Drug addiction

Tong Yu watched Yan Ziqian pour the white wine into the wine cup, lit another cigarette and put it on the stone steps. He looked down at the white chrysanthemum in his hand, bent down and placed it in front of the tombstone, and then lightly He squatted down lightly, reached out and stroked the dust on the tombstone...

The rising emotions are about to reach the top, and the tears in his eyes have already broken through the barrier. Tong Yu suppressed the sadness that kept running away from the bottom of his heart. He is bound to show his most perfect side in front of Grandpa Yan and Grandma Yan, and no matter whether it is as a grandson or as Yan Ziqian's lover, he has to do so...

Yan Ziqian stared at Tong Yu's sad face, his movements were cautious and serious, but he couldn't control his trembling fingertips at all...

Sighing secretly, Yan Ziqian reached into his pocket and fumbled, then took out a handkerchief and gently handed it to Tong Yu's hand...

Tong Yu looked at the piece of cloth with a striped pattern on the big hand in front of him and immediately broke his defenses. He raised his eyebrows and cast his eyes on Yan Ziqian's face. The moment he took it quietly, a slightly mocking words followed one after another, " I didn't expect you to have this thing on you..."

Yan Ziqian could hear the meaning of teasing inside and outside of his words, and he pursed his lips lightly to express his dissatisfaction. It is well known that Yan Ziqian's mouth skills are very strong, and he will always gain the upper hand, so he faced him The provocation of kissing the daughter-in-law is to counterattack without hesitation, "Mr. Tong has been abroad for five years, and must be used to dealing with gentlemen. I am not a gentleman. I have always been used to informality. I am afraid that Mr. Tong will be an eyesore, so Naturally, these superficial efforts must be done well, so as not to annoy Mr. Tong and then give me a trick to leave without saying goodbye, then I will find someone to reason with..."

Tong Yu heard Yan Ziqian's eccentric words in his ears, and naturally he felt uncomfortable, and planned to go back immediately, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that what Yan Ziqian said was true, knowing that he was in the heart I resent the fact that I secretly left back then, and I also know that this is a gap between them, whether it is carefully filled or stepped over, in short, it must be resolved...

Tong Yu was unhappy in his heart, but he was still sullen all his life. After all, he was to blame for this matter, so what right did he have to put the blame on Yan Ziqian?

"Forget it, just because he has suffered from lovesickness for the past five years and has overfulfilled the tasks he left for him, so don't bother with him..."

Tong Yu comforted himself in his heart, he pursed the corners of his lips and wrinkled his nose, filling his cheeks with dissatisfaction, but when he turned his eyes to the black and white photo embedded on the tombstone again, Tong Yu's slightly raised brows were instantly filled with sadness, and his face was filled with sadness, and there was no more redundant expression...

Yan Ziqian took a full view of the obvious flicker in his eyes, took the handkerchief in his hand that was slightly stained with gray back to his hand, took Tong Yu's slightly cold little hand and held it in the palm of his hand, Gentle and tender gestures...

Standing shoulder to shoulder in front of the tombstone, Yan Ziqian kept his eyes fixed on the black and white photo on the tombstone, and he tightly tightened his big hand tightly clasped with Tong Yu's ten fingers, and then he said jokingly, " Grandpa, grandma, I brought your granddaughter-in-law to see you..."

The moment Yan Ziqian's words broke into Tong Yu's ears, the tears in his eyes filled to the extreme. Looking slightly sideways at Yan Ziqian's perfectly perfect side face, he suddenly felt that the two of them had endured in the past five years. All the suffering is worth it, just because at this moment, he can finally stand beside Yan Ziqian openly and aboveboard. Whether it's looking at each other, stopping or clasping fingers, it's a kind of silent recognition for him.. .

Tong Yu withdrew his gaze, and then threw it to the black and white photo on the tombstone, the person next to Grandpa Yan with a shy smile on his face, Tong Yu frowned slightly, and said as a matter of course, "This is the first time I saw our grandma. ..."

The smile on Yan Ziqian's face gradually grew stronger when he heard this. He took out another cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it, and placed it on the stone steps again, seemingly casually but still earnestly responded, "Our grandma left It's early, but according to my father, my grandma loves me very much, and I keep all the delicious food for me. Our grandpa has been mighty all his life, but when he saw our grandma, he became angry. When I was young, my grandpa often beat us because of me. Grandma's bark..."

Tong Yu grinned a little presumptuously, he stared at Yan Ziqian's handsome face full of affection and affection, and when his eyes met, the flash of envy in his eyes overflowed the corners of his eyes ...

He has never felt it before, and this may become the only emotion he has never felt in his life...

