Drug addiction

At this time, the city of Beijing is in May, which seems to be the most comfortable time of the year. The willows are sprouting and the wind is rising. The day is undoubtedly exciting and joyful...

Yan Ziqian's body is hot, and the sun can't bear it when the sun is big, so he changed into summer short-sleeves long ago; but Tong Yu is cold, even if the sun is scorching at noon, he still has to wear short-sleeved clothes. Thin and not thick jacket blessing...

Just like when the two of them went out tonight, Yan Ziqian was afraid that the temperature would be low at night, so he coaxed Tong Yu into wearing a denim jacket...

Tong Yu complained a little in his heart, feeling that he was doing too much, but there was a smile on his face from the beginning to the end, and the warmth in his heart never dissipated...

But now, the inexplicable severe cold has dissipated the little temperature left on the apex of his heart. He has no memory of taking off the denim jacket on his body, but the cold air is eroding unscrupulously from the outside to the inside. The willpower of the defeated soldier forced him to open his sleepy eyes, his trembling teeth jumped involuntarily, his eyelids were trembling from the cold...

Instinctively rubbing his eyes, the coldness that caught his eyes made his heart tremble completely. There is nothing superfluous in this space of about forty square meters square, and everything he sees is frost...

No, no, that's not accurate...

To be precise, there is also Yan Ziqian who was randomly thrown on a piece of frost not far away...

Tong Yu didn't even have time to swallow her saliva, so she staggered to Yan Ziqian's side, and the moment she knelt beside him, Tong Yu realized that his face was covered with bruises, the blood at the corner of his mouth had already dried up, and his lips were light. lightly trembling and bloodless...

"Yan Ziqian... Yan Ziqian..." Holding his shoulders and letting him lean into his arms, Tong Yu called his name over and over again, tears had already wet his cheeks, and the white gas exhaled from his mouth It disappeared the moment it touched the tip of Yan Ziqian's nose...

But the cold still enveloped the whole body as always...

He lowered his head and thought for a moment, then he instinctively touched his pocket, and after his heart skipped a beat, he put his hand into the pocket of Yan Ziqian's jeans, but it was still empty...

Looking up again, seeing that Yan Ziqian still hadn't improved, Tong Yu wiped away the tears on his face, carefully placed him back on the icy frost, and immediately ran to the door covered with rime, hands free. With a little hesitation, he grabbed the iron doorknob...

The coolness in the palm of his hand hit his heart, Tong Yu frowned fiercely, but his hands did not relax a bit, he exhausted all the strength in his body, tried all the tricks in his mind, but the cold 'ice cube' in front of him still remained motionless ...

He took a deep breath, his already numb and trembling hands finally made up his mind to get rid of the hostile coldness, and when he was downcast, Tong Yu saw that there was a trace of the denim jacket on his chest for some reason. Outrageous red...

In just a split second, his heart trembled more violently, and he immediately turned his head to look at the person who was sleeping peacefully on the frozen ground. When the hot tears in his phoenix eyes were rushing, he was surprised in the air with his big eyes slowly revealing their watery light. collision...

"Yan Ziqian..." Tong Yu ran again and knelt down beside him without hesitation, helped up his uncontrollably trembling body, resisted the pain in his heart, and carefully reached his body with his hands At the back of his head, when he turned his gaze to the palm, his frown deepened, because the red color that filled the entire palm was shocking...

"Baby, I hurt so much..." Yan Ziqian's voice trembled unbearably, he leaned weakly against Tong Yu's arms, and slowly touched his left rib with his big hand that seemed to have no extra strength...

Tong Yu panicked instantly when he heard this, and quickly covered his big hand with his cool palm after swallowing his saliva...

"It hurts, it hurts..." Yan Ziqian's handsome face twisted together, beads of sweat instantly condensed on his forehead slipped down the corner of his forehead, he kept gasping, his eyes wandered aimlessly, and then he Resisting the pain, he squeezed out a few words from between his teeth, "The rib... seems to be broken..."

Hearing this, Tong Yu quickly raised his hand without injecting any strength, and when he pursed his lips lightly, he quickly took off the denim jacket on his body and resolutely covered Yan Ziqian...

It wasn't until then that Yan Ziqian forcibly raised his eyelids that kept fighting and looked at Tong Yu. Seeing the tear stains on his face and the obvious palm prints on his pale face, Yan Ziqian's heart was instantly pulled together, and he tensed up. Then there was the pain of being whipped with a whip dipped in cold water...

I don't know whether it's the cold or the heartache, Yan Ziqian's heart that kept churning violently trembled, and even with his hands that he couldn't restrain himself, he raised his brows slightly and frowned hard. This time, his destination was Tong Yu's face. Tears of helplessness...

