Drug addiction

Chapter 205 Have You Dedicated Your Life To Someone?

Li Huizi looked at Tong Yu's red phoenix eyes with only two slits left on the screen, and an inexplicable smile burst into his heart. He pursed his lips hard, trying to hide his inappropriate emotions, but it seemed to be unsuccessful.. .

Although Tong Yu's eyes were swollen, his heart was bright. He raised his eyebrows and looked at Li Huizi who was trying to hold back his laughter. The resentment in his heart intensified. He sighed hard to release the frustration in his chest, and then said in extreme disappointment, " If you don't want to say something, just hang up, I'm not in the mood to laugh with you, I can't laugh..."

The smile on Li Huizi's face disappeared instantly after hearing this. He lowered his eyelids and coughed lightly, and then said in an uncertain tone, "Then what do you want to do now? Do you really want to go back?" Los Angeles?"

Li Huizi's question was on point, what should Tong Yu do after leaving Yan Ziqian?It's a problem, and it's looming...

Tong Yu didn't know how to answer him, and when he pursed his lips to think, the resentment in his heart rose again unprepared, he bit his lips as if complaining, and then roared angrily, "Why can't I go back to Los Angeles? Yan Ziqian can manage to go to the United States even if he covers the sky with one hand? Can he control it so leniently? Besides..." Tong Yu's teeth left marks on his lips again, he was cruel, and he didn't know whether he meant what he said or duplicity , and then added nonchalantly, "Besides, we have broken up now, and we have nothing to do with each other. Where do I go...he doesn't care..."

Li Huizi didn't pay attention to Tong Yu's lofty ambitions at all, he tilted his head and sneered, and this time he showed his sarcasm openly, "I'm too familiar with your words, I seem to have heard them once five or six years ago. ..”

Knowing that Li Huizi was laughing at him, Tong Yu was not happy but had no room to refute at all. He hugged his shoulders and turned his face aside to sulk. Facing the teasing of his best friend, he could only cowardly ignore it...

Li Huizi just wanted to tease Tong Yu. After all, no matter what, he couldn't see the most important person in his life sad. He raised his eyebrows and looked at Tong Yu's face full of annoyance, pursed his lips and sighed fiercely. She teased and comforted, "Okay, you can go wherever you like now, even if you fly to outer space, your family will never be able to control you..."

Tong Yu didn't feel that these words comforted his heart, but the key words in the words made his heart flutter, and the ensuing depression also involuntarily rose to the bottom of his eyes...

"Are you finished?" Tong Yu yelled at Li Huizi on the phone screen unexpectedly, suppressing the disappointment that enveloped his whole heart in an instant, his words were full of frustration, "Can you be more careful when you speak in the future? I How many times have I told you that Yan Ziqian and I have broken up, we have nothing to do with each other, you'd better never mention him in front of me..."

Li Huizi was also a little angry this time. He was here to act as a tree hole, but he became a punching bag, and he was stunned for no reason. Is there any fucking way to do this?Even if his family, Yan Ziqian, covers the sky with his hands now, Li Huizi doesn't want to get used to his stinky, outspoken behavior...

"It doesn't matter? What you think is so beautiful..." Li Huizi threw this sentence to Tong Yu bluntly. His indifferent expression on his face was filled with anger, and his slightly raised eyebrows were filled with disappointment. He kept staring at Tong Yu. Yu's face showed a little flustered, and the following words also carried an intriguing warning, "Tong Yu, let me tell you, it is impossible for you to completely break away from Yan Ziqian in this life. Your mother and his father's marriage is a marriage." On the one hand, blood relationship is on the other hand, Tong Yan is already four years old, such a big child is stuck with that, she has the genes of your mother and Yan Ziqian's father in her body, from a certain point of view, she and you Or half of the genes in Yan Ziqian are the same. The existence of Tong Yan is very meaningful. She is the bond between your mother and Yan Ziqian's father, and also the bond between you and Yan Ziqian, which cannot be changed. And a bond that can never be undone..."

