Drug addiction

Tong Yu was lying on his side on the bed, a ray of willful sunlight poured into the cracks of the undrawn curtains, he just watched this ray of light emerge from nothing, from far to near, and then wantonly invade his pillow, until Paper-colored cheeks...

That's right, he stayed up all night again, but in fact, every day when he left Yan Ziqian, he almost watched the dawn with his eyes open...

Tong Yu suddenly wanted to cry, the word 'Yan Ziqian' was a calamity he couldn't get over in his life.

After receiving the kiss photo yesterday, Tong Yu did not continue to communicate with Yan Ziqian, and he ran away again. The moment Yan Ziqian just opened his mouth to explain, he chose to escape. The reason is very simple. He said the breakup. The one who wants to hide is Yan Ziqian himself...

Of course, Yan Ziqian would not obediently let him go, he chased after Xu Qin's bar all the way to the underground parking lot, and kept yelling at the expressionless Tong Yu sitting in the co-pilot through the car door...

But how could Tong Yu listen to it? He was so full of heart that Xiang Rongxin sent him every word of cruelty from Yan Ziqian in the WeChat message, and that extremely charming voice unscrupulously provoked in countless moments of indulgence. Looking at his fiery passion suppressed in his heart...

But now, everything is gone...

In the end, it was Li Huizi who was more straightforward. He ignored Yan Ziqian, who had a leopard head and eyes around the car window, and also ignored his blurred words. Feather escaped...

Tong Yu couldn't go home, and he didn't want to face Yan Ziqian, so he sent a message to Tong's mother, telling her that Li Hui was broken in love, and he wanted to stay with him for a few more days at his house...

Li Huizi: Why am I still broken in love?

Xie Lei: The two of you can't come up with a clever excuse...

He didn't go back to Li Huizi's house right away, but let Li Huizi take him for a drive in the warm winter afternoon, drawing circles around Beijing...

And he just leaned against the car window and stared at the scenery outside the window, but he didn't think about it at all...

The last place where Li Huizi parked his car was in front of his house, Tong Yu got out of the car in a daze, only then did he realize that it was already dark, and it was already eleven o'clock at night...

Tong Yu followed him into the house, returned to his room as usual, refused to let Li Huizi turn on the light as usual, sat on the carpet at the end of the bed, hugged his legs and wept...

Li Huizi was very calm this time, he didn't ask any questions, he didn't scold Yan Ziqian for being an asshole and a bastard, and he didn't comfort Tong Yu, he just sat quietly beside him for a while, discussing how he should go to bed , and then left the bedroom...

Tong Yu lay down quietly, but as soon as he closed his eyes, there were pictures of Yan Ziqian and Xiang Rongxin lying on the bed and kissing in front of him. His heart trembled and tears poured out, and the feeling of colic was overwhelming. He couldn't avoid this wave of pain, so he could only bite his lip and endure...

Knowing that it is the affected area, do you still want to test it on purpose?

In the end, he had no choice but to keep his eyes open for a whole night...

It wasn't until the harsh sunlight covered his light brown pupils that he realized that he was still alive.

Tong Yu turned over lightly, and then sat upright on the edge of the bed. The soreness on the left side of his body made him frown severely. He looked sideways at the pendulum clock on the cabinet at the end of the bed, and then a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, He actually lay in one position for nearly ten hours...

And this time also reminded him that he completely missed the chat with Mama Tong today...

Dragging the half of his body that was still sore and numb, he got out of bed, Tong Yu pulled off the coat that was on the sofa, and found the phone that was turned off in his pocket...

There is also a brown bag on the sofa, which contains his clothes, chargers and other daily necessities. He was supposed to go home with him yesterday, but was unexpectedly blocked by a sudden turning point...

The first second the phone was turned on, it received countless messages, text messages, WeChat, QQ, everything, and all of them came from Yan Ziqian...

Without the slightest hesitation, Tong Yu directly deleted the entire dialog box, very simply...

Whether it's an explanation, an apology, or anger, in short, he doesn't want to see these things now...

I sent a message to Mama Tong to explain a few words, and then stared at Xiang Rongxin's profile picture in a daze. When Li Huizi took him around Beijing yesterday afternoon, he received a WeChat message from Xiang Rongxin again. message, which clearly stated his request...

That's right, he wants money, what he wants has always been money, and freedom, he doesn't want Yan Ziqian, but wants to destroy Yan Ziqian...