Tong Yu closed his eyes and let the hot tears that kept overflowing from his eyes fall down again, then reached out and took Yan Ziqian's big hand that had just touched his side cheek into his palm...

Tong Yu's body is cold, and his palms are always cold, which is not surprising; but Yan Ziqian, who used to have warm palms, now seems to be wrapped in a piece of ice...

"Yan Ziqian, what's wrong with you?" Tong Yu couldn't help shivering and asked anxiously before he could deal with the warm tears in the corner of his eyes.

"I'm fine baby, I'm fine..." Yan Ziqian simply comforted him, then frowned and closed his eyes, pretending to be calm and annoyed, "I regret it, I regret it... I shouldn't have brought you here..."

"If you don't bring me here, you want to carry it yourself, right? It's too late for you to say this now..." Tong Yu's angry words were mixed with some complaints, he lowered his eyelids and let the tears fall on his cold face After sniffing hard, he asked full of doubts, "Brother Qian, what's going on?"

Hearing these words, Yan Ziqian's handsome face tinged with sarcasm turned cold unexpectedly, and after a sneer, he cursed unceremoniously. He exhausted all his strength and spared no effort to provoke "Tian Zhi, I fuck your ancestors, if you can't beat me, just do this f*cking trick, if you really have a hard time, just f*ckingly compete in the boxing ring, and you are a fucking man when you secretly slander me?"

Tong Yu looked at Yan Ziqian's cheek full of anger, and then cast his eyes to the side ribs under the denim jacket covering his body, and he understood it instantly. While thinking with his eyelids down, Tong Yu Reach out to comfort the already messy jumping rhythm on his chest, then reach out to grab the slipped denim jacket and cover his shoulders calmly...

Taking a deep breath, Yan Ziqian seemed to be tired of shouting, he coughed twice, then turned his gaze to Tong Yu's calm face, and after thinking about it for a long time, he still hesitated and said, "Baby, I I won't lie to you, we may have to give our lives here this time..."

Tong Yu's heart fluttered suddenly, but his face was still extremely calm. He nodded slightly and looked at Yan Ziqian who was leaning in his arms. The expression on his face was simple and clear, but the tightly knit brows revealed an unusual meaning. , that is forbearance, restraint, complex emotions that are not humane...

In fact, he thought of this result as early as when Yan Ziqian started swearing at people. The man named Tian Zhi must not have a big heart to do this, and he heard Yan Ziqian say that Tian Zhi The boss and Xu Qin didn't deal with each other, that would get rid of Yan Ziqian and embarrass Xu Qin, so they would seize the opportunity to kill two birds with one stone, with his boss backing him, Tian Zhi would do this It's even more unscrupulous and unscrupulous...

Or this matter was simply done by Tian Zhi's boss...

But no matter what the reason is, it shouldn't affect the ending of him and Yan Ziqian in this cold storage...

Seeing that Tong Yu just stared at him blankly and didn't respond, Yan Ziqian swallowed his saliva and continued with a sad face, "Are you blaming me...?"

This sentence is an affirmative sentence in Yan Ziqian's mind, but it is an interrogative sentence in Tong Yu's heart...

Unexpectedly, when Tong Yu heard this sentence, he tilted his head and smiled lightly, he shivered unconsciously after pursing his lips, then turned his small face but responded calmly, "What do I blame you for? If you die, you will die, and I am not afraid of death, anyway, people will die sooner or later..."

Yan Ziqian was obviously taken aback by his easygoing, he opened his mouth in surprise but didn't know what to say in response...

Tong Yu could clearly see the suspicion and surprise in his eyes, pursed his lips and lowered his eyelids in thought, after sighing lightly, Tong Yu put his hands into the denim jacket, found Yan Ziqian's big hand and went Holding it in the palm of your hand without hesitation...

In fact, whether it is the way of tenderness in the hand or the way of relying on the two bodies, they are completely different from usual. In the relationship between the two, Yan Ziqian has always been the one that Tong Yu relies on, but now, whether it is willing or forced Either way, Tong Yu wants to be Yan Ziqian's support...

Tong Yu rested his chin on the top of Yan Ziqian's head, closed his eyes and calmed down, and then said as if commanding, "Yan Ziqian, if we can be rescued before freezing to death, then that's fine; but if things don't go as planned, you must Remember..." As he spoke, Tong Yu held Yan Ziqian's big hand and tightened his ten fingers, swallowed his saliva and continued with great determination, "I can't let go, I won't let you go, so you also Never let go..."

Yan Ziqian was amused by his firm tone, without asking any reason, he readily accepted Tong Yu's request, the unscrupulous cold that eroded his body caused him to frown severely, but he still responded dotingly on his mouth, "You know me I listen to your words the most, I will listen to whatever you say, and if you don’t let me let it go, I will never let it go..."

