◎You don’t care who I want to find◎

For half a minute, Shang Lingjue was unable to speak, and even her brain almost shut down and stopped turning. She slipped and almost fell into the back seat of the luxury car.

She maintained a strange posture of half propped up on the seat, Gao Zha's ponytail was still shaking slightly, and at the same time she had to raise her head to see Sier clearly.

This scene is like a silver-white stray cat lifting its chin slightly, waiting for the owner's blessing, such as scratching its head and chin, and rewarding it with a can of food.

But the truth is, the princess wearing the crystal crown high above her body trembled slightly, and her crystal clear eyes contained hope and sadness, as if the princess was the one who wandered.

Even if she is a noble princess, she can only wander alone.

"You mean an improper relationship, an underground lover, each playing their own way, you accept?" Shang Lingjue took off the kitten mask on his face, sat by the car door in surprise, and looked at Si Er from a distance.

Sier noticed that the girl's delicate and delicate face had a defensive and vigilant expression, like a cat that had been pawned once, and no longer believed in the cat food given by humans.

"Well, then you can move back, can you?" Si Er's dark eyes were as clear as a spring, and his delicate white fingers gently held Shang Lingjue.

The black ankle-length dress on the woman's body rippled with the movement, and the rose embroidery at the waist set off her slender waist and jade bones, slender and graceful, like jade smoke, flirtatious and attractive.

In order to be with him, S Erken let go of his pride and arrogance, willing to be that kind of shady lover?

Shang Lingjue frowned, narrowed his narrow phoenix eyes suddenly, "Talking in sleep during the day?"

"It's not a dream," Si Er's bright and charming eyebrows were as gentle as water, and his indifferent tone seemed to be the same as before, but if you observe carefully, you can find the unconcealable pity in the woman's eyes, just like falling flowers deliberately follow the flowing water.

A cold and abstinent person completely gives up resistance, and is the most attractive to be glimpsed at a fragility that is easily available.

Shang Lingjue watched the woman put her delicate and slender fingers into his palm, as if she was handing over to him the power of life and death.

The luxury car was filled with the faint and cold fragrance that Shang Lingjue was familiar with, like some kind of seductive potion, both an antidote and a poison.

"It's not talking in sleep, it's just nonsense, do you have a fever?" Shang Lingjue glanced at Si Er's face as white as jade, and just wanted to leave this confined space quickly.

She is like a hedgehog that has been scalded by fire, with defensive thorns growing out of her palms, if she barely pulls them out, only blood will drip.

So, Shang Lingjue withdrew his hand abruptly, and no longer had any real contact with Si Er.

"Shang Lingjue, you don't count what you say," Si Er slightly opened his eyes wide, the blue blood vessels on his thin white and weak wrists were like green vines twining, beautiful and delicate.

Shang Lingjue rubbed his head lightly, and said indifferently:

"So what? Well, I'm going back to the party, there's someone waiting for me."

"Someone is waiting for you?" Si Er thought of several people's faces sensitively, just at that moment Shang Lingjue's cell phone rang, and the caller ID showed Xiao Yun.

In addition to Luo Yiyu, there is also this Xiao Yun, Si Er's peach blossom eyes are shining coldly, she knows that Xiao Yun is not at the same level as her schoolmate.

Contrary to her shy appearance, Xiao Yun changed several girlfriends in the previous year, and the people who have been together can line up from the South Gate of City B to the North Bridge.

"Xiao Yun, just dumped the new traffic floret last month."

It was probably the first time that Si Er's tone was so dry that he was talking about other people's pornographic news behind his back, as if he was doing something bad.

"Unexpectedly, Mrs. Si, who is very busy, would pay attention to other people's gossip," Shang Lingjue said sarcastically, why didn't she realize that there was a heart of gossip hidden under Si Er's cold and alienated appearance before.

It's as if a noble and elegant natural stunner suddenly became tainted with the fireworks of the world, but instead it is extremely charming and glamorous.

"No," Si Er moved his legs unnaturally, his plain white ankles were delicate and dazzling, "Xiao Yun is not suitable for you."

"She is not suitable, are you suitable?"