Tong Yu remembers very clearly that the moment Tong's mother announced the existence of Tong Yan, who was in the budding stage, five years ago, he gave this child the same definition. In this reorganized family, this child is undoubtedly an invisible bond that will bind them together. Bound together as tight as you want...

Li Huizi's words really awakened Tong Yu. He suddenly discovered that the relationship between him and Yan Ziqian was very delicate, especially after Tong Yan was born, and Tong Yan's birth seemed to indicate an obvious The truth, he and Yan Ziqian can't get rid of each other in this life, the old Yan family's intricate relationship network, neither he nor Yan Ziqian is allowed to separate...

In fact, he didn't even think about leaving at all. He didn't say the breakup this time, and it was just a test to go back to Los Angeles. In the final analysis, he still blamed Yan Ziqian, whether it was true or false, it fell from his lips. The cruel words pierced Tong Yu's heart to the point of bleeding...

Knowing that Tong Yu had listened to these words, Li Huizi changed his indifferent expression, and said again earnestly, "Tong Tong, there is no way you and Yan Ziqian will be strangers, and of course you can just walk away. Yan Ziqian is not a policeman on the high seas, he can't control it that much, but have you ever thought about the family behind the two of you? How do you ask your mother to get along with Yan Ziqian's father? How do you ask Yanyan to treat the two? Brother who is in the same situation? How do you tell Yan Ziqian to face your mother in the future? And..."

Li Huizi took a long breath, seemed to have made up his mind but continued calmly, "As for that Martin, if Yan Ziqian framed him for embezzling public funds, then he really deserves death, but that's not the case. Martin's own decision, this has nothing to do with Yan Ziqian, he just used this incident to get you back to him, is this too much to ask? Not at all, Yan Ziqian's love is so humble, it is extremely humble; Ziqian did only one thing wrong from the beginning to the end, that is, he believed every word you said too much, you were the one who swore the oath, and you were the one who broke the promise and did not keep the oath, Tong Yu, you haven't been here for five years He was around, but you were in control of him from beginning to end for five years, do you realize that?"

To be honest, Tong Yu realized it, and he also understood the meaning of Li Huizi's earnest words and sentences. In this unexpected conflict, he had already persuaded himself and thoroughly, and he told himself that all this did not come from Yan Ziqian's true heart, and the cause of the matter all lies with himself, Yan Ziqian is only acting too extreme when facing a lover who doesn't fulfill his promise, it's not his fault, all the mistakes and omissions are his own...

Tong Yu wanted to say these words, and he had rehearsed thousands of times in his heart before going home for dinner that day. He knew that as long as Yan Ziqian would show up, their relationship might still be repaired...

But... But his sudden temptation messed up all the plans, Yan Ziqian let him go as far as possible, as he was always held by Yan Ziqian at the top of his heart, he never felt Beyond the lethality of this sentence...

He doesn't blame Yan Ziqian, he is blaming himself, his cowardice, selfishness, suspicion... This has become strong evidence that he and Yan Ziqian are destined to separate...

Seeing the tears in Tong Yu's eyes gradually rising, Li Huizi ignored it and started the next topic calmly, "Tong Tong, you have a secret in your heart, and you are hiding it from everyone, even I don't know about this secret. It's the core conflict between you and Yan Ziqian, and now the relationship between you has been pushed to the edge of a cliff, should you speak up?"

Tong Yu knew exactly what Li Huizi meant, and the reason for his stay in Los Angeles was indeed an unspoken secret...

He is a very qualified secret sharer. Not only can he give advice from a reasonable perspective, but he can also keep his mouth shut. As far as this secret is deeply buried in his heart, let alone Yan Ziqian and Li Huizi, even Tong Tong Mom, he never revealed a word...

Looking up at Li Huizi's face full of doubts, the inner struggle is self-evident, his eyes are filled with guilt, he hesitates biting his lips, not knowing how to speak, he calmly sorts out the unbearable mind control...

