Drug addiction

Yan Ziqian woke up, he was sure he woke up, and he was woken up by the alarm clock on his phone...

Today is Monday, the alarm clock is set at [-]:[-] on weekdays, the alarm clock is set at [-]:[-] am on Tuesdays and Fridays, and there is no alarm clock on Saturdays and Sundays. This is the year he and Tong Yu have Since the work and rest regulations...

Thinking of this, Yan Ziqian suddenly chuckled. Before he knew it, it had been a year. During this year, all his willpower to get up came from Tong Yu, and the biological clock in his body had no rhythm at all...

Slowly opened his sleepy eyes, the inexplicable resentment that was pressing hard on his heart returned instantly, Yan Ziqian resisted the discomfort in his heart and tried to relieve it by frowning, but when the brows were all twisted into a rope, he also I don't feel comfortable at all...

The door of the bathroom was left open, and the floor-to-ceiling windows of their room were not closed. In fact, since the day Tong Yu left, he never cared about anything in their room...

In the summer of Beijing, the morning sun is extremely poisonous. When Mr. Sun arrives at his post, the sky is already bright, and the dazzling sunlight fills the whole room, and the door of the bathroom is not spared. The dazzling light is like a meteor pouring down, shining on the bathroom On the already fragmented mirror facing the door...

The broken lens took advantage of the restless sunlight to shine unrestrainedly in colorful colors, and the irregular edge of the lens also sparkled to attract the eyes, with a blood-colored fist mark engraved in the center of the mirror, the bloody fist mark full of anger seemed to be accusing Yan Ziqian's crimes, told him mercilessly how out of control he was during the days when he left Tong Yu...

Yes, Yan Ziqian admits that he is out of control, and even at this moment he is still on the verge of losing control. This feeling is not unfamiliar to him, and he will not be unfamiliar in the next four years...

Sighing hard, he tried to expel the suppressed air in his chest. He even tried to take deep breaths, and after confirming that it was useless, he chose to give up...

Holding the edge of the bathtub to stand up, Yan Ziqian instinctively rubbed his hot eyelids and temples that seemed to be exploding in the next second. These were all the aftereffects of yesterday's drink. In the previous 19 years, he Never thought alcohol was a good thing, but now his views on alcohol have completely changed...

It was during the days when Tong Yu left that he truly realized how tormenting insomnia is...

Lowering his eyelids, he planned to think about Tong Yu one last time before he was completely awake, but his slightly tranced eyes were attracted by the clothes he was wearing. He suddenly remembered that after arriving home drunk yesterday, Xie Lei and Wang Yuning were the same. He threw it on the bed, because he had the impression that Tong's mother wiped his face with a hot towel, and finally pulled the blanket scattered at the end of the bed to cover his body, but why did he still not be able to stretch his legs when he woke up? Straight in the bathtub?

He frowned and thought, and gave up before his brain was about to explode. In fact, he didn't forget, but he didn't want to admit that the two beds pushed together were too big, and it was too spacious and lonely for him to sleep on it alone...

He remembered what Li Huizi said yesterday, and every sentence was clearly imprinted in his mind. This is why he chose to be sober. Tong Yu is gone, and they will not see each other for four years. This is a fact, not him. If you don't admit the fact that it doesn't exist...

He chose to keep Tong Yu in his heart, and he also hid the sweetness of their past in his heart, not because he dared not mention it to others, but because these precious memories can only belong to him alone...

His possessiveness is so strong, what's his is his, don't even try to touch it, don't even try to touch it, let alone grab it, of course, he doesn't deserve it...

He has never listened to anyone's words in his life, even if his father and Mr. Yan's exhortations can hardly fall into his ears, but even if he listens to Tong Yu's words, he is still the kind of obedient...

In the past, the agreement between him and Tong Yu came true one after another;

This time, he will also bravely march towards the agreement named "Four Years"...

In fact, he is very fortunate that no matter how long the four years are, the countdown has already entered. He doesn't have to pay attention to anything, he just needs to work hard to do what Tong Yu told him. His love for Tong Yu has never changed. There are arrangements...