In fact, Tong Yu figured it out that night. Regardless of the authenticity of those photos, he rushed to Rong Xin's request. The feeling of the photo is at best a reaction, what he really cares about is that Yan Ziqian regards him as Xiang Rongxin's substitute.

He just couldn't get over this hurdle, no matter how hard he tried to persuade himself, he couldn't get over this hurdle, because he couldn't accept that Yan Ziqian didn't love him at all...

As for the explanation of "not in love", it is not "not in love anymore", but "never in love"...

Tong Yu lowered his head and smiled lightly, but tears rolled in his eyes...

He clearly remembered that yesterday he broke up with Yan Ziqian in this manner, the tears in his eyes and the smile on his face seemed to be two extremes, and the contradictory attitude of both coexisted made him fully understand 'Laughing and crying is the most painful'...

Sniffing hard, Tong Yu turned his phone to silent mode and threw it on the bedside table. It was past ten o'clock, and Li Huizi should have woken up. Regarding Xiang Rongxin, Tong Yu knew in his heart that only Li Huizi can help myself...

Went into the bathroom to wash up briefly, and when Tong Yu came out again, he went straight to the brown bag on the sofa. He had no choice but to go to bed when he got home after experiencing the great grief and pain yesterday. He was still wearing the clothes he wore out yesterday. That white turtleneck sweater at the door...

He flicked it a few times. He was looking for pajamas, but his eyes were attracted by the Fila white hooded sweater lying quietly in the bag...

He couldn't forget that Yan Ziqian also had one of these clothes, and he bought it on his own will. This was also the first time they bought couple clothes, and it was not only the first time for them that day...

The first time to go shopping hand in hand; the first time to watch a movie in a couple's venue; the first time to hug in the crowd; the first time to show each other's hearts;

There is no doubt that Tong Yu has devoted himself wholeheartedly from the two-way rush to this moment of wishful thinking; the one with the second or third virtue is Yan Ziqian...

'I love you, it's not sad; I want you to love me, it's sad...'

Taking out the white sweater, Tong Yu was going to take off the white sweater, but he didn't know that the stitches of the sweater caught the link of the necklace on his neck. He didn't notice this at all, so he pulled it hard and hung it on the sweater The necklace fell off his white neck in an instant, leaving only the muffled sound of the ring pendant falling off the chain and hitting the floor...

Tong Yu's whole heart was startled suddenly, as if facing a big enemy...

Immediately squatting down, picked up the ring and held it in the palm of his hand, then carefully took off the broken necklace from the sweater, and held them quietly in the palm of his hand, watching them go from being one piece to being torn apart, Tong Yu's eyes once again Wet, this necklace is like the relationship between him and Yan Ziqian, from perfect to disintegrated, from intertwined to disintegrated, this is cruel to the extreme, but it is only a moment...

And now Tong Yu also understands that this kind of perfection and interconnectedness is just his self-righteousness...

What's more important is that everything in this love didn't belong to him, of course including the ring necklace lying quietly in his palm at this moment...

He was once trapped in a dream that Yan Ziqian carefully crafted for him. In this warm dream, they were lingering and charming, envious of others; but now the dream was shattered, and Tong Yu woke up. Apart from the coolness brought by the soapy water all over his body, there was nothing left...

But he still wanted to thank Yan Ziqian for cheating him so hard...

When Tong Yu came out of the bedroom, Li Huizi was sitting on the sofa and sighing into his phone, raised his eyebrows and met his red and swollen eyes, feeling distressed in his heart...

Li Huizi chuckled at him, then squinted at the white hooded sweater on him, and then said hesitantly, "I haven't seen this dress before, you rarely wear sportswear... .”

Tong Yu pursed her lips, the heart in her chest trembled twice, but she still pretended to be calm and said, "I bought it before, but I have never worn it. I saw it when I changed clothes just now, so..."

"Oh..." Li Huizi nodded with puffed cheeks, but said nothing with a smile on his lips.

Because Li Huizi clearly remembered that Tong Yu once told him that he and Yan Ziqian had couple outfits, and they bought them at Fila in Joy City, two identical hooded sweaters... and now he is wearing this one It must be one of them...

Looking up again at Tong Yu with drooping eyelids and a sad face, Li Huizi sighed hard in his heart. He pursed his lips and stood up from the sofa, gently pulled Tong Yu's wrist and walked towards the dining room, saying "You never I haven't eaten since yesterday afternoon, I just boiled some millet porridge, millet nourishes the stomach, it's good for you to drink..."

Tong Yu originally wanted to tell him that he didn't have any appetite, but when he was about to speak, he had already sat down on a chair with his shoulders pressed down...

