Drug addiction

The depressive emotions in his heart didn't know how to vent, Tong Yu could only sigh silently, for a whole day, he didn't say a word... no, he did, when eating at noon, the aunt in the cafeteria asked him if he wanted Soup, he said two words 'don't'...

In fact, he knew that Yan Ziqian should have come to the class once. After doing exercises in the morning, Tong Yu found that there was a bottle of drink and a box of fruit candies on his desk for no reason.

The person he is most familiar with in this school is probably Yan Ziqian...

But why did Yan Ziqian give him food?Doesn't he hate himself?

Tong Yu shook his head, with an ugly smile on the corner of his mouth, and then put all the drinks and candies back into the table pocket, but the sticky note under the candy box came into view...

Tong Yu leaned forward, staring curiously at some scrawled handwriting on the note...

'It's not poisonous, don't worry---say'

Yan Ziqian is such an idiot, if he apologizes, he apologizes, if he is nice, he won't say it properly...

Tong Yu lowered his eyelids and thought for a while, then threw the note into the trash bag...

Don't you mean you hate yourself?Then what are you doing here?Was it his father who told him?Or was she forced by her father?He felt sorry for himself, so he came to show his kindness?

The more Tong Yu thought about it, the angrier he became, he didn't want this kind of handouts and favors, he didn't need...

When school was over in the evening, Tong Yu deliberately stayed in the school bathroom for more than half an hour, and only after the entire teaching building had quieted down did he leave...

In fact, his mood is not difficult to understand. For Tong Yu, who refuses all social interactions, going home is undoubtedly the most relaxing thing for him. He is the only one at home, which makes him feel extremely free and comfortable... But this just before...

Now that place can't be called 'home', it's just a strange house, it's the suppressed emotions that wrap him, it's the hell that makes him desperate enough to cry but has to swallow tears...

Everything in that place does not belong to me...

Walking out of the school gate, Tong Yu was facing the scorching sunset, but he couldn't feel any warmth on his body. He had no mood swings at this time, it was very simple, what he would do next, he had no expectations at all... .

"Tong Yu?"

Just after crossing the road, he heard the voice from behind him. He felt a little familiar, so he turned his head as a matter of course.

"You?" Tong Yu was stunned for two seconds, looking at the man with a smirk in front of him, seriously recalling...

"You don't remember me?" He looked into Tong Yu's confused eyes, and then added, "I'm Ma Chao, have you forgotten?"

Tong Yu lowered his head and thought for two seconds, then, as if he remembered something, he stared at the person in front of him in panic, "Ma Chao..."

"That's right..." He looked Tong Yu up and down, with an inexplicable smile on his face all the time, "I saw you during recess yesterday, but I didn't dare to recognize you, I didn't expect us to be so destined, I ran into it again today..."

"Oh..." Tong Yu nodded slightly, but never looked at the expression on Ma Chao's face.

"Tong Yu, we haven't seen each other for ten years, right?" Ma Chao stared intently at the slightly nervous Tong Yu in front of him, and then added calmly, "After you and your mother left your cousin's house, , we never saw each other again, did we?"

'Cousin... cousin's house...'

Tong Yu bit his lip lightly, he never thought that he and Ma Chao would meet here, at this moment, all the pains of his childhood kept flashing in his mind like a movie...those dirty words , those disdainful eyes, those unequal encounters, those books thrown into the washing machine by his cousin, and his mother, the thin figure who knelt down for her own impulse...

Seeing that Tong Yu didn't answer him, Ma Chao asked again, "It's been so many years, do you still have contact with your cousin?"

Tong Yu swallowed, and shook his head cautiously.

"Actually, we don't have much contact with each other, but we met a few days ago before school started..." Ma Chao added casually, "He is now in the suburbs, where his father teaches. School goes to school..."

Tong Yu doesn't want to hear him talk about these things at all, all his thoughts now are to run away quickly... No matter the current environment or the person in front of him...