Standing in front of the shattered mirror, the self in the mirror also looked shattered, a slight smile suddenly appeared at the corner of his mouth, this is the way Tong Yu likes, he wants to take this unruly and handsome appearance to meet one after another Chaoyang welcomes the scene of the reunion with Tong Yu four years later, which makes Tong Yu's eyes shine...

The diaries that Tong Yu left him had been put away by him a long time ago, and they were placed in the middle of the first drawer under the desk. In fact, he did not tell Li Huizi that those diaries had been read as early as the first day they were handed over to him. He read and appreciated each article carefully. He understood Tong Yu's expectations of him and Tong Yu's watch over him, so he resolutely decided to work hard to be himself, because he never wanted Tong Yu to disappointed in him...

The former Tong Yu pinned everything on words, and that year was filled with hope;

Now, he treasures everything in his heart, and uses four years of waiting in exchange for being dependent on Tong Yu for the rest of his life...

Just like Li Huizi said, four years for a lifetime, this deal is definitely not a loss...

What a coincidence, now he thinks the same way...

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Mother Tong was standing by the stove, her eyes staring blankly at the tumbling porridge pot, but from her empty eyes and lonely mood, it was not difficult to see that her thoughts were not in front of her at all. Pot of purple potato porridge on...

Yan's father was watching her at the door of the kitchen, and he had to take care of the porridge pot that was happily alone for her. He originally wanted to make Tong's mother feel dumb again, but the surging purple potato porridge objected. Finally, just when the purple potato porridge in the pot was about to escape from the bondage, Yan's father walked quickly to Tong's mother, and resolutely turned off the gas valve...

Only then did Mama Tong come to her senses, she looked at Papa Yan with apologetic eyes, and then she panicked with a little lack of confidence, "I'm watching..."

Yan's father sighed heavily. Instead of arguing with Tong's mother, he gently put his arms around her shoulders and comforted her softly, "Avon, Xiaoyu has been in Los Angeles for a week, and he will slowly adapt to the life there. Yes, when his aunt called yesterday, she also said that he was in good condition, so don't worry about him anymore, okay?"

"I'm not worried about Tong Yu, I'm worried..." Mama Tong hesitated to speak, she drooped her eyelids full of annoyance, sighed and looked anxiously at Papa Yan and asked, "Ziqian... Are you still asleep in the room?"

Why doesn't Yan's father know what Tong's mother is really worried about?He nodded lightly in response, and then the feeling of loneliness crawled all over his face in an instant...

Now the worried expression on Tong's mother's face became more intense. She licked her lips, frowned and said, "He was willing to go out with friends yesterday. When I left the room, he obviously fell asleep on the bed, but when I went in to see him in the middle of the night, I found that he had slept in the bathtub again. The bathtub was so small that he couldn't even stretch his legs Come on, he must have slept very uncomfortable in it..."

Yan's father looked at Tong's mother and was instantly distressed by the tear-filled eyes. He didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only respond a little palely, "Don't worry about Ziqian, he has always been very strong, I believe He can enlighten his own..."

Tong's mother kept her head down all the time. After hearing what Dad Yan said, she grabbed Dad Yan's wrist as if grabbing a life-saving straw, and then said expectantly, "Old Yan, why don't I give it to Tong?" Can Yu make a phone call and ask Tong Yu to enlighten Ziqian? I really can't bear to see the child continue to torture me..."

In fact, it's not that Yan's father hadn't thought about it, but Tong Yu has already left after all, and the children should have suffered enough to be offended. Now if Tong Yu is to comfort Yan Ziqian, it will be more or less stained. It means repeating the same mistakes, Yan's father doesn't want to see the children continue to suffer, repeating and repeating endlessly...

Lowering his eyelids and thinking, Yan's father explained calmly, "Xiaoyu has just stabilized in Los Angeles. If you tell him about Ziqian's situation now, do you think he can rest assured? I don't want Xiaoyu to suffer. Ziqian is here no matter what. Nao, no matter how decadent he is, he has us by his side, but Xiaoyu is over there, who can he talk to? It’s hard enough for the child to go far away, let’s not cause trouble for the child... "

"Old Yan, it's all my fault..." After Mama Tong heard what Papa Yan said, tears filled her cheeks in an instant, she grabbed Papa Yan's hand even harder, as if she wanted to cry out with all her strength." Tong Yu told me that I shouldn’t have agreed when he was going abroad early. I was too weak. It was my fault that I failed to protect my two children and let them bear all the pain for me. ..”