"Here...it's still hot, eat quickly..." Li Huizi took out a bowl of porridge from the thermos and put it in front of him, and even put the plate containing boiled eggs towards him Pushed in front of him, and added in a slightly commanding tone, "Eat another egg..."

Tong Yu looked at the few things in front of him with a look of embarrassment, raised his eyebrows and looked at Li Huizi who was smiling lightly in front of him, and asked hesitantly, "Millet porridge, brown sugar, boiled eggs...Is this confinement meal?" "

"Uh..." Li Huizi licked his lips and glanced at Tong Yu secretly. He frowned and thought, but he didn't know how to answer him...

'Nonsense, do you really want to tell him that Yan Ziqian told him to prepare these?Pure courting death...'

"Just eat it quickly, isn't it good for your health if you don't have a confinement meal..." Li Huizi's tone was slightly prevaricated, he gave Tong Yu a light look, and then sat quietly with him The opposite side peels eggs for him...

Tong Yu sighed lightly, he saw the hesitation in Li Huizi's eyes, and then looked at the bowl of steaming millet porridge in front of him, tears instantly blurred his eyes...

Holding the spoon with his fingertips, he quietly ate porridge. He kept his head down, but desperately suppressed the tears in his eyes. He didn't want Li Huizi to see his fragility, and of course, he didn't want to expose Li Huizi's white lie... .

Putting the round boiled egg in his hand on the plate in front of Tong Yu, Li Huizi took out a tissue and wiped his hands, then tentatively opened his mouth, "Tong Tong, Yan Ziqian has been giving you food since last night. I call..."

When Tong Yu heard Li Huizi say the word 'Yan Ziqian', his heart still felt stabbed. His fingertips trembled as he pinched the spoon, and then he pursed his lips and pretended to be indifferent, and responded, "You put Just block him, don't let him bother you..."

Li Huizi raised his eyebrows and looked at the forbearance on Tong Yu's face, he sighed lightly, and said with some doubts, "Tong Tong, you asked Yan Ziqian to explain to you yesterday, but you didn't listen to him afterwards I explained, what do you mean by that?"

Tong Yu forced himself to swallow the millet porridge in his mouth, then raised his head and looked straight at Li Huizi and said, "What did he tell you? He asked you to talk to me?"

"No, no, I ignored him. That's what I wanted to ask..." Li Huizi pretended to be calm and immediately explained, "You told him to break up after hearing something yesterday. I just want to know what you listened to." What?"

"What you're listening to...isn't important anymore..." Tong Yu said with a wry smile, then frowned and continued, "In short, I know one thing, that is, Yan Ziqian didn't He doesn't love me, the person he really loves is Xiang Rongxin..."

"But..." Li Huizi wanted to refute at first, but he didn't know what to say. After all, Tong Yu didn't want to say it, and he couldn't pry his mouth away either...

"Huizi, can you stop asking?" Tong Yu straightened his face, and his tone was calm, "The more detailed you ask, the more embarrassing I feel..."

After hearing what he said, Li Huizi opened his mouth a little stiffly, he frowned, and then tentatively said again, "That... about the photo, Yan Ziqian told me once, he let me follow you..."

"I don't want to mention this matter..." Tong Yu immediately interrupted Li Huizi, he sighed fiercely and pursed his lips, and then said in thought, "Huizi, I want to discuss something with you... "

"You said..." Li Huizi responded bluntly.

"I want to borrow some money from you..." Tong Yu felt a little embarrassed, but judging from the current situation, only Li Huizi could afford the money...

Li Huizi raised his eyebrows, then nodded, "How much do you want?"

Tong Yu was even more embarrassed this time, he licked his lips a little hesitantly, but still lowered his eyelids and said in a low voice, "50..."

"50?" Li Huizi squinted at him questioningly, then asked cautiously, "Can you tell me what you want this money for?"

Tong Yu looked straight at Li Huizi's suspicious expression. To be honest, he really wanted to hide it from the beginning, but thinking about the use of the money, coupled with Li Huizi's scrutiny at this moment, he couldn't help it. There is no way to blatantly lie, not to mention lying is not his strong point.

"I want to give it to Xiang Rongxin..." Tong Yu told the truth, he bit his lip and continued, "Xiang Rongxin sent me a WeChat message yesterday afternoon, and he said he wanted 50, and if he didn't give it to me, I will follow him." Yan Ziqian's kiss photo was posted on the school's forum, and he also said that he would post about me and Yan Ziqian on the forum together. He wanted everyone in No. [-] Middle School to know that Yan Ziqian was gay. Yan Ziqian will never be able to lift his head up, he will destroy Yan Ziqian..."

