Fall in love again after seven days
Chapter 57 57 Goldfish
Yu Jin felt a little embarrassed today.
Originally, he thought he was quite chic at first, especially when he had such an attitude towards those who claimed to be his parents, he was handsome and neat.
But as soon as he got in front of Rong Xun, he immediately lost his composure.
But she still cried like this in front of Rong Xun...
Yu Jin died.
He is just like an ordinary boy!
I also want to be handsome and cool in front of the person I like!
But if he didn't talk to Rong Xun, he seemed to have no one to rely on.
Yu Jin's personality has always been strong and stubborn since he was a child. He knows that he can't hold back some things, but he really doesn't like to expose his wounds and fragile side to others.
It's Rong Xun's words... It seems to be just right.
He knew he was abandoned, but that only made him completely disappointed in them.
Yu Jin is not that kind of bodhisattva, he can completely ignore it.
So he really wanted to meet them, and wondered if they really had a good time after they left him.
But whether it's good or bad has nothing to do with him.
What he thought before was that if they had a good life, then he would send a blessing with a smile, and everyone would continue to be strangers from now on, and he no longer cared about it.
If they weren't doing so well either...he didn't know what to do.
"Actually, I don't hate them."
Yu Jin said softly: "Although I don't remember the person, but there are some things that are really easy to match up with people, and you don't need to think too much about it."
"The memory is indeed fuzzy, but I remember that when I was in the hospital, I was always accompanied by someone. I also remember who took me to see a doctor in a big city."
This is true.
When Rong Xun learned that Yu Jin was sent to the southern border, it was because the director's capital chain was broken due to some personal reasons, and the hospital could not maintain normal operations.
He wanted to find someone to support Yu Jin and send Yu Jin to a better hospital abroad for treatment.
When Rong Xun saw it at the time, he still thought it was incredible.
Even the first reaction was that Yu Jin's parents couldn't afford the cost of medicine and treatment, so they needed donations.
At that time, Rong Xun was 17 years old.
He hadn't gained a firm foothold in Rong's family yet, but he still took the money he had quietly saved, tried to get himself injured, and had a legitimate reason to go to the hospital to see his little goldfish.
He can only do so.
Because his father always wanted to kill him, his uncle was too cautious and cunning, hoping to master more of his weaknesses.
But his little goldfish was not happy.
That day Rong Xun stood by the window and watched Yu Jin who was taken to the park by the nurse for a long time.
Only he knew how terrifying the emotions surging in his heart were.
He didn't protect the people he wanted to protect.
Even now that he is in front of his eyes, he has no way to protect him openly.
He can only turn to friends he knows for help.
So he owed Brother Ji a lot of favors.
At the same time, he also asked Brother Ji to help him check Yu Jin's medical records in the inland area.
His parents did take him to many hospitals, but each hospital said that it needs to be observed.
Because this psychological barrier is so special, there is no one in China that is exactly the same.
The human brain is truly miraculous. The extent of psychological hints and psychological barriers cannot be explained clearly in a few words. The symptoms of each person will also vary due to their own conditions.
Yu Jin's parents took Yu Jin to see a doctor for a year, and there was no diagnosis record after that.
No one knows whether it was because they felt that it was too much money, or they simply gave up, or... the last bit of love and guilt completely disappeared with this disease.
Rong Xun caressed the back of his head, still comforting him.
Yu Jin really doesn't matter anymore
Maybe he still had a knot in his heart before today, but after today, it's just like what he said.
Everyone bridges to bridges, roads to roads, each side walks.
Whether they treat him well or badly, they will be buried together with that bit of blood relationship.
"Rong Xun." Yu Jin said, "I don't know if you heard that, but I really think so."
He paused slightly: "Just pretend you never knew them, and don't do anything. We and them are strangers from now on."
Rong Xun liked his division, but he didn't respond to whether it was good or not, he just bowed his head and kissed his forehead again.
Because of being too distressed and angry, his lips were a little cold, and when they were printed on Yu Jin's forehead, the touch was very deep.
"Small goldfish."
