Drug addiction

"This is an application for dropping out of school, signed by the parents..." Li Huizi rolled his eyes at Li Bo's two protruding teeth, and turned his head inadvertently to see Xie Lei and Wang Yuning coming down the stairs ...

Li Bo reached out to take the paper handed over by Li Hui, looked at the extremely indifferent expression on his face, shook his head full of helplessness, pursed his lips and sighed, and said casually, "After the principal signs Contact your parents to come to the school to go through the formalities, just wait for the call..."

Before Li Huizi could look away from Xie Lei, he heard Li Bo say something like this, he nodded absent-mindedly, and then responded as a matter of course, "You don't need to contact my parents, your principal will take care of it for me..."

Li Bo was speechless for a moment. Li Huizi's defiant look really made him angry, but he dared not speak out. Feeling vented everywhere, he can only compete with the dropout application in his hand...

Attracted by the movements of Li Bo's hands, Li Huizi's eyebrows were full of disgust, he sighed in a low voice, and then asked, "I won't use it from tomorrow on, right?"

Li Bo, who was just about to turn around, froze on the spot when he heard his words, looked at him quietly for a few seconds, and then said in a tone full of helplessness, "You can go now... "

Hearing the resentment in his words, Li Huizi made up his mind to compete with him, so with a playful smile on the corner of his mouth, he said, "That's inappropriate, and I have to ask Teacher Li to write me a leave note. From the beginning to the end, if you look at you more, you will not be able to live without two taels of meat..."

Li Bo squinted his eyes to look at him, and after thinking for a moment, he said in a questioning tone, "Li Hui, I have always seen that you and Tong Yu are doing well. You have to go after he left, and you are still going to Los Angeles. Is there any relationship between the two families?"

Li Huizi understood the meaning of Li Bo's question, and he could hear the voice-over clearly. He has always disliked Li Bo, and naturally hated Li Bo's temperamental traits...

We all know that our little aunt Li's eyes can't be rubbed even a little bit of sand, but he is too lazy to argue with Li Bo, besides, Xie Lei and Wang Yuning are standing at the door of the second class now, and they have long been in the heart. Li Huizi, who guessed the reason of the second class very closely, doesn't have the time to waste time with this big buck tooth...

"Hmph..." Li Huizi didn't respond to his question. When he half rolled his eyes, he only let out a disdainful snort and turned to leave. Anyway, he would never meet this greasy old man again in his life. , 'Talk' is a rare treasure, if you can say a word less, you can say less...

All the way from the office door to the back door of Class [-], Li Huizi's eyes were on Xie Lei. Yes, he admitted that he had given up on Xie Lei, but he just couldn't control his eyes...

He just wanted to see it, and he did so openly, couldn't he?It's not illegal to look twice.

Xie Lei naturally had no time or mood to flirt with Li Huizi. He came to the second class for business, and it was quite a serious business...

Coincidentally, our little aunt Li has long guessed why he came here...

"Are you two looking for me?" Walking in front of the two of them, Li Huizi pursed her lips to hide her shy smile, and her affectionate Taohua couldn't stop staring at Xie Lei's slightly flushed face, which seemed to be trying to turn people away outside face...

Wang Yuning raised his eyebrows and looked at Li Huizi's inexplicably proud face, and then turned his eyes to the obvious resistance on Xie Lei's face. He was so embarrassed that he wanted to find a crack in the ground, cleared his throat to soothe his emotions, and then took the lead in facing Li Huizi said, "Well...Tong Yu isn't in the classroom? Where did he go?"

"Now?" Li Huizi tilted his head and thought for a while, then jokingly responded, "He should be in the sky..."

Xie Lei furrowed his brows when he heard this slightly awkward answer, and only dared to cast his gaze on Li Huizi's smiling face when he was in doubt, and then urged extremely complainingly, " Don't be foolish, Qian'er didn't come to class today, and no one replied to the two of them, where did they go?"

After listening to Xie Lei's words, Li Huizi told the two the truth with an indifferent smile on his face, "Tong Yu is now on the plane to Los Angeles, and your son Qianer... should be hiding in a corner of his house." I'm busy being sad..."