"Damn, this bitch is so poisonous..." Li Huizi's teeth were itching with hatred, he frowned tightly, and whispered involuntarily, "I knew it would be like this last time. We should just scrap his dog legs..."

"By the way, he also said..." After hearing Li Huizi's words, Tong Yu frowned and added as if remembering something, "He said let me tell my friends to remove him from some blacklist, I thought about it, this person should be you..."

Li Huizi swallowed in embarrassment, he raised his eyebrows and met Tong Yu's questioning gaze, and then said, "Tong Tong, I went to him because I didn't want him to disturb you two, and listed his identity information. I was blacklisted because I was afraid that he would run away, and I just wanted him to return the money to Yan Ziqian, but I didn't expect to push this bastard into a hurry, so I came here directly..."

Speaking of this matter, Li Huizi had a headache. After Yan Ziqian explained the photos to him last night, Li Huizi fell into a deep self-blame. He blamed him for being soft-hearted and careless. If he had known about it, he would have found someone directly Take care of this bitch, that way, he won't make so many troubles now...

'Fuck, you're a slut, if my aunt catches you this time, I will never fucking spare you. '

"Huizi, it's not your fault..." Tong Yu immediately comforted him, and then added in a slightly mocking tone, "If you want to blame it, blame Yan Ziqian for being unkind to others, and blame me for being blind."

Li Huizi licked his lips, he lowered his eyelids and thought for a moment, and then asked, "Tongtong, did that bitch ask anything else?"

Tong Yu thought about it, and responded as a matter of course, "The other thing is to prepare 50 in five days, and he will contact me after five days..."

"Oh..." Li Huizi nodded his head lightly, then raised his eyebrows and looked at Tong Yu, with a curious chuckle on his face, he tentatively said, "Tongtong, you agreed to that bitch's request so easily... yes For yourself? Or for Yan Ziqian?"

Tong Yu could clearly see his groping all over his face, he lowered his eyelids and thought, then bit his lips hard and said duplicity, "Of course it's for me..."

After hearing this, Li Huizi shook his head helplessly, then frowned and asked with a light smile, "Really?"

of course not...

It is not difficult to guess Tong Yu's psychological activities at this moment, he doesn't care whether those photos are true or not, he doesn't care what circumstances the words that make him heartbroken come from, and he doesn't care whether Yan Ziqian loves him or not... In a word , no one should try to hurt Yan Ziqian, not anyone...

But isn't that a little too silly?It's bad enough to pay for someone who has been deceiving him from the beginning to the end. Now that the lie has been exposed, he can't protect himself, but he still wants to protect the person who lied to him?

yeah, that's silly...

But Tong Yu also told himself in his heart that he can put love behind him, he can ignore everything, but he can't help thinking of Yan Ziqian's life-saving grace on the flyover that year...

That's all, enough...

But is that all?I'm afraid only Tong Yu knows the answer...

After all, this person is Yan Ziqian, the person he has made up his mind to accompany him for the rest of his life since the first meeting...

Tong Yu bit his lips hesitantly, he didn't answer Li Huizi's question directly, and then changed the subject with a light cough, "Huizi, I might not be able to pay you back that money in a while, so you have to think clearly... "

"I don't have to think about it..." Li Huizi shook his head as a matter of course, "I'll give you as much as you want, if it's not enough, I'll go to my dad and ask for it..."

Tong Yu was relieved when he heard him say this, a gratified smile finally appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then he nodded gratefully and said, "Thank you, Huizi..."

Li Huizi gave him a gouged look, then pointed to the millet porridge and boiled eggs in plain water in front of him and said, "If you really want to thank me, eat more..." After he finished speaking, he stood up thinking, and said in an orderly tone. He said, "You have to finish eating, I'll go upstairs and make a call..."

Tong Yu nodded obediently, and watched him go up the stairs...

After returning to the room, Li Huizi immediately locked the door. He frowned and sat on the stool at the end of the bed. He took out the mobile phone in his pocket and dialed it without hesitation this time...

The phone was picked up quickly, and a deep and familiar voice broke into Li Huizi's ears instantly, "Hui, I'm..."

Li Huizi raised his eyebrows and looked at the huge mural of a violent bear hanging on the wall in front of him, and asked in an extremely calm tone, "How is it? Any news?"

