Drug addiction

Wang Yuning sighed, frowned, put the phone back into his pocket, and then said to Xie Lei, who was walking beside Yan Ziqian, "My dad is at the door, I have to go first..."

The two nodded in response, and after watching Wang Yuning leave, they turned their eyes away and walked into the campus supermarket.

"Xiao Ning'er is really tired..." Xie Lei took two packs of spicy strips from the shelf, and continued with a helpless tone, "It's already past seven o'clock and I have to go to cram school, his father and mother Don't be afraid to drive him crazy..."

Yan Ziqian beside him pursed his lips, reached out for a bag of pickled peppers and chicken feet, and said, "It's true that I'm a little tired, but my grades have improved a lot. Besides, his parents are doing it for his own good. Xiao Ning'er resisted the pressure Strong ability, how can it be so easy to go crazy..."

Unexpectedly, Xie Lei wrinkled his nose when he heard this, and then sighed softly, "I don't get home until after twelve o'clock in the morning, what normal person can stand this kind of oppression?" After finishing speaking, he will be satisfied A smile was on his cheeks, and he added with great pride, "Xiao Ning'er is not as lucky as me. I am too free now. I can make my own decisions when I eat, sleep, shit and fart. No one can control me."

Yan Ziqian had been sneaking sideways glances at the expression on Xie Lei's face when he said this. His words were indeed calm, and there was no clue between the lines, but Yan Ziqian still found out, and he forgot on his lips. The smile on the corner is full of sadness...

Yan Ziqian, who looked away, pursed his lips in thought, took a bag of seaweed from the shelf and put it in his arms, and continued the topic calmly, "How could your king of Hades ignore you? It wasn't you who said that he would go to your place for a week. What about running four times?"

"Didn't his daughter-in-law give birth at the beginning of the month? He's been busy taking care of the confinement recently, so he doesn't have time to care about me..."

"Hehe, why didn't I hear you mention this?" Yan Ziqian instantly filled his face with doubts and surprises, he frowned and looked at the calm Xie Lei, his eyes were full of disbelief...

Meeting his suspicious big eyes, Xie Lei licked his lips and hesitantly replied, "At the beginning of the month, you were... asking for leave. Then you came to class, so I didn't mention it again. ..."

After listening to Xie Lei's words, Yan Ziqian looked away instantly. His heart was completely wrapped up in pain the moment he opened his mouth. Embarrassment appeared on his face. He raised his eyebrows and let out a breath of relief. After clearing his throat, he asked again, "Is it a boy or a girl?"

"Boy, he's a fat boy over eight catties..." The smile on Xie Lei's face was filled with joy, he cast a slightly scrutinizing gaze on Yan Ziqian's handsome face, and then spoke in an extremely complaining tone Continued, "It's hard for me to give birth to him, and I have to buy him a gift..."

"You've upgraded to become an uncle, so don't complain..." Yan Ziqian said in a natural tone, and then asked Xie Lei very curiously, "What did you buy him?"

"I bought a golden lock and spent [-]..." Xie Lei's tone was still not kind...

"What is 2 yuan to you?" Yan Ziqian gave Xie Lei a hard look, his words were full of teasing but continued cautiously, "You have 200 million, and you still care about the 2 yuan? Money? The richer you are, the more you pick..."

Hearing this, Xie Lei immediately raised his eyebrows and responded in a natural tone, "I didn't touch the money in my card..." After finishing speaking, he faced Yan Ziqian's frowning and added, "Every time my mother I saved it from my living expenses for a month, and the king of hell will sometimes give me some..."

Yan Ziqian understood, the admiration in his eyes flashed past, he nodded his head and took his eyes away from Xie Lei's face, and then instinctively turned his eyes to the dazzling array of shelves again, but this time, he couldn't move his eyes away. moving...

The aunt of the campus supermarket was placing drinks in the drink area, and the bottles of white liquid were placed side by side on the shelves with warm palms, Yan Ziqian's eyes were instantly moist, and Tong Yu's smiling face filled his heart. For a moment, his whole heart trembled violently...

