Drug addiction

'attic?The attic with a ceiling height of only 1.5 meters? '

Tong Yu frowned even deeper, and he asked without hesitation, "Why? Why did you move to the attic?"

Hearing his question, Yan Ziqian bit his lip hard, turned slightly sideways to look at his wrinkled face, and said calmly, "Tong Yu, it's me who didn't handle Xiang Rongxin's matter properly. Bastard, I know that no matter what I say or do, you won't be able to forgive me, but I still want to apologize to you, I'm sorry..." After he finished speaking, he licked his lips hesitantly, the thin tears in his eyes were obvious, But still suppressed the trembling heart and continued, "I know you don't want to talk to me, don't want to see me, and don't want to stay in the same space with me, so I'll move out, I'll move to the attic, I will try my best not to appear in front of you, and I will not bother you anymore, and I will not force you to do things you don’t want to do... I just beg you not to leave, I am worried about you living outside, and I am not in my heart if I can’t see you end..."

After hearing Yan Ziqian's words, Tong Yu's phoenix eyes were already filled with tears. He admitted that there was some heartache in it, but more of it was grievances and complaints...

His shoulders slumped as if he was discouraged. Tong Yu endured the pain that spread from his heart. The pain that had already spread all over his body almost made him suffocate. When he lowered his eyelids, the hot tears in his eyes slid down his cheeks silently , He didn't say a word, but there were thousands of words rushing in his heart, and all of them were dirty words that he had never heard from his mouth...

Tong Yu wanted to send all these swear words to this big idiot with a cute and pitiful face all over his face...

'You still want to move to the attic?Why don't you move to the cemetery? '

Seeing that Tong Yu lowered his head and did not speak, Yan Ziqian pursed his lips, held up the transparent glass box placed on the desk with both hands hesitantly, and quietly looked at the pair of brown boxing gloves lying inside, For a moment, tears blurred his vision...

If that ring necklace is Yan Ziqian's promise of love to Tong Yu, then this birthday gift from the other side of the ocean is Tong Yu's love for Yan Ziqian...

This pair of gloves carried all of Tong Yu's hopes, and he handed over this hope to him without reservation, but he hurt this treasure who treated him wholeheartedly and believed in him unconditionally from beginning to end, and gave him everything My hope was trampled into the mud...

He knew he was wrong, and he finally understood the meaning of the words 'too late to regret'...

Tong Yu looked at Yan Ziqian's face full of annoyance and reluctance, and then looked at the glass box that had been wiped over and over again with his thumb, his heart trembled suddenly...

Yan Ziqian sniffed, forced himself to let out a deep breath as if to relax, then raised his big eyes that were glistening with tears, looked at Tong Yu and said, "This...I'll give it back to you..." , held the glass box in his hand in front of Tong Yu, and added in a trembling voice, "I am not worthy of it, and I am not worthy of you..."

Tong Yu's brows were furrowed into one place, and he was staring at Yan Ziqian's teary eyes that would burst at any moment, those eye sockets filled with lonely emotions, full of injuries...

Full of anger swept through the whole heart in an instant, and there was still a little bit of grievance in his heart. Tong Yu gave him a hard look, then looked at the glass box in front of him, squeezed the corners of his mouth, snatched it away and hated it. Fell on the bed in hate...

Faced with Tong Yu's sudden movement, Yan Ziqian gulped his saliva, looking away from the glass box that was turned over on the bed in surprise, and when he looked at Tong Yu again, hot tears had already covered his cheeks. ..

"Why did you give it back to me? What's the use of it? If it doesn't match, we are not mobile phones and chargers..." The grievances surged up infinitely, and gathered on the pair that had already turned slightly red. In the eyes of the phoenix, Tong Yu cried bitterly, unscrupulously venting all the bad emotions during this period of time, forbearance, restraint, and suppression. In fact, he was already quietly wandering on the verge of collapse...

