of four has never eaten hot pot..."

"Okay, hot pot is my favorite..." Yan Ziqian quickly nodded in response.

Although Mama Tong didn't speak anymore, her smile was always on the corner of her mouth, and she couldn't hide it.

Yan Ziqian thought about it, sighed softly, and then tentatively said, "Aunt Fang, I want to ask you something..."

Mama Tong raised her eyebrows and nodded lightly, "What's wrong?"

Yan Ziqian pursed his lips, hesitating a little, "Aunt Fang, did Tong Yu encounter something before that caused him any psychological shadow?"

Mother Tong frowned fiercely after hearing this, her worried expression was beyond words, "Ziqian, did something happen to Tong Yu at school? Tell me the truth..."

"No, no..." Yan Ziqian hurriedly explained, and then tried again, "When I came back two days ago, in...in the elevator, I saw a few ants, and Tong Yu behaved a little abnormally..."

"Ants? Bugs... Another bug..." Mama Tong murmured in panic, and then collapsed on the sofa as if extremely nervous...

Yan Ziqian didn't understand, so he immediately asked, "Aunt Fang, what's wrong with you?"

Mother Tong just shook her head and didn't speak, but the tears on her face had already burst...

"Then what's going on? Tong Yu has been trembling since that day, even the slightest disturbance would scare him out of his wits..." Yan Ziqian frowned, feeling extremely uncomfortable, He pursed his lips and explained, "Aunt Fang, I don't mean to expose Tong Yu's scars, I just want to care about him, I want to help him..."

Now Tong's mother turned her head to look at Yan Ziqian, her face was already full of tears, "Ziqian, you are a good boy, I heard from your father that Tong Yu often chats with you about many things, I am really very happy." Thank you..." After finishing speaking, Tong's mother sobbed softly, and then added in a crying voice, "If all children can be as kind as you are, my Tong Yu will not become the person she is today. It looks like it."

Seriously thinking about Tong's mother's words, Yan Ziqian asked in a questioning tone, "Is it related to what happened to Tong Yu at school before?"

"No..." Mother Tong shook her head, and then said, "It's related to those two children."

"Those two children?" Yan Ziqian didn't understand, he didn't know who the two children Mama Tong was talking about.

Hearing his question, Tong's mother gently wiped the tears on her cheeks, "I found Tong Yu a stepfather when he was 16 years old, but it's actually not counted, because we didn't get a certificate, we just lived together, and he brought two Children, one son and one daughter, we have lived together for more than two years..." Mother Tong paused, "I thought Tong Yu became like this because of the lack of fatherly love, I thought I found him a Father, it will help him, but I was wrong, very wrong... His two children bullied Tong Yu in different ways. Tong Yu was mildly depressed, but in the end it developed into Moderately depressed."

"What did they do?" Yan Ziqian's voice trembled, and his whole heart trembled, "Is it related to bugs?"

Tong's mother nodded, "Tong Yu is timid and afraid of bugs. After the two children knew about it, they went online to buy all kinds of bugs, spiders, ants, cockroaches... put them in Tong Yu's clothes, and put them in pencils. In the box, in the schoolbag, under the mattress, under the quilt...everywhere...Tong Yu was afraid of the dark, so they pulled the switch at home and locked Tong Yu in the utility room. Hey, I just stayed in the utility room for a day and a night... Tong Yu was allergic to milk, so they deliberately replaced the goat milk I prepared for Tong Yu with cow's milk, and Tong Yu almost died twice..."

"Damn it, these two dead kids..." Yan Ziqian cursed while biting his back molars.

After hearing his words, Tong's mother suddenly laughed softly, "This is not the most excessive..." She pursed her lips, and before she could speak, tears ran down her cheeks again, "They still... forced Tong Yu to committed suicide..."

"What did you say..." Yan Ziqian bit his lip hard, his eyes were full of disbelief, "Tong Yu... committed suicide?"