"Avon, you've been told like this..." Yan's father's fox eyes hidden behind the gold-wire mirror frame were even more flickering. He lightly licked his lips and hugged Mama Tong into his arms, and comforted him in a trembling voice, "You Don't put too much pressure on yourself, the two children are fighting for their future relationship, it has nothing to do with you, you are already a great mother..."

After listening to Yan's father's words, Tong's mother opened her teary eyes and asked cautiously, "Old Yan, my father...how did you explain it?"

"How else can I explain it? To tell the truth, I brought you back, but Xiaoyu left, and Ziqian's current state, I told him the truth..."

"Then what did our dad say? Our dad must be angry, right?" Tong's mother's tone showed a hint of panic, she sniffed hard, only to feel that there were more tears on her face...

"Our dad didn't say anything, he just stared at the chess set on the tea table in a daze. I knew he was thinking of Xiaoyu. I know my dad's character. He didn't want to say anything, but he felt uncomfortable in his heart. ..." Father Yan said this calmly, but his emotions seemed to be ignited in an instant, and then he added firmly in his words, "But I want to let him know that he is uncomfortable, I want to let him know that the two The determination of a child, let him see how much the two children have paid for this relationship, he cares about the incense of the old Yan family, but I don't care, what else does he want to do if one of my sons has already been forced away by him? He does It's my dad, but I also have my own family, when disasters are imminent, when life and death are at stake, all I can take care of is my wife and children, other... I can't control so much..."

In fact, Yan's father didn't tell Tong's mother. As early as when Tong Yu called him "Dad", he had already acquiesced in Tong Yu's identity and his relationship with Yan Ziqian. He said he didn't care about the old man. The incense of the Yan family, this statement is absolutely true, otherwise he would not have personally informed Yan Ziqian of the news when Tong Yu was about to leave...

He rushed to the airport with Yan Ziqian that day because he wanted to chase Tong Yu back, but it was a pity that he was one step too late. He called Tong's mother countless times on the way to the airport, but Tong's mother turned off the phone. , he was so helpless that there was nothing he could do but step on the gas pedal...

Tong Yu finally left, and Yan Ziqian was so distraught that he was like a walking corpse. He didn't tell anyone, but in fact he blamed himself, he blamed himself for not telling Yan Ziqian about this earlier. A little bit, then Tong Yu won't leave?Wouldn't two children suffer the same on opposite ends of the globe?

Yan's father closed his eyes in pain, but tears still rushed out of his eyes. No snowflake is innocent during an avalanche. What happened to the two children today, he is not the perpetrator but an accomplice...

Yan Ziqian opened the door quietly, and Simba rushed over to rub his knee affectionately at the first moment. He lowered his head and stroked Simba's furry head with a light smile, and then turned towards him with a questioning expression on his face. Kitchen looks away...

The faint cry and the two hugging bodies, to be honest, Yan Ziqian didn't want to break this warmth, but he still had an important announcement to make, so he could only let the tears of the old couple stop temporarily Received...

After deliberating for a long time, Yan Ziqian cleared his throat on purpose, and then yelled to the kitchen as calmly as possible, "Dad..."

Yan's father thought he heard it wrong, and instinctively let his eyes wander through the kitchen door to the living room, only to find that his son was standing not too far away from him, silently watching all this happening...

He let go of the Tong mother in his arms in an instant. At this moment, Yan's father even looked at Yan Ziqian with a panicked expression. He stared blankly at the expression on his son's face. Qi Shuang watched it for at least five seconds before he fully reacted, and then said a little stiffly, "Why are you up? Don't you want to sleep for a while?"

Yan Ziqian frowned slightly, and laughed twice in his heart, but he still responded calmly, "Today is Monday, I have to go to class later..."

"Going to class?" Yan's father was even more confused now. He looked at the firmness in Yan Ziqian's eyes in panic, and the moment he frowned and thought, the strongest brain that had been down for many days instantly resumed operation, completely After reacting, he nodded calmly in response, then picked up the purple potato porridge on the stove and walked to the dining table...