Seeing the crying baby, Yan Ziqian felt extremely distressed, and wanted to wipe away the tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, but he found that the cute girl in front of him was becoming more and more blurred...

"precious..."

"Don't touch me..." It was the one who cruelly knocked off the big hand covering the side cheek, and the warmth conveyed by the palm disappeared in an instant, Tong Yu raised tears and looked at Yan Ziqian's pair of eyes full of disappointment His eyes were full, and he roared in despair, "Yan Ziqian, are you a fool? I'm back, don't you understand what it means?"

Yan Ziqian's heart felt as if it was suddenly grasped in the palm of his hand. The severe pain and suffocation made him frown. He forced himself to restrain his trembling hands, and gently held Tong Yu's hand in his arms. Zhang's small face was already covered with tears, and the cold tears were taken away by the warm fingertips, and those big eyes that made people confused and fascinated were already filled with heartache at this moment...

Feeling the warmth from Yan Ziqian's palm, Tong Yu stretched out his small cool hand and gently covered his big hand, but in the next second, the coolness emanating from the bottom of his heart invaded his whole body again, Tong Yu Yu shuddered fiercely, and desperately lowered her warm hand to her side, the brilliance in her phoenix eyes disappeared in an instant, leaving only tears in her eyes...

His heart is so cold, it seems that he can see white mist gas when he opens his mouth...

"Okay, you want to move away, right..." Tong Yu took a step back, his tear-filled face instantly separated from Yan Ziqian's increasingly warm hands, he nodded almost desperately, and then added, " Okay, then I'll move too..." After finishing speaking, he turned around and opened his wardrobe, and took his suitcase from the storage area on the upper floor.

At this time, Yan Ziqian seemed to be facing an enemy, he swallowed his saliva, and immediately walked behind him, asking with trembling lips, "Where are you moving?"

"You don't need to worry about it..." Tong Yu looked at him sideways, and yelled mercilessly in the face of all the doubts, "What right do you have to control me? You don't care where I move, and I don't have the right to do it either." It doesn't matter to me whether you move to the attic or not..."

"No, no..." Yan Ziqian held Tong Yu's hand holding the suitcase viciously, then met his cold eyes, shook his head desperately and said in a tone almost pleading "No, you can't go, don't go..."

"You can walk, why can't I? Leave me alone..." Tong Yu had never felt that she had so much strength, and she pulled Yan Ziqian's trembling hand away without hesitation, and opened it quickly. Zip the suitcase, and throw all the clothes in the closet into it...

This time Yan Ziqian became even more anxious, he threw the mess in the suitcase on the bed, then turned around, grabbed Tong Yu's shoulders with both hands, and pushed him against the wall...

Tong Yu bit her lip hard, wiped away the tears on her face indiscriminately, looked straight at Yan Ziqian's almost messy big eyes, and asked bluntly, "What do you want to do? Do you still want to slap me?" Fist isn't it?"

"No...not..." Yan Ziqian's heart trembled instantly. The baby who put the knife on his wrist that day seemed to be right in front of his eyes. That scene embarrassed him and made him regret even more...

The big hand holding Tong Yu withdrew its strength in an instant, but the trembling in the heart did not weaken at all, instead it seemed to intensify. Yan Ziqian had no choice but to hang his hand by his side without hesitation. clenched into a fist...

Yes, even if he regrets, who can he confide in?The embarrassment is entirely his own doing...

But Yan Ziqian didn't know, the moment his big hand left Tong Yu's thin shoulder, Tong Yu's whole heart trembled violently...

Frowning lightly, his heart that was on the verge of collapse added even more cracks, the panic in Yan Ziqian's eyes made him even more contradictory, and the unreconciledness that rushed like a torrent pushed him to the point of fearful defeat in an instant... .

Even so, he still tried without hesitation...

Biting his lip dissatisfied, Tong Yu said ruthlessly and provocatively, "Why can't I leave? It's a breakup anyway, what difference does it make if you go with me..."