Tong Yu nodded lightly, tears burst into his eyes, but he tried not to cry out, quietly sobbing secretly, then bit his lips and said again, "Yan Ziqian, it doesn't matter whether you live or die, as long as you are by your side I'm not afraid of being around me, but I only have one request..." Tong Yu breathed out, the steam in his eyes couldn't hide at all, he stripped away the sadness suppressed in his heart, and then ordered again, "Lucky in the next life!" If you can still be a human being, you have to find me; even if you are not a human being or cannot be reincarnated, you have to find me... In a word, you have to find me, Yan Ziqian, do you remember?"

Yan Ziqian was trembling while listening to him talking, he felt that his blood was congealed, the pair of brothers called 'Eyelids' were fighting non-stop, and shrank back into Tong Yu's arms, he didn't A thought came to him, "There are so many people on earth, and there must be a lot of ghosts in the underworld. What should I do if I'm blind? What if I can't tell who is who?"

"It's okay, just rest for a while..." After saying this, Tong Yu thought for a moment, and then added like offering a treasure, "Or look at other places, the back of my head... Do you still remember that there is a lump on the back of my head?" Scar, a triangular scar, the one with this scar is me..."

Speaking of the scar, Yan Ziqian frowned fiercely in an instant, and his heart that had just fallen back trembled again. After pursing his lips, he took out a hand from Tong Yu's palm and reached out to his left side unexpectedly. His eyebrows, his fingertips slid across the faint traces, and he found the scar hidden between his eyebrows as expected, and his trembling hands came back under the denim jacket again. , and between the eyebrows, 1.5 cm..."

To be honest, from the moment Yan Ziqian touched his eyebrows, Tong Yu felt as if he had been acupunctured. He seriously recalled every time he and Yan Ziqian were alone and had physical contact, but he had no memory of this scar at all. ...

How did Yan Ziqian know that this scar existed?

After swallowing his saliva and forcing himself to calm down, Tong Yu turned his head sideways to look at the smug Yan Ziqian, the smile on his face was calm, but the slightly drooping corners of his lips were extremely intriguing...

"You..." Tong Yu forced himself to calm down, pursed his lips and asked hesitantly, "How did you know about this?"

"Actually, I know a lot more..." Yan Ziqian answered irrelevantly. He must have done it on purpose. After saying this, he lowered his eyelids and added in a very disappointed tone, "Tong Yu, what I know It's really quite a lot, but I dare not say it, let alone ask you, I can only wait for you to tell me, but... the feeling of hiding a secret in my heart is uncomfortable, Tong Yu, you must be the same. ..”

Facing Yan Ziqian's question, Tong Yu didn't respond, he just bit his lip hard, his face was already covered with tears but he still forced himself not to cry...

It is well known that Yan Ziqian can't hide things, but in order to take care of Tong Yu's emotions, he actually filled these secrets into his heart again and again, letting them roll infinitely in his heart that was similar to a shallow beach, But they are not allowed to hurt Tong Yu even a single bit...

Tong Yu is Yan Ziqian's treasure, and he once again confirmed this to Tong Yu...

Seeing that he didn't speak, Yan Ziqian sighed lightly and imitated his example and asked, "Baby, promise me something too..."

"Say, I promise you..." Tong Yu blurted out with tears still on her face...

Yan Ziqian smiled and rolled his eyes when he heard this, "You agreed before asking anything?"

"I promise you whatever you say..." Tong Yu replied firmly again...

Now the smile on Yan Ziqian's face became even stronger, he licked his lips intriguingly, and then said jokingly, "You can't forget me, in the next life, in the next life, no matter whether we can meet again, you Don’t forget about me; if you can’t do it, I’ll fuck your windows every day, I won’t scare you to death..."

Tears slipped down the corners of his lips unpreparedly, but there was a happy smile on his lips. Tong Yu breathed out a mouthful of white mist, lowered his head slightly to find a kiss on Yan Ziqian's side cheek, and then he kissed Yan Ziqian very tenderly. Nodding in response, "Okay, we must remember what we promised each other, I can't forget you, and you must find me..."

As soon as the words fell, Yan Ziqian's handsome face showed a slightly stiff smile, a big yawn unexpectedly, his whole body trembled, and then he continued jokingly saying, "Bao, you said that when we eat donkey meat on fire, Why didn't I expect that life would end so soon? It's already counting down and we didn't take it seriously..."

"It's okay..." Tong Yu sniffed to get rid of the ugly cry, and then responded with a comforting voice, "The last meal in life is with you, and you are the one who will accompany me to the end. I am satisfied." ..."

Yan Ziqian gritted his back molars and raised his eyebrows. He exerted all his strength to suppress the rushing emotions, but the hot tears were released inadvertently...