Thinking of what Shang Lingjue said a year ago that they were not compatible at all, S Er bit his lower lip with snowy teeth, lowered his head, and said in a cold and hoarse voice, "Shang Lingjue, I will gradually become suitable."

"You should stop talking in your sleep," Shang Lingjue saw a parking spot ahead, and hurriedly said to the driver, "Hello, can you let me get off at the intersection ahead?"

No one answered.

Si Er silently glanced at Shang Lingjue, who had dark eyes, and felt that she was talking in her sleep, how could her driver listen to Shang Lingjue.

"Driver Jin, besides letting her go, you must listen to everything she says in the future."

"Yes, Miss."

The woman's voice was cold, and after saying this, she began to close her eyes and meditate.

Shang Lingjue was left with a bad expression on his face, but there was nothing he could do. The rich man took the initiative to use the driver's bodyguard to "take" him home, and he really had no power to resist for a while.

Sure enough, drinking too much just messes things up.

However, it was only for a while, Shang Lingjue snorted softly, closed his eyes, and decided to recharge his energy and prepare for the "battle" that followed.

The Maybach slowly stopped in front of the single-family apartment in the city center, and Shang Lingjue silently calculated the escape route until the car door beside her opened, and Si Er's slender fingertips paused on her shoulder.

"Shang Lingjue, you're home."

Shang Lingjue brushed Si Er's hand away, saying that he could get out of the car, "I'm still young, it's not that I can't walk."

We must resolutely crack down on Si Er's superficially considerate behavior, which is actually to monitor his excessive behavior.

"Okay, I'll make whatever you want to eat. Wangzai milk is available at home, but it's getting late. In order to protect your teeth, you'd better drink it tomorrow."

"I don't have cavities," Shang Lingjue pretended to be relaxed, and signaled S Er to go forward. When S Er turned around, she ran towards the gate outside the garden.

After living here for so many years, even with her eyes closed, she could walk out with her hands. Si Er thought she could trap herself...

Seeing a row of black-clothed bodyguards like a high black wall in front of him, Shang Lingjue's movements froze, and his expression became more and more ugly.

In the past, S Er didn't arrange so many bodyguards in order to be more clean, but this time he was really determined to "arrest" himself.

Forced to turn around obediently, Shang Lingjue found that Si Er was already standing in front of the gate, looking at him with an inexplicable pleading in his eyes, "You will feel uncomfortable if you don't eat. of."

Inexplicably, it is a bit like when a demon girl seduces a decent person, she is polite and tender on the surface, but intimidating and seductive behind the scenes, she will do everything she can.

But to Shang Lingjue's surprise, a white dough ball ran out of the gate, rubbed Si Er's ankle passionately, and his pink and tender paws were still climbing up desperately.

At the same time, S Er helped it climb up with a doting face, not caring that the little claws scratched the expensive embroidered dress on her body.

Shang Lingjue took a closer look and found that it was a puppet cat with long white fur, ice blue eyes and a cute expression, which looked very polite.

"Do you have a cat?" Shang Lingjue was a little surprised that Si Er had a cat, and it was still such a small one.

"No, I'm just helping a friend who is on a business trip to raise it for a few days. It's very mischievous." Si Er glanced at Shang Lingjue, with the corners of his lips curled up, and sent the cat to Shang Lingjue's arms by the way, "Help me watch it It will be sent for neutering in two days."

As if sensing the woman's words, the kitten grabbed Shang Lingjue's clothes in dissatisfaction, and meowed at Si Er again.

Walking into the living room with the kitten in his arms, Shang Lingjue found that there was almost no change from a year ago. The ivory curtains fluctuated in the night wind, making it quiet and comfortable.

Originally, Shang Lingjue had no hope for S Er's craftsmanship, but after seeing the four dishes and one soup, she was slightly surprised in her heart.

Although Si Er is not the kind of rich daughter who doesn't touch the spring water with her fingers and is completely pampered, the dishes she can cook before are limited to boiling water and cooking pork liver and spinach soup.

Pork liver and spinach soup is really not delicious, at most it is very nutritious.

However, the dishes made by Si Er today, such as hot and sour potato shreds, dry-stir-fried green beans, boiled pork slices, rock sugar Sydney, and pork rib soup, are very homely.