"Break up?" Yan Ziqian frowned when he heard these two words. He closed his eyes to fully feel the pain spreading from his heart to his whole body. In the tender meat, the pain has not subsided and has risen again...

"Yes, break up..." Tong Yu seemed to be unable to bear it anymore. The time he told Yan Ziqian to break up was completely out of anger, but at this time he was clearly saying the two things together. He said the words, but he never thought about the consequences of saying these two words. Perhaps, the uncharacteristic Yan Ziqian made him panic to the extreme, so he said these angry words that violated the sincerity again and again...

Seeing Tong Yu's decisive attitude, Yan Ziqian felt even more heartbroken. He lowered his head and suppressed the anger that was about to break through the prison in his heart again...

"But I don't want to break up..." Yan Ziqian felt that this was not too much, he was just stating the facts...

"Don't you want to?" Tong Yu burst into tears immediately after hearing this sentence, he wrinkled his nose and sobbed fiercely, his tone was full of disappointment, "You don't want to break up and move to the attic? You You didn't hold me back yesterday, and today I'm back and you still want to push me away? Yan Ziqian, where do you want to push me? You just want to break up, you just don't care about your words, you just coax me. ..”

"I really don't want to break up..." Yan Ziqian's rebuttal was extremely pale. He boldly grabbed the hem of Tong Yu's pajamas, as if grabbing a life-saving straw, and then explained with tears in his eyes, "I I don't want to break up, when you broke up with me, my heart hurts to death; I don't want to push you away, how can I be willing to push you away..."

"Then what do you mean? You kept saying you were reluctant to push me away but still kept away from me. How could I have offended you so that you could treat me like this?" Tong Yu wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and he looked at Yan Zi Qian's eyes were filled with tears again, and then he sighed hard, frowned like his heart ached and said, "Yan Ziqian, I admit that I am responsible for this matter, I don't believe you, I said break up, I deserve to die , so you want me to admit my mistake to you, don’t you?” Tong Yu pursed his lips hard and tried to hold back the tears that were pouring out, but he didn’t realize that this thought was just like a dream until the tears burst completely; Hiccupping and sobbing violently, but still full of grievances, he added, "But where did I go wrong? I wasn't the one who made the mistake from the beginning, why should I admit my mistake? You are the same as my cousin. It's not my fault but I still have to admit it..."

After hearing Tong Yu's words, Yan Ziqian immediately explained, "Baby, this matter has nothing to do with you, it's all my fault, it's my fault, it's me who failed your trust in me, it's me who made you sad, you should admit it I'm the one who loves you, don't cry, don't be sad...I beg you, please..." He begged bitterly, tentatively letting go of the hand that was holding Tong Yuyi's hem, and gently on his wrist...

"But why did you move to the attic? Why did you leave me?" Tong Yu felt Yan Ziqian's seemingly intangible strength in pinching his wrist, so he grabbed his big hand with his backhand and squeezed his fingers hard Clenched in the palm of your hand, and then crying and questioning full of grievances, "And yesterday, why didn't you hold me when I said I was going to leave yesterday? If you held me, I would go home with you, but you didn't "Yan Ziqian, you didn't, you didn't say anything, you didn't do anything, you just watched me go..."

After hearing this, Yan Ziqian was suddenly stunned. He finally understood the significance of the sudden return of the crying baby with pear blossoms and rain. It was probably because he didn't get a positive response from him yesterday...

But he also has deep worries in his heart. The baby who held an inhumane weapon to force him to death that day is not a fake, and the depression makes him worry even more. How dare he dare in this situation? Do whatever you want with this little baby in front of you?

"Baby..." Yan Ziqian stretched out his big hand again and covered Tong Yu's icy cheeks without hesitation. He looked at the sobbing precious daughter-in-law with distressed eyes and tremblingly said, "I'm really not I don't want to hold you, I dare not hold you..."