He couldn't forget that he used to search the whole No. [-] Middle School just to get a bottle of goat milk;

But now, with boxes of goat milk on the shelves, he no longer has a reason to buy goat milk...

Lowering his eyelids, Yan Ziqian carefully soothed the tears that were about to burst. He forced his violently trembling heart to return to calmness. The white bottle...

Looking down at the goat's milk in his hand, Yan Ziqian, who was thinking about something, suddenly pulled a gratified smile. Fortunately, goat's milk is still a common commodity in American supermarkets, otherwise It is really possible for him to wholesale boxes of goat milk and send it to his wife in Los Angeles... It's not like he hasn't thought about it...

A good-looking smile was on his lips and flowed into his heart. Yan Ziqian took two bottles of goat milk from the shelf and held them in his arms. From Li Hui's house?"

Xie Lei was not prepared for Yan Ziqian's sudden question about this matter, he instinctively froze for a moment, then he dodged his eyes with a guilty conscience and stammered, "Four...five...five o'clock..."

Yan Ziqian had a full view of the embarrassment on Xie Lei's face, he licked his lips full of doubts but couldn't ask directly, so he could only cautiously ask, "Have you both drank all the wine?"

"No, I just drank a few cans. He was going to his grandpa's for dinner that night, so I didn't dare to let him drink more..." Xie Lei's tone was not only taken for granted, but also imperceptible. With his head down, he kept peeking at the expression on Yan Ziqian's face, for fear that if he was not careful, this troublesome guy would see something...

"Oh..."

Yan Ziqian responded to Xie Lei with a simple word, but it was full of uncertainty. In fact, he knew that Xie Lei was watching him all the time, but he was pretending to be stupid from the beginning to the end. He even He also cautiously dodged Xie Lei's slightly panicked eyes on purpose. His reason was very simple, he just didn't want to embarrass his good brother...

In fact, he didn't know what happened between Xie Lei and Li Huizi after he left that day. Although he was curious, he didn't care. Of course, he didn't intend to care. These are the memories and secrets of the two of them. No one has the right to ask, let alone participate in...

Seeing that Yan Ziqian didn't ask any further questions, Xie Lei secretly took a breath to relax. In fact, he didn't mention what happened that day to anyone, because it was his treasure, and it was destined to make him think about it for a lifetime. ..

That's right, he did it with Li Huizi, after Yan Ziqian left that day...

He admitted that all the crazy behaviors that day were more or less related to alcohol, but the most important thing is that he saw his heart clearly. It was just an excuse that he wanted to drink with Li Huizi. An explanation for myself, and an explanation for the first time in his life that he devoted himself to a relationship that ended in failure...

Xie Lei didn't drink Coke that day, he chose to drink with Li Huizi...

In fact, neither of them had the idea of ​​moving the drinking table to the bed at the beginning. Xie Lei was always serious and clear-headed; What about body games?

It should be that the emotional surge reached its peak, and the ever-heating air became a catalyst. They saw themselves in each other's eyes, and all the grievances and regrets spread to the edge of reason in an instant...

This time, Xie Lei was the one who took the initiative. The sudden lust swallowed up his calm brain in an instant, and he pinned Li Huizi on the sofa before he had time to ask Li Huizi's permission;

But fortunately, Li Huizi didn't want to refuse. He engraved a warm kiss on Xie Lei's steaming lips, and then took his hand and walked upstairs to the bedroom...

Facts have proved that X-love still requires a certain amount of experience, especially for the two boys. As a beginner, Xie Lei walked on thin ice all the way. Zhang Baizhi, without any experience, and when it comes to the word 'courage', he had already used up all of it when he pressed Li Huizi on the sofa, and he didn't have the strength to go on a rampage...

Li Huizi seemed to see his concerns, so he took the initiative throughout the whole process, imparting relevant experience hand in hand, and commanding and operating tirelessly. Fortunately, Xie Lei was still up to date, and he quickly entered the state and took revenge on Li Huizi time and time again. charge...

For three hours, Xie Lei and Li Huizi pestered each other for a full three hours...

In the end, it was Li Huizi who stopped the love affair. In fact, he didn't want to stop, but Mr. Li had called and asked him to come early at night when they just started. He didn't want his grandfather to doubt anything, let alone What do others suspect? As long as it is about him and Xie Lei, no one can pry into it, let alone get involved...

