Drug addiction

Yan Ziqian thought about it all day on Friday, he felt that he really couldn't face Tong Yu...

He was actually not worried that Tong Yu would tell Mama Tong about this, because if he hadn't planned to hide it from the beginning, there would be no need to say those harsh words to himself...

So, he wasn't afraid, he just couldn't face Tong Yu...

So after school on Friday, he went home and confessed, and took his game equipment and hid at Wang Yuning's house...

On Saturday morning, Xu Qin picked him up and went to the suburbs to play a game with Wang Yuning. After the game, Yan Ziqian didn't go home directly, but went to Xu Qin's bar until after eleven o'clock in the evening. It's not easy to drink, coupled with being upset, the mood is even more irritable... Seeing Wang Yuning drinking more and more, his tongue is getting bigger and bigger, so he had to be sent home.

He really doesn't want to take care of a drunkard, and he hasn't been home for a day and a night. If this continues, I'm afraid he will continue to escape... And the most important thing is that he can't explain to his father...

Therefore, after throwing Wang Yuning on the sofa, Yan Ziqian went home...and when he got home, it was already 12:30 in the morning.

Tiptoing into the bedroom, looking at the darkness around him, the suppressed emotions suddenly poured out, Yan Ziqian sighed softly, took off all his clothes and went to bed, didn't even take a shower...

The next morning, he was woken up by a call from Xie Lei...

He didn't know whether he hung up three times or four times, but the grandson seemed determined to fight against him, he kept hitting, he kept hitting...

Fuck, what a fucking annoyance, Yan Ziqian wants to curse...

"If you fart, let it go..." He answered the phone and roared impolitely.

"You haven't gotten up yet?" Xie Lei's tone was full of dissatisfaction, he pursed his lips and continued, "What time did you arrive home last night?"

"12:30..." Yan Ziqian didn't open his eyes, but just put the phone on the pillow, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

"Drink with Ning'er?" Xie Lei seemed to be testing.

"Brother Qin, can you let me drink it..." Yan Ziqian yawned, and continued, "Ning'er and a bunch of girls drank it... until the end of the drink, his tongue got fucking big."

Xie Lei chuckled lightly, "You fucking mess with this, why don't you go to the bar if you don't drink?" After finishing speaking, he told Yan Ziqian helplessly, "Ning'er is finished this time..."

Yan Ziqian got up abruptly when he heard this, and quickly asked, "Xiao Ning'er? What's wrong with him?"

Xie Lei snorted softly, and then said, "If you want me to say that this grandson is unlucky enough, you said his parents have been doing business in Shijiazhuang all year round, so last night he wanted to go home to see his son on a whim, but as soon as he entered the door, he saw our Ning'er Sleeping on the couch, smelling of alcohol, and on top of that, fucking lipstick all over her face and neck..."

Yan Ziqian frowned and pursed his lips, and said hesitantly, "I did throw him on the sofa last night and left, but I didn't pay attention to see if there were any lipstick marks on his face...but... ..." Yan Ziqian recalled it for a while, and said with some uncertainty, "The women who drank with Ning Er last night were indeed crazy..."

"I've been chatting with Ning'er in the group all morning. He said that his father threw him into the toilet and took a cold shower, and then forced him to turn it on. The real owner of the lipstick marks on his face was found..." Xie Lei laughed while talking, "Ning'er told me that he doesn't even remember who the hell he kissed, so where can I find the rightful owner... .”

Yan Ziqian pursed his lips and leaned against the head of the bed, and said slightly jokingly, "Whoever makes him drink wine is like dying, and he won't listen to anyone who persuades him..."

"It's also..." Xie Lei listened to Yan Ziqian's words, and then said, "Just like drinking to him and behaving virtuously, he should be beaten up..."

Yan Ziqian chuckled, then raised his eyebrows and said, "You just talked about this when you came to me?"

"How can it be..." Xie Lei frowned, and then added as a matter of course, "The matter you asked me to ask has some clues..."

Upon hearing this, Yan Ziqian immediately became energetic, "Tell me..."

"There are not many things that I found out..." Xie Lei thought for a while, and then added, "Ma Chao and Tong Yu seem to have known each other since they were four or five years old, but they lost contact for several years. Listen to that kid Said that Ma Chao recognized Tong Yu on the first day of school..."