However, Tong Yu was not satisfied with this answer. He punched Yan Ziqian's strong chest muscles, and then anxiously started talking nonsense, "Why don't you just hold me? You kissed me in the basement." How dare you when I was? How dare you when you took my pants off that night in Qinglong Lake?"

"But you didn't put a knife on your wrist at those times..." Yan Ziqian wiped away the tears from the corner of Tong Yu's mouth, but his handsome face was already covered with tears. His voice was stained with crying, and there was a hint of hoarseness in the sharpness, but he still added, "I don't dare baby, I really don't dare anymore, I don't dare to approach you rashly anymore, I'm afraid you will put me Complaining about me turns into self-harm; I never thought about losing you, I don't want to lose you, I can't lose you, but I don't want to lose you completely, I'd rather not be able to get close to you, not have you, and don't want you to hurt yourself ...Baby, I was the one who was wrong, and you shouldn't have to pay the price..."

"You...but I..." Tong Yu was so startled that he didn't know what to say. He remembered what he did on impulse that day, and he also remembered blurting out when anger came to his heart. The hurtful words he said made him even more remember the meaning of the panic and fear in Yan Ziqian's eyes at that moment... But he never thought that his actions in a fit of anger would cause the sky to fall. The calm Yan Ziqian left such a big psychological shadow...

Yes, the beginning of this conflict was Yan Ziqian's fault, and the ending was also Yan Ziqian's fault. In the case of Xiang Rongxin, Yan Ziqian was not right...

But at this moment, Tong Yu couldn't help but blame himself. It was he who personally cast Yan Ziqian's sunny and handsome heart with an inescapable shadow, and it was he who faced Yan Ziqian who didn't dare to approach rashly and fell into a situation of remorse. Still trying to get the hell out of him over and over again... Therefore, all the cautiousness that Yan Ziqian showed, like walking on thin ice, all came from him. Forcing him to give the response he wanted...

Seeing Tong Yu's face full of annoyance, Yan Ziqian gently lifted Tong Yu's little cold hand and held it in his palm without hesitation, then continued with disappointment in his tone, "Baby, that day I I didn't break into Li Hui's house on purpose. Li Hui sent me a photo of the two of you together. I didn't see the necklace on your neck that's why I went crazy. I know I was wrong. I shouldn't get angry with you, let alone go crazy. You swing your fist, but...but you threw away our necklace, I can't do it calmly, I really can't..."

"I didn't throw it away, it's here..." Tong Yu held Yan Ziqian's trembling hand vigorously, then stretched out his hand and pulled out the ring necklace, which he regarded as a treasure, from his collar. Fingertips as thin as green onions pinched the pendant on his chest, this time, he did not hesitate to expose his own lies...

The moment he saw their couple's necklace intact on Tong Yu's fair neck, Yan Ziqian frowned fiercely, and immediately snatched the ring from his fingertips, and moved towards the inner circle of the ring meticulously. Observing and proving...

To be honest, when Yan Ziqian didn't see the two letters engraved on the inner circle of the ring, Yan Ziqian's whole heart was in a state of trepidation; however, when the familiar 'Y&T' came into view, he couldn't stop Although there is no wave in my heart, there is still an urge to burst into tears...

He put the ring back on Tong Yu's heart with his own hands, Yan Ziqian pursed his lips and sighed, raised his eyebrows and looked at Tong Yu's flushed little face, he pouted and asked as if he didn't understand, "Then you Why did you lie to me?"

"I'm just a little angry..." Tong Yu lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Yan Ziqian's scrutinizing eyes. He puffed up his cheeks for reason, and then said extremely aggrieved, "You are the one who did the wrong thing, keep silent You were the one who broke into Huizi's house, and you were the one who questioned me over and over again...Why? My heart is also fleshy, and it hurts me too..."

"Then why did you take it off?" Yan Ziqian frowned fiercely, his face filled with loneliness and disappointment, as if the sadness in his eyes could no longer be hidden...