In fact, when Li Huizi held Xie Lei's sweaty face and discussed "end the battle" with him, he could clearly feel his emotional ups and downs, and the disappointment that flashed across his lustful face was not easy to detect. But it always exists in the raised eyebrows, making people unable to refuse at a glance...

When the lights came on, it was past seven o'clock. Xie Lei and Li Huizi were snuggling up on the bed. In the dark room, there was only the sound of quiet breathing. They didn't speak or do anything else, just feeling the warmth and joy of being accompanied by the person they like. , This is also a touch they have never experienced before.

In the end, it was Li Huizi who personally sent Xie Lei out the door. They just laughed lightly and chose silence in an unusually tacit understanding. The reason is very simple, because they don't know what tone to say goodbye to, and they don't know how to define their current relationship. , I don't know if tears will involuntarily slide down my cheeks the moment I speak...

Xie Lei has always been sensible, he doesn't like the crying way of parting, so let's bid farewell to his incomprehensible affection with a kiss...

He pressed Li Huizi against the wall by the door without saying hello in advance. Instead of kissing Li Huizi's red and swollen mouth, he kept probing his side neck. He liked to hear Li Huizi's panting sound, which seemed to have Some kind of magical power can make him forget all his troubles and stay in the joy of sex all the time...

"Hiss...Leilei, it hurts..."

Li Huizi moaned involuntarily, and he didn't know whether Xie Lei was punishing or loving, the strawberry marks left behind his earlobe made him frown fiercely, his body trembling uncontrollably...

Li Huizi is not a submissive person, and he likes to take the initiative in love. He grabbed Xie Lei's collar and pulled it towards him, kissed his lips and bit down hard, blood rushed into his mouth without hesitation , They kept exchanging bloody saliva, the wound was teased again and again by the tip of the tongue, the willpower was constantly testing on the edge of madness, the heavy breathing sounded again, the souls embraced, and the bodies blended. Let go of each other...

But not letting go is a lie, and being able to let go easily is also a lie...

Xie Lei shook his head and sighed fiercely. Disappointment rose into his eyes unconsciously. He gritted his molars, forcing himself to continue to bury his immediate collapse in his heart...

With slumped shoulders but a smile on his face, Xie Lei sorted out his mood again, looked up at Yan Ziqian who was standing in the stationery area, and originally planned to start a new topic with him, but his eyes were turned towards them and turned away. The man with a shy smile on his cheeks attracted him...

"I'll go..." Xie Lei gave the man a hard look, with a face full of irritability, turned around and walked to the next area to escape blatantly...

After receiving the signal from Xie Lei, Yan Ziqian followed Xie Lei's unfriendly eyes, and saw Pei Yumeng walking towards him with a cautious expression on his face...

With his lips pursed hard, Yan Ziqian turned his eyes away and continued to choose a diary...

Pei Yumeng didn't dare to say anything, she was well aware of the agreement between Yan Ziqian and Tong Yu, and she also knew what kind of threat Tong Yu was to Yan Ziqian, so since the last chat with Tong Yu, she She never appeared in front of Yan Ziqian. In fact, she didn't do it on purpose. It's just that she went to South Korea to participate in the training camp after the failure of Lingyin Entertainment's audition last time, preparing for the selection of Lingyin Entertainment next spring. ..

In fact, Pei Yumeng had seen Yan Ziqian when he walked into the supermarket just now, but she had been secretly watching him all the time, and she dared to say hello only after she was sure that Tong Yu was not by Yan Ziqian's side.. .

"Qian'er..." Pei Yumeng had a shy smile on her face, but her eyes were full of caution...

Yan Ziqian felt that there was something wrong with her eyes today, but he was not in the mood to ask at all. He just pursed the corners of his lips and took a breath to try to relax. Then he said casually with that iceberg face, "It's been a long time since I saw you. You made your debut..."

Speaking of this matter, Pei Yumeng felt aggrieved, she licked her lips to make herself look less embarrassed, and then asked Yan Ziqian timidly, "Qianer, where is Tong Yu?"