He couldn't answer the question that had already put him in a dilemma, and his brain kept thinking about how to change the topic quietly, but when he was upset and embarrassed, the sudden ringing of the doorbell attracted all his thoughts. ..

'Thank goodness...'

Tong Yu clasped his hands together in his heart and kowtowed to all the gods, and then hung up the video call logically...

Holding the mobile phone in his hand, he walked to the entrance, and looked out along the cat's eyes with his long and narrow phoenix eyes. When he saw the true face of the benefactor who saved him from the fire and water, his brows furrowed and raised His brows were full of doubts, but he still opened the anti-theft door as a matter of course...

His brows did not relax at all, Tong Yu looked questioningly at the person standing at the door who was chuckling at him, and then he couldn't help saying "Xie Lei?"

Xie Lei still had a smile on his face, he didn't speak, and he didn't respond to Tong Yu's question, he just looked Tong Yu up and down while raising his eyebrows, and strode in without any permission. ..

Tong Yu watched Xie Lei sit down on the sofa, and after closing the anti-theft door, he took out a bottle of mineral water from the bag next to the tea table and put it in front of Xie Lei, and at the same time, words of apology came one after another, "There is no one at home. Tea and coffee, drink some water..."

Xie Lei glanced at the mineral water bottle with sharp eyes, and then threw it again at Tong Yu with drooping eyes. The smile on the corner of his mouth froze, and the following response was pure and indifferent, "I'm not thirsty..."

Tong Yu was so startled by his three words that he quickly raised his eyes, but unfortunately collided with Xie Lei's slightly hateful eyes in the air. He was even more confused now, and when his heart was trembling, he quickly dodged and made up his mind. Gathering his mind, the questioning words immediately came out of his mouth, "Did... Yan Ziqian ask you to come?"

"No, Qian'er didn't know that I came to you..." Although Xie Lei was tactful, he was also used to being straightforward. He seemed to be eager to respond, and then he sighed and spoke again, but his face was still expressionless. Smiling, "I, Qian'er, Xiao Ning'er, the three of us grew up together, we can eat in the same bowl and pee in the same hole, from childhood to adulthood, it doesn't matter who gets bullied, the other two are You rushed up like you hated your fate, so now I see you bullying Qian'er, and I feel very uncomfortable..."

Tong Yu was startled by his tone, turned his head to look at Xie Lei, his eyes were full of vigilance...

And Xie Lei seemed to understand something from his gaze immediately, and finally pulled a disdainful smile on his face, and then said comfortingly, "Don't be afraid, I can't do anything with you, it's just a little I want to tell you what's on my mind..."

His words still didn't make Tong Yu relax at all, she lowered her eyelids and nodded in response, Tong Yu didn't speak, but she was always looking at him from the corner of her eye, as if she was guarding against a thief...

"Tong Yu, do you know? Actually, I don't like you very much..." Xie Lei suddenly said this without thinking, and after looking at Tong Yu for a moment, he pretended to be very sorry and added, " But this feeling was only limited to when I was in No. [-] Middle School, since you went to Los Angeles, I don't dislike you, but I hate you..."

Tong Yu didn't understand what Xie Lei meant, let alone why he suddenly said such nonsense to himself...

Biting his lips hard to calm his mind, Tong Yu didn't even contribute a simple response this time, he looked straight at Xie Lei's expressionless cheek, his heart was already trembling with fear...

Xie Lei glanced at him lightly, then withdrew his eyes naturally, and said in an indifferent and extremely restrained tone, "Qian'er was so handsome before I met you. You were sunny and free and easy. You were always straightforward, but since you met You, you can’t speak clearly, you don’t always have a smile on your face, and you still wipe your tears for three days; Qianer’s brain that can’t even memorize English words is desperately trying to make you happy. he even dared to provoke a desperado like Liu Guohui...Tong Yu, do you still remember how many crazy things Qian'er has done for you?"