"What did you say?" Wang Yuning was the first one who was dumbfounded. The news was so shocking that he couldn't control himself for a while, and his questioning words resounded throughout the corridor...

In contrast, Xie Lei was still relatively calm, he was seriously thinking about the words that slipped out of Li Huizi's mouth, his slightly raised brows showed suspicion...

However, in fact, he had imagined a similar result. As Yan Ziqian's good brothers, he and Wang Yuning knew about the revelation of their relationship early in the morning; Dad and Tong's mother are indeed nothing to be afraid of, but the tough old man in his family is not easy to talk to. Yan Ziqian's status as the only Miaomiao of the five generations of the old Yan family is enough to make people feel anxious. Yu's nominal stepbrother relationship is so fucking messed up, it's almost a mess, how can an old man in his 70s and [-]s allow this kind of "kissing and kissing" to happen to him? Happened at home?

But Xie Lei also understood Yan Ziqian's character, if he showed that kind of energy that could turn the sky upside down, he might be able to fight his way out and win a lifeline for his relationship with Tong Yu, but this kind of The situation is minimal...

When Xie Lei first heard that Yan Ziqian said that he planned to reveal his plan to Tong Yu, his heart was beating all the time. He didn't know where Yan Ziqian's confidence came from, and he didn't understand the psychological torment the two of them were enduring, but He at least concluded that no matter which direction this matter will eventually develop, Yan Ziqian and Tong Yu's ending will not be too perfect, at least as far as the current situation is concerned...

Li Huizi rolled his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were full of helplessness. When he looked at the two of them again, he naturally explained, "Tong Yu went to Los Angeles to study, and he left secretly. Yan Ziqian should not be able to bear the blow." That's why I missed class..."

Wang Yuning shook his head instinctively and responded, "He is not absent from class, he is asking for leave. Yang Lele said that his father asked him for leave..."

But when Li Huizi heard this, he suddenly laughed suspiciously, and he frowned slightly and asked, "Then why are you two in such a hurry?"

"The key is that his mobile phone is turned off, and Tong Yu's mobile phone is also turned off..." Xie Lei only showed the anxiety on his face when he said this, and added with a fretful sigh, "I'm fucking I thought they had eloped..."

"Isn't it..." Li Huizi felt that he was not very kind, so he blatantly teased again, "I rushed to one, and the other missed..."

"That's not right..." Wang Yuning kept frowning and thinking, then looked at the slightly impatient expression on Li Huizi's face again and asked, "The night before yesterday, Qian'er was talking about Aunt Fang and sister-in-law Moved back on Monday, how did this change today? What happened?"

"I can't explain what happened to you in just one or two sentences. You only need to know three things now..." The impatient emotion on Li Huizi's face has reached the obvious level. He raised his eyebrows and eyes slightly After getting serious, he continued, "First, Tong Yu is gone; second, Yan Ziqian is down; third, do you two, Tie Ci, have to contribute something?"

Yes, for Yan Ziqian, the impact of Tong Yu's departure will never be less than the impact of any natural disaster in this world, so what about him who is under tremendous psychological pressure where?

Talk to Yan's father or Tong's mother?Even though the relationship between the family is very harmonious, to put it bluntly, Yan's father and Tong's mother are responsible for Tong Yu's departure. Maybe it's not the case, but in Yan Ziqian's heart, there will be such a thing 100% How could he easily tell Papa Yan and Mama Tong about the grievances in his heart?

Do you want to talk to Grandpa Yan?It's even more impossible, I'm afraid Grandpa Yan has already become a heinous villain in Yan Ziqian's heart who specializes in breaking up a beautiful marriage...

Who else?Li Huizi?Let alone whether these two people are familiar enough to confide in their hearts, the key is that even if Yan Ziqian is willing to tell Li Huizi what's on his mind, Li Huizi is not afraid to listen to him...

Yesterday afternoon, when Yan's father was going to take Yan Ziqian home from the airport, Li Huizi bit the bullet and handed the two diaries left by Tong Yu to Yan Ziqian's hands. Qian remembers the look in his eyes clearly, the vicious look full of resentment, as if he was about to swallow him alive, he is just 20 years old, he has not lived enough, he doesn't want to die in the fist of the firecracker Next, so, no matter who it is, he doesn't want to meet Yan Ziqian again... meet alone...