Now Yan Ziqian's brows were tightened in an instant, he squinted his eyes to look at Pei Yumeng's big eyes waiting for a response, but asked back full of scrutiny, "Do you have something to do with Tong Yu?"

"It's okay, nothing at all..." Pei Yumeng waved her hands again and again, and then she lowered her eyelids and said in a low voice, "I'll just ask, just ask..."

Yan Ziqian nodded after hearing his answer, and didn't ask any more questions. He just looked away filled with disappointment, and then said in extreme frustration, "Tong Yu has gone abroad..."

"What? Went abroad?" Pei Yumeng was shocked by these words, she kept blinking her eyes and thinking, then frowned and continued to ask suspiciously, "Is he going to travel or go to school?"

"Go to school..." Yan Ziqian's tone was very calm, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him, but no one saw his sincerity that he cried alone on a rainy night but never dared to express his emotions loudly...

"Really? That's great..." Pei Yumeng had an excited expression on her face. The news surprised and surprised her. She understood what Tong Yu's departure meant to Yan Ziqian. Yan Ziqian finally Freed, he finally got rid of Tong Yu's clutches, and finally he didn't need to follow Tong Yu's instructions to live his life...

Poor Pei Yumeng, she still doesn't know that all her worries full of love are actually superfluous, she was trapped in a tailor-made lie, and the only one who experienced it was herself.

But her joy managed to arouse Yan Ziqian's dissatisfaction, and the fire in her heart was ignited in an instant. It hadn't reached the point of blazing, but it was still blazing, enough to start a prairie fire...

"What do you mean?" His tone was full of anger, his eyes were indifferent and showed no tenderness, he raised his shoulders and stared at Pei Yumeng, who was almost two heads shorter than him, with a condescending attitude...

Pei Yumeng only felt that he was still afraid of Tong Yu. After pursing her lips, she looked at him helplessly and said, "Qian'er, why are you afraid of Tong Yu now that Tong Yu is gone? You can finally return to your previous life." , you have been oppressed by him for so long and finally liberated, I am so happy, are you happy?"

"Am I happy?" Yan Ziqian felt that Pei Yumeng might add fuel to the fire. He looked Pei Yumeng up and down, thinking about the words that slipped out of her mouth in his mind, and the words were full of words. Ask "What do you mean? Explain clearly..."

"Didn't you be threatened by Tong Yu? Tong Yu told me personally..." Pei Yumeng looked at Yan Ziqian with distressed eyes, and then comforted Yan Ziyu, "Qian'er, I know this is Don't worry about the secret between you and Tong Yu, I won't tell anyone..."

Yan Ziqian was confused by Pei Yumeng's words, he frowned furiously, bit his back molars hard, and the veins on his forehead instantly bulged, he had never seen it on his head What about people who hold shit pots...

"What's going on? What did Tong Yu tell you?" His lips were flowing, his eyes were burning, and Yan Ziqian stared fiercely at Pei Yumeng's slightly powdered face, as if he wanted to eat her alive.

Pei Yumeng was terrified by Yan Ziqian's sudden emotion. She swallowed her saliva in fear, and then murmured the truth, "He said that the relationship between you is an agreement, and he will help you deal with your grandfather and help you cheat. ;You have to take care of him and do things according to his instructions. These are what he told me himself..."

Yan Ziqian didn't understand anymore, he pursed his lips and sighed hard, trying to suppress the anger in his heart, then stared at those big eyes filled with doubts and continued to ask, "Then why did he tell you this? "

Hearing his question, Pei Yumeng scratched the side of her neck in embarrassment, then said apologetically with a wrinkled face, "I'm to blame for this, when the semester just started, I accidentally saw you bring him breakfast I also put a scarf on him. Later, when I went to the boxing gym to find you, I saw the necklace on your neck. You told me that it was a couple necklace for you and your partner, but I remember that Tong Yu also had one on his neck. Yes, I suspect that he is your partner..."

"And then? Continue to talk..." Yan Ziqian only wanted to know the truth now...