"Why don't I call him now and ask him to come back on the weekend, let's get together..." Ma Chao looked at the nervous expression on Tong Yu's face, and said tentatively.

"No..." Tong Yu quickly stopped, like a cat whose tail has been stepped on.

"What's wrong?" Ma Chao asked knowingly, and then said slightly complaining, "You don't still hate him, do you? It's been ten years, Tong Yu, why are you so narrow-minded?"

"I don't..." Tong Yu swallowed nervously, "I don't have time on weekends..."

"Success, let's talk about this..." After finishing speaking, Ma Chao pursed his lips and asked again, "Then you have time now, let's get together..." After finishing speaking, Ma Chao reached out and touched Tong Feather's shoulders...

Tong Yu's whole body trembled, he didn't even dare to move...

"It's fate that we can meet here, I will definitely treat you to a drink today..." Ma Chao hugged Tong Yu's shoulder tightly, not letting go at all.

"I can't do it today either..." Tong Yu shrugged uncomfortably, "I have to go home quickly..."

"What home are you going back to? The sun hasn't set yet..." Ma Chao chuckled, and then looked at Tong Yu's badge, "You used to be very studious, and you are still a good student now..."

Tong Yu pursed her lips and did not speak.

With a smile on Ma Chao's face, he looked at the milk tea shop next to him, and said, "Then, how about we drink milk tea?"

Tong Yu followed his gaze, then nodded slightly.

Ma Chao took the initiative to order two cups of mandarin ducks, but when he was paying the bill, he looked at Tong Yu for granted...

Tong Yu felt the meaning in his eyes, and then took out his wallet to pay for the milk tea.

Ma Chao smiled maliciously twice, and walked out of the milk tea shop with a straw in his mouth.

Tong Yu sighed softly, looked at the cup of lukewarm milk tea in his hand, he thought it was finally over...

But it's just that he thought...

Ma Chao obviously didn't intend to let Tong Yu go just like this. At the entrance of the milk tea shop, he made another unreasonable request, "Tong Yu, I have something to ask you."

Tong Yu frowned slightly, and asked softly, "You...what's the matter?"

"Brother is a little tight recently, I want to borrow some money from you..."

After listening to his words, Tong Yu's heart sank, he didn't know how to answer him "I... I don't have much money..."

"Don't be ridiculous..." Ma Chao sneered, "I saw it when you gave the milk tea money just now. You have a stack of red ones in your wallet. You don't have any money?"

Tong Yu bit his lip fiercely, it turned out that everything was really as he imagined, no matter when, what happened to him would never change at all...

It was and it is now...

Seeing that he didn't speak, Ma Chao took a big sip of milk tea, and then pretended to say casually, "I know you and your mother are having a hard time, but... your father should be coming out soon... still Ten years, right?" After finishing speaking, he stared at Tong Yu's teary eyes, "How did your dad get in? Let me think about it..."

"Stop talking..." Tong Yu frowned, stopped him with trembling lips, and then pulled out all the money in his wallet and threw it into Ma Chao's arms.

The next second, he turned around, he didn't want to see this person for a moment...

Ma Chao smiled lightly, and put all the money into his pocket, but the other hand was firmly pulling Tong Yu's schoolbag strap to prevent him from leaving...

"Boom..." Tong Yu was almost dragged to the ground by Ma Chao, and the strap of his schoolbag was ruthlessly torn...

"Yo, I'm really sorry, my hand strength is too strong..." Ma Chao said to Tong Yu without shame, "We are considered young, please leave a contact information..."

Tong Yu frowned uncomfortably, knowing what he would face once he was entangled, so he just looked at Ma Chao quietly and didn't move...

"Okay..." Ma Chao looked at him sideways, "Then I will go to your class to find you...you are in the second class, right..."

Tong Yu closed his eyes and lowered his head, the string in his mind was broken, and the nervous and broken emotions flooded him, but he couldn't show the slightest...

He quietly took out his mobile phone and called the number Ma Chao gave him...

Ma Chao looked at the phone number displayed on the vibrating mobile phone in his hand, then looked at Tong Yu with a sad face, and wrote three words in the name column without hesitation---Grandpa Mao...

