Drug addiction

The farce that night ended with Yan Ziqian's lethargy and Tong's mother taking Tong Yu back to Haidian's house for a temporary stay...

It was almost eleven o'clock at night when the two of them entered the house. They left the house in a hurry and did not bring anything, only two pieces of clothes that fit and necessities of life.

In fact, Tong Yu didn't want to leave that house, Yan Ziqian hadn't woken up yet, he didn't know what terrible things would happen, he agreed to face it together, he didn't want to leave a message for Ziqian to be alone, likewise, he didn't want to be alone ...

He knew Tong's mother didn't want to leave either, Yan Ziqian's provocative mother hadn't left yet; Physically and mentally exhausted from the farce... As a daughter-in-law, as a wife, and even as the current hostess of this family, Mama Tong cannot and cannot leave...

But in the end, Yan's father opened his mouth. He asked Tong's mother to take Tong Yu with pale lips to the hospital to bandage the wound, and then returned to the house in Haidian to stay for a few days. After the matter in front of him was settled, he would pick up the two of them. return.

Regarding this decision, the reason Yan's father gave to Tong's mother was two words 'calm'...

But facing the ambiguous words of Yan's father, Tong Yu gradually lost his mind, because he didn't know whether the "calmness" in Yan's father was aimed at the two children or the relationship between Yan's father and Tong's mother...

Tong Yu was afraid of leaving Yan Ziqian, but he was even more afraid of breaking the relationship between Yan's father and Tong's mother...

The most terrible thing is that for this marriage that was on the verge of collapse, Tong Yu consciously took the position of the 'culprit'...

Tong's mother started to take care of Tong Yu alone when she was in her early twenties. After 20 years, she finally met the considerate, kind and understanding father Yan, so she couldn't let go of this man no matter what...

Mother Tong didn't know what she was thinking, but her thoughts were always in Tong Yu's heart...

From the day when the relationship with Yan Ziqian couldn't stop the car, Tong Yu has always harbored this kind of worry, and lived every minute and every second with great torment...

But fortunately, the family of four get along very harmoniously, Yan Ziqian loves him very much, coupled with the unexpected arrival of Tong's mother and Yan's father's love crystallization, these factors gradually let Tong Yu relax his vigilance, and also let him have a new life. An illusion that all relationships in this family are indestructible...

But at the end of today's farce, when Yan's father rubbed his forehead and said to Tong's mother, "You take Tong Yu back to Haidian's house for a few days", Tong Yu instantly woke up, and Yan's father's tone Still peaceful, but the disappointment that poured out of those fox eyes spread wordlessly to the corners of the eyes, and was also seen by the frowning Tong Yu...

It wasn't until that moment that he clearly realized the seriousness of this matter. The alarm bell that kept ringing in his heart was deafening. The sound seemed to remind Tong Yu that the relationship between him and Yan Ziqian was over; Unfortunately, the relationship between Mama Tong and Papa Yan will come to an end because of him...

But this was never the result he wanted to see. He wanted to be with Yan Ziqian, and he also wanted Mama Tong and Papa Yan to be happy for a lifetime...

But between the fish and the bear's paw, one can never have both, Tong Yu knows this well, but no matter what, she doesn't want to admit it...

"If there is such a day, he should leave Yan Ziqian quietly..."

Tong Yu vaccinated himself in his heart. He told himself the cruel result, but he couldn't convince himself at all...

He suddenly felt that he had done something wrong. Just three hours ago, when Yan Ziqian raised his neck and told Grandpa Yan fearlessly that he was a pervert, wouldn't it be good for him to pretend to be deaf and dumb?

'Good or not? '

At this moment, Tong Yu looked at Tong Mama who raised her hand and tore off the white cloth covering the sofa with teary eyes. When he lowered his eyelids, he asked his heart again, but there was still no answer...

Mother Tong folded the white cloth in her hand and put it aside, sighed as if she was relieved, and then sat on the sofa. She raised her head and cast her eyes on Tong Yu who was still standing at the door. The child who did something wrong, Tong's mother pulled a bitter smile on her lips, and then waved at him, "What are you doing standing there? Come and sit..."