Xie Lei and Wang Yuning looked at each other, then nodded lightly and said, "Okay, we will go there after school..." After finishing speaking, he frowned and asked Li Huizi with hesitation, "Are you going?"

Li Huizi was naturally the one who was surprised. He raised his eyebrows and thought about it with hesitation on the surface, but a restless smile unexpectedly slipped from the corners of his tightly pursed lips, and he deliberately bit his tongue to control it. mood, and then said very reluctantly, "Okay, then my aunt will go and see him, and report his situation to Tong Yu by the way at night..."

The corners of Xie Lei's mouth twitched instantly when he heard this, and the smile on his face flashed and he quickly responded, "I'll wait for you at the stairs after school at night..."

Li Huizi raised his eyebrows as a response, and turned around and walked back to the classroom without hesitation, but the provocative eyebrows, as well as the moles in his eyes, were jumping happily...

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After school in the evening, the three of them met at the stairs on the second floor as agreed, and then went to Yan Ziqian's house together...

Along the way, Xie Lei and Wang Yuning were discussing how to comfort Yan Ziqian. Based on Yan Ziqian's character and mood at the moment, what words are comforting, what words are anger, and what words must never be said. The chirping was endless, although it was only 6 minutes, but Li Huizi also shouted 'help' in her heart...

But when they got to the door of Yan Ziqian's house, the two of them were dumbfounded in an instant, staring at the tightly closed anti-theft door and looking at each other in blank dismay, pretending that the matter of ringing the doorbell was comparable to that of the execution ground.

Li Huizi looked at the two of them for a while with a questioning expression on his face. He was about to ask, but Wang Yuning, who was at a loss, preempted him...

"Let's just come here empty-handed...isn't it good?"

Li Huizi almost fainted when he heard this, he frowned and looked at Wang Yuning in disbelief, then he cursed angrily, "Do you think you are here to visit?" The two stunned people raised their hands and pressed the doorbell of the anti-theft door, very simply...

The anti-theft door opened, Yan's father was a little surprised to see the three children standing at the door, but the reason why they appeared at the door was also ready to be revealed, Yan's father knew this, nodded slightly and turned sideways to invite them into the house. ..

Mama Tong, who was sitting on the sofa with a sad face, also stood up, looked at Papa Yan, then cast her eyes on the three children, opened her mouth and finally swallowed the words that had reached her lips, as if there were a thousand words The expression of hesitation and hesitation made people feel as if their heart would be pulled hard at a glance...

Li Huizi looked away from Mama Tong's face, turned her head to Yan's father and said, "Uncle, let's take a look at Yan Ziqian..."

Yan's father pointed to the doorway engraved with brown-red fist marks and said, "He is in the room..." After that, he didn't say anything more, but the sadness that was overflowing on the face with the marks of years was ready to come out. ...

Seeing this scene, Tong's mother seemed to be unable to bear it anymore. She stepped forward and grabbed Li Huizi's hand and held it gently in her palm, then begged with tears in her eyes, "Son, can you let him eat some food?" Something? Drink some water, since he came back yesterday afternoon, he hasn’t eaten a bite of food, he hasn’t drunk a drop of water, no matter how healthy a person is, he won’t be able to bear it..." After finishing speaking, he turned around and picked it up from the coffee table. A large bowl of fried rice with eggs was placed in front of Li Huizi, and the moment he pursed his lips lightly, tears rolled down his cheeks unsuspectingly, "Auntie, please, please persuade him to eat something, just take one bite, one bite is enough..."

Li Huizi frowned fiercely when she looked at Mama Tong, who was covering her face with tears. Mama Tong's teary eyes seemed to have some kind of magical power, allowing him to see his heart clearly at a glance, and sink into it at a glance.

Without hesitation, he held the big bowl in Mama Tong's hand, licked his lips and thought about it, but he shook his head slightly when he wanted to say something, and hid the comforting words in his heart...

Xie Lei strode to the door of the room, looked at the blood-stained fist mark on the door, swallowed fiercely, pressed down the doorknob and gently pushed the door open, the darkness broke into his eyes in an instant, and he felt a sense of security. Also fleeing at the same moment, he held back the cold sweat that kept coming out of his forehead, reached out and fumbled by the door for a while, and then pressed the switch...

