My Omega is a little hot

Chapter 119: Wan Baiyun Monologue 2

"But she is so cute. Every time she looks at me with pitiful eyes, I can't find any reason to refuse. I tell myself over and over again that I must promise her not to make her unhappy."

"Later, I agreed and promised to give her a portrait on her birthday. I prepared it for a long time. After training every day, I secretly took half an hour to draw in my room."

"I can't keep the lights in my room on for too long. If grandma finds out, she will definitely push the door straight in."

"But just when I was about to finish painting that painting, I was still discovered by my grandma, because she found that there was dried paint on the clothes I gave to the housekeeping robot to wash."

"She was very angry. In a fit of anger, she trampled all my painting tools and threw away the paint. The portrait was also so damaged that she couldn't see its original appearance."

"She told me that I can only be a soldier. I have no other dreams. The soldier is my dream. I want to enter the army and serve my country for the rest of my life. But I don't want to be a soldier at all. She never asked me."

In Qin Zhaoci's mind, a weak figure tremblingly looked at the image of the irritable parent going crazy.

"After throwing away all my painting utensils, she beat me up again. The injury was very serious. She broke two of my ribs. I was treated in the hospital for a week before I went to Shan Pan. Apologize."

Qin Zhaoci frowned: "Is there no child protection law in the empire?"

Wan Baiyun shook his head: "Not at that time, and don't forget that my grandma is the commander of the military region. No one believes that she did these things. She said that she was injured during training, and no one doubted it."

"Do you know? I am very envious of Shan Pan. She has parents who love her, grandparents who love her, and brothers and sisters who love her. She smiles every day. She smiles very beautifully and is very happy. What about me? I seem to be laughing, but my heart has never been happy."

"I only hope that she is like the sun, always shining hot and shining, and I am like the moon covered with dark clouds in the dark night, cold and dark, I am not worthy of her at all."

"I don't know why she likes me at all. I'm obviously not good at all."

Wan Baiyun lowered her head, tears dripped from the corners of her eyes and landed on the table.

Qin Zhaoci looked at her desperate look, and couldn't help feeling sorry for her. After a moment of silence, Qin Zhaoci poured her another glass of wine.

After Wan Baiyun took a sip, he continued: "Later, when I saw that I was going to be 16 years old, I felt that I couldn't live like this, so I took the initiative to tell my grandma about my dream, what I wanted to do thing."

"But she didn't listen at all, and she didn't care about my wishes. She was crazy and imposed her wishes on me. As long as what I did didn't satisfy her, she would use special means to make me submit."

"When I came out of the house that day, my heart was ashamed. I felt that there was no hope of getting rid of my grandma in this life. After meeting Shan Pan at the door, we were kidnapped by a man from the Shan family who made trouble at the doctor."

"You can also guess what happened next. That person wanted to kill Shan Pan to take revenge on Shan's parents. When his knife was aimed at Shan Pan, I rushed over to help her block it."

"After being rescued, my grandma said sternly that I was cultivated by her to have a sense of military honor. It's ridiculous. I was only doing it for my own selfishness."

Qin Zhaoci: "Selfishness? What kind of selfishness?"

"I don't want to only hope for the selfishness of getting hurt. Of course, there is also the selfishness of not wanting to live. I was lying on the ground, feeling the heat loss from my body bit by bit. I didn't even feel afraid."

"I just thought in my heart, if I just die like this, I don't have to wait until the time of differentiation, just die like this early, so that my grandma can no longer control me. Even if it is death, I want to be free, get relief."

"But Shan Pan didn't want me to die at all. She was crying loudly, and her tears were hot, hitting my face drop by drop. I told her not to save me, but she didn't hear me. In this way, with the efforts of the Shan family, I came back to life, and successfully differentiated into an Alpha as my grandma expected."

"After I became an Alpha, my grandma became stricter with me and sent me to a military training camp. The days of training became darker day by day. I escaped many times, but I was caught every time. It was a burst of beatings and corporal punishment."

"After knowing that I couldn't run away, I started to hang out with those bad people. I was in a daze all day, trying to tell my grandma that I would not do what she wanted."

"At that time, while I was learning to be bad, I was secretly preparing for the Imperial College Design School exam."

"But when I got the admission notice from the Design Academy, my grandma canceled the quota with a phone call, and sent me to the Military Academy forcibly."