"Well..." Tong's mother nodded and responded, "I also knew about this from Tong Yu's psychiatrist, but I didn't dare to ask Tong Yu, I was afraid that he would think of those things again and be immersed in the original emotions again. Among them, I don’t want him to go back to the past. My child is too miserable. He suffered coercion and grievances before he was born, and he will be bullied by those people when he grows up. He is not yet 20 years old. He just wants to grow up. Adult, what's wrong with him?"

Yan Ziqian watched Mama Tong holding the position of the heart with both hands and crying in pain, he frowned tightly, and before he knew it, his eye sockets were also moist.

"Aunt Fang, don't be sad..." He actually regretted it a bit, and he didn't know how to comfort Tong Mama who was sad in front of him...

"Tong Yu is the flesh that fell from my body, the weakest rib in my life, I can do anything for him, as long as he can be happy, I only want him to be happy..." Tong Mama said Sobbing softly with a sharp brilliance, "I go to the property to pay the electricity bill every month, 500 yuan each time, and it hasn't changed for several years. I want to make sure that when Tong Yu is at home, the house is brightly lit; Tong Yu milk If you are allergic, then I will simply not let him touch any milk; including this house, I will clean it thoroughly every morning after you go out, even wipe under the mattress, and scrub the floor mats at the door with my own hands , I never put rubbish at home, even for 1 minute; and Simba, Tong Yu likes Simba very much, but I am afraid that Simba will have a peculiar smell and will attract bugs to the house, so I go to the house every night Give Simba a bath...but..."

At this moment, Yan Ziqian's heart was already a little numb from the pain, and he imagined the pain Tong Yu would have suffered in his mind. Those pains were like countless sharp arrows, whizzing past his heart.

Tong's mother looked at Yan Ziqian with tears in her eyes, with an unbearable expression, "But what should he do outside? I can't protect him anymore... Like this time, when he came back, he refused to say anything and his arm was broken." I have no choice but to hide it in my sleeve..."

Yes, mother Tong can protect Tong Yu like taking care of flowers in a greenhouse, but can she protect Tong Yu for a lifetime?To say something that should never be done, one day when Tong's mother is gone, will Tong Yu still be able to live?

Yan Ziqian thought about Tong's mother's words, and then said resolutely, "Aunt Fang, let's make an agreement. You stay with my dad and take good care of him. I will stay with Tong Yu well. I will take care of him... " After finishing speaking, Yan Ziqian didn't know if he was a little shy. He scratched the back of his head, and then added, "Although I can't take care of him as meticulously as you, I can guarantee that I won't do it again. Let him be bullied by anyone, as long as I am by his side for a day, those things will never happen again, Aunt Fang, you believe me, okay?"

Looking at Yan Ziqian's bold face with trembling lips, Tong's mother didn't know whether it was moved or pleased. She reached out and rubbed Yan Ziqian's hair, just like when Tong Yu was young, Tong's mother took out a candy and put it on the Tong Yu's palm, and then smiled and rubbed his little head, the feeling was exactly the same...

In this life, there are only two people who have promised Mama Tong...

The first one was Yan's father. On the day they were arguing for the certificate, when they walked out of the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Yan's father said that he hoped that this life would be the last time he stepped here...

And the second person is Yan Ziqian at this moment...

"Ziqian..." Mother Tong wiped away the tears from her face, and looked into his eyes seriously, "I really feel very lucky to be able to marry your father."

Now Yan Ziqian's eye circles were red, he pursed his lips, thinking about Tong Yu's fair face in his heart, and then said as a matter of course, "We are very lucky to meet you and Tong Yu... .”

Maybe in Tong's mother's heart, she couldn't understand what Yan Ziqian meant by "I'll be with Tong Yu well"... Maybe only Yan Ziqian knew at this moment, his feeling for Tong Yu was in the After what Mama Tong said today, it became clear...

That was a joy he had never felt before. At this moment, he made up his mind that even though the world has drawn countless hard-to-heal holes in Tong Yu's heart, from today onwards, he will let Tong Yu believe that as long as he speaks, he will If Qian is here, then his life will not be worse. Although the road under his feet is rough and difficult, it is still worth walking...