The moment Tong Yu heard Tong's mother's voice, tears welled up in his eyes, and he sniffed hard, not wanting her to find out his embarrassment, so he still buried his head in his chest, walked over cautiously, and sat beside her. ..

Seeing Tong Yu's slightly trembling hair, Tong's mother felt a sudden pain in her heart. She pursed her lips and thought for a moment, and then said a little apologetically, "Mom is a little tired today and doesn't want to move. I will tidy up tomorrow. You have everything in the closet in your room." After a while, mom will help you change the bed sheet and quilt cover, so you should rest quickly, you have to go to school tomorrow..."

Tong Yu's mother's weak voice got into Tong Yu's ears, and he felt that his internal organs were all mixed together. He frowned fiercely to suppress the tears that gradually filled the corners of his eyes, and said as a reminder, "Mom, tomorrow is Saturday." ..."

Mother Tong raised her eyebrows immediately when she heard this, and nodded with a light smile like a self-deprecating smile after waking up from a dream, "I'm too busy today, I'm so confused..."

Eyes full of tears looked at Mama Tong's still smiling but exhausted face, Tong Yu sighed and said in a slightly trembling voice, "Mom, I'll just change the sheets and quilts by myself in a while, just rest, don't worry about it." I'm..."

"No, you won't change..." Mother Tong frowned and responded briefly before getting up...

"Mom..." A second before Mama Tong was about to take a step, the tears in Tong Yu's eyes finally burst. He sobbed softly to suppress his crying, but his cold hands firmly grasped the corner of Mama Tong's clothes. ...

The son grew up with her own eyes. Mother Tong is naturally the one who knows him best. She pursed her lips and sat back beside him gently. Mother Tong turned sideways to look at the teardrops that fell on the tip of his nose, and then turned her eyes away On the slightly thin side cheeks, she suddenly realized again, "Son, you haven't eaten yet..." After finishing speaking, she licked her lips and hesitated for a few seconds, then said apologetically, "There is nothing at home, we Let's order takeout..."

"Mom, I don't want to eat, I'm not hungry..." Tong Yu shook his head and rejected her proposal, his mottled tears kept flickering, and his furrowed brows seemed to indicate that the pair of already sparkling phoenix eyes would come back again. Chances of getting wet...

"No..." Tong's mother's tone was not a little bit tough. She took out her mobile phone and searched for nearby shops that were still open, but it didn't take long before she wrinkled her nose and looked at Tong Yu again with a look of embarrassment and said, "Too It's getting late, there are only crayfish and barbecue left, which one do you want to eat?"

Tong Yu swallowed his saliva, and the action of taking away the tears on his face with the back of his hand seemed informal, he looked at Tong's mother sincerely and sighed and responded, "Mom, I really can't eat, I just want to talk to you. ..”

Tong's mother saw clearly the tears falling from Tong Yu's eyes, each drop was full of firmness, after a moment's hesitation, she gently put the phone back on the coffee table, and Tong's mother once again turned her gaze to Tong Yu's writing. On his little face full of grievances, he reached out to caress the teardrops that fell on the corner of his lips, and then said in a tone full of pity, "What's the matter? What do you want to say to Mom?"

Tong Yu gritted her teeth to prevent the tears from destroying the carefully established emotional defense line, but when she looked up at Tong's mother for the first time, all the emotions rushed out, and the tears poured down again as if they couldn't stop...

"Mom, I'm sorry..." Even though it was vague, Tong Yu still apologized to Tong's mother over and over again, "I'm sorry, Mom, I'm sorry..."

Mother Tong frowned fiercely, facing the crying child, her heart ached to the extreme, she cast her eyes to the ceiling, let the tears flow back into her abdominal cavity silently, took a breath to adjust her emotions, and after doing this, she dared to Responding to Tong Yu, "My child, you did nothing wrong..." After saying this, she added a sentence like a deliberate reminder, "No one did anything wrong..."