He knew that Tong Yu must have cried too, because the heart that was tightly attached to his back was beating very messily from the beginning to the end...

The lover is by their side, and the last scene in their life should be like this. They should treat death as home, but why do they still stubbornly hide their emotions?

This is unreasonable and unscientific, but tears seem to be the only reason and the only emotion they cannot restrain...

"Bao, do you have any regrets in this life?" After a long time, Yan Ziqian suddenly said this...

"Regret?" Tong Yu rubbed his face gently next to Yan Ziqian's ear, and after thinking for a moment, said in a slightly crying tone, "My regret is that I haven't seen the birth of little Douding in our mother's stomach. ..”

Hearing what he said, Yan Ziqian's mood was visibly fluctuating, he sighed with his eyelids downcast, then forced a smile and said in a funny way, "Baby, let's give that kid a name... .”

Tong Yu's eyes narrowed with a smile drove the hot tears to the smooth cheeks again, feeling Yan Ziqian's trembling body in his arms, the arms holding him tightened a lot in an instant, and then pampered "What do you want to name him?"

"Our father said that the boy's surname is our mother's, so the surname is Tong..." After finishing speaking, he pursed his lips, and added in an unbelievably trembling voice, "You know more words than me, so it's up to you Take it..."

Tong Yu sneered, sighed and responded in a natural tone, "Actually, I have already thought about it before. Didn't I say that this child is the bond between us, and the child is called 'Tong Yan', okay?"

"Tong Yan?" Yan Ziqian repeated, and then he chuckled as he agreed, "This name is really good, it sounds good and it's not a mouthful, and it includes our family..."

Tong Yu bit his lips hard to hold back the hot tears in his eyes, sobbed softly, and responded with a very lost voice, "Yes, Tong Yafang's Tong, Yan Cong's words..." After finishing speaking, he licked his lips Frowning, he added, "Tong Yu's Tong, Yan Ziqian's Yan..."

The tears in Yan Ziqian's eyes had already slid down his cheeks before he finished speaking, but this time he did not hide it unexpectedly, after sniffing his nose hard, he said unwillingly, "I'm so sad, your regret is so different from I have nothing to do..."

Tong Yu pursed his lips to hide the smile on his lips, closed his eyes and forced himself to calm down, then he asked a little absent-mindedly, "What about you? What is your regret?"

"Everything related to you but not done is a pity to me..." Yan Ziqian's gradually quiet voice was in direct proportion to his gradually weakening body. He sighed hard and looked at the white The mist in front of his eyes became more and more blurred. He seemed to have lost the strength to open his eyes, and his shoulders slumped as if discouraged. Yan Ziqian released the last trace of stubbornness in his chest, "Bao, I'm so cold, I feel like I can't hold on anymore, talk to me, I like to listen to you, I don't seem to be afraid of you..."

Isn't Tong Yu just holding on and waiting for the next second to come?His voice was trembling and sobbing, and he grasped the big hand that had lost strength in his palm, and Tong Yu said in an almost pleading tone, "Yan Ziqian, I will tell you whatever you want to hear, but don't sleep, I will Please don't sleep..." After finishing speaking, he raised his head high and let the tears flow down the corners of his eyes, and the already broken emotions were released involuntarily. No response, and then he begged again, "Yan Ziqian, don't die, I don't want you to die, what should I do if you die? Who will help me get ahead when others bully me? How can I sleep if you don't hug me?" ?Didn’t you promise me to take me abroad to get married? But you haven’t proposed to me yet, so you can’t die, Yan Ziqian, did you hear? You can’t die, wake up, wake up, count I beg you, wake up..."

Tong Yu's cries with an orderly tone were loud enough but still did not get any response from Yan Ziqian, and in fact, he had already reached the brink of collapse no matter whether it was his body or his willpower...

Yan Ziqian is Tong Yu's hope, this is what Tong Yu immediately recognized when he saw Yan Ziqian.And in this [-]-square-meter space, they completed the body or soul replacement from the inside out for the first time. This was the first time he felt a wonderful experience after having Yan Ziqian. Tong Yu had no scruples. Feeling the joy of being relied on by Yan Ziqian, although this joy is so beautiful that it is fleeting...

In fact, he was lucky. At least Yan Ziqian was with him in the best years. They cried, laughed, quarreled, and hurt...Although he felt regretful that he could not grow old forever, but in the dark There is still a voice saying, it tells Tong Yu, what a thing to show off to have Yan Ziqian in this life...

Tong Yu was still holding onto Yan Ziqian's big hand tightly when he was delirious. He couldn't even breathe, but the strength in his hand didn't relax...

That's right, he had already lost Yan Ziqian once on the flyover that year, and he must not lose it a second time...

Whether he is reluctant or unable to lose, in short, he cannot...