Sighing lightly to relax the suppressed mood, Tong Yu sniffed lightly and then quietly changed the topic, "Brother Qian, tell me about our grandpa after I left..."

After Yan Ziqian heard this, he lowered his eyelids hesitantly, pursed his lips and sighed, thinking lightly, then raised his eyebrows full of sadness, looked at the cigarette burning in front of the tombstone, and said, "After you left, my grandfather will have almost half a year I didn't take the initiative to contact our father until the Chinese New Year that year, during the New Year's Eve dinner on New Year's Eve, my grandfather kept staring at the chess set on the coffee table in a daze. We all knew that our grandfather missed you, but in the end This stubborn old man didn't even say that..."

After hearing Yan Ziqian's words, Tong Yu puffed his cheeks, his beautiful phoenix eyes were filled with tears again, he frowned fiercely to suppress the urge of tears welling up in his eyes, and then asked in a slightly hoarse voice, "Then what? After that?"

"After this... will be ordinary days..." Yan Ziqian's words were slightly prevaricated, he watched the cigarettes on the stone steps burnt out, leaving only a single cigarette butt, he slowly Slowly squatting down and putting the cigarette butts into the garbage bag at hand, when he stood up and stood next to Tong Yu again, the obvious sadness on his face seemed to be more intense...

Tong Yu saw the desolation in his eyes clearly, pursed his lips and thought about it, he was about to comfort him but Yan Ziqian seized the opportunity...

"On December 2018, 12, I went to Los Angeles to find Li Hui to discuss the equity contract and dividends between him and Hou Yu. That night I set off fireworks for you at our door, and then...I went back to China Yes, there is a project started in Hainan. I stayed there for more than half a month before going to Beijing. I didn’t know about my grandpa’s illness until I got back. My dad said that our grandpa didn’t want me to worry, so he didn’t hide it from me. Look at me, I put down all the work I was doing after I found out about it, and took my grandpa to run around the country, I want him to be cured, I want him to be healthy and wait for you to come back , I want him to continue to sit on the sofa and play chess with you. I want him to see with his own eyes how happy we are. I want his blessing. In this world, what I want most is him. My blessing, but..." Yan Ziqian's face was extremely calm, but regret could be heard in his tone, he lowered his eyelids and wrinkled his nose, letting the tears of mischievous escape drip down the tip of his nose, and then continued Pretending to be calm, he added, "Grandpa passed away at home in the end. I specially found a doctor to treat him at home, but it was useless. Grandpa passed away peacefully. The old man didn't suffer anything. When I was lying on the hospital bed, I kept talking to me, saying that Huangquan Road was long and lonely, and he didn’t even have a person to talk to. How could he walk there without a cigarette? Thinking about smoking..."

A bitter smile finally leaked from the corner of Tong Yu's mouth. He turned his head sideways to look at Yan Ziqian's helpless and playful expression, but quietly felt the sour tears without any response.

Yan Ziqian lowered his eyes and thought for a moment, then walked to the back of the tombstone, knelt down and lifted the bluestone slab on the stone steps, and then walked back to Tong Yu's side with a reddish-brown box in his hand...

To be honest, at that moment Tong Yu did have the urge to scream...

Yan Ziqian seemed to understand why the panic on his daughter-in-law's face came from, and while pursing his lips and rolling his eyes, he also complained and denied, "No, your imagination is really rich..."

"Oh oh..." Tong Yu was really relieved after getting an accurate response, he relaxed his tense emotions, and then asked in a suspicious tone, "Then what is this?"

Yan Ziqian stretched out his hand and slowly opened the lid of the box. In an instant, a black leather whip and three slightly faded red envelopes appeared in front of Tong Yu...

After licking his lips, he tried to integrate his messy mood, and when he raised his eyes to look at Tong Yu, the flickering in his eyes became more and more intense, reaching the point where he couldn't control it at all...

"On the morning when grandpa left, he called me back on purpose. Maybe he knew he didn't have much time. He said a lot to me. The old man kept his mouth shut all his life. He only told me that he really missed you when he was dying. Grandpa said he had your phone number in Los Angeles, but every time he memorized the number in his heart, he never dialed it; Grandpa said that after you left, he was the only one who played the chess set on his tea table. But; grandpa said that he might never find anyone in his life who can coax him into playing chess and is willing to lose..." Yan Ziqian pursed his lips fiercely, trying not to let the tears fall down his eyelids, he looked at Tong Yu's tear-stained little face in front of her gradually blurred, she took a deep breath to change her depressed mood, and then said again, "Grandpa asked me to give you the whip. This is what he left for you. He asked me to give you the whip." Let me tell you, if I am disobedient, get into trouble, or mess up in the future, you can whip me with this whip. He said that the harder you whip, the happier he will be; An expert can bring me down for him; he also said that you are the savior of the old Yan family, and this disaster of mine has finally come to an end..."