Tong's mother was also very surprised. The moment she looked at Yan's father, she understood the meaning conveyed by his eyes. She brought out the custard quicksand bun specially prepared for Yan Ziqian from the steamer and put it on the dining table closest to him. , the moment he raised his eyes and looked at him, those eyes filled with apology and distress were moist again...

Yan Ziqian could see the flicker in Mama Tong's eyes. He licked his lips and didn't respond. He just instinctively picked up a custard quicksand bag and ate it...

Mother Tong put the peeled boiled egg into Yan Ziqian's bowl. She was a little panicked like a child who had done something wrong. After thinking for a while, she breathed out lightly, and took the Pick up a boiled egg and peel it quietly...

Yan Ziqian watched Tong's mother's movements and frowned fiercely. After sighing in his heart, he involuntarily turned his gaze to the position on his right. The empty chair and table made him feel really uncomfortable, so he bit it hard. Biting his lip, he endured the overwhelming pain in his heart, then stood up, and resolutely walked into the kitchen...

Although Yan's father and Tong's mother were puzzled, they didn't ask any questions. They just glanced at Yan Ziqian's figure, not daring to look directly at him, and couldn't restrain their curiosity...

Half a minute later, Yan Ziqian walked out of the kitchen, but there was an extra pair of clean dishes in his hand...

Without hesitation, he put the bowl and chopsticks on Tong Yu's place. Yan Ziqian had a nice smile on his face, and he used practical actions to tell Yan's father and Tong's mother that although Tong Yu had left, he still existed. In his heart, there is Tong Yu's shadow in this family, and there is still Tong Yu's place...

Mother Tong looked at the clean bowls and chopsticks and tears filled her eyes instantly. She lowered her head and sobbed softly, her heart was full of resentment towards herself. She attributed everything to herself. In her heart, the two children In a situation where the world is far apart, she is undoubtedly the one who deserves to die...

Yan Ziqian didn't need to look to know that Mama Tong must be in tears. He raised his eyebrows and glanced in Mama Tong's direction, bit his back molars hard, and then finally said with determination, "Mom, I want to eat egg custard..."

Mother Tong didn't react at first, she quickly wiped the tears off her face, and responded casually, "Eat egg custard? Then go..."

'What?mom? '

It wasn't until Mother Tong fully realized that Father Yan and Yan Ziqian were looking at her in unison. The excitement on Yan's father's face was beyond words, and Yan Ziqian's slightly dodging gaze was full of panic. with expectations...

Seeing that Tong's mother didn't respond at all, Yan Ziqian just stared at him blankly, his anxious heart became even more panicked, after pursing his lips, he raised his voice but repeated complainingly, "Mom, I want to Eating egg custard..."

This time, Mama Tong's reaction was extremely fast. She stood up instantly and nodded to Yan Ziqian in response, and then said softly with her teary eyes, "Mom will make it for you, it will be ready in 10 minutes, and it will be ready soon." good..."

"Mom..." Just as Tong's mother was about to turn around, Yan Ziqian added in a reminder, "Don't put milk in Tong Yu's bowl..."

Mama Tong was taken aback for a moment, but then nodded calmly, "Got it, Mom hasn't forgotten..." After finishing speaking, she turned around and entered the kitchen impatiently, and closed the kitchen door tightly as if she was stealing her ears...

Yan Ziqian laughed softly watching Mama Tong's frightened yet cute behavior, but the tears rolled down his cheeks like broken beads...

He finally called out, he waited for ten years, and finally had a mother...

Lowering the corners of his eyes to resist the emotions that had already broken through the barrier, he looked at the boiled eggs in the bowl, picked them up without hesitation and threw them into his mouth, his cheeks were stuffed and bulging, but his lips kept trembling Still can't hide it...

Yan Ziqian listens to Tong Yu's words the most, as long as Tong Yu says it, he will definitely listen...

With four years of leaving, Tong Yu fulfilled everyone. He was the one who gave Yan Ziqian a mother, and he helped Yan Ziqian fulfill the most extravagant dream of his life. All the requests made, it's a no-brainer...

He only waited for the reunion four years later, he was unrestrained but still full of expressions, and his young man also had a smile on his face like a ray of sunshine. When they looked at each other with a smile, they returned to his life and told about the past four years. All the missing memories of each other...