"And then?" Yan Ziqian asked coldly, and then added with some hesitation, "Ma Chao...is he threatening Tong Yu?"

Xie Lei on the other end of the phone pursed his lips, but still told the truth, "Yes..." After finishing speaking, he sighed, "Ma Chao robbed Tong Yu of some money, nearly 3000 yuan , and then forced Tong Yu to do homework for him...sometimes there were those little brats who followed him..."

"Damn it..." Yan Ziqian felt that he was going to be blown out of anger. It turned out that everything was going in the direction he imagined, and he was not bad at all...

"Qian'er, there is one more thing..." Xie Lei didn't know whether to say it or not, but after thinking twice, he decided to tell the truth, "The reason why Tong Yu let Ma Chao bully... seems to be because of his biological father. ..."

"Tong Yu's father?" Yan Ziqian was a bit at a loss, because he seemed to have never heard anyone mention about Tong Yu's biological father.

"I don't know the specific kid, but it should have something to do with his father..."

Yan Ziqian sighed, then nodded, "Okay, I see, thanks, Leizi..."

Xie Lei rolled his eyes, "There's a lot of fucking bullshit..." After finishing speaking, he quickly added as if he remembered something, "If you really want to thank me, give the little bun that my stepmother brought to you two days ago to my buddy." Bring a box..."

Yan Ziqian smiled lightly, "Okay, I'll bring it to you when I go to school tomorrow..." He said, "I'll call you Aunt Fang from now on, don't be an old stepmother, it's ugly..." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone Lost.

Yan Ziqian threw the phone on the bed, looked sideways at Tong Yu's bed, the bed was empty...

Sighing heavily, he found that his heart was also empty...

He didn't know where Tong Yu had gone, and he couldn't guess...Maybe, Tong Yu just didn't want to face himself...

Yan Ziqian thought so of course...

There was a feeling of emptiness in his stomach, Yan Ziqian touched his already hungry stomach, he only ate a pasta in the bar yesterday, and when he got home in the middle of the night, his chest was already on his back, not to mention , he slept for another ten hours...

So at this moment, his stomach is protesting against him...

Getting out of bed and walking out of the room, Yan Ziqian originally wanted to find something to eat in the refrigerator, but he saw Dad Yan sitting on the sofa watching TV.

Yan's father chuckled when he saw him, "I thought you had to sleep until the afternoon..."

Yan Ziqian looked at him questioningly, "I thought you had to go to the shop with Aunt Fang..."

"No, your Aunt Fang took Tong Yu to see a doctor..." Father Yan added calmly, "It's not convenient for me to go, so I'll just stay at home..."

"See a doctor?" Yan Ziqian panicked all of a sudden, he quickly sat next to Yan's father and asked, "What's wrong with Tong Yu? Is he sick or injured?"

"It's not...it's a psychiatrist..." Yan's father rolled his eyes at Yan Ziqian, "Although Tong Yu's illness can be controlled with medicine now, he still needs to be treated every week."

"Oh..." Yan Ziqian nodded, calmly let out a breath of relief.

Yan's father pursed his lips and stood up, went to the kitchen and put a bowl of pumpkin porridge in front of Yan Ziqian, "Your Aunt Fang left it for you, eat it soon..."

Yan Ziqian readily accepted, holding the bowl of porridge and absent-mindedly started eating...

"Father..." After a long time, Yan Ziqian still tentatively asked, "Can I ask you something?"

"You say..."

Yan's father has always been the best listener to Yan Ziqian's thoughts. He told himself ten years ago that no matter what he heard one day in the future, he should calmly resolve it with his child. The four words "calm and calm" are vividly interpreted...

Yan Ziqian put the porridge bowl on the tea table, and said slowly, "Can you tell me about Tong Yu's biological father?"

When Yan's father heard Yan Ziqian's words, his eyes were full of doubts. He thought about "Tong Yu's biological father..." After finishing speaking, he stared at Yan Ziqian's face full of curiosity, "Son, Did you hear something at school? About Tong Yu?"

"No..." Yan Ziqian lied calmly, this should be the first time he blatantly lied to Yan's father... "I'm just curious, it seems like I've never heard Tong Yu mention his biological father... .”