Tong Yu looked at the cowhide whip engraved with the traces of time in front of him. The dark red bloodstain on the tail of the whip was not obvious but still shocking. Tong Yu couldn't forget that the bloodstain belonged to him, and it still existed on his left shoulder to this day. The scars about seven centimeters long are all masterpieces of rage...

Yan Ziqian probably saw Tong Yu's thoughts, and when he raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his lips, he continued in a slightly stiff tone, "The red envelope was prepared for you by grandpa. Since the year you left, One every Chinese New Year. Grandpa said that you are his grandson, and he should give you and do for you. Grandpa also said that you are his grandson, everything is over, so don't blame him... "

After hearing what Yan Ziqian said, Tong Yu frowned fiercely. The tears seemed to be cold but still full of heart-warming warmth. This was very contradictory, just like Tong Yu, who was missing Yan Ziqian for him. Five years of resentment, but on the other hand, he can tell everyone frankly that even if Grandpa Yan's whip fell on him, even if the scar will follow his side for the rest of his life, he is indeed, never From the beginning to the end, I never blamed Grandpa Yan...

In fact, he is not that noble, and he doesn't have that deep affection for Grandpa Yan, but this hot-tempered, kind, cute and childish old man once warmed his heart; but he always knew in his heart that Grandpa Yan was also being used that's all...

Tong Yu remembered that Tong's mother once told him that no one did anything wrong with him and Yan Ziqian...

Yan Ziqian did nothing wrong, but he was separated from his lover for five full years;

Tong Yu did nothing wrong, but he was willing to leave his hometown and endure loneliness in a strange country;

Yan's father did nothing wrong, seeing his son in pain, he could only silently comfort him;

Mother Tong did nothing wrong, she would not hesitate to destroy her marriage even if she faced two children with deep affection;

Grandpa Yan did nothing wrong, he was just placed in the most lethal position in this war by Ms. Liu, and accidentally injured Tong Yu...

But if no one did anything wrong, then where did this five-year-long pain come from?

On the way home, Tong Yu was always depressed. He sat in the co-pilot, his eyes were full of disappointment, and he stared at the reddish-brown box on his lap thoughtfully with his drooping eyelids...

Yan Ziqian looked at him sideways, seemed to be affected by his despondent expression, stretched out his big hand to hold the coolness that fell by his side in his palm, and then pretended to be calm and tried "Baby!" ,what are you thinking?"

Tong Yu's eyes shifted from clasped hands to Yan Ziqian's side face, and he stared blankly at him for a long while, and when he retracted his gaze, he suddenly said, "Brother Qian, you blamed me me?"

Yan Ziqian actually understood the meaning of his daughter-in-law's words, but when he frowned slightly, he still pretended to ask, "Why are you to blame?"

Yan Ziqian's reaction was already expected by Tong Yu, he sighed lightly and still lowered his eyes, this time he chose to ask straightforwardly, "Because I secretly left without telling you, and made you wait for me for so many years. ..”

After hearing this, Yan Ziqian tightened Tong Yu's hand, pursed his lips hesitantly, and replied, "Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Of course we have to tell the truth..." Tong Yu didn't hesitate this time, it seemed that this topic was a taboo between the two of them, but he thought clearly in his heart that this matter was impossible for Yan Ziqian. care...

"Weird..." Yan Ziqian went straight in, threw Tong Yu such a word, and then looked at him provocatively, but when the expression on his face seemed to be mixed with a little bit of pain, Yan Ziqian When Qian closed his eyes, he no longer wanted to tease him. The moment he retracted his eyes, he laughed softly, using this way of covering his ears and stealing his voice to relieve the surging pain in his heart, and then he said again, "Just started It's true that you are to blame, but after I learned something, I don't blame you..."

Tong Yu clasped his hands together and lightly played with the warmth that Yan Ziqian put on his lap, frowned slightly and asked, "You know what's going on?"

"A lot..." Yan Ziqian didn't seem to notice Tong Yu's guilty conscience. He reached out and turned on the stereo in the car, and his words were full of disapproval. "Li Hui investigated Ms. Liu's matter, Ms. Liu went to find Your business, and Pei Yumeng's business with you..."

"Pei Yumeng?" Tong Yu frowned fiercely. If it was said that Yan Ziqian knew about the first two things related to Ms. Liu, it would be completely normal. After all, Tong Yu knew Li Huizi's bad mouth very well; The matter of lying to Pei Yumeng... How did Yan Ziqian know about it?