"I didn't take it off on purpose..." Tong Yu seemed frightened by Yan Ziqian's gleaming eyes, and he immediately explained, "The link buckle on the necklace is hooked to the stitch of the sweater. I'm taking off the sweater." I tore off the necklace when I was in the middle of the night, so I took it off. Later, I asked Huizi to find a teacher to fix it for me. You can ask him..."

It wasn't until he heard Tong Yu say these words that Yan Ziqian let out a sigh of relief, he gritted his molars hard to suppress the tears that came pouring in, but he still complained slightly and said to Tong Yu, " Do you know that I'm going to be scared to death by you, I thought you really didn't want me..."

"Who isn't?" Tong Yu's eyes glistened with tears, and she vented her emotions unreservedly, "I'm going to be scared to death by you too..."

When Yan Ziqian heard what he said, he pursed his lips lightly. He didn't hesitate this time, he stretched out his strong arms to embrace Tong Yu without hesitation, and pressed him into his arms without any hesitation. , Yan Ziqian closed his eyes in enjoyment when his chin rested on his thin shoulders, greedily absorbing the familiar citrus fragrance exuding from Tong Yu's body, Yan Ziqian smiled lightly, this fragrance made him feel good physically and mentally.. .

Feeling the unique temperature in Yan Ziqian's bosom, Tong Yu couldn't control the hot tears in his eyes anymore, but he still resisted the tears that were about to fall into his eyes, struggled lightly as if he was not happy, and held back He said in a trembling voice, "Who allowed you to hug me? Let go..."

"Let go?" Yan Ziqian asked back, then turned his head slightly to Tong Yu's sensitive ears and said provocatively, "I won't hug you after you let go..."

Upon hearing this, Tong Yu immediately frowned, instinctively rubbed against Yan Ziqian's arms, then stretched out his arms and wrapped them around his waist without hesitation...

Feeling all this, Yan Ziqian smiled lightly, he sighed and continued to close his eyes to enjoy the unique warmth Tong Yu brought him, and said casually, "My daughter-in-law has always been inconsistent. What you say is never the same as what you say..."

But when Tong Yu heard this, he pouted his mouth unwillingly, and then said bitterly, "You know this about your wife, so you bully her endlessly..."

Yan Ziqian slowly opened his eyes. Everything that happened during this period of time flashed before his eyes like a cartoon. He opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say. The apology and distress in the eyes are so full that they are about to overflow...

He frowned fiercely, stroked Tong Yu's thin back with a little more strength, lowered his head and buried his whole face into his neck, Yan Ziqian wrinkled his nose and mumbled, " Po, I'm sorry..."

But these three words immediately made Tong Yu cry, he stomped his feet anxiously, and ordered complainingly, "Don't say these three words, I don't like you saying these three words..."

"Okay, okay, I won't say, I won't say these three words..." Yan Ziqian stroked the hair on the back of Tong Yu's head comfortingly, and gently kissed away the teardrops on the corner of his mouth.

Tong Yu was wrapped in his fiery body, and the moment his fingertips touched his body, the coldness around him disappeared instantly, and the trace of ice remaining on the tip of his heart melted away without a trace...

"Yan Ziqian..."

"What did you call me? Do you dare to call me again?" He frowned and interrupted Tong Yu, pulling the lovely girl in his arms in front of him, Yan Ziqian looked at Tong Yu shyly Her phoenix eyes were filled with suspicion...

Tong Yu pursed her lips, then raised her beautiful phoenix eyes and asked knowingly, "What do you want me to call you?"

"What do you think..." Yan Ziqian had an evil smirk on the corner of his mouth, raised his arm and put it lightly on Tong Yu's shoulder, and then said in the most ambiguous way, "Call me brother Qian, or else... ..You can also call me husband..."

Tong Yu frowned and rolled his eyes at him, then pursed his mouth in displeasure and said, "Didn't you just say that, I'm one year older than you, why do you call me a brother and pretend to be tender..."