Yan's father nodded in understanding, and then said with lowered eyelids, "Tong Yu's biological father is in prison, and he went in before Tong Yu was born, and then divorced your aunt Fang. never saw him."

"Then...why?" Yan Ziqian continued to ask.

"Manslaughter..." Yan's father said calmly, and then said to Yan Ziqian, "I told you about this because I don't think it's necessary to hide it from you. Our father and son have always been transparent about everything. Yes, so I will tell you the truth about this matter, and of course I will say the ugly things first, you must not use this matter to slander Tong Yu, understand?"

"What kind of image does your son have in your heart?" Yan Ziqian became displeased, "will he attack others by exploiting their weaknesses?"

Yan's father pursed his lips, "I didn't mean that, I just reminded you kindly, why are you so sensitive..."

"That's why Tong Yu never mentioned his father..." So Ma Chao can use this incident to coerce him, and he can take advantage of his most fatal weakness to do bad things...Yan Ziqian thought of this , the heart full of vitality in his chest trembled suddenly...

Yan's father frowned and looked at him, and asked curiously in his tone, "You two... have a good relationship?"

Yan Ziqian glanced at Yan's father, then frowned a little far-fetchedly and said, "It's okay... I can barely talk..."

"If that's the case, then you are not bad, you are really good..." Yan's father rolled his eyes at Yan Ziqian, "He basically doesn't communicate with me and your aunt Fang."

"Really?" Yan Ziqian's heart warmed up, and he immediately burst into joy, "But he talked to me a lot, he told me about the things he wore glasses before, and the things about him admitting to the bed, and the other things. Yes..." Yan Ziqian searched in his mind, "And he helped me... taught me to do English exercises, and we did homework together..."

Damn, I almost slipped my tongue...

"He told you this?" Yan's father smiled lightly, then shook his head, "Then I'll take back what I just said..."

"What do you mean?" Yan Ziqian frowned, as if he had been poured cold water from his scalp to the soles of his feet...

"He told you he used to wear glasses, did he tell you why he doesn't wear them now?"

Yan Ziqian recalled for a second, "He said he broke it, so he didn't wear it..."

"It wasn't broken by himself, but when he was blocked by his classmates in the toilet, someone smashed him with a mop pole..." Father Yan looked at Yan Ziqian seriously, and then added "The broken lens left a 1.5cm gash on his left eyebrow, but the scar is already hidden in the eyebrow and you shouldn't be able to see it."

After hearing this, Yan Ziqian frowned tightly, his face was ugly, and he even breathed a little short of breath. He didn't realize this at all. When Tong Yu said this, he didn't damn it. perceive the truth of the matter.

"Also, you said he's obsessed with bed..." Yan's father curled his lips, and then chuckled, "It's because of his long-term insomnia caused by depression and anxiety..."

"Insomnia..." Yan Ziqian felt that he was really stupid. He knew that he had depression and everything that had happened to him, but he still believed the white lies he told him in an extremely naive manner. ..

Yan Ziqian suddenly thought of the way he saw Tong Yu sitting alone on the balcony a few nights, his face was very calm, as if nothing happened, thinking about it now, even Yan Ziqian was a little touched Oh... At that time, Tong Yu was overlooking the brightly lit Beijing city, but there was not even a single person around him who could speak his mind...

That's right, in Tong Yu's heart, as long as it doesn't involve Tong's mother, he is unwilling to say a word... Even during the most painful four years, he didn't even utter a single word have you been...

Therefore, to whom can Tong Yu confide the pain in his heart?

Is it the mother he protected by himself?Is it the stepfather who doesn't trust very much at this moment?Or is it Yan Ziqian, a bastard who is no different from those who bullied him?

Yan Ziqian was extremely annoyed, he closed his eyes with regret, and recalled the scene of hugging Tong Yu behind Tong Yu that night, now he wished that he had done nothing at that time, just simply hugged him He is fine, he can even sleep peacefully, so Tong Yu will feel better?Will their hearts be closer now?

People say 'There is nothing more sad than heart death', maybe this is the true portrayal of Tong Yu's heart, at that moment, his heart was already dead, no matter how sad he was, it was like dead ashes, painless and insensitive. ..