The lights in the room turned on instantly, Xie Lei poked his head and carefully looked around for a week, but he didn't see the person he wanted to see...

Seeing the suspicion on Xie Lei's eyebrows, Mama Tong rang again in a crying voice, "He's in the bathroom..."

Xie Lei nodded lightly and walked in, pondered for a moment with lowered eyelids, then turned his head to Wang Yuning, raised his eyebrows and raised his chin as if pointing...

Wang Yuning understood his intention in an instant, without seeing the expressions on the faces of Yan's father and Tong's mother, and without even explaining, he closed the door firmly...

Xie Lei, who looked away from Wang Yuning's face, glanced at the half-hidden door of the bathroom. The other side of the transparent frosted glass was still dark. He tentatively pushed the door open, and then resolutely turned on the bathroom light with his fingertips. up...

Yan Ziqian was lying in the bathtub, and the moment the light came on, he woke up from his hard-won slumber after a brief sleep. He became familiar with the dark environment, and the strong light made his big eyes narrow together in an instant. , he tried to escape with his big hands in front of his eyes, but he didn't know whether he was avoiding the glare of the light or the reality of himself...

Xie Lei's furrowed brow conveyed the emotion of surprise, he walked quickly to Yan Ziqian's side, looked at the embarrassed good brother and sighed fiercely...

"Qian'er, I'm Xiao Ning'er, Qian'er..." Wang Yuning followed Xie Lei's footsteps and approached, reached out and gently pushed Yan Ziqian, who was still full of disappointment, without any imagination Helplessly dejected after the response...

"He is depressed but not blind..." Li Huizi said bluntly, the corners of his lips were pursed fiercely, as if he was venting his emotions...

In fact, even he himself didn't know why he was angry, but seeing Yan Ziqian, who was baptized as if he had experienced the end of the world, was in such a state of embarrassment at this moment, he couldn't get angry...

The mirror facing the bathroom door has long been broken. It should be the medium for Yan Ziqian to vent his emotions. The broken mirror with red marks is shocking. Li Huizi guessed that it should be blood, and Yan Ziqian was sitting outside the bathtub The hand full of scars also shows exactly this point.

Under the big hand full of scars, two notebooks were thrown there indiscriminately. They opened their arms without any scruples, and the white paper was full of neat handwriting...

But this is not the most terrible thing. What Li Huizi can't accept the most is the big idiot who is lying in the bathtub and burying himself in the pile of Tong Yu's clothes at this moment...

Li Huizi has always been able to afford to let go of his feelings, so naturally he couldn't get used to Yan Ziqian's distraught, desperate appearance. On the sink, after adding something in an extremely irritated tone, he turned and went back to the bedroom.

"Let him finish the meal, I'll wait for you outside..."

Wang Yuning turned back and looked at him, watching him go out as a matter of course, and then held the big bowl of egg fried rice in front of Yan Ziqian, expressing his feelings in a worried tone, "Qian, Eat something, my dad and Aunt Fang are worried about you..."

But how could Yan Ziqian, who was camped in the horns, easily listen to these worried words? He turned his expressionless face to the other side, and slowly turned his whole body to the side, facing Wang Yuning's face. Kindly turn a blind eye...

Seeing that he didn't respond, Xie Lei's worried expression became more intense. He was always staring at Yan Ziqian's eyes, which were filled to the brim, and complemented by the crimson eyes, it was full of the taste of death. ..

Sighing hard, Xie Lei patted him on the shoulder as a reminder, and then said cautiously, "Qian'er, don't torture yourself like this, Tong Yu cares about you so much, it hurts him to know... "

"Distressed? Distressed?" Yan Ziqian murmured and repeated. He didn't know what was in his mind. He pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled teasingly. He shook his head lightly and added with a sense of revenge, "Will he feel sorry for me? It's good to be distressed." , that's great, let him taste what it's like to feel distressed..."

"Qian'er..." Wang Yuning frowned fiercely, his words were full of helplessness...