"Is your grandma sick?" Even listening, Qin Zhaoci could understand how depressed Wan Baiyun had been in the past 20 years.

"Oh, she was already sick," Wan Baiyun sneered, "After I entered the military academy, I became worse than before. I made some dubious friends and a girlfriend who always fooled around. He was also a famous bad student in the Military Academy, that's why I got so close to you."

"As for my grandma, she covered the sky with one hand. After finding out that persuading me was fruitless, she expelled all these students. Except for you, you have the Qin family behind you. She can't afford to offend her."

"Shan Pan later confessed to me. I didn't understand that I had become so bad. Why did she still like me? I rejected her forcefully and spoke harsh words to her. I knew that I couldn't leave Wanjia, and I had no ability. Give her happiness."

"I'm the puppet in Grandma's hands. I'm riddled with holes. I can't get out. I can't drag her into such a cage."

"Later she was sad and didn't come to me for a long time until I went to the army. When I met her, she was already cute and beautiful. I didn't expect that she still didn't give up on me. I got it."

"I refused again. At that time, I already knew that as long as I stayed in the empire, I would never be able to get rid of grandma's control, so I began to prepare for the exams of other planetary colleges, and I was going to apply for retirement and study in schools on other planets."

"My grandma has been watching me. Even though I was very careful, she still noticed the signs."

"She reminded me on the sidelines, but I didn't want to hear it. In order to keep me in the empire, she sent a secretary to drug me on my birthday. She wanted the secretary's daughter to have a relationship with me, force marriage, and keep me in the empire. In the Empire."

"What?" Qin Zhaoci's eyes widened in disbelief, disgusted at what Wan Shiying did.

"I heard these things when I listened to the secretary talking to her later. I don't know why it was Shan Pan who came in that day, but in the end, I was forced to marry as my grandma wanted."

"That morning, I was very disappointed with Shan Pan. I thought she and my grandma planned me out. I was sad and painful. I was almost there. I had already received the admission notice from that college on my birthday. Today I have booked a seat on the spaceship, and I was almost able to leave."

"After I got married, I didn't want to go home, and I didn't want to face her. I looked at the admission notice in my brain, thought of my lost dream, and thought of my grandma controlling my face. I couldn't face this fact at all."

"One month after we got married, Shan Pan told me that she was pregnant. I was not surprised, but I was still very angry, because I secretly hoped that she would not be pregnant, so that maybe I could take her to that school with me. "

"Even if I know it's impossible, I just hope that she has her own studies and her own parents, so it's impossible for her to leave with me."

Wan Baiyun lowered his head and covered his face with his hands.

"I originally wanted to be ruthless and ignore her, but seeing her suffering from pregnancy reactions, I couldn't help but feel distressed. Every time I came back from the outside, I would secretly give her pheromone comfort."

"I didn't know how to face her during the day except at night, so I kept swearing at her. I hated myself like that, and I didn't know how to deal with that situation. I didn't know what to do. I was in pain."

"When I'm at home, I often can't sleep all night, so I often ask you out for a drink. After drinking, I can at least sleep for a while."

"Later, you will know everything. I resigned to my fate. I admitted my feelings for Shan Pan. I also knew that I couldn't get rid of my grandma. I also wanted to ease up with Shan Pan. I also wanted to tell her what happened to me. I thought about it, but every time I saw her expectant eyes, I couldn't speak."

"I don't know what to do. I didn't say those words on purpose. I thought my grandma wouldn't let Shan Pan hear it. She never let her hear it before."

"I didn't deliberately not answer the phone. If I knew it was a call for help, I would definitely answer it, but I thought it was scolding me like before, so I didn't want to answer it."

"I don't want to hurt her, but I don't know how to treat her well, no one taught me how to love others, I don't know what to do?

I want to try my best to put away the thorns on my body, but I always hurt her. I didn't mean it, but the result is always the same, I can't help it. "

"Qin Zhaoci, tell me, what should I do?"

Wan Baiyun grabbed Qin Zhaoci's arm, repeated over and over again what I should do, and finally fell into a deep sleep.

Qin Zhaoci looked at Wan Baiyun who was already drunk, looked down at his own optical brain, and paused the recording.

After blinking his red eyes, Qin Zhaoci helped Wan Baiyun up and sent her home.

The author says:

继续推荐我的新文。感谢在2022-03-2600:51:19~2022-03-2700:14:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Zhen Mulin 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottles of Cai Cai;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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