But this slightly pale consolation didn't stop Tong Yu from crying, he still sobbed desperately and said, "But if it wasn't for me, Yan Ziqian wouldn't have clashed with Grandpa, and Uncle Yan wouldn't have kicked us out. ..”

'Driven out? '

This word made Tong's mother's heart tremble suddenly. She gritted her teeth and blocked the tears in her eyes again, and then responded decisively, "Tong Yu, you can hear what Mom said clearly. Your Uncle Yan didn't drive us away, he just It's just that we found a way to make us both face this matter calmly, and this way forced us to temporarily separate..."

Tong Yu didn't feel any better after listening to Tong's mother's words, he was still sobbing, but this time the brilliance pouring out of his eyes was mixed with a little uneasiness, "Mom, Uncle Yan... he won't ..." Tong Yu's brain full of knowledge kept running, he tried to find a word to replace the word 'divorce', and then continued tremblingly as if mustering courage, "I won't leave you alone Bar?"

Mother Tong understood what Tong Yu meant, and the pain in her heart was unspeakable, but there was an open-minded smile on the corner of her mouth, "He doesn't care what I can do? As long as you don't ignore me..."

"Mom, I won't leave you alone..." Almost immediately, Tong Yu reached out and grabbed Mama Tong's slender wrist to respond. He opened his teary eyes but firmly added, "I There is only you in my life, and I will never leave you alone..."

When Mother Tong heard what Tong Yu said, the smile on her face became more obvious. She lowered her eyes to think, and then said as a reminder, "You still have Ziqian, you can't forget Ziqian..."

Whenever Tong Yu thinks of the scene of Yan Ziqian falling on the cold tiles, his heart hurts like crazy. He uses his nails to pinch the flesh on his arm, but the tears on his face become more and more...

Seeing Tong Yu's heartbroken look, Tong's mother couldn't restrain the calm heart in her chest trembling. She pursed her lips hard, put her arms around Tong Yu's thin shoulders and patted gently, a moment later So he sorted out all his emotions and said calmly, "Tong Yu, love and not love are instinctive, there is no reason; when you love, you hug each other affectionately, and when you don't love, you wave your hands freely. The world is too big, our The palm is too small, there are things you like but can't hold, this is a very normal thing..."

Tong Yu is always thinking about what Tong's mother said in his mind. He can hear every word in the words clearly, but when they are connected together, it becomes a problem that he can't understand. He can't understand why he doesn't love and doesn't The reason; and he didn't know what the phrase "something that can't be held" in Mama Tong's words specifically refers to; but he saw one thing clearly, that is, when Mama Tong said this, she tried her best to conceal the emotions. Under the pupils full of despair, the obvious pessimism makes people fall into it at a glance...

Tong Yu returned to his room with tears still on his face, the light in the room was so bright that he couldn't open his eyes, he put his palms on his eyes to try to escape for a moment, and took away the remaining tears hanging on his eyelashes, but Mischievous tears escaped again through the fingers...

The tears that Tibet could not hold back this time were very pure, and they were all given to the person Tong Yu had been thinking about but had never heard from...

I took out my phone from my schoolbag and checked again. The lit phone screen told Tong Yu the truth, not to mention Yan Ziqian’s WeChat, there was not even a single message, only a picture of the two of them that Tong Yu set as the lock screen wallpaper. The group photo is there, what's even more ridiculous is that Yan Ziqian in this photo hasn't dared to show his face...

After unlocking the fingerprint and entering the WeChat interface, Tong Yu stared at Yan Ziqian's WeChat profile picture in a daze for a while, and after sighing, he clicked into Li Huizi's WeChat account, which he had also pinned to the top, and immediately followed up without hesitation. Video call selected...

At this time, Li Huizi had already taken a shower, and he was frowned on the sofa wrapped in a bath towel to compete with the newly purchased game. After hearing the phone ringing, he glanced cautiously. When it was Tong Yu, he raised his eyebrows in surprise, picked up the video call but threw the phone on the sofa, still concentrating on playing the game, but his tone was very sweet, and there was no trace of absent-mindedness ...

"Tongtong baby..." Li Huizi's face was so tense that it was scary, which is why he didn't point the phone camera at himself...