But Yan Ziqian didn't care, he now... no, from the moment he learned that Tong Yu was about to leave, his whole heart was filled with Tong Yu's determined back, and the corner of his mouth was still hung. Laughing, but the laughing sound makes people creepy, the gloomy and cold background board is full of decadence and bewilderment, he wrapped the heart that was struggling on the verge of death in this laughter, and then it was full of hatred He gritted his back molars and continued, "The distress I always talked about before was not distress, it was just moaning without illness. I only realize the real distress now. It is probably all the feelings of a person in the second before death. ..”

Xie Lei frowned fiercely, showing the suppressed emotions that had nowhere to be released, and then comforted him again, "Qian'er, Tong Yu loves you very much, we all know this, and you know it too, there must be some reasons why he left... .”

Tears gushed out instantly, and poured down from the red and swollen eye sockets without staying for a moment. Yan Ziqian's brows tightly twisted into a rope were full of doubts, and his eyes filled with bewilderment were full of powerlessness. feel...

"Why can't he tell me? I'm his boyfriend, what can't he tell me?" The moment his emotions surged, the anger suppressed in his heart got out of control again, and the scar on Tong Yu's clothes Leilei's hands were clenched together suddenly, and the bloody flesh on the back of his hand oozes red liquid again. He fully felt the pleasure of the wound bursting, but the expression on his face was terribly sad, "We said that we would never hide anything from the other party again." The thing is, we said we would stay with each other forever, how could he break his promise? How could he leave me alone? How could he leave in a grand manner? He also left, everyone I loved Gone, everyone is gone, no one in this world wants me anymore..."

Xie Lei never untied the knot between Yan Ziqian's eyebrows from the moment Yan Ziqian opened his mouth. Seeing Yan Ziqian's extremely dejected look, his whole face wrinkled together. All the comforting words discussed on the road before were all Pale and feeble, he suddenly understood Yan Ziqian a bit. Maybe in his heart, Tong Yu's departure was exactly the same as the sudden departure of his biological mother many years ago...

Yan Ziqian couldn't accept such a parting, just like what he said to Tong Yu, the person who had left important traces in his life suddenly left without a sound, this discomfort made him want to die from the pain, Tong Yu once It filled his heart to the brim, but now even he is gone, he never wanted to touch that kind of flesh-and-blood pain, but he couldn't help but accept this extremely cruel reality.

In the past, Ms. Liu's departure cast an indelible shadow on Yan Ziqian's heart, leading to his aversion and resistance to sweets to this day;

Now, Tong Yu's departure is destined to bring unspeakable pain to Yan Ziqian, but there are too many sweet memories between him and Tong Yu before, and he has no way to get himself out of this pain. Get out, he can't...

Tong Yu has left traces in every corner of this room, Yan Ziqian can recall all the previous scenes just by looking at it, and his heart that cannot accept Tong Yu's departure is also unable to withstand any blows, he He wanted to escape, he wanted to avoid the sequelae left by Tong Yu's departure, but he just thought about it, he couldn't do it at all...

Tong Yu's departure made him lose his sense of security, and now as long as he thinks of this fact, his heart aches and he can't breathe...

Maybe, everything that Tong Yu left him was a tool for him to get rid of this cruel reality. He buried himself deeply in this virtual dream, and let the unique breath remaining on his clothes paralyze him. The lies he told himself forced him to believe again that Tong Yu didn't leave him, he just walked away for a while...

Four years is not a long time, but the days without Tong Yu are destined to be like years...

Four years is not a short time, but time flies by like a flick of a finger...

Only now did Yan Ziqian understand that when they parted downstairs at Tong Yu's house that day, why did his kisses, his words, his tears, including all his initiatives, all his demands, and all his madness during that whole day come from? Come...

What is the farewell?Is it an apology?Or compensation?

At this time, Yan Ziqian had been blinded by the complaints and lost his mind. He was only busy weeping silently for the heart full of holes in his chest, but he never considered that Tong Yu was holding back his heart. Bone-like pain, lonely mood when forced to smile...

So, what Tong Yu did that day was to say goodbye?Is it an apology?Or compensation?

No, at the time of parting, Tong Yu's thoughts and thoughts are all reluctance and helplessness...