"The man has been found. That kid is hiding in a village in Tongzhou. My people have detained him. I'm rushing over there..." Wu Sile finished speaking calmly, and then asked with a smile, "You Do you know how he leaked his whereabouts?"

"Does it need to be said?" Li Huizi snorted, licked his lips and added in a natural tone, "If you are addicted, you can stop it..."

Wu Sile nodded again and again after hearing this, "This kid is really fucking addicted to gambling. He went into a mahjong parlor in the village where he was hiding in the middle of the night yesterday, but he couldn't die. I have a kid under me, and the mahjong parlor is His father drove..."

"God let him die, let him be crazy first, he was so good at jumping before, now he is in your hands..." Li Huizi finished speaking lightly, and then added to the phone in a very formal tone "Xiao Wu, I still need your help with something..."

"Hui, you said..." Wu Sile said calmly, and then added a little jokingly, "As long as I don't see you sleeping with others, I will do what you say..."

Li Huizi pursed his lips to hide his smile, and said to himself, "First thing, you need to help me find a hacker to hack into the school forum of No. Let him keep an eye on me, but anyone who posts a message on the forum, no matter what the content, intercepts it all, and can't let a single one go..."

"That's easy to say..." Wu Sile raised his eyebrows and thought for a moment, and then responded, "I will find someone to do it in a while, don't worry, it will definitely be done..."

"Okay..." Li Huizi responded lightly, and then said, "The second thing is to find that bitch's cell phone for me. There are important things in his cell phone, and no one can read it..."

"Yes..." Wu Sile glanced out the window, frowned and asked, "Is there any more?"

Li Huizi raised his neck, frowned fiercely and said, "That bitch owes me 12 yuan, including the interest, plus the trouble he caused me during this period, the total is 15 yuan, no matter what, let him spit it out for me. No less points... This is the third thing..."

"It's easy to do, just see some blood..." Wu Sile said with a light smile.

"Xiao Wu, this is what I'm most worried about..." Li Huizi immediately said to the phone in an almost commanding tone, "I know you are ruthless, but you only have the authority to have one leg..."

"Why?" Wu Sile was not happy. He has always been used to violence, but now he was put forward with a condition. The most important thing is that this condition was put forward by his comet. What should he do? Is good?

"Because I don't want to cause trouble, and I can't let the old man know about it..." Li Huizi turned to the phone in a stern tone, then sighed and added, "But he owes me that leg, and I have to get it back... .”

Wu Sile nuzzled his lips and nodded lightly, "Okay, I understand, don't worry, I will definitely make this matter beautiful for you..."

Li Huizi lowered his eyelids and pondered, then murmured hesitantly, "If you can, you can hold him in your hands first, and we will talk about everything when I go tomorrow..."

When Wu Sile heard what he said, his brows furrowed instantly, and he breathed a sigh of relief and said unceremoniously, "Are you fucking afraid that I will kill him? Do you love him so much? What's the matter? This little love Are you comfortable serving me? I like you so much..."

"Don't you fucking say such bastard things to your aunt..."

Li Huizi knows that Wu Sile's mind can't turn corners, and he likes to go straight to everything. He also knows that he runs a vinegar factory, and he is a big vinegar jar, so he doesn't want to fuss too much with him...

Sighing heavily, Li Huizi then said, "I'll tell you the truth, it's not my business, that bitch bullied Tong Yu...Tong Yu, you still have an impression, just my classmate..."

"Tong Yu..." Wu Sile squinted his eyes and recalled, and then said in an uncertain tone, "Is it that very quiet...that little boy?"

"Yes, it's him..." Li Huizi licked his lips, hesitated but still complained to the phone and said, "Baby, don't always be like this, what should you do if you scare me?"

Wu Sile softened immediately after hearing him say this. He cleared his throat with a light smile, and then said unnaturally, "Hui, where do you want to go after we meet tomorrow?"

Li Huizi knew what he meant, but to be honest, he didn't want to agree, so he chose not to respond, "I'll talk about it when we meet tomorrow, and you first do what I ordered you..."

"I know, I will definitely do it well..." Wu Sile said with affirmative tone.

Li Huizi chuckled at the phone, and then added charmingly, "That's right baby, if anything goes wrong, I'm the only one who can ask... See you tomorrow..."

After hanging up the phone, he smiled lightly at the nearly blacked-out phone screen, recalling Xiao Wu's rude tone and jealous words just now, the smile on his face instantly became happier...

"It's so naive..." Li Huizi pouted, and said this involuntarily...