Yan Ziqian didn't expect this little baby to be waiting for him here. Although he was angry, how could he be willing to destroy such a tender moment?

After coughing lightly, Yan Ziqian straightened his face to the aggrieved little baby and said, "I said this to that bastard, you can call me Brother Qian, and only you can..."

Hearing these words, Tong Yu burst into laughter immediately. He suppressed the smile on the corner of his mouth and pursed his lips lightly, then raised his eyebrows to meet Yan Ziqian's expectant gaze, and asked again, "Really?"

"Of course it's true..." He responded as a matter of course, and then added, "If you don't believe me, just give it a try..."

Tong Yu licked his lips and pretended to be hesitant, but his thin lips were slightly parted, and he still said delicately, "Brother Qian..."

Yan Ziqian pulled a nice smile on the corner of his mouth, then raised his eyebrows and immediately replied, "I'm here baby..."

Tong Yu pursed her lips shyly, stared straight at Yan Ziqian's shining eyes and called again, "Brother Qian..."

Yan Ziqian's heart immediately turned into a huge wave, he raised his hand to caress Tong Yu's slightly flushed cheeks, and then responded, "What's wrong? Wife..."

"Brother Qian..."

"Here it is, my baby..."

"Brother Qian, Brother Qian, Brother Qian..." Tong Yu didn't have any scruples anymore, he vented his emotions unscrupulously, turning all the grievances in his heart during this time into these few words, and without hesitation pour out...

Yan Ziqian watched the baby in front of him turn from clear to blurred, and then from blurred to wobbly, his heart suddenly ached, because the moment Tong Yu called out this name, his reddish eye circles flickered. The bright eyes can no longer hide...

Yan Ziqian is the one who hates seeing his precious daughter-in-law cry the most, there is no doubt about it...

Holding the back of his head fiercely, and biting Tong Yu's lips viciously, Yan Ziqian didn't want to listen to Tong Yu anymore, and didn't want to see him cry anymore. Say, at this moment, is there anything more opportune than a kiss?

Heaving a sigh of relief, Tong Yu held Yan Ziqian's handsome face, and asked against the shyness that crawled all over his face, "Is the anti-theft door locked?"

"It's locked, it was locked when I first came back..." Yan Ziqian responded simply, and then moved his fiery lips to Tong Yu's hand, kissing non-stop in an extremely ambiguous way...

Tong Yu bit her lip, and asked again, "They won't come back suddenly, will they?"

"Don't worry baby, it's impossible for the two of them to come back suddenly, I will guarantee you with my life..."

Seeing Yan Ziqian's unscrupulous face, Tong Yu puffed up his cheeks, and then reminded, "You have to go to the pet hospital to pick up Simba at five o'clock..."

After Yan Ziqian heard this, he raised his eyebrows, turned his head and glanced at the electronic alarm clock on the desk, then met his wife's expectant eyes, and asked unhurriedly, "What else is there?" More than two hours, is it enough?"

Now Tong Yu is not just blushing, his whole body seems to be on fire, and the restless heart in his chest is jumping for joy, as if he could jump out of it by opening his mouth...

He hesitated and licked his dry lips, then lowered his head shyly and murmured, "Is it enough... I have to ask you..."

The corners of Yan Ziqian's mouth immediately curled into a beautiful arc, and the movements of his hands were extremely rough and domineering, but Yan Ziqian knew that his wife was still madly in love with him like this...

As Tong Yu's dear husband, Yan Ziqian has seen all the appearances of his own wife and daughter-in-law that make him burst into lust, and he also knows that the baby in front of him at this moment with eyes like water and is extremely pure is actually a little girl through and through. bad guy...

Yan Ziqian let out a deep breath, and then responded ambiguously, "It's not enough night to continue..." After speaking, he took Tong Yu's hand and walked into the bathroom without hesitation...