He lowered his eyes, staring at Yu Jin's pair of eyelashes that looked more pure and beautiful after being washed with water. A little powder at the end of his eyes that had not been removed would not make him look fragile, but instead broke the cold color.
He said, "I want to ask you something."
In fact, he didn't have to ask.
Yu Jin is so smart, he probably guessed it, but didn't mention it.
that means he doesn't mind
Of course, it is also possible that he did not guess.
After all, Yu Jin really doesn't remember people.
If so, it would be better for Rong Xun.
But people are greedy.
Mingming had already decided to hide the dirty blood in his body, but when he got emotions beyond his expectations, he couldn't help wanting to have more.
Yu Jin nodded, motioning for him to say.
Rong Xun said slowly, "Are you afraid of me?"
He stopped for a while, and without waiting for Yu Jin to answer, he hugged Yu Jin again, wrapping him in his arms: "You can't be afraid of me."
Yu Jin paused for a while.
He thought that Rong Xun was actually quite strong.
There are probably very few people who are as strong and insecure as him.
"...Why should I be afraid of you?"
He was a little helpless, but also inexplicably happy.
Because Yu Jin felt that Rong Xun showed him a little vulnerability—even if it was really a very weak point.
This gave Yu Jin a sense of satisfaction that he could finally hold up his shoulders and let his sweetheart lean on him.
So his voice couldn't help but be a little brisk: "To be honest, although I always thought I didn't care before, when you told me that they would arrive later, I thought about asking them why."
Yu Jin curled his lips: "It can be seen that after seeing them, I really don't care. It's not that I still have any feelings for them, but because you have already vented my anger."
In order to love him well, I must have suffered a lot.
It's good that he didn't mention it. Having said that, Rong Xun was completely relieved, but at the same time was a little depressed: "I obviously watched it myself."
To be honest, Rong Xun really felt that their performance just now was very good.
At least in his heart, parents should be like this.
But Rong Xun also forgot that he himself has never felt any family affection.
The works launched according to the gourd painting are indeed a bit fake.
But no matter what, you don't have to see those two people anymore.
Rong Xun restrained himself and kissed Yu Jin's ear tip again, his eyes were icy cold.
Since the little goldfish is no longer needed, the garbage without any value can be thrown into the trash can for disposal.
He will make them pay back double.
Although Yu Jin's parents can't help, but the family therapy is not nothing.
After all, "lover" is also considered family.
That matter was like a very simple episode, after it passed, no one mentioned it again.
And the next morning, Rong Xun put in front of Yu Jin the invitation letter that Southern Boundary University had sent him to invite him to attend the school celebration: "Want to play?"
Yu Jin looked at the words written on the beautifully made card: "School celebration? Is it the school anniversary? What's there?"
This is what Rong Xun asked: "I didn't pay much attention when I was studying, and I haven't been there after graduation. I really don't know. Let me ask."
He took out his mobile phone while talking, but Yu Jin stretched out his hand quickly, and held him down: "Wait!"
Yu Jin's eyes lit up: "Don't ask, just go."
He said: "It's just right if you don't know, an unknown date is a surprise."
Rong Xun likes to hear him talk about dating.
Like to hear all objects from his mouth is his intimate vocabulary.
He hooked his lips: "Okay."
Yu Jin was interested, but he couldn't help but feel a little worried: "But I'm not from Southern Boundary University, can I get in?"
Rong Xun rolled his eyes and smiled softly: "Don't worry, you can go in as a family member. If someone asks, you just need to say that you are my family member."
Because the villa area was built in the suburbs of the southern boundary for quietness.And the university covers a relatively large area, and it is impossible to open in the city center of the southern boundary or next to the financial street commercial street, so it is also in the suburbs.
It's not far from Southern Boundary University. Although the road was a bit congested, it only took four to ten minutes to get there.
The southern boundary in December is not as cold as the north in October, but it also has its own shade.
Especially in this kind of weather with a lot of rain, cloudy days and no sun.
Still damp.
It's the kind of devil weather where the clothes will not be dried for a month without the dryer hanging outside after washing.
So Yu Jin asked Rong Xun to wear thicker clothes.
I would rather be warmer than cold so that my bones ache.