Tong Yu lowered his head and listened quietly to Xie Lei's narration. His eyes suddenly became wet, and what became more and more blurry in front of his eyes was the scene of him and Yan Ziqian walking out of the No. [-] High School gate side by side...

"But it's this person who is dedicated to you, with all eyes on you, but you can leave him cruelly, regardless..." Xie Lei faced Tong Yu's guilt-ridden face, although he felt apologetic in his heart. Still bluntly continued, "You left him here and left. Even the parting words were said on the phone. Qian'er has been brooding over this matter. He blames himself for not being able to let you stay , he feels that he is incompetent; he also blames you, blames you for not giving him the chance to try hard to keep you, it is you who make him feel incompetent..."

Tong Yu is well aware of the harm caused to Yan Ziqian by leaving five years ago, and also understands that every cloud in Yan Ziqian's heart is inseparable and closely related to him; Every day and night, he was tortured so much that he couldn't sleep. He was not complaining, nor was he evading his responsibility. It was just that he had blamed himself countless times when he secretly left that year, but he never regretted it...

In fact, Xie Lei has a momentary soft heart, and the relationship is two-way. Doesn't he know that Tong Yu is also the one with scars in this relationship, but it's just the same for a few days after their good brothers released Yan Ziqian With no results, they had no choice but to pin their hopes on Tong Yu...

Yan Ziqian blocked all contact information of Tong Yu in front of several good brothers, and kept silent about the conflict between him and Tong Yu. Back off...

The few of them really had nothing to do, so they turned their guns on Tong Yu's idea...

Xie Lei is also a little bit memorized, as long as the three fucking chopsticks can grab the shortest one, this is fate, he is destined to work hard for this pair of little mandarin ducks for the rest of his life...

"Five years, five years since you left, and no news at all. Do you know how much he has suffered in these five years?" Xie Lei adjusted his mood and continued to talk. He seemed to have brought some indescribable emotions, even The words pouring out between the lips and teeth are full of hatred, "When he was worried about money; when he was drunk because of the contract and went to the hospital with stomach bleeding; Where are you? Did your mother tell you these things?"

Tong Yu stared at Xie Lei's eyes that kept flickering. The panic in his eyes was obvious, but the pain enveloping his whole heart became more intense...

He only saw Yan Ziqian's current achievements, but he didn't care about the price he paid for the glory at this moment...

People in the business field don't care about the process, they only care about the result. Tong Yu also fell into this whirlpool at some point. Born, but he didn't think about how many close encounters he experienced in the process of climbing to the top of the mountain, PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds...

Xie Lei took a deep breath and tried to relax himself. Thinking back to every scene about Yan Ziqian in the past five years made his heart ache, he frowned fiercely and suppressed the urge of tears to flow out of his eyes, and then he was full of despair The tone continued, "Do you know that he once stayed up for five days and five nights for a project? Do you know that when he was the most tired, he lost less than 70 kilograms? You know that when he was the busiest, he flew four times a day. place? Did you know that in the year when the company was established, he basically didn’t take off his clothes to sleep? He suffered all these things for you, just because of your words. 'Words can sum it up...'

Tong Yu's pupils kept trembling, and every word Xie Lei said made him feel uncomfortable and even more embarrassing, even the precarious heart in his chest trembled uncontrollably...

Xie Lei took a panoramic view of his reaction, pulled the corners of his mouth and gave a rare smile, he was extremely suppressing the sadness but still asked in a tone full of despair, "Tong Yu, you have something to do in this life Has anyone tried their best?"

Tong Yu heard Xie Lei's question clearly, but he didn't understand what it meant at all. He frowned fiercely, swallowed his saliva, and forced himself to comfort his heart that was still trembling uncontrollably. Doubts and fears followed Coexisting utterances "What do you mean? Make it clear..."

"Qianer has..." Xie Lei ignored Tong Yu's question, stood up and faced his panicked face, and then added in an extremely calm but slightly trembling voice, "He gave up a hand for you, Desperately..."

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