At the dinner table, S Er insisted that Shang Lingjue try the pork rib soup first, and when Shang Lingjue took a sip, S Er asked how it tasted expectantly, and asked several times how it compares with other rib soup.

"The pork rib soup tastes like pork ribs, how much difference can it make?" Shang Lingjue put down the small silver spoon, took a bite of the rice, and concentrated on thinking about how to get out. He didn't pay attention, nor did he want to notice the gradually dimming eyes of S Er.

As bed time approached, Shang Lingjue became more and more nervous. He was dizzy for a while a few days ago, and the mistakes he made must not be repeated today.

Just after Shang Lingjue was mentally prepared, the sound of water in the bathroom just stopped. Si Er was wearing a black suspender nightgown, revealing a slender and fair neck, his collarbone was dyed a thin red with water vapor, and he wiped his hair slowly. Come out slowly.

Under the dim night light, S Erwu's hair was wet and slightly disheveled, and he was dazed to find that the person on the bed had fallen asleep on his side.

A soft sigh came from behind, Shang Lingjue tried to slow down her breathing, trying to enter a state similar to "the living dead", when she noticed that Si Er lifted the thin quilt, her heart beat faster.

Fortunately, after a while, the woman didn't seem to make any unnecessary movements, but a scorching gaze hit Shang Lingjue's face.

She recited Tao Te Ching silently to clear away distracting thoughts, and finally breathed a sigh of relief after the whole room was plunged into darkness.

Quietly raising her eyelids to look at the hazy moonlight outside the window, Shang Lingjue felt much calmer. Generally, Si Er falls asleep faster, and it is estimated that she will be able to escape after two hours of sleep.

When she goes back this time, she must ask Sister Yang to find a bodyguard for herself, and she can't let Si Er do whatever she wants, as if she is rich.

After calculating how much money he still owes Si Er, Shang Lingjue decided to release a few more albums this year.

At this moment, the warm body leaned straight up, soft and soft, with a delicate fragrance, like a white dumpling with a cold fragrance.

Hearing S Er's rapid breathing, Shang Lingjue's body froze.

"Shang Lingjue, didn't you say to be good friends in bed?" The woman's voice was soft and sweet, revealing a bit of seductive charm.

The heat on her back continued to rise, Shang Lingjue's forehead was faintly wet with sweat, and her broken hair was gently blown by the night wind. She tried hard to calm down, but found that the temperature on her face was also rising.

However, as long as he doesn't move and doesn't speak, Si Er should think that he is asleep.

"Are you still pretending to be asleep?" Si Er's voice was soft, like dewdrops falling on mint leaves, crystal clear, "You seldom fall asleep when you lie on your side, you always sleep on your back."

Probably because lying on the side will press the ears, Shang Lingjue likes to sleep lying on the back most of the time. How did she know that this would let Si Er discover the fact that she was pretending to sleep.

"Shang Lingjue."

There was a light silver-white moonlight flowing in the room, and Sier leaned forward again faintly, and there was an uncommon hidden color in the watery peach blossom eyes, like blooming flowers, extremely beautiful.

"I'm sleepy, and I'm going to fall asleep soon," Shang Lingjue reached out and grabbed the edge of the bed, swung himself out of the temperature range of Si Er, and then lay flat on his stomach with his hands folded, "Don't talk, be quiet."

Her posture was extremely reserved, but out of the corner of her eye, she could see Si Er's star-like eyes staring at her without blinking.

I could almost see my silver hair falling into the woman's clear eyes, with extraordinarily beautiful ripples.

"Shang Lingjue, you obviously can't sleep, and you still pretend to be asleep." Si Er's eyebrows were curved, and his thick black eyelashes cast a small fan-shaped shadow under the light moonlight, calm and elegant.

Shang Lingjue glanced at Si Er, and realized that she had cultivated better and better this year. She didn't even bother to lose her temper at Si Er, but she just couldn't understand what this woman was obsessed with.

Maybe what you can't get is the best thing, such things as greed, hatred and ignorance, even a fairy like Si Er, who doesn't eat the fireworks of the world, can't escape.

