After Yu Jin finished writing this sentence, he left today's date behind, and then took out his phone.

When he was with Rong Xun, he never looked at his phone.

One is because Yu Jin himself is not addicted to electronic devices, and the other is that Rong Xun is by his side. Although the two of them don't chat all the time, Rong Xun will talk to him.

When someone chats with him, Yu Jin will take the initiative to find some topics that are not available.

That's why Yu Jin saw now that the doctor sent him a message during the usual meal time.

【Doctor: How do you feel going out today? 】

After thinking about it, Yu Jin still told about the replacement of Rong Xun as the nurse halfway through today.

The doctor replied to him almost instantly.

[Doctor: I heard from your nurse, where did you go to play? 】

Because I went to see the market and ate hot pot, Yu Jin was in a state of excitement.

He originally wanted to passionately share today's happiness, but after typing the first word, Yu Jin suddenly remembered what Rong Xun said during the day.

Shopping is a secret between the two of them.

So Yu Jin had no choice but to delete the words in the message column, and replied with a very simple sentence: [I had dinner with him outside today, and the food was delicious. 】

[I don’t know what to call it: []]

[Doctor: How do you post this emoji?What happened to upset you? 】

No.

Just can't share your happiness.

Yu Jin sighed, turned around, and then paused for a while.

He thought for a long time, and finally stared at the head-touching expression pack sent by the doctor, and slowly typed a line: [Doctor, when will my illness be cured? 】

I don't know if it was because of his pause that the doctor went to do his own thing. There was a long silence before the news came.

【Doctor: What's wrong】

【Doctor: You have never asked me this question before】

【Doctor: Is something wrong】

[Doctor: Someone told you something]

The news on the other side popped up in the window, Yu Jin deeply felt the doctor's hand speed, and quickly typed back: 【No, it's not a big deal even if I feel like this. 】

[Doctor: Don't think too much]

[Doctor: Mental disorder is not like a common cold, it can be cured with just one dose of medicine, we have to take it slowly]

...But it's been 12 years.

Yu Jin lowered his eyes, how long will he slow down.

[Doctor: Did something happen?You were not in such a hurry before]

Yu Jin's eyelashes trembled slightly.

Because of his personal reasons, this ward has a wall lamp installed, which is a warm light, and the tone is darker, not so bright and dazzling.

Yu Jin turned on this wall lamp right now.

The orange light sprinkled on his face, and seemed to stretch his slender eyelashes longer, so that it looked like a crow's feather covered his eyes.

Those phoenix eyes looked even deeper and colder in the dim light.

Yu Jin is beautiful, but he has never been weak since he was a child.

His beauty is as noble and sharp as a good Tang knife.

The doctor didn't say anything, Yu Jin himself didn't realize that he was in a hurry.

Over the years, he has long been used to this kind of life.

In his world, there is no name other than his own, nor can he remember any face, whether it is distinctive or not.

He has never been impatient and eager because of this.

Yu Jin is like a shell that floats up and down with the waves, light and light, there is no root that can hold him, and he doesn't bother to absorb anything to stabilize himself.

But a person appeared in his too quiet and monotonous world.

In fact, Rong Xun was not the first person who introduced himself to Yu Jin by his name.

But I don't know if it's because of her beauty that deceives people or something else, Yu Jin...

After he came to the southern boundary, he wanted to remember who for the first time.

Yu Jin slumped on the sofa, sighed, and looked at the blacked-out mobile phone in his hand, feeling that something was wrong with him.

It's only been two days since I met Rong Xun.

On the third day, Yu Jin had a shift schedule, so he couldn't go out.

But what he didn't expect was that after lunch, he saw a name in his internal system.

That was the only name he knew so far.

And when the clock on his desk jumped to two o'clock, someone knocked on his door.

After Yu Jin said he would come in, he saw the man he had just met yesterday push the door open and enter.

He froze for a moment, even though he already knew it was him, he still found it incredible.

Rong Xun today is wearing a gray loose silk long-sleeve shirt, a pair of simple black overalls, and ice blue and white sneakers...

Different from yesterday's routine, and also different from the formality of the day before yesterday, today's Rong Xun seems to be going to the street for a photoshoot... No, it's more like going on a TV show, or that kind of idol variety show.

Rong Xun is tall and has a good figure. The loose shirt hides his gnarled muscles, making him really look like a white-faced young man. Those who don't know him think he is a newcomer in the entertainment industry.

Especially when he turned his eyes at Yu Jin, and with this outfit, Yu Jin really suspected that he was going to pack up and make his debut.

what.

Mr. Rong is so handsome.

Why is this man so different every day?