"That's right, didn't you talk nonsense with Pei Yumeng, saying that I was threatened by you, that you helped me cheat, and that you would help me deal with the old Yantou..." After saying this, Yan Ziqian also For some unknown reason, he even pulled a mocking smile from the corner of his mouth, shook his head helplessly and added, "You two are also quite funny, one dares to speak, the other dares to believe, there is only Pei in this world." That stupid Yumeng can believe your low-level lies..."

After Tong Yu heard what he said, he felt aggrieved in an instant. He rolled his eyes fiercely, his face was full of bad emotions, and the gaze he retracted was full of bitter reflections. He turned his head and cast his eyes to the scenery outside the window, and then Extremely dissatisfied, he continued to ask, "How do you know?"

"Pei Yumeng told me..." Yan Ziqian blurted out as if he hadn't thought of it. He turned down the volume of the stereo, sighed slightly, and slowly said, "When you just left I really blame you, I think you are the same as Ms. Liu, you don’t know, I wanted to buy a plane ticket to Los Angeles countless times to stab you to death; but later Li Hui told me that Ms. Liu went to find What happened to you, especially after Pei Yumeng told me the nonsense about you and her again, I don't blame you at all, because I know you love me, everything you do, and Pei Yumeng Whether it's Yumeng playing around or going to Los Angeles, it's all for me; because I always remember that you once told me that even if one day you leave me, no matter what the reason is, it must not be because of you don't love me anymore..."

Yan Ziqian said this very calmly, but Tong Yu's heart seemed to be suddenly aroused by thousands of waves. He didn't expect that Yan Ziqian would remember what he once said; what made him even more unexpected was that not only he Yan Ziqian remembers everything he said in his heart, even his almost outrageous demands, Yan Ziqian will resolutely carry out without exception...

Seeing that Tong Yu didn't speak, Yan Ziqian glanced at him sideways, and suddenly gave a nasty smile with the corners of his slightly pursed lips. He squinted his eyes and thought calmly, and then added shamelessly, " You said let me wait for you, then I will wait for you obediently. For me, it is the same whether I stab you with a knife or with other utensils. It makes no difference at all...”

Tong Yu suddenly felt that he underestimated Yan Ziqian, or that his understanding of him today was too simple. He only knew that his elder brother Qian's abilities were improving by leaps and bounds, but he didn't know that he was even speaking pornographically. This matter is progressing like an arrow off the string...

The blush on his face rose in an instant, and the beating heart was also jumping with joy. He pursed his lips hard and didn't want to pay attention to it, but he also knew that if he didn't start the next topic quickly, then this big hooligan would never end. Gone...

With a light cough to hide his shy emotions, Tong Yu scratched the back of his head while thinking, and then said a little out of words, "Brother Qian, have you been in contact with Ms. Liu in recent years?"

"Why should I contact her?" He immediately responded with a frown, the disgusted expression on Yan Ziqian's face was clear at a glance, he sighed heavily and then glanced at Tong Yu, forcing himself to suppress the anger that was gradually rekindling in his heart, I don't know if it was really calm or pretended to be calm and added, "She came to our house after you left, and was kicked out by our father. Later, when I was doing business, she often called me, but I called her Her number was blocked, and I still didn't answer the unfamiliar number, so I didn't contact her naturally..."

"Oh..." Tong Yu nodded in response, but when he thought of the fact that Ms. Liu often called him after Yan Ziqian said that he had done business just now, the corners of his thin lips naturally pulled out a full smile. It's a mocking laugh...

Yan Ziqian raised his eyebrows to look at him, then looked away and asked casually, "What are you asking Ms. Liu for?"

Tong Yu still held Yan Ziqian's big hand in his palm, and while slightly tilting his head to think about it, he said sullenly, "It's okay, I just suddenly feel that Ms. Liu is quite pitiful..."

"Poor people must have something to hate..." Yan Ziqian said softly, and then pulled the coolness in Tong Yu's palm with his backhand. His eyes were full of tenderness, and he pulled the corners of his mouth with a smile. Yan Ziqian suddenly added without thinking, "Our mother and Ms. Liu are really the best comparison. Ms. Liu has been scheming from the beginning, and she has deliberately tried to snatch her. To encroach, in the end you will only be beaten by chickens and eggs; but look at our mother, she suffered hardships and sins when she was young, but she has been working hard and earnestly for the rest of her life, and now she has everything...so life is still letting nature take its course Well, greed has the same meaning as taking, and it's not a good thing..."

Tong Yu quietly listened to Yan Ziqian's words, and his brows raised slightly. When his eyes were flooded, his eyes were full of disbelief, but there was also a little bit of admiration..

Yes, like Ms. Liu, you worry about gains and losses, and you must compare pennies and pennies. In the end, you will definitely face a situation where people and money will be empty, and eggs will overwhelm you. Because if you want everything, you are doomed to get nothing...