"Mr. Si, can you close your eyes and sleep quietly?" Shang Lingjue ignored the woman's graceful and alluring snow-white curves, and said calmly, "The eyes are so big and bright, they flashed to me. The weaving lamp is still flickering."

Si Er faintly smiled charmingly, "Coward, dare to speak but dare not do."

"Si Er, what do you mean?" Shang Lingjue's heart was aroused with inexplicable dark emotions, "Don't think I dare not."

"You don't dare to look at me," Si Er's lips curved, but his eyes were full of tenderness, "every time you are playing hard with your mouth."

Seeing Si Er suddenly squinting his eyes and raised his lips to smile, the woman is noble and glamorous, with a loose and frivolous smile on purpose in her peach eyes.

Shang Lingjue felt his eyes turn red, and his heart seemed to be grabbed by a monster with teeth and claws.

"Sir, don't think that I dare not do anything to you."

The room was silent, and Shang Lingjue's eyes fell on this simple and elegant bedroom, which still had the familiar furnishings and atmosphere, as if happiness and dark hatred were sealed here.

"I know," S Er sighed softly, his eyes filled with pity, and he wanted to brush Shang Lingjue's hair, "I know all about it."

"You know?" There was a cold smile in Shang Lingjue's eyes. She saw the so-called love deeply hidden in S Er's peach blossom eyes, and felt that the wound in her heart seemed to be opened again. "What do you know? ,I am oblivious."

In their love, no, it was just their own one-sided love, and it was they who needed Si Er, not Shu Er who needed her.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, who to love or not to love is not something that can be controlled casually.

But, why can't Si Er tell herself clearly that she doesn't love herself, so don't give herself so much hope.

He wouldn't stop at the same spot so sadly, and couldn't get out no matter how he went around.

I can't even go out in this life.

How wonderful it was when we met back then, how solemn Se Er's promise to himself was, how ridiculous it is now.

It seems that women have promised themselves so many unambiguous decisions, just to break the appointment with themselves from the past to the present, or to the beautiful future they have imagined.

So, how can I be so stupid as to repeat the same mistakes?

It wasn't until this moment that Shang Lingjue realized that no matter how much she suppressed and how she hid it, it was undeniable that her hatred for Si Er was so overwhelming that it could almost destroy herself.

This woman used to be her only light, there were so many memories between the two of them, so many memories, so many that I couldn't forget them even if I wanted to.

But in the end, she discovered that this beam of light had to be paid for.

The price is that when you have this beam of light, you will be burned to ashes.

Si Er repeated his sorry over and over again, and let Shang Lingjue do what he wanted.whatever you want.Because, the occasional pain is mixed with more joy.

At the most gorgeous moment in front of her eyes, she felt that the clothes on her shoulders were soaked in tears.through.

Suddenly I could see that Shang Lingjue's face was also blurred by tears, crying so sadly, but there was no sound, his beautiful and delicate face was distorted due to the pain.

This feeling is so painful, it goes deep into the heart, and Se Er can hardly breathe, because of this huge and oppressive pain.

She instinctively wanted to hug Shang Lingjue, but only felt a coldness——

The girl backed away in time, and there was no warmth in her jet-black pupils.

"Shang Lingjue, don't cry..."

"I didn't cry, you read it wrong."

Shang Lingjue wiped off the blood between his lips and teeth, and then wiped away his tears, his eyes were cold.

She glanced at it occasionally, but was surprised to see that S Er's eyes were red, and big drops of tears slid from the corners of his eyes to his black hair.

It didn't take long before Se Er exhausted a lot of energy and fell asleep with sobs.Shang Lingjue opened his eyes again two hours later.

Under the moonlight, the woman beside her frowned tightly, her beautiful fair face was stained with tears, and she did not sleep peacefully.

Perhaps sensing the movement of the person next to him, Si Er murmured to Shang Lingjue in a low voice, and did not settle down until he touched the skin of the person next to him.

As carefully as possible to remove Si Er's hand, Shang Lingjue lifted the quilt and got off the bed without a sound.

Her eyes were probably swollen, so she washed her face casually, looked at her indifferent expression in the mirror, and smiled half self-deprecatingly half hateful.