"I also asked my best friend to pry Wang Yuning's mouth, thinking that I could get some useful information, but I didn't get anything..." Pei Yumeng's voice became smaller and smaller, when she caught the terrifying love between Yan Ziqian's eyebrows. When she was angry, she swallowed sharply, then raised her eyebrows and continued tremblingly, "I went to the second class to find Tong Yu, and told him everything I saw, and I asked him if he was your date. He told me about the agreement between you, and he showed me the necklace around his neck, which turned out to be different from yours. Yours had a pendant, but his had nothing. At that time, I Only then did I realize that I misunderstood you..." After saying this, she suddenly became bolder and added to Yan Ziqian again as if she was emotionally excited, "He won't let me tell you about the things between you two, and why don't you tell me what's going on between you two? Threatening me that if you tell the truth, your grandfather will send you to the army. He is a despicable villain. "

All the words that slipped out of Pei Yumeng's mouth fell into Yan Ziqian's ears. He raised his eyebrows and stared at Pei Yumeng with hatred. There was a horrible sound of 'creak, creak'...

Tong Yu never mentioned these things to him...

Anyone with long eyes can tell that in the relationship between two people, he said that Ziqian is the one who takes the initiative and acts as the protector. This kind of setting is even taken for granted in his eyes...

But in this matter, Tong Yu put Yan Ziqian in the position of the protected person. When the love affair was exposed cruelly, when faced with Pei Yumeng's questioning, when his heart was almost defeated and helpless...he But still resolutely protect Yan Ziqian...

'This idiot is so fucking stupid...'

Yes, he is so stupid, how many crazy but unknown things he has done for Yan Ziqian?

He shouldered all the dangers on his shoulders, knowing that the abyss was beyond redemption, but he was still not cowardly. He swallowed all the pain into his stomach with tears, and greeted Xiaguang with his head up and chest out.

Once, he was a person who dared not speak loudly in the crowd, and bravely rushed into the office for him;

Later, facing Xiang Rongxin's threat, he bravely responded without fear;

Immediately afterwards, he almost died in the cold storage, and he covered his body with the only coat;

Later, when the love affair was known to the family members, facing Grandpa Yan's whip, he resolutely stood in front of him without giving in;

In the end, he was willing to leave home for four years and go far away for him. Even though he endured the pain of lovesickness, he still had no regrets.

It was at this moment that Yan Ziqian finally understood Tong Yu's good intentions...

Tong Yu once said that Yan Ziqian guided him, all of Tong Yu's courage, strength, and belief all came from Yan Ziqian;

But as everyone knows, Tong Yu is Yan Ziqian's direction, all Tong Yu's firmness, all his persistence, and all his forbearance are all for Yan Ziqian...

He said that what is so good about Ziqian that Tong Yu should do his best for him, willing to make himself the one who was cast aside?

Yan Ziqian couldn't figure it out, but he suddenly felt that he was not good enough for Tong Yu...

On the day Tong Yu left, when he was enduring the torment in his heart to say goodbye to Yan Ziqian, Yan Ziqian threatened to break up...

When he heard every word of cruelty that slipped out of Yan Ziqian's mouth, at that moment, what was it like in his heart?

After parting from Xie Lei at the school gate, Yan Ziqian walked lifelessly along the familiar street...

The dim light at the street corner hit him, making his figure extremely slender. He watched his shadow stop suddenly, and the sudden blankness around him made him miss and flustered him. He confirmed again that Tong Yu will It is the most important existence in his life...

Yan Ziqian imagined that Tong Yu was still smiling like a flower on his right side, he slowly raised his arm, put it on Tong Yu's shoulder, stopped for a short time, slid down from his back, and grabbed the clenched fist by his side. The fisted little cold hands are held together in the palm of the hand...

Yan Ziqian sighed suddenly, he couldn't imagine it anymore, he felt that this thing could not deceive anyone, his palm was empty at this moment, only full of air was flowing...

Life goes on, but Ziqian is thinking about Tong Yu...

I don’t know if there will be a person in the “City of Angels” on the west coast of the United States who weeps silently in front of the bright moonlight. They stand under the same bright moon, but are separated by the farthest distance in the world...

How stupid they are, how beautiful this journey is, fixed as first love, named boy.