He ran back home, Tong Yu never imagined that during the 6 minutes between the school gate and this house, all the past he thought he had forgotten had passed through his mind once, every frame don't fall...

Pushing open the door of the room like crazy, and walking in with a dazed look...

Yan Ziqian was sitting on the bed playing with his mobile phone, he was really frightened by the sudden noise, and gave him a whining look, but he didn't look back.

"Why did you come back so late, where did you go?" Yan Ziqian pretended to be casual and opened his mouth after pondering for a long time.

Tong Yu sat motionless by the desk, holding the schoolbag tightly with both arms, trembling slightly...

"Where did you go, why don't you tell me? I've been waiting for you..." Yan Ziqian seemed to be discouraged suddenly, rubbing his hair irritably, he couldn't continue...

Because he didn't want Tong Yu to know that he went to Tong Yu's class after school, and wanted to create a chance encounter, but he didn't see Tong Yu's figure;

I also don't want Tong Yu to know that after he trot home, when he looked at the empty room, he had the unconcealed loneliness and disappointment on his face;

He didn't want Tong Yu to know that he just sat on the bed stupidly, holding the phone in his hand, and waited silently for Tong Yu for nearly two hours...

In such a rapidly developing information age, Yan Ziqian holds a smartphone in his hand. He can make calls, chat on WeChat, check the news, and play games... But he just doesn't know where Tong Yu is. ...

This feeling makes him hate, hate to the extreme...

"I can't tell you..." Tong Yu didn't want him to ask any more questions, so he replied dully.

But with such a simple sentence, Yan Ziqian's heart suddenly rose to his throat, because he heard a slight cry in Tong Yu's voice...

Fuck, Tong Yu is crying...

Yan Ziqian hurriedly got out of bed, walked to Tong Yu's side, looked at the poor little girl in front of him who kept falling tears, and frowned tightly, "What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

Tong Yu hastily wiped his face with his hands indiscriminately, then shook his head...

Now Yan Ziqian was even more anxious, he sat at the end of Tong Yu's bed, his tone was a bit flustered, "Can we make a deal? Who bullied you?"

Tong Yu still just shook his head, "No one bullied me..."

Hearing this, Yan Ziqian narrowed his eyes suspiciously, and looked at him critically, "What happened today? Can't you tell me too? I've already..."

This time Yan Ziqian learned to be smart, he had to think before he spoke...

'Already petted your bird...'

But Yan Ziqian can only think about this in his heart, he has no face to say...

But I didn't expect that Tong Yu looked at him pitifully with teary eyes blinking, and then said aggrievedly, "I'm thankful that you don't bully me..."

"Fuck..." Yan Ziqian had never been wronged like this before, he felt like he had punched cotton.

"Don't ask, nothing happened..." Tong Yu suddenly turned around to face Yan Ziqian, with urgency and warning in his tone, "Don't tell Uncle Yan about this, and don't tell my mother either. ..."

"Ah?" Yan Ziqian frowned, Tong Yu's words made him feel strange...

"You promise me..." Tong Yu's face was full of tears, and he stomped his feet anxiously, "If you tell me, I...I'll tell them what happened last night..." After Tong Yu said harsh words, He dropped the schoolbag in his arms and hurriedly hid in the bathroom...

Yan Ziqian looked at the trembling figure, only felt the throbbing pain in his temples, and looked away suspiciously, but saw the schoolbag thrown aside, the strap on one side was broken, drooping in embarrassment on the ground...

Yan Ziqian's face became darker and darker as he carefully inspected the fracture of the schoolbag strap.

"Then he said nothing happened? Then you broke the strap yourself?" Yan Ziqian didn't dare to ask Tong Yu, he just muttered in a low voice.

Yan Ziqian went through all the people who might bully Tong Yu in No. [-] Middle School in his mind, and then rubbed his eyebrows irritably. He felt that his brain was about to explode...

Fuck it, I can't count it...