I put on my shoes from the porch on tiptoe, and went to the piano room that used to be my own in this house in the dark.

To Shang Lingjue's surprise, the piano room was spotlessly clean, and the dust cover of the piano was also brand new, as if someone came here often.

The musical instruments in the room are also well maintained, and the high-quality strings are as beautiful as the stars of the Milky Way under the influence of the moonlight.

Opening the navy blue curtains, she only needs to use a tool to unscrew the window screws, and she can go out. She used to write songs at night, when S Er was not at home, and she couldn't sleep, she often did this.

Shang Lingjue skillfully found out the tool, gently pried open the window, and suddenly noticed something strange in the air.

Then there was a meow in the middle of the night, breaking the deep silence at the moment.

It was Si Er's friend's puppet cat. Shang Lingjue gestured to the kitten, hissed it to keep it quiet, and was ready to continue working.

However, the puppet cat tilted its head and looked at Shang Lingjue curiously for a while, then meowed impatiently.

Meowing is very noticeable and high-pitched in a quiet space.

Seeing that there was no way to calm the cat down, Shang Lingjue had no choice but to turn on the flashlight of his mobile phone and forcibly accelerated the speed of prying open the window.

Until a woman's soft and hoarse voice came from behind, "You are so good, I will reward Xiao Yugan tomorrow."

Shang Lingjue turned his head slowly, and saw Si Er wearing a black suspender dress in the half-light, leaning against the door of the piano room, holding the cat that "tipped off the news".

The kitten's fluffy silver-white tail swept back and forth on the woman's snow-white and soft skin like milk.

The woman's lips were bright red and moist, but there was a hint of sternness that seemed to be a smile but not a smile, and her dark and clear pupils were deep and bottomless.

Sier walked barefoot on the cold ground in early summer, her round and small pink fingertips looked like falling cherry blossoms in spring.

When he came to Shang Lingjue, S Er put down the kitten, raised his chin slightly and looked at Shang Lingjue with a complex but strong sense of forbearance.

"Shang Lingjue, it's so late, you have to go out even if you open the window, are you in a hurry to see someone?" Si Er's voice changed, cold and soft like an iceberg on the sea, lurking unknown temptations and dangers, "It's Xiao Yun, Luo Yiyu, or someone else?"

"You don't care about this." Shang Lingjue was not at all afraid of the beauty's sullen question, but bent down and whispered in S Er's ear, "In the lover's rules, whose bed do I want to sleep with, you But those who have no right to ask, have no right to control me."

"Shang Lingjue!" Si Er bit her lower lip tightly, her hair was pitch black, her face was pale, her fingers were pale, and her calves were also pale. She tentatively reached out to grab Shang Lingjue's clothes, but she didn't dare to hold it tightly. , could only beg in a low voice, "Shang Lingjue, please, at least don't leave so fast."

"But I'm in a hurry, why don't you get used to it first?" Shang Lingjue deliberately casually chuckled, "In the future, this kind of thing will happen more and more, you need to strengthen your mental quality."

She turned her face away, not wanting to look at Si Er, this woman is a natural beauty, her peach blossom eyes are not flattering, once she becomes pitiful, it is very easy to move people's hearts.

"Shang Lingjue, can't you just stay for a few more hours?" Si Er's voice was astringent, coupled with her noble and alienated appearance, she was inexplicably deceptively dull and fragile, "I will leave after dawn ,OK?"

"Sister Xiao Yun, I'll be there in a while, same as last time, I know it," Shang Lingjue coldly withdrew his gaze, turned on the phone and quickly put it to his ear, and passed Si Er without any hesitation, with a clear voice , "Well, it's all my fault for being late this time."

The breeze blew over S Er's radiant long hair, and a few strands of hair fell on her delicate and white collarbone. The woman's breathing rose and fell, and she stood there in plain white.

"Teacher Si, I'm busy with work, so please take care of me," taking advantage of Si'er's eyes red and swollen, his expression bewildered, and half of his body limp, Shang Ling Juefei rushed to the door and ran out.

The sound of the door being closed was very clear, like the branches on the ice field that had finally been cracked by freezing, mixed with the ice and falling on S Er's heart.

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