Yu Jin and Rong Xun put on coats of the same style but different colors, and Yu Jin's was a little thinner.
In fact, it's not like a couple's clothes. If these two pieces are put together, they will be a multi-color selection of products at most, but if they are worn together and looked at together, they will look like a couple.
Others rely on clothes, and they rely on clothes.
Rong Xun drove his own car, and he didn't let the duck's throat be used as a light bulb.
After establishing a relationship with Yu Jin, Rong Xun basically drove them when they came out to play, and Yu Jin took the co-pilot.
After arriving at the location specially cleared out by Nantah University as a parking lot, Yu Jin was a little inexplicably excited looking at the endless stream of people nearby.
He really hasn't set foot on campus for a long time.
Perhaps it was because Rong Xun was quite famous in school, so after they came down, Yu Jin noticed a few young people who were about his age were looking at them, as if they had said something, Yu Jin's ears pointed, they Not too far away, I heard a few words.
It's all about "lost! That's Rong Xun", "Oh my god! He's here too", "ahhh, I want to ask him for an autograph"...and so on.
It's exciting to hear.
Yu Jin also thought it was amazing.
It turns out that people chasing stars are not just chasing idol actors.
After locking the car, Rong Xun stretched out his hand to Yu Jin, not caring about the others: "Let's go? Take you for a stroll?"
Yu Jin hesitated for a moment.
Homosexuality is not legal now. Although most young people still respect it, and many people support it, it is still a hotly debated topic in society.
It's not that he's afraid of other people's eyes, it's just that he doesn't want anyone to talk about Rong Xun.
It's okay to play outside, no one knows them.
But this is Rong Xun's alma mater, and the group of people just now clearly recognized Rong Xun.
As if knowing his concerns, Rong Xun snorted and half-warned: "Little goldfish, three seconds have passed, if you don't hurry up, I won't hug you today."
Yu Jin: "..."
He grabbed Rong Xun's hand without hesitation.
Then curse in my heart.
This man is real!
Too much!
Just grab his weak point and threaten him! ! !
The author has something to say:
The code word for "you can't be afraid of me" is often "I only have you"
ovo
Originally, he thought he was quite chic at first, especially when he had such an attitude towards those who claimed to be his parents, he was handsome and neat.
But as soon as he got in front of Rong Xun, he immediately lost his composure.
But she still cried like this in front of Rong Xun...
Yu Jin died.
He is just like an ordinary boy!
I also want to be handsome and cool in front of the person I like!
But if he didn't talk to Rong Xun, he seemed to have no one to rely on.
Yu Jin's personality has always been strong and stubborn since he was a child. He knows that he can't hold back some things, but he really doesn't like to expose his wounds and fragile side to others.
It's Rong Xun's words... It seems to be just right.
He knew he was abandoned, but that only made him completely disappointed in them.
Yu Jin is not that kind of bodhisattva, he can completely ignore it.
So he really wanted to meet them, and wondered if they really had a good time after they left him.
But whether it's good or bad has nothing to do with him.
What he thought before was that if they had a good life, then he would send a blessing with a smile, and everyone would continue to be strangers from now on, and he no longer cared about it.
If they weren't doing so well either...he didn't know what to do.
"Actually, I don't hate them."
Yu Jin said softly: "Although I don't remember the person, but there are some things that are really easy to match up with people, and you don't need to think too much about it."
"The memory is indeed fuzzy, but I remember that when I was in the hospital, I was always accompanied by someone. I also remember who took me to see a doctor in a big city."
This is true.
When Rong Xun learned that Yu Jin was sent to the southern border, it was because the director's capital chain was broken due to some personal reasons, and the hospital could not maintain normal operations.
He wanted to find someone to support Yu Jin and send Yu Jin to a better hospital abroad for treatment.
When Rong Xun saw it at the time, he still thought it was incredible.
Even the first reaction was that Yu Jin's parents couldn't afford the cost of medicine and treatment, so they needed donations.
At that time, Rong Xun was 17 years old.
He hadn't gained a firm foothold in Rong's family yet, but he still took the money he had quietly saved, tried to get himself injured, and had a legitimate reason to go to the hospital to see his little goldfish.