The moment he heard Li Huizi's voice, Tong Yu's eyes flickered and trembled uncontrollably. He sobbed softly, but he was so busy crying that he didn't give Li Huizi any response...

"Tongtong? Why don't you talk?" Li Huizi frowned slightly and asked, but his eyes still did not leave the flickering screen of the game console...

Tong Yu swallowed the tears that slipped into the corner of his mouth, the salty and astringent taste made him unbearable, he gritted his back molars but still said two words with a strong crying voice, "Huizi..."

But just these two words attracted Li Huizi's full attention. He immediately threw the game console in his hand aside, and when he picked up the phone and looked at the tearful little boy reflected on the screen, Li Huizi's face Pretending to be full of worries...

"What's wrong with you?" Li Huizi swallowed his saliva, frowned and stared at the frowning little face on the phone screen, and then asked naturally, "Did you quarrel with Yan Ziqian?"

Tong Yu lowered his head and shook his head in response, but those two thin lips that were busy trembling still didn't utter a single word...

Li Huizi was too familiar with Tong Yu's look of "shaking his head three times". He sighed and thought for a moment, and then he said tentatively, "Tell him that you are going to study abroad. ?”

"No..." Squeezed out the two words with a crying tone from between Tong Yu's teeth, and then there was no news again...

"Then what's the reason?" Li Huizi really didn't understand, why did this pair of poor little mandarin ducks always go wrong?Why is it so difficult for the two of them to stay together peacefully?

Tong Yu lowered his eyelids and thought quietly, then frowned fiercely and said bitterly, "Because of Yan Ziqian..."

"Yan Ziqian... his mother?" Li Huizi's tone was full of surprise and doubt. When he investigated Yan Ziqian, he did pull out information about his biological mother, but at that time all his attention was focused on her. On Yan Ziqian, so I didn't care about this woman who had been away from Yan Ziqian for ten years and had no relationship with him at all...

"Hmm..." Tong Yu nodded and still sobbed and hiccupped. He tried to calm down his uncontrollable shoulders, and then said in confusion, "Yan Ziqian found out Something about the two of us happened, and I told my grandfather about it, now the whole family knows about it, and Yan Ziqian was beaten unconscious by his father..."

In fact, regarding the fact that Ms. Liu discovered the relationship between the two, Tong Yu's conjecture is absolutely well-founded...

Mama Tong was the first to be ruled out of suspicion; followed by Grandpa Yan and Papa Yan, but no matter who of the two knew about this, they probably wouldn't specifically inform Ms. Liu...

This matter has nothing to do with tacit understanding, it's just that there is no reason to inform her...

Therefore, there is only one position in this logical chain that is suitable for Ms. Liu, and this position is called the 'instigator'...

Tong Yu has enough brains, as long as it has nothing to do with Tong's mother and Yan Ziqian, he can instantly comprehend its meaning. Therefore, when it comes to the exposure of their relationship, he figured out the whole story early on.. .

"Damn..." Li Huizi raised his brows and eyes full of surprise, and he joked to the phone screen in an incredible tone, "I knew before that Mr. Yan is tough, but I didn't expect Yan Ziqian's father to be like this." man..."

"Li Huizi, are you going too far?" Tong Yu had no choice but to face his best friend who had completely misunderstood the point. He sniffed hard. He didn't know whether it was because he cried too much or because Li Huizi was angry. I feel like my brain is 'buzzing' with his anger...

Li Huizi, who noticed Tong Yu's stern face immediately, became obedient in an instant. He straightened his face and asked solemnly, "Then what? Then what should I do?"

"Then..." Tong Yu looked around his room for a week, and when he turned his eyes to the phone screen, the hot tears in his eyes instantly covered his face. Expressed his concerns, "Huizi, I'm afraid that Yan Ziqian's father and mother will divorce..."

After hearing Tong Yu's words clearly, Li Huizi's eyes widened instantly. He carefully observed every expression on Tong Yu's face, and the melancholy eyes in frustration seemed to tell him clearly that Tong Yu's worries were definitely not out of nowhere...