"What?" Rong Xun, who was different every day, sat down opposite Yu Jin, looked at Yu Jin who was stunned, and the corners of his lips were drawn deeply: "It's not the eighth day, you don't remember me?"

Yu Jin subconsciously: "No..."

His Adam's apple slipped unconsciously, and he didn't know whether it was shaken by Rong Xun's smiling face that was comparable to a vixen, or it was stabbed by Rong Xun's shirt that slightly reflected light. Eyes, anyway, his brain is not able to think normally.

Rong Xun sat very casually, not only unrestrained, but also put his hands on his lap, like a boss who came to spot check.

...but still handsome.

Yu Jin was a little envious.

Rong Xun looked at Yu Jin who was wearing gold-rimmed glasses and brushing his hair back, and joked, "You're more like 'brother' than me."

Yu Jin choked up inexplicably, but felt it was true.

In fact, Yu Jin's appearance is the opposite and he is a bit mature, unlike Rong Xun.

Rong Xun really looks like a college student dressed like this.

...Maybe even younger than some adult males.

Yu Jin couldn't say anything to refute, so he could only ask, "Mr. Rong, why are you here?"

Rong Xun deliberately asked back: "I can't come?"

"No," Yu Jin explained, "Mr. Rong, this is my job."

Rong Xun nodded, leaned on the back of the chair, looked around the room as if it was the first time he came here: "I know."

Yu Jin paused, and asked tentatively, "Then do you have something on your mind that you need to confide in?"

In fact, Yu Jin was a little hesitant.

This is his job, if Rong Xun wants to speak, he will definitely listen.

But when Rong Xun made an appointment with him, it meant that he hoped that on the eighth day he would forget about today completely.

but……

Yu Jin doesn't know why he has a kind of self-confidence that he thinks he will remember.

"...What's on your mind?"

Yu Jin wavered over whether to tell Rong Xun, but Rong Xun chuckled lightly.

He lowered his eyes slightly, with an unpredictable expression, and murmured softly: "It would be great if I could talk to you so quickly."

Yu Jin, who was distracted, didn't hear this clearly, and subconsciously asked: "What?"

"It's nothing." Rong Xun bent his eyes, and Yu Jin's familiar gentleness was in his dark pupils. He gently revealed it: "It's just that I'm in a bad mood and I just want to find a place to hide."

Yu Jin blinked, a little puzzled: "But you don't look like you're in a bad mood."

Rong Xun nodded, with a rambling smile in his hoarse voice: "Guess why."

Yu Jin: "."

He suspected that Rong Xun was playing with him.

So Yu Jin cleared his throat, corrected his attitude, and said solemnly: "Mr. Rong, if you don't have any questions, then we'll see you after get off work."

There are still three hours before Yu Jin gets off work.

Rong Xun smiled: "I have a problem, I'm in a bad mood."

Yu Jin: "..."

He looked at Rong Xun suspiciously, and muttered, "Are you here to test my professionalism?"

"No." Rong Xun thought for a while: "I just don't know how to say it."

Really bad mood?

Yu Jin tilted his head slightly, a little puzzled.

In a bad mood...Smile so bright and attractive?

Yu Jin re-entered the profession of psychological counselor, and guided him: "Mr. Rong, why are you in a bad mood?"

Rong Xun didn't answer, just looked at him with a slight smile.

Yu Jin was not in a hurry, but he missed Rong Xun's eyes.

So he didn't know that Rong Xun was looking at him all the time, and he didn't know what Rong Xun looked at him like.

Yu Jin waited for a long time before Rong Xun said, "I told you, will you forget?"

Yu Jin didn't know whether he wanted him to remember, or if he didn't want to, but since he asked him to talk about his thoughts, he probably didn't want to: "Yes."

He got up and poured Rong Xun a cup of warm water with a disposable cup, and put it in front of Rong Xun: "I will remember things, but I won't remember who told me."

Even if Rong Xun told him on the eighth day, when and what did he do with him, what did he say, Yu Jin's memory would not be mobilized because of this.

He has only two choices: believe or not.

Yu Jin paused, and said to his "patient" for the first time: "However...Mr. Rong, if my psychological barrier is cured, I will probably remember everyone and everything I have met in the past."

So if you don't want people to know...

It's best not to talk to him.

"Is that so."

Rong Xun smiled, and was quiet for a while.

Just when Yu Jin felt that there was a high probability that he would not speak anymore, Rong Xun said, "There is a person I hate very much."

Yu Jin blinked slowly, and Rong Xun said slowly, "He will bring some news about people I also hate."

"And these messages...maybe important to someone I care about."

"I do not know what to do."

His three sentences were very convoluted, but Yu Jin understood: "Why do you say maybe?"