He can only do so.
Because his father always wanted to kill him, his uncle was too cautious and cunning, hoping to master more of his weaknesses.
But his little goldfish was not happy.
That day Rong Xun stood by the window and watched Yu Jin who was taken to the park by the nurse for a long time.
Only he knew how terrifying the emotions surging in his heart were.
He didn't protect the people he wanted to protect.
Even now that he is in front of his eyes, he has no way to protect him openly.
He can only turn to friends he knows for help.
So he owed Brother Ji a lot of favors.
At the same time, he also asked Brother Ji to help him check Yu Jin's medical records in the inland area.
His parents did take him to many hospitals, but each hospital said that it needs to be observed.
Because this psychological barrier is so special, there is no one in China that is exactly the same.
The human brain is truly miraculous. The extent of psychological hints and psychological barriers cannot be explained clearly in a few words. The symptoms of each person will also vary due to their own conditions.
Yu Jin's parents took Yu Jin to see a doctor for a year, and there was no diagnosis record after that.
No one knows whether it was because they felt that it was too much money, or they simply gave up, or... the last bit of love and guilt completely disappeared with this disease.
Rong Xun caressed the back of his head, still comforting him.
Yu Jin really doesn't matter anymore
Maybe he still had a knot in his heart before today, but after today, it's just like what he said.
Everyone bridges to bridges, roads to roads, each side walks.
Whether they treat him well or badly, they will be buried together with that bit of blood relationship.
"Rong Xun." Yu Jin said, "I don't know if you heard that, but I really think so."
He paused slightly: "Just pretend you never knew them, and don't do anything. We and them are strangers from now on."
Rong Xun liked his division, but he didn't respond to whether it was good or not, he just bowed his head and kissed his forehead again.
Because of being too distressed and angry, his lips were a little cold, and when they were printed on Yu Jin's forehead, the touch was very deep.
"Small goldfish."
He lowered his eyes, staring at Yu Jin's pair of eyelashes that looked more pure and beautiful after being washed with water. A little powder at the end of his eyes that had not been removed would not make him look fragile, but instead broke the cold color.
He said, "I want to ask you something."
In fact, he didn't have to ask.
Yu Jin is so smart, he probably guessed it, but didn't mention it.
that means he doesn't mind
Of course, it is also possible that he did not guess.
After all, Yu Jin really doesn't remember people.
If so, it would be better for Rong Xun.
But people are greedy.
Mingming had already decided to hide the dirty blood in his body, but when he got emotions beyond his expectations, he couldn't help wanting to have more.
Yu Jin nodded, motioning for him to say.
Rong Xun said slowly, "Are you afraid of me?"
He stopped for a while, and without waiting for Yu Jin to answer, he hugged Yu Jin again, wrapping him in his arms: "You can't be afraid of me."
Yu Jin paused for a while.
He thought that Rong Xun was actually quite strong.
There are probably very few people who are as strong and insecure as him.
"...Why should I be afraid of you?"
He was a little helpless, but also inexplicably happy.
Because Yu Jin felt that Rong Xun showed him a little vulnerability—even if it was really a very weak point.
This gave Yu Jin a sense of satisfaction that he could finally hold up his shoulders and let his sweetheart lean on him.
So his voice couldn't help but be a little brisk: "To be honest, although I always thought I didn't care before, when you told me that they would arrive later, I thought about asking them why."
Yu Jin curled his lips: "It can be seen that after seeing them, I really don't care. It's not that I still have any feelings for them, but because you have already vented my anger."
In order to love him well, I must have suffered a lot.
It's good that he didn't mention it. Having said that, Rong Xun was completely relieved, but at the same time was a little depressed: "I obviously watched it myself."
To be honest, Rong Xun really felt that their performance just now was very good.
At least in his heart, parents should be like this.
But Rong Xun also forgot that he himself has never felt any family affection.
The works launched according to the gourd painting are indeed a bit fake.
But no matter what, you don't have to see those two people anymore.
Rong Xun restrained himself and kissed Yu Jin's ear tip again, his eyes were icy cold.
Since the little goldfish is no longer needed, the garbage without any value can be thrown into the trash can for disposal.
He will make them pay back double.
Although Yu Jin's parents can't help, but the family therapy is not nothing.
After all, "lover" is also considered family.
That matter was like a very simple episode, after it passed, no one mentioned it again.
And the next morning, Rong Xun put in front of Yu Jin the invitation letter that Southern Boundary University had sent him to invite him to attend the school celebration: "Want to play?"
Yu Jin looked at the words written on the beautifully made card: "School celebration? Is it the school anniversary? What's there?"
This is what Rong Xun asked: "I didn't pay much attention when I was studying, and I haven't been there after graduation. I really don't know. Let me ask."
He took out his mobile phone while talking, but Yu Jin stretched out his hand quickly, and held him down: "Wait!"
Yu Jin's eyes lit up: "Don't ask, just go."
He said: "It's just right if you don't know, an unknown date is a surprise."
Rong Xun likes to hear him talk about dating.
Like to hear all objects from his mouth is his intimate vocabulary.
He hooked his lips: "Okay."
Yu Jin was interested, but he couldn't help but feel a little worried: "But I'm not from Southern Boundary University, can I get in?"
Rong Xun rolled his eyes and smiled softly: "Don't worry, you can go in as a family member. If someone asks, you just need to say that you are my family member."
Because the villa area was built in the suburbs of the southern boundary for quietness.And the university covers a relatively large area, and it is impossible to open in the city center of the southern boundary or next to the financial street commercial street, so it is also in the suburbs.
It's not far from Southern Boundary University. Although the road was a bit congested, it only took four to ten minutes to get there.
The southern boundary in December is not as cold as the north in October, but it also has its own shade.
Especially in this kind of weather with a lot of rain, cloudy days and no sun.
Still damp.
It's the kind of devil weather where the clothes will not be dried for a month without the dryer hanging outside after washing.
So Yu Jin asked Rong Xun to wear thicker clothes.
I would rather be warmer than cold so that my bones ache.
Yu Jin and Rong Xun put on coats of the same style but different colors, and Yu Jin's was a little thinner.
In fact, it's not like a couple's clothes. If these two pieces are put together, they will be a multi-color selection of products at most, but if they are worn together and looked at together, they will look like a couple.
Others rely on clothes, and they rely on clothes.
Rong Xun drove his own car, and he didn't let the duck's throat be used as a light bulb.
After establishing a relationship with Yu Jin, Rong Xun basically drove them when they came out to play, and Yu Jin took the co-pilot.
After arriving at the location specially cleared out by Nantah University as a parking lot, Yu Jin was a little inexplicably excited looking at the endless stream of people nearby.
He really hasn't set foot on campus for a long time.
Perhaps it was because Rong Xun was quite famous in school, so after they came down, Yu Jin noticed a few young people who were about his age were looking at them, as if they had said something, Yu Jin's ears pointed, they Not too far away, I heard a few words.
It's all about "lost! That's Rong Xun", "Oh my god! He's here too", "ahhh, I want to ask him for an autograph"...and so on.
It's exciting to hear.
Yu Jin also thought it was amazing.
It turns out that people chasing stars are not just chasing idol actors.
After locking the car, Rong Xun stretched out his hand to Yu Jin, not caring about the others: "Let's go? Take you for a stroll?"
Yu Jin hesitated for a moment.
Homosexuality is not legal now. Although most young people still respect it, and many people support it, it is still a hotly debated topic in society.
It's not that he's afraid of other people's eyes, it's just that he doesn't want anyone to talk about Rong Xun.
It's okay to play outside, no one knows them.
But this is Rong Xun's alma mater, and the group of people just now clearly recognized Rong Xun.
As if knowing his concerns, Rong Xun snorted and half-warned: "Little goldfish, three seconds have passed, if you don't hurry up, I won't hug you today."
Yu Jin: "..."
He grabbed Rong Xun's hand without hesitation.
Then curse in my heart.
This man is real!
Too much!
Just grab his weak point and threaten him! ! !
The author has something to say:
The code word for "you can't be afraid of me" is often "I only have you"
ovo
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