Rong Xun looked at Yu Jin steadfastly: "Because I don't know what he thinks, he may care a lot, or he may not care, or he hates them as much as I do, and doesn't want to hear anything about them."

But probably not.

Yu Jin: "Then why don't you just ask the other person what they think?"

The expression in Rong Xun's eyes was very pale, and even the corners of his mouth were drawn very shallowly. He was obviously still smiling, but Yu Jin finally understood at this moment that Rong Xun was really in a bad mood.

Because Rong Xun said softly: "I have no position to ask him."

Yu Jin moved his lips.

Unspeakable emotions spread in his heart for a moment, and countless words seemed to pour out at that moment, but in the end they returned to emptiness.

He doesn't understand.

So Yu Jin crossed the boundary he set himself, and asked Rong Xun, "Is the other party... someone Mr. Rong likes?"

Rong Xun was silent for a while.

In the silence, Yu Jin realized that he stepped on the boundary, and was about to make amends, when Rong Xun laughed: "Really."

...the "bar" is very strange.

Yu Jin hesitated for a while, continued to step on the thread, and took another step forward cautiously: "Mr. Rong, you are actually...not unhappy because of this matter?"

Rong Xun paused slightly.

The calmness on his face seemed to froze for a moment, but it could only be resolved by his chuckle: "Why do you ask that?"

Yu Jin tilted his head: "Intuition?"

Because he always felt that Rong Xun was a very assertive person.

Maybe what he said was true, but he probably thought of a solution long ago.

Rong Xun pinched the center of his brows, seemingly helpless: "It's like you have learned mind reading skills."

He sighed: "I'm really not in a bad mood because of this. I'm in a bad mood because we're not suitable."

He spoke very quickly this time, and Yu Jin was stunned for a moment before he realized: "Did someone say that?"

Rong Xun shook his head.

Maybe everyone around him thought so, but no one dared to say a word in front of him.

Yu Jin: "Is that why the other party rejected you for this reason?"

Rong Xun continued to shake his head, he smiled and casually induced Yu Jin: "He never told me to refuse."

That's what Rong Xun thought.

Yu Jin didn't know what to do.

He has no love experience, and he is even blank in many relationships. He can persuade a few words like Xiaomijiao, but Rong Xun...

Yu Jin could only ask: "Then do you want to give up?"

When these words came out, Rong Xun's eyes that were as soft as water changed instantly.

It is tough and firm like an ice edge.

The corners of his lips hooked deeper: "No."

Rong Xun looked at Yu Jin, and the old smoker who did not match his age spoke clearly at this moment: "As long as I am still alive, I will not give up."

Even if he is dead, he will turn into a ghost and pester him endlessly.

Yu Jin stared blankly at Rong Xun.

He didn't think too much about what he said or talked about afterward, and he basically answered instinctively.

Rong Xun probably had something to do, so he left after four o'clock in the afternoon.

After he left, Yu Jin stared at the unoccupied chair, shaking his head for a long time.

It wasn't until the time when he returned to the ward, Yu Jin took out the book from the drawer, and unconsciously put it on the last page, that he came out of the half-empty state.

When Rong Xun said that... for some reason, Yu Jin suddenly remembered the details of an event that shocked him for a long time the year before last.

When he went to the park yesterday, he couldn't recall it. He only had those four words in his mind, but when Rong Xun said that, it inexplicably coincided with the voice in his head that couldn't tell the difference between male and female.

He still couldn't remember who the other party was, whether it was a man or a woman, or what he looked like, but he remembered that day in the park.

The sky is a bit cloudy, like it's going to rain.

He saw someone sitting on a park bench looking straight at him, so he went over and handed him a flyer.

He asked the man if he wanted to know more, and the man said, "I'm so tired."

Yu Jin was stunned for a while, then he heard the man talking to himself: "I can't hold on anymore... What should I do? If I give up and disappear from now on, maybe it's the best thing for you, right? "

16-year-old Yu Jin was at a loss and took out a tissue with their hospital advertisement printed on it from his pocket and handed it to the other party, but was grabbed by the wrist.

The man grabbed him very hard, but he was also helpless: "Yu Jin."

He didn't know why the other party knew his name, but the next sentence from that person was like a heavy hammer hitting his heart, smashing his soul out of his body: "I like you."

"...You probably will never see me again, don't remember me."

Yu Jin remembered that the tone of that person's last sentence that day was the same as when Rong Xun spoke to him, so gentle.

It was as if the spring breeze was wrapped in the freshest floral fragrance to be dedicated to him, but he didn't have time to catch it.

The third sentence left by Yu Jin on the last page is——

[Have we really never met? 】

The author has something to say:

Don’t worry, my dears, it’s my favorite two-way redemption qwq

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